I didn't go online for two or three days.

December 12th, the day when many girls should chop their hands again. I also chopped my hands, and I chopped them very badly. However, I did not dedicate it to Taobao, but to the hospital. There is a saying that in these years, nothing can be without money, and nothing can be sick. That's a really incisive statement. Because in the hospital, running out of money is really a very heart-wrenching thing.

The original plan was very detailed, get up at 4:50 in the morning on the 12th, wash up for 10 minutes, ride a bicycle for 10 minutes, take the subway for 15 minutes, go to the train station to get a ticket and wait for a few minutes to check the ticket, go to Zhenjiang at 6 o'clock in the morning, do a bus and a half to get home at a little more than 8 o'clock, just take my dad to the hospital without queuing. As a result, I also lay in bed until 4:50, so I hurried up and went out after two or three minutes of washing, afraid that I would not be able to catch up and rode faster, because I didn't drink water in the morning, and I retched on the road. By the time I locked my bike and walked to the entrance of the subway station, I was dumbfounded, the door didn't open. I searched the Internet and opened at 5:50. At that time, I thought that I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to catch the bus, so I didn't buy it, and I was afraid that the time would be delayed in the middle of the ticket refund. I thought I'd buy the next one now. Open the APP and see, the tickets before 6 o'clock are not sold online, my God. It was just a few minutes before I arrived at the subway entrance, and I didn't want to go home, so I wanted to go to McDonald's nearby to sit for a while, but people had to clean up and not let me stop, so I came out and thought about going home and coming back. At this time, I saw a bus passing by, so I searched the Internet for how to get to the station. I waited stupidly at the bus stop, but when I waited for the bus to ask the master if he couldn't get to the station, the master said no. After looking at the time, the subway is almost open. I walked to the subway entrance and waited. I was the first person to wait for the subway over there, and I happened to have a pen and notebook in my bag at that time, so I wrote down my feelings at that time. I don't want to open the book to read what I wrote, because I can't feel the mood at that time now. The only thing that had a profound impact may be the uncle who sold cakes at that time. In these years, it's really hard to make money, and it's gone as soon as you spend money.

Sometimes, I feel. Day is no different from night. When I go to work and sit in the office during the day, I can't see or feel the temperature of the sun, and I don't feel the sun when I am accompanied by the street lamp on the way home at night. Sometimes you feel like going out at 9 p.m. and when you go out at 4 a.m., it feels the same way. Vehicles are scarce, and the street lights are shining, which is particularly eye-catching. Seeing the bright street lights, I suddenly remembered that I had a part-time job at university, I didn't have a public car to go back to school too late, I had no money and no place to live, and I was forced to wander on the road for half a night, and finally I was really sleepy, and I was cat at the ATM for a while. The cat's really can't do it, looking for a nearby hotel to think about living first and then letting the little friend send money the next day, and then plucked up the courage to ask the front desk, full in the lobby of the hotel overnight. The next day, the young lady at the front desk didn't ask me for money. Looking back now, I suddenly feel so sad. Thank you also for the kind young lady at the time, in case something happened on the road that night, it would be scary to think about it now. The appearance of the street lights at night, at that time, pierced into my eyes and into my heart. When I was in college, I didn't have time or time to write a diary, and I almost forgot a lot of things, but I only remembered this incident. I only told my college girlfriend afterwards.

There are more and more people waiting for the subway to open. Although there are not as many people as in the morning rush hour at seven or eight o'clock in the morning, the flow of people is already very good so early. Sometimes I like to guess, I guess in my heart, they go to work so early, go on a business trip, go home, travel, no matter what the reason, I admire them, so early, usually I am still asleep, that is, occasionally a special time to get up so early. But I didn't talk to anyone I didn't know. I used to like it, but now, I'm lazy. Except for a few familiar friends, they are too lazy to make new friends now. I thought I could make it to the train station early in the morning, and when the train came to take a look, I thought too much and stood up and went to the train station. Buy a ticket, get a ticket, wait for the security check, go up to the second floor and wait for the ticket check. After a series of processes, I got to the car, put on the hat on my clothes and squinted. A couple next to me were in the same destination as me, so I told them to call me when they arrived. It didn't take long for me to arrive, and I hadn't even started to sleep. When I got to the bus stop, I got on the bus and went to sleep, and when I was almost there, I would wake up. Sometimes it's weird yourself. I summarized the reasons for this. Later, I thought that when I was in college, I guess I was too tired to work part-time, and I fell asleep on the bus, and then I would sit at the station and then sit back to get used to it.

When I arrived at the station, I called my dad and took my dad to the hospital for a check-up. I asked the doctor about some things, and the doctor suggested that we check two, but I wanted to be more specific. Let the doctor prescribe other check-ups. The list has also been opened, and I am going to pay the bill, but my dad doesn't check it for fear of wasting money. I guessed that he didn't want to be tested because he was afraid of spending money, so he got into an argument with my dad in the hospital. My dad had to go, I said you go, I'm here, my dad couldn't help me, so he agreed to go and check it out. The inspection report came out in the afternoon and went home for dinner. On the way, I thought about taking my dad to a restaurant to eat, but my dad just didn't go, he had to go home to cook and eat. I said I haven't invited you out to dinner yet. My dad said, didn't you take us to eat last time I went to your place? Last time my mother was sick, the doctor there asked me to go to the big hospital for examination, I made an appointment in advance, and I took them for a casual walk at the end of the day. Ate right in a nearby fast food restaurant. My mom said that my dad didn't eat much in the morning and took a little more food, and my dad kept talking about my mom, saying that my mom just let me spend money or something. I don't think it matters if I save a little bit on myself, but you're my parents, and you've never taken you out to eat much, so it's okay to eat once. But my dad just thought it was too much money. After earning a lifetime of money, he is reluctant to spend money by himself, and he really feels very sorry for him. As a result, my dad didn't, he had to go home and cook for me. After the noodles were burned, the fish was burned, the chicken legs were burned, and there was still time after eating, so my dad said that if you are sleepy, you can sleep for a while. I'm so sleepy. I said to my dad, call me when you go to get the report, and I'll go with you. As a result, I woke up and looked at my phone, it was past 4 o'clock. I asked my dad, did you get the film? I said then I'll take a look at you. My dad said it's all films, can you understand it? I said show me. Actually, I was afraid that my dad would hide his illness. I'll just say, you can take it and take a look. I watched it for a long time, and my dad said can you read it? Actually, I can't read it, but I still have to pretend to understand my dad's words, and my dad showed me the results of the report. Nothing serious. In the evening, my mom came back from work and talked about me. I feel like I've been wronged. It's all to blame on my dad for not calling me to come along. But in fact, my dad couldn't bear to call me because he saw that I was too sleepy. After taking the report in the evening, I bought my favorite flower nail and bought a big crab. The hearts of parents in the world. The money for that crab is estimated to be two days' worth of food. Suddenly, I felt that I was really unfilial.

At night, I talked with my mother about the short things in the family, and my mother went to sleep. My parents went to bed early, and I went to bed very early with me, and it was really comfortable to go to bed early and get up early.

The next morning, I had to rush back to my afternoon shift, so I hurried back. My dad sent me to the station and watched me get on the train before he returned. When noon arrived, I called him and reported that he was safe.

It also happened to be Friday, and my sister was resting. I haven't seen my sister for a long time, so I happened to come over at night to chat together. The most important thing is that my sister learns beauty. Every time I come over, I will make a face. I feel like my face is shining. I didn't come for the last two weeks, and I felt that my face was very dry. After doing the face, I feel like I'm 18 years old again.

On the way, my sister asked me what to eat, and she made it for me. I said eat fish. As a result, I got up late in the morning, so I bought the cauliflower she likes to eat, the lotus root that I like to eat, and I bought some breakfast and came back. I packed up and went to work. My sister asked me what I wanted to eat, and I casually said fish. But I didn't buy it in the morning, so she went downstairs and bought it. I thought I would be able to eat it when I got home from work. As a result, when I went home, I saw that I had just done it. And it seems that there is an 18-level typhoon blowing at home, and it is a mess. I didn't say anything, after all, I was very grateful to the people who came to bring food and bought their own vegetables and cooked for me.

My sister made fish and cauliflower. It's delicious, it's just a little spicy. In the past, it was no spicy or happy, but now it can only be a little bit, because later I went to college and spoiled my stomach, so now I can only eat some light. But I haven't eaten for a long time and I really want to eat and it tempts you right in front of your eyes, can you not eat it? Anyway, I can't, I just eat and keep eating, and in the end I can't eat anymore, so I don't eat, and I squint at home for a while and go to work. As a result, I couldn't hold it in the afternoon, and I went to the bathroom many times, and finally my whole stomach felt hot when I had diarrhea. Chrysanthemums hurt so much. Come back in the evening and tell my sister that my sister has a good meal and makes fun of it. Since she had class to go back on Sunday, I took her out for a bite to eat. The two of us take care of each other in this city, and although I am an older sister, sometimes, it feels like she is taking care of me. Thank you, old girl.

When your sister pays her salary, please have a good meal. It's not too early, so let's not talk about it. Go to bed early.