Wang Le, who had been expressionless and silent, suddenly smiled after a few minutes of stalemate with Xu Jianan.

This time, his laughter was less evil and banter than before, and a little more desolate and vicissitudes. He smiled beautifully and said to Xu Jianan, "Okay, Dr. Xu." I think our treatment should be over here, although I can't see it, but I guess Lu Yan must be waiting outside in a hurry. As for you, you don't have to waste your time on me. What is right and wrong, it doesn't make sense to say it now, and it's too late for me to do anything. My life is already like this, are you still going to train me to be a pillar of the country?"

Xu Jianan also said frankly: "I don't have the luxury of turning you into a pillar of the country, I just hope that you can return to normal life." There are at least some people in this world who are thinking about you. ”

"Oh, who? my mother, or Lu Yan's mother? Lu Yan has a good mother, his mother is that kind of character, I can't listen to the misfortunes of people I know, and I probably have a pretty good life with his father in this life. Sometimes I think, why do you say that there is a life like Lu Yan in this world? Sometimes I am envious and jealous, but sometimes I think that there is nothing to envy, no matter what life is, there is more suffering and less happiness, and there are more misfortunes in this world. When you think about it this way, I'm in the majority. Eh, Dr. Xu, I have to congratulate you at this point. ”

"What?" Xu Jiannan didn't know what Wang Le was going to say.

Wang Le smiled and said, "Normal people will be troubled by marriage and mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, but you don't need it." Lu Yan's parents, I have a lot of contact, and they are very rare kind of people......"

Xu Jiannan lowered his head a little unnaturally, then ignored the topic and continued: "I think you can receive treatment normally, in that case, it won't be long before you can be discharged from the hospital and live your future life." If you think about it with your negative attitude, the most difficult and painful days have passed, and now you are dying in this mental hospital, don't you feel a little pity? I feel sorry for you for the pain and disasters you have endured in the past. ”

Wang Le's eyes were tilted to the other side and he did not speak. In Xu Jianan's opinion, this move can be fully interpreted as Wang Le's approval of her words, but he is unwilling to admit it.

Xu Jianan said again: "The past you have experienced, and the present, is the worst. That's the worst, no matter how bad it is, how bad can it be? These crazy years, you have survived these crazy years sensibly and soberly, are you still missing the life of those pediatrics in the future?"

This state of mind may not be changed at one time, but Xu Jiannan believes that he has gained a lot today. Seeing that Wang Le had no intention of talking any further, Xu Jiannan didn't force him, knocked on the door, and asked the doctor to open the door.

As soon as the doctor outside opened the door, Lu Yan immediately appeared in front of Xu Jianan, and asked nervously, "Are you okay?"

Xu Jiannan raised his eyes to look at him, and his rare nervous and anxious face made people feel particularly warm. So, Xu Jianan shook his head and smiled: "It's okay, everything is going well." ”

The doctor came in and prepared to take Wang Le back to his own ward, and Wang Le cooperated from beginning to end. But when the doctor took Wang Le past Xu Jiannan and Lu Yan, he suddenly made an unexpected move! I saw Wang Le suddenly attack Xu Jianan, and everyone was caught off guard, only Lu Yan quickly hugged Xu Jianan and switched positions at the moment he found out about his intentions, protected Xu Jiannan in his arms, and let his back face Wang Le to withstand his attack.

It all happened so fast that the doctors didn't react. But Lu Yan didn't feel the attack, but gently patted him on the shoulder from behind, and smiled softly: "No thanks." ”

After saying these two words, Wang Le was quickly taken away by the doctor and restrained him again. The doctors were terrified and feared, this psychotic was fortunate not to attack just now, but if it did, the consequences would be really unimaginable.

The doctors left with Wang Le, and only Lu Yan and Xu Jiannan were left in the empty corridor. Xu Jiannan didn't react to anything at that moment just now, only knowing that he was suddenly hugged by Lu Yan, and then he heard Wang Le's low laugh, and then he understood what was happening. Wang Le's sudden "attack" on Xu Jiannan verified Lu Yan's desire to protect. His last sentence of "no thanks" was self-evident to the two of them.

Xu Jiannan gently broke free from Lu Yan's arms, lowered his head and didn't know how to break the embarrassing atmosphere, so he had to tuck the hair that had just been messed up, and whispered: "Thank you......"

Usually, Lu Yan would definitely reply coldly at this time, "No thanks, just react quickly in the future." ”

But today, Lu Yan did not sneer, but after being silent for two seconds, he gently hugged Xu Jianan into his arms again, and whispered with some guilt: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have let you take this risk." ”

His chin was about to rest on Lu Yan's shoulder, and Xu Jiannan only felt that his mind was blank at this moment. Wang Le's words seemed to come to mind intermittently. Don't...... Do you really have that kind of relationship between yourself and Lu Yan......? Isn't it possible for two people to be enemies? Every time I see him, I feel the urge to cut him...... But...... At this time, he was held like this, and he didn't have the idea of refusing at all......

Lu Yan probably also noticed that Xu Jianan was stunned, let go of his hand in a little panic, and apologized seriously: "I'm sorry, I lost my temper." ”

"It's okay...... As soon as Xu Jianan's voice came out, she was startled! Is such a soft voice really made by herself?

Biting his lip, in order to break this "weird" atmosphere, Xu Jiannan proposed: "Let's go to dinner, I'm a little hungry......"

"Good. Lu Yan took Xu Jiannan to go through various procedures, and then walked out of the mental hospital and got into the car.

As the scenery on both sides receded farther and farther away, Xu Jiannan looked out the window and exhaled heavily. Although they had only been in the psychiatric hospital for half a day, the oppressive and mysterious tension made it impossible to breathe. Now when you come out and see the outside world again, even normal people will have a feeling of being reborn.

But this also made her think of Wang Le, the person who is willing to go crazy rather than go back to reality......

Thinking of this, Xu Jiannan seemed to forget the ambiguous atmosphere at that moment, and hurriedly turned his head to Lu Yan and said, "I think I have a general understanding of Wang Le's situation, and when you go home, you can tell your mother, just say ...... He's not too bad. At least, he was very conscious, and he didn't lose his mind because of the effects of the drugs here, and what he couldn't get over was the knot in his heart...... Let her rest easy. ”

Listening to Xu Jianan's words, Lu Yan gradually hooked the corners of his mouth and smiled. Xu Jiannan was a little curious: "What are you laughing at?"

"I'm laughing at myself...... You seem to be much kinder to my mom than you are to me. Lu Yan replied with a smile.

Xu Jiannan glared at him: "Nonsense...... Can that be the same? Now, for Wang Le, what is my suggestion...... It's slow, step by step, because although we found out this time that he is pretending to be crazy, he does have schizophrenia! And to a lesser extent...... Forty percent of patients with schizophrenia will attempt suicide during the course of the disease. In the past, experts believed that only 10% of patients would actually choose suicide, but now I think Wang Le's situation is complicated, and his depression is beyond the symptoms of depression that ordinary people understand. It's better not to risk this data. The biggest cause of suicidal behavior is depressive symptoms, and other delusions of nothingness, commanding auditory hallucinations, and avoidance of mental pain are common triggers. Suicidal behavior also occurs often in the early stages of the disease, or shortly after the patient is admitted to or discharged from the hospital. Then you see, Wang Le has survived these most dangerous time periods. Now I think it's a very risky thing to get him out of the hospital all of a sudden. If he is stimulated to commit suicide, then we must have regretted it too late......"

Lu Yan drove seriously while nodding and said, "Yes, I trust your professional judgment." If he doesn't think for himself, maybe we can decide something for him, because no one is sure what he wants, and he can only feel what we think is good and right. Can ...... now The situation is not what we thought before, what the future life will be, he has the right to choose. ”

"That'...... You mean, don't intervene?" asked Xu Jiannan tentatively.

Lu Yan smiled: "How to intervene is a doctor's business, right? I think with my identity and position, I have done what I can." By the way, is there anything you'd like to eat?"

Xu Jianan thought for a while and said, "I don't have anything special to eat......

"Are you afraid of spicy food?" Lu Yan suddenly asked.

Xu Jianan's eyes lit up and replied: "I'm not afraid, I like it." ”

"Okay, then I'll take you to a restaurant. Lu Yan smiled, as if he was waiting to see Xu Jiannan crying.

Xu Jiannan licked his lips and said, "The restaurant you went to...... It's not all that kind of high-end atmosphere and high-grade place......" It seems quite embarrassing to think about being spicy into a "dog" in that kind of place.

Lu Yan said funny: "Why does the place I go to have to be that kind of place? This restaurant I want to take you to has been open for thirty or forty years, and I went there when I was very young, and at that time his house was just a small restaurant, specializing in Hunan and Hubei local cuisine, famous for its spicy, but the spicy is very authentic and fragrant. So over time, a scale has been formed. ”