Chapter 039: Addiction
Ying Hanchu paused, "You won't say dumb anymore?" or ...... Can you not always let me guess, I'm not a roundworm in your belly, what are you doing?
Ying Hanchu said and immediately shook off Zhuang Ya's arm in front of him.
At this time, Zhuang Ya immediately made a "ah" sound, holding her arm and eating pain.
Ying Hanchu was still not very happy, his face was dark, "so hypocritical"!
Saying that, Ying Hanchu looked at the side and ignored Zhuang Ya, Zhuang Ya was puffing out, and her mouth was like a blowing ball was about to burst.
But Ying Hanchu didn't see it.
They all have their own gas.
Zhuang Ya, who was puffing up, immediately "hummed" and turned her head to squat down, but the tears of disobedience flowed uncontrollably.
Ying Hanchu was a little annoyed, and he bled his eyes, "Crying, crying, crying,
In addition, Ying Hanchu seemed to be Zhuang Ya's problem, but now there is still one thing at a time, and Ying Hanchu doesn't want to pay attention to it.
And Zhuang Ya was also unwell and felt aggrieved.
I don't know how long it took, the rain was falling loudly, it didn't get bigger and bigger, I was tired, and there were a few people who were hiding from the rain, with some tissues, and they sat on the ground, waiting for the rain to stop, and there were discussions.
Zhuang Ya and Ying Hanchu have their own thoughts.
I don't know when, Ying Hanchu was still a little unhappy, but he didn't want to show weakness, he just squatted and touched Zhuang Ya with his elbow, "Why is it raining so much?"
Zhuang Ya didn't respond, she looked to the side with a pout, and her cheeks puffed out again in anger.
"Okay, okay, I didn't dislike what you did, what are you doing here?" It means that you are obviously a wrong person, I don't care about it, it's already merciful, and you don't hurry up and accept it.
Zhuang Ya ignored it.
For her, she naturally thinks differently, and when she heard the words, she said, "What do you mean, what did I do!"
Zhuang Ya was so angry that she stood up all of a sudden, she squatted again, and now she suddenly stood up, almost stumbled, fell, and didn't stand firmly.
Ying Hanchu immediately stood up and stroked it.
Zhuang Ya stood still, but pushed away Ying Hanchu's hand without appreciation.
"Don't you help! You haven't made it clear what you're talking about!?" Zhuang Ya was very angry.
"Okay, okay, it's all my fault, it's my fault, this topic is over, it's okay to turn it over!" Then Ying Hanchu nodded and bent over, looking very serious and apologetic, which made Zhuang Ya can't help but want to laugh, but she held back.
"What is counted, it was originally your fault, your fault!" Zhuang Ya said confidently, raising her chin and looking proud.
Ying Hanchu didn't know how, what he thought of, it was still emotional, and he said, "Alas, why bother, it's nothing, it's good, isn't it? I want to be with you for the rest of my life!"
Saying that, Ying Hanchu's hand immediately wrapped his arms around Zhuang Ya's arm.
"Who is good with you, good!?" Zhuang Ya still did not show weakness.
It's just that Ying Hanchu coaxed, "Okay, okay, don't make trouble, why are you like this!"
Then Ying Hanchu didn't care whether Zhuang Ya refused or not, he still hugged and hugged tightly.
Zhuang Ya refused a few times and didn't resist, and he held him, but he couldn't help but be happy in his heart.
Yes, for Zhuang Ya, at that age, she likes to listen to love words, and her judgment is not long-term, and her understanding of feelings is relatively shallow, as if she is still happy in the future.
A little bit of a little fight is the same as the fun, and the life point regulator, compared with the stone, naturally feels that it is not worth mentioning.
However!
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Correction:
Later, Zhuang Ya learned that many details seem insignificant, but in fact, they are full of details.
A person who truly loves is not working the surface, but more about doing things.
It's like rejecting the stone, still greeting himself, eating for fear that he won't be full, but he doesn't force it.
A lot of things, a careful analysis, can see what.
It's just that people in a relationship are often paralyzed by many trivial details, and even if they are obvious, they are self-anesthetized, telling themselves that the other party loves them, and love is actually some kind of poison and addiction.
And many people in love, including Zhuang Ya, are also addicted, men have, often more rational, all more just to push down the girl.
It's a lot of reality, as well as cruelty.
What you want is love, and more than that, you want the body, the other party's body, and a momentary kuai* sense, and sexual * fun.
Differences in cognition can lead to a lot of misunderstandings and contradictions (this will be discussed in order later!)
But it doesn't mean that the stone or who is necessarily suitable, looking at the three views, etc., a lot, the problem is considered, not generalized.
And just emphasizing, liking, and talking about love, may not be really liked, and love, you have to feel with your heart, think with your brain, not by nature, it may harm your own life.
As far as Ying Hanchu is concerned, Zhuang Ya's today's problem has not been explained clearly, not just said it.
Zhuang Ya felt that it was nothing, and he himself said that it was nothing, but in fact, it may not be really nothing.
I still have suspicions in my heart, this is good, how can there be other things to eat in the vomit, what does it mean, it goes without saying.
Why did she appear here, and she got lost, who she met, what she ate, what else happened, and what she said before meeting herself here, this is a question that anyone else will think about.
Many things that are not clearly explained at the time often lead to psychological foreshadowing in the future, as well as the seeds of suspicion.
Ying Hanchu naturally didn't say anything at this time, he had his plan, it was promoted by today's events, and the plan brewing in his heart was ......
Ying Hanchu looked at Zhuang Ya who wanted to refuse in his arms, smiled contemptuously, thinking about something.
No, it won't.
Ying Hanchu said slowly, "If one day, you like *on* others, I won't blame you, only blame me for not being able to keep you, I don't have the ability!"
"What's the matter? Why do you say this, suddenly say this?" Zhuang Ya naturally thought, could there be other reasons, including what happened just now?
Ying Hanchu said, "It's nothing, don't think about it, I really like you, I like to do anything for you, but!"
Zhuang Ya looked up at Ying Hanchu.
Ying Hanchu said slowly, "I see a lot of precedents of separation after graduation, I don't know ......"
The implication is obvious!
Meaning, will we be like them, if we all go our separate ways or break up after graduation, and we are busy with things and don't want to be emotional, etc., and the relationship slowly fades, etc.
Zhuang Ya hurriedly covered Ying Hanchu's mouth, "Don't say it, don't say it, no, no!"
Ying Hanchu immediately took Zhuang Ya's hand, Zhuang Ya was embarrassed to withdraw her hand, and then Ying Hanchu held Zhuang Ya's hand and hugged it tighter.
"We'll be fine, okay, aren't we?" Zhuang Ya raised her eyebrows and looked at Ying Hanchu, her eyes were full of expectations, and feelings, and there were also a little tears that had just been shed.
"Well, yes, I just want to tell you ......"
"Don't say it, I don't want to hear it, I don't want to hear it!" Zhuang Ya broke free.
Ying Hanchu said, "No, I said something else!"
At this time, Zhuang Ya quieted down and was in Ying Hanchu's arms.
Ying Hanchu said slowly, "No matter what happens, I just want to say, I like you, I like you so much, I like you so much, if there is no you, I don't know how to live my life, I can't imagine life without you, if one day, you really leave, I won't blame you, really, I will bless you, as long as you are happy, even if that person, it doesn't matter if it's not me who gives you happiness!"
Saying this, let Zhuang Ya just promise that she will not leave, and her snacks are the same.
The two hugged very tightly and tightly......
……
Of course, such love words are enough for Zhuang Ya to feel sweet when she thinks about it for a few days.
Feel the beauty of life and love.
In their opinion, it will be the same in the future, and it will still be so beautiful, and they will never give up.
In fact, it's really like there is a saying that "promises are often made because they can't be done" or just want to give each other a belief, but it doesn't mean anything.
But at that time, Zhuang Ya was satisfied, very satisfied, and decided.
Since he hadn't started to say that Ying Hanchu would give up, since he had already said this, he naturally didn't say anything else.
didn't say that there were still people waiting for her, the matter of stones, etc., she felt, how could it hurt someone who loved herself like this.
Since the stone has been expressed to be whatever it is, then let it be as it is!
Zhuang Ya was an eventful day, but Shi was a little sullen when he went back to the dormitory, his friend asked, he didn't want to pay attention, and then I went to sleep quickly, but I didn't feel sleepy, and my mind was full of thoughts.
"Because I love you, I love you, I don't want you to cry, promise me not to cry in the future, don't cry, okay? I will love you, love you like this, I love you!" This Ying Hanchu's love words made Zhuang Ya remember over and over again, and didn't want to let go.
It's too sweet, it feels too sweet, it's so sweet, what about the stone, the comparison is nothing, nothing compares.
Zhuang Ya thought about it, and also felt that she was looking for an opportunity to apologize to the stone, no matter what, their business, and the expectations of the two families.
She naturally hopes that if the stone refuses, or some other fate or something, etc., how she refuses, and loves others, she can come out in this matter decently, and she can generously accept Ying Hanchu's love.
As well as planning, thinking about and responding to the future of the early cold.
However, she didn't know what to say.
On this day, as usual, she took the call from her parents to ask about her studies and life.
After Zhuang Ya finished speaking, she said, "Mom, I have something to tell you!"
"What?" asked Mom on the other end of the phone.
"It's nothing, Dad is too, right?" Zhuang Ya asked.
"Yes, you need him, I'll call him ......"
"No, no!" Before Zhuang Mu could shout a few words, Zhuang Ya hurriedly said.
Then he said, "If I have something to say, I'll talk to you quietly, will it be?"
"Naturally, no problem, you say, what's the matter, it's mysterious!" Zhuang's mother said, pointing to the phone, and then covered the end of the microphone that was playing, and said to Zhuang's father, "I'll talk about the child's private affairs!"
"Really, the girl is not staying!" Father Zhuang said and naturally understood how to leave, and threw a sentence, "I want her to study hard, don't miss her studies, emotional matters, let's talk about it when I get older......"
Then the voice faded away, and it was not clear to hear.
And soon, Zhuang Ya also hesitated, and said some thoughts, "Mom, can we unravel the marriage with the stone?"
"Why, she doesn't follow you well, but she still likes to ** others!" Zhuang Mu asked.
"No, no......," Zhuang Ya thought about it, and said, "Didn't he say anything to tell you recently?"
"No, what's wrong, should he tell me anything? What's wrong with you, you're in a temper, or, alas, if you want me to say, the stone baby is good, and his family also has a head and a face, anyway, no matter how you toss, you will live without worrying about food and clothing in the future, and your parents have no other hope, so I hope you live better than us, and you don't need to go to the field for half an old!"
Then Zhuang's mother continued, "You don't know, your parents don't expect you to be more productive in the future, it's too tiring, it's not good, at our age, you know that money is a foreign thing, you don't bring it in life, you don't take it in death, you just need to be good, safe and sound, and in the future, it is a wish to be able to watch you get married as soon as possible!"
Zhuang Ya didn't know what to say at this time, but muttered silently, "Mom, is it just a stone, can't it be someone else?"
"Are you (the two) in a conflict, the stone man is so good, you can't find it with a lantern, something else, nearby, even if it's farther away, personality or something, there are better, but the family environment is not good, and some, others can't look at our family!
Then, Zhuang Mu said again, "Did he bully you? Why are you weird today?!"
"No, I just think that the stone is not as good as you think!" Zhuang Ya wanted to say that there are actually better ones than stones, like Ying Hanchu, but he can't say it.
When Zhuang's mother heard this, she felt that there was still something bad about the stone, after all, in Zhuang's mother's impression and understanding, she naturally wouldn't think that the child would quietly like someone else.
Zhuang's mother wanted to say, "Alas, no one is perfect, the stone is good!" We all plan, you graduate, if you graduate (good in the exam) will naturally be better, more face, see how to continue to study, if not ideal, quit and go home to help, or find a job, subsidize the family, marry someone and become a person, implement it early, how to rest assured as soon as possible!
Don't say that his family has talked a few words before, his family environment will definitely not let you suffer! Do you want to marry not long ago, feed pigs and cattle, or go to the field? Then your body is bone! In a few years, at my age, it is estimated that it is not as good as me, I am used to this old bone!
Moreover, I got married, my family is poor, no better than you are now, you can do everything, and you don't stop, if you don't work much, this hand and foot soaked in the field for ten days and a half months, no, even for a few days, the sun can't bear it, and the man recovers when the body collapses!
I've thought about it, if you get married, you will do housework, work or something, how can you be better than me, better than here, even if you are a family member, you will win glory. Then, by the way, he also has a shop, he doesn't like it, he sells it, and he can do a *other* shop!
The more Zhuang Mu spoke, the more energetic she became, and the more she thought about it, listening to Zhuang Ya, she didn't know when to answer and what to say!