By the end of 1999, this feeling of leaving became more and more intense and irrepressible, and after communicating and exchanging opinions with my close friend Zhang Jianjun again, he no longer persuaded me to finish the school where I had already finished half of my studies, but persuaded me to wait until after the Spring Festival.

When I first mentioned that I wanted to talk to my father about work, he was very surprised and happy, thinking that my son was finally willing to talk to me about work, although he could also sense that I was not happy about it. So I poured two glasses of wine and waited for me to accompany him to talk about it, who knew that I wanted to quit my job and go out to Kunshan to work, of course, he categorically rejected it, after all, he spent a lot of energy to win such an opportunity, and many people told him that I was doing how outstanding and excellent.

I patiently and depressedly exchanged opinions with him: "If this continues, I seem to have seen me at your age, I am still young and I am not the kind of person who has no ideas, I still have my dreams, I want to work hard for my future and a way out!"

Yes, you must have guessed the answer, he took a deep sip of wine, and still resolutely disagreed: "I am a son like you, I finally got this here to go to work, and I am leaning on the door of the house, after all, I have to lean in front of my eyes, about the matter of entering the regular formation, the leader has already made it clear to me, and I will come down next year to get it for you"

He kept his thoughts, for the first time formed a fence between our father and son, no matter how much we talked about it between father and son, maybe there is something called the generation gap that is real, I was so uncomfortable with that drink, that Spring Festival for the first time our father and son became speechless, I don't know how I survived the depressing Spring Festival, but I always insisted on my own ideas and efforts. Fortunately, my mother still understands her son's thoughts, and she supports me to go out while I am young, of course, for this matter, she has not been criticized and scolded by her father.

At that time, my second aunt's maiden nephew was in Kunshan, younger than me, of course, taller than me, handsome than me, and had already become the Suzhou regional manager of the Sino-US joint venture logistics company at a young age. (The second aunt was my father who helped him intercede, at that time, the walls of the second uncle's house (grandmother's) house were all mud walls, and my father bought bricks to help him replace them all with brick houses, and he didn't ask the second uncle for a penny, and the second uncle didn't want to go, and my father was very busy with work, and my mother was not in good health, so she couldn't do heavy farm work, so every year when the farm was busy, the second uncle and aunt would be grateful, and first help my family to harvest the rice, and then go to collect the rice in their own fields after rolling it with a machine).

With my mother's covert support, the first thing I did when I went to work after the Spring Festival in 2000 was to go to Leader Zhu's office and resign verbally, but the leader said with a serious face: "You are too unserious, think about it carefully!", and kicked me out of the office.

What do I think, I have made up my mind, resolutely and immediately went back to the office to print out the written resignation report, and sent it to the leader's office after a week, who knows that he has not approved or given me an answer, so I waited for a month before running to his office and asking: "Leader, my resignation report, have you approved? Do you want to find someone to replace me?"

"Xiao Zhao, do you want to think about it again, it's not so easy to go out and leave and then return to the unit, I still have things on my hands now, you go back first, I will consider a person to choose to replace you",

I waited for more than half a month, but I still didn't see the shadow of the person who replaced me, so I ran to the office of the old secretary Yu Chuntu, who was fighting with me, and asked him: "Secretary Yu, why is the person who is going to replace me not in place, I'm leaving!" ，

"Let's go, you're leaving, what's the big deal!", I ruthlessly tore apart his mask of masculinity, and still replied with embarrassment.

"Are you sure I can leave without handing over?", I snapped back, no need to respect someone like you.

"You go out first, I'll figure it out!", he still yelled viciously.

Smooth...... Don't say it, but within a week, a girl was seconded from the company in the next township to replace me, and the "old monster" asked me to assist her for a while according to the regulations, and I believe that I am a person with a bit of literacy, and if you don't say that I will do the same. In this way, the time soon came to April 21st, and I dared to run to the office of Leader Zhu again.

"Leader, I have all handed over the people who took over, and I have all complied with the requirements of your old secretary, and after the end of this month, after the May Day holiday, I won't come to work, I really thank you for your cultivation and cultivation for so long."

I don't know why, this time Leader Zhu didn't look up at me, and scolded me viciously: "You resigned, let your father come to me to talk, you go out!" I quit the office in a daze, and kept muttering in my heart, what does my resignation have to do with my father!? I'm not a star, and he's not my agent.

When I got home from work that day, I told my dad about the situation, and the next morning my dad really came to the leader's office to talk about it. That night, my dad told me about the communication with the leader when our father pushed the cup and changed the lamp, and Mr. Zhu told me: He has reported the matter of entering the establishment of the regular, if nothing else, it can be approved next year, so that your son can officially be in the establishment, and he will not be uncertain. In addition, Leader Zhu likes you very, very much, he said that the efficiency and accuracy of the girl seconded from the next township are only one-third of yours, and almost all the department heads are reflecting this matter; he also knows that you have been squeezed out and suppressed by his old secretary Yu Chuntu, but he thinks that I have done a good job and there is no fault, he will definitely firmly support you, and consider that as soon as the establishment is in place next year, you will be transferred to other departments to do a deputy training and promotion, he really hopes that you can think about it again and not resign, and he also said that he is willing to give me his niece as a daughter-in-law, so as to show that he sincerely retains you。

"Son, why don't you think about it again, stay, it's very difficult to go out to work and live unfamiliarly, you haven't left your parents' side since you were a child, Mr. Zhu has offered such good conditions, or you should stay, how about it, ah?", Dad was impatient to wait for my reply.

"It's not like I can't find a wife, I don't want to be mixed up in such a hypocritical system of deceit, intrigue, and disobedience, I'm still young, I still want to find my dreams, please let me go! I'm still young, Dad!", I said my heart to him.

Seeing that I was resolute, my father stopped talking, and after taking a deep sip of wine by himself, he fell into deep contemplation...... It is estimated that his mother has been blowing the wind with him, and after taking a sip of wine, his attitude began to gradually soften, like a deflated ball: "Okay, in that case, I reserve my opinion!"

That's it, one of my resignation letters made a chicken and a dog jump like killing a pig, but fortunately, I still passed the most difficult level: father's love is like a mountain.