What really prompted me to resign from ** and go out to work was not a fight with my immediate boss, but that my values were once again subverted and fell into a messy and tangled. Every year, the authorities will complete the collection of agricultural taxes and the overall planning of villages and townships, and I will never forget the collection of agricultural taxes that year!

In the autumn of 1999, at a mobilization meeting for agricultural taxes and the township to coordinate the retention of villages, the secretaries and directors of the town's brigades, cadres of the police stations, and various departments of the township organs were present...... , town management cadres, police stations, brigade cadres and village cadres form a joint force to implement them in groups......

I once again fell into a state of confusion, and all I heard from childhood to adulthood was that 100 percent of the tasks were completed to be advanced, excellent, or something! In this way, the skeptical cadres of the brigade and the police officers of the police station were assigned to the village where my hometown was located, and this was my "base area" When I rushed to my second uncle's house to collect and pay taxes, the honest and honest conversation between my second uncle and me made me never forget, "Nephew, uncle should support your work, and uncle also knows that it is useless to tell you about these things, but I still want to tell you about it, uncle."

"Uncle, please say,

"Child, uncle, I'll tell you the truth, the seven or eight acres of land allocated to the family, all the grain planted except for the rations eaten by me and your two brothers, all the remaining grain has been sold out, and it is not enough to buy chemical fertilizer, farming is not only about chemical fertilizer, but also about water, weeding, pesticides, etc., the more than 400 yuan of taxes payable is the money of your two cousins who are carpenters, and Uncle has no money."

After the second uncle finished speaking, he was so heavy, so solemn hands stuffed the money into my hands, and I stood there like a chicken, the more than four hundred yuan was like a stone pressing on my heart, I was overwhelmed, I was frightened by my uncle's sense of ceremony, and even more shocked by his words, I believe that the upright uncle he definitely did not lie to me. Later, I talked to my colleagues in other groups: some ordinary people were even waiting for us to collect taxes with flat poles and kitchen knives, while we drove tractors down to pick up grain (using grain to pay taxes). It is not difficult to explain why the party secretary has repeatedly emphasized that Sancheng is an advanced brigade, and it is not difficult to explain why the police station has to draw police forces to each group......

At this moment, my impression and image of them began to collapse in my heart like dominoes, and I also felt sorry for the "construction of my hometown" that I once cherished The original dream was shaken and discouraged, thinking about the fight with the boss and the old secretary before, and then looking back and thinking about it, I was only 24 years old when I sat in the office drinking tea and reading the newspaper, so I was like an oil lamp exhausted this life, I seemed to see me after the age of fifty, my uncle's words made me see that my original intention was so vulnerable, not worth mentioning, I decided to leave my hometown, go out to work to find my dream that really belongs to me.