Chapter 48: Hello, Mr. Lu
Lu Yan looked at Xu Jianan's eyes and suddenly softened, smiled slightly and said, "Then in case you suddenly become stupid one day and expose me in public, let's turn it into a fact." ”
Xu Jiannan only felt that the old deer in his heart who had already cultivated himself and cultivated himself to cultivate immortals and worship Buddha was like a stimulant on a rampage. She had forgotten how long it had been since she had experienced this feeling of "heart like a deer", and if it weren't for today's heartbeat again and again, she would have almost thought that the old deer in her heart was dead.
The moment Lu Yan said this, Xu Jiannan saw the tenderness in his eyes. It was very sincere, very open, without any fancy embellishments...... Suggestion.
In just a moment, it is impossible to say that Xu Jianan is completely unmoved. In the process of contact with Lu Yan in the past few days, although he has been irritable a lot, and Lu Yan has a lot of shortcomings, if objectively speaking, Xu Jiannan will never deny that Lu Yan is the "male god" level man in his girlfriend's mouth.
In addition, Xu Jiannan is easier than ordinary people to see the hidden truth in his heart, and he never reveals it easily, but once it is slightly revealed, it is like a warm sun. All the contacts during this period can basically see what kind of attitude Lu Yan maintains towards friends, family, and even irrelevant people. In terms of love, he has always been clean and self-conscious, and he does not have too complicated love history, and he is even jokingly called "Tang Seng" by his friends. Who can be completely unimpressed by such a man?
Xu Jianan's eyes also had a smile that couldn't be hidden, but she still deliberately pretended not to understand and asked, "What are you talking about...... What becomes a reality?"
Lu Yan teased and said, "Doctor Xu, you have disappointed me. We've been staring at each other for so long, and you haven't seen anything in my eyes?"
Xu Jiannan leaned back, looked to the side, and pretended to be calm and said, "I don't like to use what you think is professional knowledge in front of people close to me. But in fact, it doesn't matter if you are a psychiatrist or not, as long as you are willing to look hard...... The affection in the other party's eyes can't be hidden......" Xu Jianan's voice became smaller and smaller.
Lu Yan simply sat beside her, looked at her and said, "Yes, for example, if you like someone, you can't hide it." ”
Xu Jiannan insisted on avoiding eye contact with Lu Yan, because she knew that once she met those eyes, it was very likely that even the things she didn't want to admit would be seen by him. But this kind of behavior also made Lu Yan more convinced, and Xu Jiannan understood his words, as if he had just been unable to accept this sudden change in relationship.
Lu Yan didn't want her to be embarrassed, so he was silent for a moment and said, "It's okay, you can think slowly, before you have a reply, I am still your friend, your landlord, and the person you don't like the most." I'm not very good at this kind of rhetoric, and I think you're past the age and stage where you can talk about feelings with your eyes and ears. Don't be embarrassed about today's events, even if you don't have any answer, we're still the same. ”
These words sound unromantic at all, and they are completely incompatible with confession. But listening to Xu Jianan's ears, I felt very warm and steady. Lu Yan is right, she is no longer seventeen or eighteen years old, fantasizing about sweet words, and vowing to the little girl. No matter how romantic the confession is, it doesn't mean much to her, but if it's too pompous, she will easily see the flaws.
Therefore, Xu Jiannan likes Lu Yan's attitude very much, mature and practical. Although she didn't immediately happily agree to Lu Yan's pursuit, after listening to Lu Yan's suggestion at this moment, she still smiled with her face up, and jokingly said, "Do you want to get rid of the identity of the landlord?" Add in the compensation you made to me, and I still owe several years of rent. ”
Lu Yan smiled and said, "Then for you, you should think about it even more." Whether you want to be a tenant or a host. After speaking, Lu Yan pretended to think about it again and said, "No, no, no, a person with high self-esteem like you, under normal circumstances, ...... Even if I became my girlfriend, I would probably still pay the rent......"
These words made Xu Jia laugh angrily, she grabbed the pillow and patted Lu Yan, and said with a smile: "You are talking nonsense! Am I really stupid? You think it is beautiful!"
The two of them sat together relaxedly, without the restraint and distance at the beginning, Lu Yan raised his eyebrows and asked, "Aren't you that kind of person?"
Xu Jiannan coughed twice and said, "I just think that even in a relationship, you should maintain the most basic self-esteem and independence." You can be better than me, but I can't parasitize on you. It's just an emotional view, not stupid! I want to be your girlfriend...... I, the first thing I want to do is to get the rent back first!" Xu Jiannan said half-jokingly.
But Lu Yan's expression was very serious: "Then do you want it now?"
This is obvious, he is asking Xu Jiannan if he agrees to be his girlfriend now.
For a short period of time, Xu Jianan watched Lu Yan open his mouth and almost blurted out his answer. But just between the lightning and flint, Xu Jianan suddenly remembered Chen Fei and Cheng Tao, Chen Fei would rather be lost for a while, and would rather refuse that kind of pursuit, rather than "cling" to a person whose strength is not equal. Chen Fei said that when he was a child, he felt that this sentence was purely feudal, and it should be broken together with the four olds. But when she grew up, she gradually understood that the right door is the most basic and solid foundation of a relationship. Otherwise, there will be contradictions, suspicions, gossip, and most importantly, even if it is a quarrel, a trace of inferiority will emerge from your bones. Cinderella and the Prince, that's all fairy tales.
What's more, with a person like Lu Yan, Xu Jiannan knows too well what the environment he is in will be like. The wild bees and butterflies must be endless, going forward and one after another. He is excellent, he is perfect, so if Xu Jiannan likes it, of course others can like it, maybe he likes it more than her. She is a psychologically clean person in her relationship, and she cannot tolerate ambiguous relationships, betrayals and lies. Lu Yan has such a condition...... I want to know those things that she can't tolerate, and none of them will be missing.
Therefore, the eyes that were as radiant as a fire just now gradually dimmed. She looked at Lu Yan and didn't know how to refuse for a while.
Lu Yan naturally noticed the change in Xu Jianan's eyes, and he asked with some uncertainty: "Jianan, what are you thinking?" I don't think you have as many concerns as Chen Fei, just now you also said that you will not choose your current suitors. Your eyes tell me I'm almost no longer your landlord. However, you hesitated. Are you ...... Question me?"
Xu Jiannan didn't want to make the atmosphere so serious and tense, she laughed dryly twice and said, "I'm afraid that you and Cheng Tao will have any more urgent needs, so ah, I'll keep the rent for you...... Moreover, since the two of us met, it was very abnormal. We haven't even known each other well...... Xu Jiannan couldn't go on anymore, because she hadn't practiced this tactful refusal yet, especially in the face of a person she didn't hate, she felt that her language organization ability was basically invalid. But it's not wrong to think about it, they haven't introduced themselves, they haven't had a good acquaintance, and when they meet, almost all of them have come to the present in the "artillery fire". Just now, Lu Yan's confession, which was not a confession, was also so unserious...... Xu Jiannan felt that even if he refused, it made perfect sense.
Lu Yan seemed to fully understand Xu Jianan's thoughts, and at this moment he patted Xu Jianan's shoulder with one hand, and when she turned back to meet his eyes, he stretched out his hand, showed a charming smile and said, "Hello, my name is Lu Yan." In the future, please advise. ”
Xu Jiannan couldn't help laughing, because she didn't expect Lu Yan to "meet Jun Chu" again.
But she still cooperated to hold Lu Yan's hand and replied with a smile: "Hello, Mr. Lu." It's all right to teach each other, but the first time I saw you, I'll never forget it. ”
Thinking of the night when he returned home in a daze, went to bed in a daze, and was kicked to the floor in a daze, Lu Yan couldn't help laughing. He held Xu Jianan's hand, quietly took the opportunity into his arms, gently hugged Xu Jiannan with a respectful strength and distance, and whispered: "I can't forget it." ”
Xu Jianan's chin was on Lu Yan's shoulder, and this hug came unexpectedly. She couldn't even figure out what was going on with her, she was obviously refusing, why did it turn out to be like she had agreed? Her mind was blank, such a close distance, the aura on Lu Yan's body made her unable to think calmly. With every breath, she knew that the horrible pheromones were stimulating the dopamine in her brain...... This is Xu Jianan's last sane thought.
So, she closed her eyes and accepted the hug with peace of mind. If something wasn't meant to change, she didn't want to go against her brain. This moment, so be it......
Such a courteous hug suddenly softened Xu Jianan's heart, which had been holding on for a long time, and similarly, it also made Lu Yan feel more relaxed than ever. A kind of tiredness pervaded, and he suddenly began to feel a little attached to this hug. Although he knew that Xu Jiannan didn't reply to him, and he also knew that he shouldn't act too excessively, but when he thought about being as strong as him, the feeling of greed for a moment at this moment was so strong.
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