Chapter 56: Okay

Lu Yan said, raised his hand and gently touched Xu Jianan's face, and continued with a little doting: "No one is born strong and brave, most of them have to be strong. I will never forget what you looked like at that time. Also, you don't look beautiful to me like other women. That kind of beauty, without wind and dust kitsch, is unique. ”

In the last two sentences, Xu Jiannan was a little embarrassed, she turned her head and smiled: "You can really surprise me every time, and today let me see the side of the flamboyant tongue......"

"Do you think what I said is not from my heart?" Lu Yan let Xu Jianan look at him and said seriously: "When you question my words, you can use professional means to distinguish them at any time, I am very confident in your professional ability, and I don't mind at all." On the contrary, I think it is better this way, my heart, my language, truth and falsehood do not need to be expressed too much. ”

Xu Jianan looked at Lu Yan and said with some emotion: "Do you know...... I don't have anyone around me who likes to listen to me talk about work. Sometimes after a busy day, I want someone to share the ups and downs of what I see. Although most of what I see in my work is a tragedy that others think is crazy...... You are the only one who asks and is interested in my work. ”

"So, in your eyes, I have an advantage. Lu Yan said with a smile.

"Yes, I'm afraid that there are too many advantages, and I'm confused. Xu Jiannan said, bypassing Lu Yan and continuing to walk forward.

Lu Yan followed her and said with some surprise: "Jia Nan, do you have no confidence in me, or do you have no confidence in yourself?"

Xu Jianan's footsteps didn't stop, he thought about it a little tangled, looked at the moon in the sky and said, "Maybe it's all there...... There are too many temptations around you, and the gap between us is so big that I still can't accept the sudden change in our relationship...... In fact, in the eyes of everyone, people like you, the women around you are like clouds, you should have a lot of choices, and finally choose one in a million......"

"I chose one in a million, but she doesn't seem to think I'm one in a million?" Lu Yan deliberately squinted at Xu Jianan.

Xu Jiannan was amused by him: "I really can't talk about you...... Okay, okay......"

"Yoshio, I hope you don't look at our relationship with that boring prejudice. Look at that good friend of yours, how much pain does her suffer from her prejudice that she can't let go? Whether it is suitable or not will only be known after getting along. ”

Suddenly mentioning Chen Fei, Xu Jiannan hurriedly asked: "By the way, I've been so busy in the past few days that I haven't had time to ask her." What's wrong with that Cheng Tao, isn't it...... Have you given up?" Xu Jianan's tone of voice when he asked this question, he felt contradictory. seemed to expect him to give up, but he vaguely hoped that he didn't give up Chen Fei...... If he knew everything and would pursue it harder, it would probably prove that he was really attentive to Chen Fei.

Lu Yan smiled and said, "Give up, you underestimate Cheng Tao too much." He may be a gentleman who is blessed by his father in the eyes of the public. But it's not like that, I've known him for a long time, and I understand Cheng Tao's personality hidden under the debauchery and unruly exterior. He will never treat Chen Fei differently because of her past, let alone look down on her and dislike her because of this. As long as he identifies this person, Cheng Tao belongs to a person who walks to the dark, does not hit the south wall and does not look back, and dismantles the wall and continues to walk after hitting the south wall. ”

was said by Lu Yan, Xu Jiannan was a little curious about this Cheng Tao, so he asked with a smile: "Really......? Still pursuing Fei Fei?"

Lu Yan shrugged his shoulders and said, "I've been busy pursuing you recently, and I don't have time to pay attention to him. But that day, I called to ask about traveling abroad and choosing an island...... I think he should work harder for Chen Fei. ”

"Island...... Could it be the Maldives?" Xu Jianan's eyes widened.

"What, there's a story here?" Lu Yan asked.

Xu Jiannan nodded a little worriedly and said, "That's Chen Fei's dream, a romantic dream." She had always believed what McDull's pig had said, where the blue sky and white clouds, the shadows of the coconut groves, the water was clear and the sand was white, and it was a paradise in the Indian Ocean......"

"Do you remember so clearly?" Lu Yan looked at Xu Jiannan with interest.

Xu Jiannan couldn't help laughing: "There's no way, I've listened to it since I was a child! After listening to the pig, I always listened to Chen Fei...... However, Fei Fei hadn't mentioned that place in years...... How did Cheng Tao know?"

Perhaps, they inadvertently learned about it when they chatted, and perhaps, someone specially told Cheng Tao. But it doesn't matter, Cheng Tao will not look down on Chen Fei because of the slander of others, you can rest assured. Lu Yan knew that Xu Jiannan had always been relieved of Chen Fei's affairs, so he tried his best to reassure her at this time.

Xu Jiannan looked at Lu Yan and asked deliberately: "Then didn't you also receive something from someone with a heart? Don't you want to think about how bad I am? Or are you, like Cheng Tao, don't hit the south wall and don't look back?"

Lu Yan sneered disdainfully and said, "That kind of low-level and despicable means is not enough to change your mind. Think about it, how credible can the words of a person who can do such a villain act be?"

Lu Yan ...... No matter what happens in the future, I hope you can see the truth and facts before making judgments as you said today, and don't doubt me easily. You can just say anything...... Don't insult each other with lies......"

Xu Jianan's voice was very soft, and he had no confidence. She didn't know why she made such a request to Lu Yan, but when she said it, she was inevitably a little sad.

Because since she was a child, Xu Jiannan has actually been misunderstood, and she was also at home when she was a child, what she was most afraid of was that others would stick to her what she hadn't done, and it was not justifiable. As for the lies, she has seen too much, heard too much, and experienced too much...... Until Zhang Ke, her trusted boyfriend, couldn't escape deception and betrayal in the end. This kind of interaction and contact made Xu Jiannan feel very tired and a waste of time. So on Lu Yan......

Lu Yan frowned and looked at Xu Jianan, and couldn't help but feel sad. He hugged the person in front of him distressedly, hugged her in his arms, and said in a firm tone: "I never promise something I am not sure of, but I promise you this request of yours." Good man, trust me. ”

On this cold autumn night, Xu Jiannan felt unprecedented warmth and peace of mind in Lu Yan's arms. She timidly raised her hand, hesitated and struggled for a long time, and finally closed her eyes and wrapped her arms around Lu Yan's waist. This hug can be regarded as Xu Jianan's decision.

Lu Yan's body was slightly stunned, and then he leaned close to Xu Jianan's ear and asked, "In the future, I will accompany you, give me a chance, okay?"

"Okay......" Xu Jianan's voice was muffled, and his face was buried in Lu Yan's arms and refused to come out.

Lu Yan was not very satisfied, and held her hand tightly: "It's okay, right?

Xu Jiannan was a little out of breath when he was hugged, begging for mercy and smiling: "Okay, good, you big demon king, let go quickly......"

"I don't. Lu Yan lightened his strength and gently hugged Xu Jianan, but refused to let go.

“...... You, what are you doing? You haven't had a girlfriend?" Although Xu Jiannan said this, there was a smile on his face.

Lu Yan hugged her like that and said, "Well, I didn't want to have it before I met you, and I don't want to have it now." Since I met you, it seems that I have been anxious about you, often worried about you, often seen you angry and crazy, and quarreled with me...... Gradually, it seemed to become an indispensable thing in my life. ”

Xu Jiannan listened to Lu Yan's words, and involuntarily began to think about himself. seems to be similar to what Lu Yan said, from wanting to beat someone every time he sees him, to seeing the figure who is nervous for her in the heavy rain, to several times when he is embarrassed, he stands in front of her, protects her, and takes care of her...... These details are connected in series, and even Xu Jiannan himself doesn't know that this person has slowly entered his heart like this.

The road of life is full of ups and downs, and no one can predict what kind of development will be next. Just like Xu Jiannan now, although she can feel Lu Yan's sincerity, she still feels flustered and uneasy from the heart. She went from losing her place of residence, losing her boyfriend, and being a failure, to suddenly appearing such an excellent landlord, and then to this moment...... Along the way, it is both real and illusory, and there is always a feeling of unreality.

The autumn breeze was slightly cool, sweeping the heart-warming and somewhat uneasy face, Xu Jiannan squinted slightly, and subconsciously tightened the hand around Lu Yan's waist.

Lu Yan let go of her slightly, hugged her shoulder and said, "I'll send you back, it's a little cold late, go out tomorrow and bring some clothes." ”

"Hmm. Xu Jianan nodded and got into the car with Lu Yan. When he was about to get home, Xu Jiannan said to Lu Yan: "Don't pick me up tomorrow, you go and do your work, I always feel that it has been delayed for a few days, and I just want to go to see Chen Fei." After listening to you, think about it, I should ask her how she is. ”

Lu Yan didn't force it, and agreed: "Okay, then I'll send you a message when I'm done, and you can have a good chat with your friends." If it's late when you get home, I'll pick you up. ”

"It's not going to be late, tomorrow I'll get off work early, I'll go to her early. Xu Jiannan was still a little uncomfortable, and suddenly someone cared so much about him.

From a very young age, because of the busyness of his parents, he neglected to take care of him. Such a childhood made Xu Jiannan develop the habit of independence early, and later her experience in terms of feelings was relatively simple, just Zhang Ke, a more formal boyfriend, was messed up by her. It seems that after a long time, a person will completely get used to a person's life. It doesn't have to be anyone, and it's not that no one can't live. Such a strong, even if it is occasionally sad, but at least down-to-earth. Since the sense of security is not pinned on anyone, there is no need to worry about anyone hurting themselves or the feeling of suddenly falling from the sky.