17. Scumbag Quotes - You don't give me a baby again
The wind ruffled the broken hair on Ming Yan's forehead, and he leaned against the balcony.
Quan Yuli looked at the silent Ming Yan: "Are you angry?"
"No, it's just a little confusing and inexplicable. Ming Yan opened his mouth to explain.
"What's so inexplicable?"
Ming Yan turned his head to look at her: "Didn't you knowingly ask, what happened to you and Li Zhien." ”
Quan Yuli smiled faintly: "By the way, do you have to keep your distance from me now." ”
Ming Yan sighed: "To be honest, it is to keep a distance from you, or it can be said to keep a distance from the opposite sex." ”
"Then you still talk to me, don't be afraid of your girlfriend. ”
"There's no need. Ming Yan interrupted her: "The two of us have nothing to do, there is no need to do that, just do the same as before." ”
Quan Yuli didn't expect Ming Yan to be so frank, and nodded silently.
"However, I don't understand what you mean, why did you say that you bought me a watch in front of Li Zhien before. Ming Yan asked.
"It's not interesting. Quan Yuli tilted his head and glanced at her.
Ming Yan didn't believe it: "No, you did it on purpose, you came to mess with me, you're too bad." ”
"Bad?" Quan Yuli pouted: "I bought you a gift and you said I was bad, Mingyan is not too chilling." ”
"Don't pretend, you must have some intention to buy me such an expensive watch. Ming Yan seemed to know everything, and said.
Quan Yuli asked rhetorically, "What do you think I can do to you?"
"I don't know. Ming Yan looked at her carefully: "Could it be that you have taken a fancy to me?"
Quan Yuli stared at him, and there was a disgusted expression on his face, "You are getting thicker and thicker now, and you dare to say anything." ”
This time Ming Yan smiled: "It's okay, it's okay, it's good that you don't like me, otherwise it will be difficult for me." ”
"Huh, it's hard?"
"That's right, if a girl like you confesses to someone, no one should be able to refuse. Ming Yan looked at her.
"Are you complimenting me?"
"Yes, you think, if you like me and confess to me, what should I do? You are so good, but I already have Li Zhien, so it will be difficult to do. Ming Yan explained.
"You're such a scumbag. ”
"Eh, I can't say that, I'm single-minded about Li Zhien. ”
"Then you say that. ”
"Doesn't this give you some confidence, you're so old and don't have a boyfriend, it always feels outrageous. ”
Quan Yuli's temper was raised by his words, and there was nothing to throw over at this time.
When Quan Yuli was thinking about throwing something over, Ming Yan took out something and called out to her, and then something was thrown at her.
Quan Yuli took it and looked at it, it was a small box, about the same size as the box that gave him the watch before, and she looked towards Ming Yan.
"Something. ”
"Open it and take a look. ”
Quan Yuli listened to Ming Yan's words, opened the box, and there was also a watch inside, and Quan Yuli looked up at him again.
"For me?"
Ming Yan nodded: "You give me a watch, and I will give you one, I'm the same person as you, I don't like to owe people." ”
Quan Yuli looked at the watch in the box, didn't say anything, and put it away.
"Thank you. ”
Ming Yan waved his hand and continued to lie on the edge of the balcony, watching the cars coming and going on the road.
"You said that girls are like this, after the relationship is determined, they will control you everywhere, and they will make you pay attention to the opposite sex around you, and be careful of being abducted by them. ”
Quan Yuli put down his watch and thought for a while: "It should be, but I think this is all something that boys take the initiative to do, and there is no need for girls to say it." ”
Ming Yan turned his head to look at her: "According to what you say, the two of us really have to keep a little distance." ”
Quan Yuli shrugged: "Whatever you want, you can be happy." ”
Seeing Quan Yuli's indifferent appearance, Ming Yan spoke: "Old Quan, why are we also friends, you are so calm?"
"Otherwise?" Kwon Yu-ri asked, "Friends are friends, but it doesn't seem to be as important as your girlfriend." ”
Ming Yan thought about her words, "Yes, what you said makes some sense, my girlfriend will marry me and have children in the future, but you can't." ”
"Fuck off. Quan Yuli scolded him.
Ming Yan laughed: "It's just a joke." ”
Quan Yuli gave him a roll of his eyes: "You person, no wonder your girlfriend is not at ease with you, she is flamboyant every day." ”
"One thing to say, I'm just joking with you, after all, you're my friend, and I don't care about anyone else. ”
"Then I really thank you, if I can, I hope the two of us are not friends. ”
"Lao Quan, what you said is too chilling, have you forgotten the happiness of the two of us? Think about how happy we were at the beginning, you actually say such things now. Ming Yan said with a sad expression.
Quan Yuli nodded: "Yes, the acting is very good, I feel that the singer is not suitable for you, it is better to be an actor." ”
"Yes, I also think I made the wrong choice at the beginning, maybe I would have been an actor by now. ”
"You're really climbing up the pole. Quan Yuli said helplessly.
"Hey, hey, hey. Ming Yan laughed.
Quan Yuli ignored him, lay down on the recliner again, and read the book.
Ming Yan saw the book "One Hundred Years of Solitude" in her hand, he thought about it, and the first time he read this book, it seemed to be when he was in college.
"Yes, Lao Quan, my taste has changed recently. ”
"What do you mean?"
"Now I don't read those mourning books, I look for literary books like "One Hundred Years of Solitude". As soon as Ming Yan finished speaking, he suddenly remembered that this book seemed to be quite sad, and he had read it many times at the time.
Quan Yuli glanced up at him, did not speak, and continued to read the book.
Ming Yan couldn't help but ask again, "How many times have you read this book?"
"Twice. Quan Yuli said softly.
Ming Yan thought for a moment, "Then can I ask you a question?"
"If it's some nonsense, then don't ask. ”
Ming Yan smiled: "How do you understand this sentence in "One Hundred Years of Solitude", "The past is all fake, there is no way back from memories, even the craziest and persistent love will eventually be a thing of the past." 」”
Kwon Yuli put down the book, obviously she was somewhat interested in the issue.
She looked at the cover of the book, "There is a character named Amaranda in this book, she rejects the courtship of many people, it doesn't mean that she doesn't love each other, it's precisely because she loves it too much, she would rather not get it, than try to get it and then lose it, there are some feelings, the beginning is the end, there is no meaning." ”
Ming Yan carefully recalled her words, and smiled at Quan Yuli: "Thank you, I was taught." ”
Quan Yuli spoke: "Can I ask you a question, there is also a sentence written in this book: "All the splendor that I once had in my life will be repaid with loneliness." How do you understand that?"
Ming Yan thought for a while: "People, the probability of leaving this world is 100%, all the good things you have now will all disappear in this world with a fire in the end, so ah, I don't like this sentence, born is lucky, even if we will leave in the future, but our process must leave no regrets, so that we will not come in vain, instead of thinking about these dead and alive things, it is better to eat a meal of braised pork." ”
"But you've said that the chances of leaving this world are 100 percent, so why don't you think about it?"
"Yes, it's because of this, so it's useless to think about it, so why do you still think about it? You are the author of your own life, why do you want to make your life miserable?" Ming Yan retorted.
After listening to Ming Yan's words, Quan Yuli was silent, and lowered his head to look at the cover of "One Hundred Years of Solitude" in his hand.
"Lao Quan, the most important thing is to be happy when people are alive, don't always read these frustrating books every day, live without heart and lungs, it will be much happier than living all day long. ”
Quan Yuli clenched the book, and then looked up at him: "This is your attitude to life?"
"Well, it's okay, but it's not anymore, now I'm thinking about it, how to make my debut, then make money, and finally marry Li Zhien. As he spoke, a smile appeared on Ming Yan's face.
Quan Yuli stood up, "So you lived for thirty years without heart and lungs, and you didn't make changes until you met Li Zhien?"
Ming Yan nodded: "It should be." ”
"Then bless you, meet a good person. With that, she picked up the book and walked inside.
Ming Yan looked at her back, "Lao Quan, I hope you have stepped on the mountains and oceans, and you still feel that the world is worth it." ”
The corners of Quan Yuli's mouth rose slightly, and she turned around: "Ming Yan, do you remember what you just said, if I confess to you, do you choose Li Zhien or choose me?"
"Ahh Ming Yan was stunned by this unexpected question.
Quan Yuli laughed: "I'm joking with you, I'm scared of you." With that, she went into the house.
Ming Yan was really scared just now, if it was true, then he really didn't know what to do, but after thinking about it, it seemed impossible, what kind of person is Quan Yuli, it is impossible for her to fall in love with me.
He stood on the balcony for a while, then put away his clothes and pushed the door open.
......
Quan Yuli sat on the sofa, thinking of what Ming Yan said just now, I didn't expect that the most unobtrusive person would see life so thoroughly, maybe because of his experience, after seeing the darkest things, he can still feel that the world is very good, which is really amazing.
Quan Yuli looked at the book "One Hundred Years of Solitude" and pondered for a long time, when did she like to read such realistic books? It seems that many years ago, the group had just experienced the Black Sea, and she suddenly felt that human nature was really ugly, and she had to bear what they had to endure even though she had done nothing.
After so many years in the industry, she has also seen a lot of dark things, so she gradually "wrapped up" herself and did not show her joys, sorrows and sorrows in front of outsiders.
But until he met Ming Yan, he poked a hole in the place where he had wrapped, and this hole became bigger and bigger, and now he was in front of him, and he could be angry and talk casually.
It's quite strange to think about it, and today too, she was shaken by a few words from Ming Yan, is it worth it in the world?
After thinking about it for a long time, Quan Yuli suddenly wanted to change her current lifestyle, she wanted to go out, she was no longer at home, and her attitude to life was to find it herself.
Let's go to the bar, I haven't been there for a long time, Quan Yuli thought for a while, do you want to go alone, just by yourself, it doesn't matter, thinking of this, she stood up and walked towards the bedroom.
Dressed neatly, and then put the watch given by Ming Yan on his wrist, looking at the watch in his hand, it looks good, it seems that Ming Yan's vision is still okay.
Put on her shoes, Quan Yuli went out of the house, put on a mask, and drove out of the community, she hadn't been to a bar for a long time, and the last time she went was when her teammates celebrated their birthdays a few years ago, they went together, and time passed really fast.
......
Ming Yan took out his mobile phone and sent a kakao to Li Zhien.
"Still angry?"
The text message didn't last long, and Li Zhien replied to him.
"Hmm. ”
Looking at this short word, Ming Yan thought about how to coax her, other people's girlfriends were angry, and they all bought bags and clothes to apologize, but I felt that Li Zhien was not lacking in these.
"It's okay not to be angry. ”
"Not good. ”
This time she replied with two words, and Ming Yan had a headache, how to coax her.
"Then don't you be angry about what I'm going to do. ”
Humble, too humble, Ming Yan used to mock Wang Dawei, saying that his way of getting along with his wife was too humble, but he didn't expect that he would have such a day.
After thinking about it for a while, I typed another paragraph and sent it over.
"When you come back, I'll take you to eat delicious food, take you to have fun, and take you to see beautiful things. ”
Ming Yan is like coaxing a child, coaxing her, sometimes Li Zhien is really like a child, last time she said that she wanted to lose weight and couldn't drink Coke, but she wanted to drink it very much, there was no way, Ming Yan made her a plate of Coke chicken wings, Coke chicken wings are easier to get fat than Coke, but she still eats with relish, while eating, she also explained that Yan is not delicious, and then silently ate half a plate of Coke chicken wings.
Li Zhien replied to the text message, with only one word.
"Good. ”
Ming Yan laughed, it seems that he should not be angry, Ming Yan asked again.
"Are you home?"
"No, it's still in the company. ”
It was already dark outside, and the moon and stars were out.
"Is there anything wrong with being in the company so late?"
"It's not a big deal, it's just that it's always in meetings. ”
Because she was still working, Ming Yan didn't ask anything, put down her phone, and walked to the balcony to blow the wind.
I don't know why today, the lights of Quan Yuli's house are not on, is it not at home? It's really strange that Quan Yuli, who has no job, would go out, and it's quite interesting to think about it.