Chapter 55: What do you like about me?
Xu Jiannan obediently got into Lu Yan's car, and now she is more and more at ease with Lu Yan, the previous state of guarding against enemies all the time no longer exists. Today she was indeed a little tired, lazily leaning back on the seat, looking at the scenery outside the car window as if she was a little empty.
Lu Yan saw that she looked a little unenergetic, so he asked: "What is the situation of the patient I said in the morning? Looking at your current appearance, most of the situation is not the simplest kind, right? Do you have the spirit to talk to me?"
Xu Jianan sighed and told Fang Jiaqi's condition today from beginning to end. Especially when describing the hallucinations and wrong identity positioning at the beginning, Xu Jiannan is still very surprised and excited when he mentions it now. Speaking of this, she herself is also a lot more energetic, which is also one of Lu Yan's purposes.
Lu Yan listened carefully while driving, frowning from time to time to express surprise, and when Xu Jianan finished telling the whole thing, he also said a little incredible: "Although depression and hallucinations have been heard, it is really unheard of to be so serious. Fortunately, she found you in time, otherwise, if the condition continues, wouldn't her daughter be in danger?"
Xu Jianan said: "Yes, not only is her daughter dangerous, but her husband is not completely safe. Actually, this husband is careless enough...... This patient's condition was so serious that no matter how much she disguised it, she should have been aware of it. Even, in the early stages of pregnancy, you should be able to see that she is extraordinarily nervous. With such a serious condition, perhaps she has a history of mental illness or depression in her family, and if she understands it clearly, she should try her best to avoid this happening. I really feel scared for this family when I think about it......"
Lu Yan was silent for a moment, and then said naturally: "If you want me to say, if you find that your wife is not particularly psychologically sound, fragile and sensitive at the beginning, and even has a family history as you said, then don't have children." It avoids her suffering, avoids the possibility of her illness, and at the same time does not pose such a threat to innocent lives. ”
Listening to Lu Yan's ease, Xu Jiannan tilted his head to look at him with some curiosity and asked, "What do you think? For the sake of your wife's unpredictable and unpredictable mental illness, would you rather have no children for the rest of your life?"
Lu Yan seemed to take it for granted, and glanced at Xu Jiannan in surprise and smiled: "Isn't this strange? You don't still think old-fashioned, thinking that men can't wait to pass on the lineage, right? Compared with the happiness and life of your lover, what can you count if you have children?"
"Yo...... You're great. Xu Jiannan teased.
Lu Yan smiled: "There are still many great places, leave it for you to discover slowly." It's almost there, and you need to have a good meal now, replenish your energy, and regain your spirits. ”
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Unconsciously, Xu Jiannan felt that a warm current seemed to flow through her heart, and this feeling of being cared for and taken care of was something she hadn't experienced for a long, long time. Even when I was in love with Zhang Ke, I didn't feel like this. At that time, everyone cared about each other and took care of each other, and sometimes no one could take care of anyone when they were busy, it was the initial stage of hard work, no one was happy, and everyone's relationship was more like comrades-in-arms. And Lu Yan, his maturity and stability, as well as Xu Jianan's domineering and aura that he has never adapted to, all give people a completely different feeling. The care he gives is simple and direct, but it seems to be meticulous. I remember that when it rained, Lu Yan bought a lot of medicine for Xu Jiannan in the rain to prevent her from catching a cold. Suddenly thinking about it, I felt that Lu Yan seemed to be like this from the first time they met, even if they ran to her bed, and when they left, they also told "remember to close the door".
Thinking of this, Xu Jiannan couldn't help laughing.
Lu Yan, who was driving, glanced at her inexplicably: "What are you laughing at?"
Xu Jiannan turned his head and looked at the other side: "It's nothing." ”
Lu Yan thought for a moment and said, "I guess, you're thinking about me." ”
Xu Jiannan hurriedly turned back angrily: "You narcissist, why do you always feel so good about yourself......"
Having already parked the car, Lu Yan turned his head, approached Xu Jianan, and asked softly in a low magnetic voice, "Aren't you thinking about me?" ”
Xu Jianan glared at her in annoyance, got out of the car in a bit of a panic, and couldn't wait to change the topic immediately and quickly pull away the blushing and heart-pounding distance.
Every time Lu Yan takes her to eat, the style is different, and this time is no exception. The only thing that remains unchanged is that the places Lu Yan chose are basically places that suit Xu Jianan's appetite. So every time I eat with Lu Yan, whether it is an ordinary restaurant or a luxury dinner, Xu Jiannan will eat more than usual.
So when he walked out of the restaurant today, Xu Jianan couldn't help but touch his stomach and said, "If this continues, I estimate that my weight will rise in a straight line......"
"It's so hard every day, you should pay more attention to your health. Lu Yan slowed down her pace, and wanted to accompany Xu Jiannan for a walk, if she walked around, it was better than getting into the car directly and continuing to sit comfortably, and it seemed that she was really too full.
Xu Jiannan also thought so, so he didn't rush to the direction of the car, but walked slowly along the side of the road, ......and said to Lu Yan: "You still don't pick me up in the future, two meals a day, ten days is twenty meals, and in less than a month, you will turn me into a spherical shape! You've been very busy before, but now that you spend so much time with me every day, it will have an impact on you. ”
Lu Yan lowered his head and smiled lightly and said, "When you are alone, the work of course will become the first. But now I don't seem to be alone, so just as naturally, you become number one. You don't have to worry about my time, I'll arrange it, and if there's an accident, I'll let you know in advance. As for the question of your fear of getting fat, although I don't agree with it, I respect your meaning, and when you don't want to eat, you will never be reluctant. ”
When Lu Yan finished speaking, Xu Jiannan stopped and stood in place. Lu Yan also stopped, turned around and asked, "What's wrong?"
Xu Jianan's expression seemed to be a little preoccupied, she looked at Lu Yan for a long time, and finally mustered up the courage to say: "I'm scared of you treating me like this......"
Lu Yan was stunned for a moment, came back to his senses, took two steps closer and stood in front of Xu Jianan, and asked cautiously: "What's wrong with you?" Did I do something that gave you pressure or bad feelings?"
"It's not ......" Xu Jianan looked at Lu Yan's tall and stylish shoulders, and said in a low voice: "It's you who are too good......"
"Huh?" Lu Yan smiled, deliberately pretending not to hear clearly, and leaned slightly closer to Xu Jianan.
Xu Jiannan said embarrassedly: "You don't come...... That's what it was. Your first impression in my heart is simply that of a devil, even if you get a little better later, you are still the tired of bandits and bullies, and you are vicious and ruthless, and you are thousands of miles away, such a devil who is out of reach......! But it's become so good, and besides, it's a little bit close to me......"
Lu Yan leaned closer to Xu Jianan's ear and said, "Correct, our relationship is not as simple as being a little close." Because you're my girlfriend, that's why I've gone from the devil you call me to what I am now. ”
"Lu Yan, aren't you really a joke on a whim?" Xu Jiannan looked at the handsome face close at hand very seriously.
Such a serious and even a bit serious attitude made Lu Yan also serious. He straightened up, no longer had a teasing tone, and said seriously: "Jia Nan, no matter how bad my impression is in your heart, I believe you can see that I am not a person who likes to linger on flowers." I'm not going to waste my time, my mind, my people, on ridiculous emotional games. If I were that kind of person, then my lace news should be article after article, wouldn't it?"
"That'...... What do you like about me?" Xu Jiannan asked the stupid question that seemed to all women would ask. As soon as she said it, she regretted it, never thought that one day she would be like a nymphomaniac or a lover, so anxious about a man, and ask such a low-level question.
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But Lu Yan didn't laugh at her, nor did he make up a prevarication casually like most men. He thought about it very seriously and said, "We have only been together for a short time, and it would be a lie to say that I like some of your virtues." Because I don't think I know you well enough. If I say, I like you, but for no reason, it's definitely false. I've always felt that all emotions will have an attractive beginning, and they won't really be completely without reason. I thought about it carefully, my reason may be very cheesy, not so moving, not so romantic, do you still want to listen?"
Xu Jiannan looked up at Lu Yan's eyes slightly, and from those eyes as deep as the sea, she seemed to be able to see her excitement. Nodding heavily, Xu Jiannan said, "Yes." ”
Lu Yan politely stretched out his hand and gently grabbed Xu Jianan's arm, smiled faintly and said: "The first time I saw you at work, I felt very incredible, I can see that you are very hard-working, very professional, and very attractive to your serious work." And then...... I went back to the wrong house and lay down next to you, and you looked like you were fighting to the death, although a little silly...... But it's very real and cute. If I want to do something, you can't protect yourself at all, but you're still holding on to your composure, pretending to be strong. That kind of strength makes people have an inexplicable desire to protect. ”