Chapter 49: Hugs
Coincidentally, just when Lu Yan was struggling with whether to let go, Xu Jianan suddenly patted him lightly on the back and asked in a very small voice: "Do you feel very tired......?"
Lu Yan closed his eyes slightly, if he was still wondering why he had such a change in Xu Jiannan a few times before, then now that he has completely accepted his fate, Xu Jianan has the ability to touch his heart. is a heart that has been refined into steel, but she can always be turned into finger twisting by her few words.
Lu Yan, who never shouts tired, never admits defeat, and never bows his head, is not used to squeezing out a "um" from his throat at this time. Subconsciously, his hand holding Xu Jiannan was also tightened, exceeding the scope of what he considered a "courtesy hug".
Xu Jiannan couldn't ignore such a hug anymore, she pushed Lu Yan with some shame and said, "I really didn't see that you were tired......
Lu Yan also let go of Xu Jiannan in hindsight, but he was unwilling to let go, so he asked again: "Is this your answer?"
"I didn't promise you anything...... What time is it, hurry up. Xu Jiannan didn't look at Lu Yan's eyes again, and stammered an eviction order. Although it sounded like she was rushing Lu Yan away, the tone and expression of her voice all betrayed the joy and shyness in her heart.
Lu Yan sighed softly in frustration, and said with a little sadness: "Since that's the case, then I'll go." ”
"You ......" Xu Jiannan looked at him like that, she was anxious and angry, she didn't understand how this person who seemed to have become a spirit was like a wood at this time? At this moment, do you really need to make the results so clear...... Where did his usual bandit and bully temper go? Don't you know how to hold on a little longer......
Thinking about these complaints in a mess, but the dignity and reserve made Xu Jiannan unable to say it, so he finally squeezed out a sentence dryly: "You...... You drive carefully. Hurry up and go to bed when you go back! Since you know how to be tired, you should know how to relieve and relax yourself...... It's a big person, and it's still a male god...... I can't even take care of myself. ”
Maybe it's because of resentment, when Xu Jianan broke his thoughts, he accidentally started to "take revenge", and returned all the words that Lu Yan had sarcastically said to her.
Lu Yan looked at Xu Jianan and said, "Now I have found a way to relieve and relax myself, and that is by your side." ”
An enemy who once wanted him to explode on the spot suddenly became a sultry lover, Xu Jianan felt that this earth-shaking change was really difficult for her to accept for a while, so she deliberately distorted Lu Yan's meaning, raised her head and said: "Okay, since this is the case, then you will go to the counseling center every day to find me in the future." I will heal you well and enlighten you. ”
Lu Yan seemed to have achieved some kind of goal, picked up the car keys, smiled proudly and said, "A word is a certainty, starting tomorrow, I will pick you up and drop you off and work." We...... Let's start adapting to this step. ”
"What...... What does ......this fit from? What am I going to adapt to with you? What else are you going to do?" Xu Jiannan said with a weak face, and unconsciously walked to the door with Lu Yan.
Opening the door, Lu Yan turned around and bowed slightly, leaned close to Xu Jianan's ear and whispered, "From the time I picked you up and got used to our new relationship, until ...... One day, I got used to the way we first met here. ”
After Xu Jiannan heard this, his brain suddenly appeared uncontrollably and suddenly the picture of that night. Lu Yan's breath was close to her body, and that damn arm was still tightly wrapped around her waist. The feeling of intimacy like sharing the same bed made Xu Jianan's face blush, and he was embarrassed and angry. Like a fried cat, she pushed Lu Yan out of the door, and at the same time said unceremoniously: "You think of beauty!"
Lu Yan went out of the door with a smile, and then said to Xu Jianan, who was fried in the door: "Don't forget to lock the door after I leave, go to bed early, and I'll pick you up tomorrow." Good night. ”
Originally, Xu Jiannan wanted to argue about the issue of picking up and commuting to work, but Lu Yan had already turned around and left. She didn't want to go out and stop him again...... After all, it was hard to blast him out.
Indignant, he turned back to the room and locked the door. When he returned to the position just now, Xu Jiannan took a few deep breaths hard. First, in order to calm down as soon as possible, let's rationally analyze what happened today...... Second, she is also greedy for this moment, and she can finally breathe smoothly. Throughout the night, her heartbeat, breathing, and even blood pressure ...... It's all unstable, up and down, up and down, up and down, and she doesn't look like herself at all. It wasn't until Lu Yan finally left that she slowly returned to normal breathing.
But while glad that Lu Yan finally gave her freedom, Xu Jianan's eyes couldn't help but look at the position where Lu Yan had just sat ......
"Ah...... What the hell is going on......" Xu Jiannan couldn't help but cover his face with a pillow, like an ostrich escaping the reality that had happened. But after hiding in the pillow for a few seconds, the tip of her nose came from the faint clean smell of Lu Yan's body.
Xu Jiannan threw the pillow far away as if throwing away a grenade. Then, in order not to be cranky here, I hurriedly took a shower and went back to the bedroom to sleep with my head covered. But after lying on the bed, she couldn't help but remember the first time she met Lu Yan in this house......
was so maddened by this kind of uncontrollable association, and finally Xu Jiannan covered the quilt and silently began to recite the elemental table in his heart...... I don't know when I fell asleep in a daze.
The next morning, she was woken up by a phone call from the counseling center. said that a patient had made an appointment with Xu Jianan, and hoped that she would arrive early. Xu Jiannan rubbed his sleepy eyes and probably asked about the patient's condition. However, a colleague at the company said that the patient sounded like he was just looking for someone to talk about his troubles.
Such a simple request made Xu Jiannan gradually wake up from sleep. Because this situation is very rare, few people will go to a psychiatrist if they simply talk.
But now that the patient has made an appointment, Xu Jiannan still got up and started to wash up and prepare to go out as usual. Her mind is now full of the patient who is eager to talk, as if she has forgotten what happened last night, and has forgotten that Lu Yan once said that she would pick her up from work.
After tidying himself up, Xu Jiannan made a warm smile in the mirror, a standard listener's understanding smile. Then he hurried out the door and went downstairs.
As soon as I got out of the building, I saw Lu Yan's car. Xu Jiannan didn't react at first, and after being stunned for a moment, he stepped forward and asked something that sounded very poor: "Why are you here?"
Lu Yan seemed to have been waiting for a while, and he was quite happy to see her go downstairs, but when he heard this question, his face suddenly sank. His eyes darkened, and he asked in a low voice: "It's only been one night, and you've forgotten about it." It seems that my statement is still not sincere enough to make you memorable. Shouldn't I have done it the other way? I see when you hate me, I remember it very clearly. ”
Xu Jiannan blinked, and then suddenly remembered what happened last night. Her face began to feel a little hot again, which she didn't like very much. But she still pretended to be calm and got into the car, and then looked ahead without squinting, and forcibly quibbled: "I'm just testing your belly." Didn't people say that it depends on how well a person treats you, how good you are when you can't be optimistic, and how bad you are when you're bad. I...... That one...... I just want to see how you'll react if I ask you this. Sure enough...... Watch out......"
This is the skill of hitting a rake and biting back, Xu Jiannan himself doesn't know where he came from. But fortunately, I have regained a little momentum, even if I am not upright or strong, I have to pretend not to be sorry. Otherwise, I don't know how Lu Yan would not be relenting.
Lu Yan also seemed to admit helplessly, he pointed to a paper bag in his hand and said, "Your breakfast." Then he started the car and sent Xu Jiannan to work.
Looking at the intimate breakfast, Xu Jiannan also felt a little guilty, so he struggled in his heart for a while, and then said to Lu Yan: "I...... I was thinking about a patient, so I probably lost my brain, not intentionally......"
Lu Yan hooked the corners of his mouth slightly, and said magnificently: "I understand that your brain often disappears for a day or two, can you really be angry? Besides, since I am ready to pursue you, then I have made all kinds of preparations, including the preparation to help you find your brain at all times." What, is today's patient tricky?" Lu Yan turned the conversation to work, making the atmosphere seem less weird.
Speaking of that patient, Xu Jiannan came to her senses, and she said with some curiosity: "It shouldn't be tricky, but it may be very tricky." Because when this patient made an appointment with a psychiatrist, he appealed and simply described the illness as just wanting someone to talk to. You say, this is not rare. ”
Lu Yan drove the car, nodded after listening carefully, and said, "Yes." Our country has not yet reached the level of universal mental health, so it is indeed rare to take the initiative to chat with a psychiatrist. If the patient really just wants someone to talk to, there are probably only two situations. One, out of curiosity, bored people who want to go to a psychological counseling center to see what special functions the psychiatrist has. Second, he must be too depressed to relieve the depression in his heart, to the point where he can't bear it and can't bear it......"
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