16. Actually, I lost a long time ago
Back last year, Li Zhien, who had just refused Ming Yan's confession, returned home and was drinking with Liu Renna.
"Ernie, is it wrong for you to say that I am like this?" said Li Zhien lying on the sofa.
Liu Renna opened a bottle of wine and nodded: "It's really wrong." ”
Li Zhien closed his eyes and sighed: "Then what should I do?"
Liu Renna's wine glass was full of wine: "What else can I do, it's already like this, don't think about it." ”
Li Zhien said softly: "How can you not want to, after all...... I've known each other for more than ten years. ”
Liu Renna patted her head: "What about more than ten years? Love is not determined by how long you know each other, the feeling of a moment after the test, it is obvious that you don't have that momentary feeling with him, you think about it carefully, what was it like for you to see Zhang Jihe for the first time, and then think about what it was like to meet him for the first time?"
Li Zhien fell silent.
Liu Renna spoke again: "In the matter of feelings, there is no one right or wrong, you don't like him, it's not a big deal to reject him, if you are afraid that the two of you will be embarrassed to meet in the future, you can not meet, and if the embarrassment of meeting is also caused by him, you don't have to think about it." ”
Li Zhien felt a little better when he heard Liu Renna say this, but he didn't even seem to have a chance to speak to him just now.
Liu Renna seemed to see Li Zhien's troubles: "Zhien, do you know, people, you can look back, but you can't go back, the past, let it pass." ”
This time, Li Zhien was silent for a long time, and slowly spoke: "Ernie, what will you do if you turn back?"
"Then you lose. ”
......
"Ernie, I lost when I was thirteen. ”
Looking at the back of Quan Yuli turning to leave, Li Zhien stopped her: "Hey, Quan Yuli." ”
Ming Yan was stunned for a moment, but he didn't expect Li Zhien to call her full name in front of Quan Yuli, you must know how terrible the senior and senior system is in South Korea.
Quan Yuli obviously didn't react at once, and when he turned his head, Li Zhien had already held Ming Yan's hand and smiled sweetly.
"Some imaginations are just wishful thinking, destined to be fruitless, and I hope that there will be no wishful thinking on the part of my predecessors in the future. ”
Quan Yuli looked at the smile on Li Zhien's face, and then looked at the hands held by the two of them, and she suddenly smiled: "Okay, thank you for your blessings, and I hope you ...... Catch everything about you. After speaking, he nodded slightly at her, and turned around and walked away again.
There were only two of them left on the balcony, and Ming Yan, who was a little confused, couldn't understand what was wrong with the two of them, and felt that the smell of gunpowder was so strong.
The right hand held by Li Zhien gently clasped the back of her hand: "What's wrong." ”
Li Zhien let go of Ming Yan's hand, glanced at the watch on Ming Yan's left wrist, turned around and walked in, and Ming Yan chased after her.
Li Zhien sat on the sofa and didn't speak, Ming Yan sat next to him, but he didn't dare to approach, he didn't know why it became like this, Ming Yan tried to move towards Li Zhien's place, but he was soon able to attract Li Zhien's eyes, and Ming Yan was so scared that he didn't dare to move.
The two of them sat like this, and no one spoke, it was not that Ming Yan didn't want to speak, but that Ming Yan knew that opening his mouth at this time would definitely provoke Li Zhien, and when Ming Yan was in a dilemma, Li Zhien finally spoke.
"I'm angry. ”
"Uh, why? ”
"Why? You ask me why? I'm angry and you don't know why?" he said, throwing a pillow at Ming Yan.
Ming Yan took the pillow and didn't understand, why was she angry, and why was she angry at me?
Ming Yan thought about it, it should have been something Quan Yuli told her on the balcony before, "That, Zhi'en, did you quarrel with Quan Yuli?"
Hearing Quan Yuli's name, Li Zhien threw another pillow at him: "Don't mention her." ”
This time, Ming Yan took the pillow and already understood, eight or nine is not far from ten, she has a conflict with Quan Yuli, but she has a conflict with Quan Yuli, what does it matter to me?
When Ming Yan was thinking, Li Zhien said sourly: "It seems that she is very good to you, and she will buy you a watch." As he spoke, he pulled Ming Yan's left hand and looked at the watch: "Hehe, it's still such an expensive watch, it seems that you two have something to hide from me." ”
This sentence frightened Ming Yan unclearly, is this a woman's unreasonable trouble?
"Zhi'en, what are you thinking, I told you a long time ago, I'm just ordinary friends with her, isn't it normal for ordinary friends to give gifts?" Ming Yan explained.
"Ordinary friends would give you such a valuable watch, and ordinary friends, you would be so at ease with this watch?" Li Zhien asked rhetorically.
"This ...... This ......" Ming Yan didn't know what to say, in fact, Ming Yan only knew that this watch was very expensive after hearing her say it just now, and Ming Yan suddenly realized that why would Quan Yuli give himself such a valuable watch?
Seeing that Ming Yan was entangled for a long time and couldn't say a word, Li Zhien stood up, took the bag, and walked to the door, how could Ming Yan let her get up, chased after her, and blocked the door.
"I'm sorry, I don't know what I did wrong, but I think you should be angry because of me, so I apologize to you. ”
Li Zhien looked at Ming Yan who was blocking the door, and after hearing his apology just now, she suddenly calmed down, and she seemed to be a little unreasonable.
"It's okay not to go. Ming Yan whispered and tried to say.
Li Zhien glanced at her, threw the bag to him, turned around and went back, Ming Yan took the bag, watched her go in again, laughed, wiped the sweat on her forehead, it was really not easy, it turned out that the girl was angry like this.
Ming Yan sat next to Li Zhien this time, a little closer than just now, and just wanted to sit next to Li Zhien a little more, Li Zhien spoke.
"Stay away from me, I'm still angry. ”
Ming Yan's movements stopped abruptly, and he honestly sat at a distance from Li Zhien.
The atmosphere was silent, Li Zhien was obviously still angry, she had been inhaling and exhaling, her face would be round every time she inhaled, and then she would pout and breathe, don't say anything, she still looks quite cute.
"Zhi'en, you haven't eaten at noon, are you hungry? Mingyan tried to ask.
Li Zhien was indeed hungry, but when she saw Ming Yan's face, she stubbornly spoke: "I'm not hungry." ”
"Oh. Ming Yan stood up: "You're not hungry, I'm hungry, I'm going to cook, and I went to the supermarket to buy a lot of vegetables when I came back just now." With that, he walked to the kitchen.
Li Zhien looked at his back, clenched his fists, and he left like this? I don't know if I'm still angry? I don't know if I'm hungry too? Seeing his busy back in the kitchen, Li Zhien's eyes seemed to be on fire.
Seeing that Ming Yan was about to turn back, Li Zhien immediately retracted his gaze and didn't look at him, Ming Yan turned around and saw Li Zhien sitting motionless in the previous position, feeling like a thief.
He laughed: "Zhien, eat Western food or Chinese food." ”
Li Zhien ignored him and still sat there.
"Then if you don't speak, I'll cook Western food. Ming Yan's voice came again.
"No, Chinese food. This time Li Zhien spoke.
Ming Yan laughed quietly.
......
Quan Yuli came home, closed the balcony door, leaned against the door, she suddenly became a little angry, angry with Li Zhien, she seems to have not been angry for a long time, this period of time, she has been cultivating her self-cultivation, and she seems to have nothing to be angry with herself, but today she was inexplicably angry with Li Zhien.
I thought that my words would make Li Zhien uncomfortable for a while, but I didn't expect that she didn't seem to be affected, so she turned around and mocked herself, yes, she did underestimate Li Zhien a little, now think about it carefully, Li Zhien has also been in this circle for so long, and he has seen everything.
It's a little funny, Kwon Yuli laughed.
I don't know why, Quan Yuli actually has some desire to win, she doesn't know what she is fighting for, but she just doesn't want to lose to Li Zhien, thinking of the last sentence that Li Zhien said just now, Quan Yuli got angry again, closed her eyes and took a few deep breaths, looked at the yoga mat on the ground, and began to practice yoga.
......
At the dinner table, Ming Yan and Li Zhien sat face to face, there were four dishes steaming on the table, Ming Yan carefully sandwiched a piece of chicken and put it in Li Zhien's bowl, seeing that she didn't make any moves, Ming Yan was relieved.
"Hey, hey, eat a little more. ”
Li Zhien ignored him, eating by himself, Ming Yan poured her a glass of water, and then pulled out a piece of toilet paper, "Eat slowly, eat slowly, no one will rob you." As she spoke, she wiped the corners of her mouth with toilet paper.
In this way, Li Zhien was eating quietly, Mingyan was watching her quietly, and he would wipe the corners of her mouth from time to time.
"Why are you watching me all the time? You don't eat?" said Li Zhien, drinking water.
Ming Yan shook his head: "I'm not hungry, this is specially made for you to eat." ”
Li Zhien wiped his mouth: "I'm full." ”
"How much do you eat when you're full? You won't lose weight, will you?"
"Who's going to lose weight?"
"Uh......" Ming Yan never expected it, Li Zhien is now such a kickback word, "No one, I just see that the girls in our company say they want to lose weight." ”
"Yes, you'll still pay attention to the girls in your company. Li Zhien became angry.
"What's wrong with you lately, why do you always think nonsense? It's just a colleague, and I tell them about the content of my work every day. Ming Yan explained.
"Huh. ”
Li Zhien looked at Ming Yan: "Okay, let's talk about some serious things, why did you go to the company today?"
"The main thing about the focus of the work is to have a meeting. ”
Li Zhien nodded: "That means that your group is about to debut?"
"I guess so, it's going to be soon. ”
"Come on, then. She looked at the time, "I have to go, the agent will pick me up right away." ”
"Ah, so fast?"
Li Zhien responded: "Well, I'm going to the company too." ”
Ming Yan was a little reluctant: "Alas, we just met, why is it so fast." ”
"There's nothing you can do, so when I'm not there, you take care of yourself for me, but if you want to do anything out of the ordinary, you're done. Li Zhien said.
"Alas, Zhi'en, you have changed, you weren't like this before, you wouldn't have said this at all, you don't believe me now. Ming Yan shook his head.
"I believe in you, but I'm afraid someone will kidnap you. ”
"What do you mean?"
Li Zhien didn't explain: "If I say that you don't have any relationship with Quan Yuli in the future, you will definitely not agree, and I am not that kind of person, but you have to think about it, you are now a person with a girlfriend, and you don't need me to teach you when you get along with the opposite sex, right?"
Ming Yan didn't know what to say, "What happened to you and Quan Yuli?"
Li Zhien shook his head: "You don't care, you just need to take care of yourself." ”
At this time, Li Zhien's mobile phone rang after she looked at it: "I'm leaving, the agent is already waiting for me at the door." ”
Ming Yan couldn't help it, so he got up and hugged her, "I don't know how long it will take to meet next time." ”
Li Zhien leaned on Ming Yan's arms: "It's almost over, I'll take a break after I'm busy for the next few days." ”
Ming Yan kissed her hair: "Okay." ”
Ming Yan sent her to the elevator, watching the number of elevators slowly drop, he sighed and turned to leave.
Li Zhien got out of the elevator, maybe it was the arrangement of fate, she met Quan Yuli, who went out to buy things and came back.
Li Zhien looked at her and laughed: "Quan Yuli senior." ”
Quan Yuli also saw her, nodded slightly, and passed by her.
......
Ming Yan, who was sitting on the sofa at home, thought about what Li Zhien said just now, he said that he wanted to keep himself in contact with the opposite sex, but he knew a few people of the opposite sex in South Korea.
The meaning is also obvious, that is, Quan Yuli, but, why? When we met at Mingyan's house before, I felt very harmonious, since I came back from the company, on the balcony, Quan Yuli said a word about the watch she sent, and Li Zhien changed after saying something inexplicable.
Why, it stands to reason that the relationship between the two of them is still that of seniors and seniors, and the relationship can't be too stiff, the only possibility, is it for me? But for me?
The wind began to blow outside, and Ming Yan saw the clothes blown by the wind on the balcony, and he didn't want to think about these things anymore, so he got up and put away the clothes.
Opening the balcony door, Ming Yan saw Quan Yuli, who happened to be also collecting clothes, "Old Quan." ”
Quan Yuli turned his head to look at him: "Eh, do you dare to talk to me?"
"Why don't you dare?"
"You're not afraid of your girlfriend. ”
Ming Yan thought for a moment: "Speaking of which, what happened to you and her, it was okay before." ”
"Didn't he tell you?"
Ming Yan shook his head.
Quan Yuli smiled: "Then I can't tell you." ”
Ming Yan was speechless and walked to the balcony: "It's really annoying, inexplicable." ”