Speaking, Zhuang's mother muttered, "It's a specific problem, I haven't seen it yet, I have to look at it another day, the area, and the location of the house, I need to know more, understand and understand, the road is good, the in-laws have a good temperament, and the relationship is good, you will be okay in the past! Well, you have to be empty-handed, but you can't be too active, so as not to rely on her family for our daughter, and it will eat us, it's not good!"

Then Zhuang's mother said earnestly, "The child remembers to be appropriately reserved, girl, must ......"

I don't know why, Zhuang Ya, who didn't care about listening, suddenly, her nose was sore, and she was a little choked up, and she didn't want to listen to "Mom, don't say it, don't say it! It's late, it's late......"

"What, what's wrong?" Mother Zhuang also heard that something was wrong.

"Mom, don't ask, maybe, maybe we don't have fate, I, I like someone else!" Then Zhuang Ya hung up the phone after speaking, and didn't give Zhuang Mu time to react.

The call quickly came back to mind.

Zhuang Ya didn't answer.

The family was poor, and in that era, few people had mobile phones, and Zhuang Ya was no exception.

It's more of the kind of porridge that cooks on the phone.

Occasionally queuing up to make a phone call is something Zhuang Ya used to look forward to, but now she is afraid of.

The classmate reminded her that the phone was ringing, and it was her mother looking for her, but Zhuang Ya ignored it and ran out crying.

No one knows what's going on.

For a long time, it may be long for the parties and Zhuang Ya's parents, but others feel okay.

Zhuang Ya, who was in love in the past, felt that time was very fast, and it was very short to get along, but during this time, she didn't want to see anyone, whether it was a stone or a cold beginning.

Her heart was very irritable and she didn't know how to solve some things.

And everything is also unconscious, out of their control.

Zhuang Ya was very confused.

Listening to Zhuang's mother's plans and words, she wanted to say that it was really not in her plan, everything was not in the plan, but she was a little powerless.

Zhuang Ya didn't know, and she didn't want to think about it, did Zhuang Mu hear what she said later, and what would she think?

But no matter how you think about it, it's already true?

"You shouldn't say you like other people, how can you say that?"

"Say a stone (like someone else) or something?"

"But ......"

......

Zhuang Ya regretted herself, but she knew that the stone side didn't say anything, everything seemed to have happened, but in fact it wasn't, she had to do something, otherwise in this way, her situation would be more passive.

Is it possible to wait for the family to make arrangements, discuss everything with the other side, talk about marriage, and then say that you don't want to?

Will you be more passive then?

Thinking about it, Zhuang Ya decided to do one thing first.

She dialed Ying Hanchu's landline phone, that is, the dormitory number, and said that she was looking for Ying Hanchu.

That's how they usually communicate.

She told Ying Hanchu that she had something to tell him after class today.

"It's endless, it's been a few times, and it's always like stealing, like an underground worker, sneaky!" Ying Hanchu was very impatient.

Originally, when I had dinner that day, Zhuang Ya's lost way, and the unknown object of vomit, Ying Hanchu had pimples in his heart, but it was not easy to show it, but the psychology was defined, Zhuang Ya was not as simple as before, or as imagined.

Every time I think of the joke that others joke, "Do you think you step on a few boats, maybe others will not be able to step on you?"

"yes, yes......" (heckling sound)

"You're really useless, you're handsome, but it's hard to even get an ordinary-looking girl, and even, it's hard to get rid of!" the colleague gestured sarcastically.

"You, step back, man!

"Alas, what are you talking about, sleeping*no, sleeping*, hurry up, don't talk about it, it's obviously not someone else's opponent!"

......

Those laughing voices, obviously just chatting casually, sent a prison *sao*, and as a result, he felt like he was going to become a laughing stock, and Ying Hanchu was frustrated every time he chatted with Zhuang Ya now.

The kind of tsundere in the past is gone, which is equivalent to a bowl of rice, just started, thinking that there was a bowl of smelling food in front of me, but when I got closer, after eating, I realized that it had already changed hands, and it was all left by others.

Ying Hanchu's attitude, and the recent impatience, Zhuang Ya didn't know what was going on, feeling his impatience, she was a little angry, "What's wrong with you, you've been so strange lately, seeing me is like seeing a cat!"

"How can there be?" Ying Hanchu refused to admit it.

"Why not, that time, I looked at you and said hello from afar, what about you, you obviously saw me, turned around and ran!"

"Obviously let's go, okay?(besides) I didn't see you either, what do you think?" Ying Hanchu replied impatiently, "It's okay to hang up, it's always this bit of, you always want me to explain! Don't ask me, this and that, and seeing girls, is it difficult, I can't talk to people, with you, my normal social interaction is gone, and I'm going to take it?

"Freedom, human rights, how do I feel that you are impatient to talk to me now, what's wrong with you, and you have forgotten what you did to me that day, how can you forget what you said was good to me and loved me!? You say, how many oaths have you made!"

"Alas, why are you so serious, just listen to it, is it difficult, you think I like other girls, I will immediately die to prove it, or, if you don't worry, I will immediately take you around every day, what era, I am a student, a student, can I skip class, can I skip class every day to accompany you?"

"Enough, enough, aren't you, the more you talk about it, the more you go too far! What the hell are you doing now, you were gentle a few days ago, why did you suddenly say that it changed!?" Zhuang Ya was annoyed.

"I have changed, who has changed? How many (male) people do you have, do you know it yourself? Tell you, it's not funny!"

"Hey, hey, hey!" Ying Hanchu had already hung up the phone, and Zhuang Ya's feed was left outside the phone.

Zhuang Ya was very angry.

Ying Hanchu on the other end of the phone was also angry.

But I didn't know how to play the game, Ying Hanchu was very involved and forgot everything.

And Zhuang Ya was so angry that she couldn't sleep, she hadn't slept well in the past few days, and at this time, she didn't know what was wrong with her?

Which link is the problem?

Am I not gentle enough?

Am I not considerate enough?

Or am I too clingy to him, he's annoyed and feels like there's no room?

......

But all of them, Ying Hanchu said that he was all good before, everything was good, why was it all like this all of a sudden.

She suspected that it was the girl from before, and she didn't know which one was honest!

I heard someone say that I saw him and a girl talking about it, eating and talking.

But Zhuang Ya was not at ease, in addition to choosing to believe Ying Hanchu, she also asked Ying Hanchu, and he even took *du* life, indicating that all the rumors were false, framed, framed!

But has anyone framed him in such a way?

Still is......

Zhuang Ya felt like her brain was about to explode.

I don't know why, all of a sudden, it's like this.

Okay, it seems to have changed without warning.

Zhuang Ya recalled everything, and naturally thought that he had to explain by himself that day, and he didn't tell the truth?

And then what did he find, or was someone else told?

After all, there is no such thing as an impermeable wall.

But it's nothing.

And he was also afraid that Ying Hanchu would not be at ease, so he was worried that he was actually just hungry and had nothing else, and Ying Hanchu also said that he was wrong, and he also believed in his love......

However, Zhuang Ya thought about it, as if some changes were changed that day.

After hesitating, Zhuang Ya decided to call Ying Hanchu again, telling him not to worry, and to show that he loved him and couldn't live without him.

Zhuang Ya persuaded herself to be calm, and there is still time at noon, after class in the afternoon, she will say well, make an appointment to come out first, and she has to plan with him what to do in the future!

Zhuang Ya made up her mind, so she persuaded herself to be quiet, calm and speak well.

But when it's time to get to the queue, one or two will be their turn to answer the phone, and they can make a call.

Zhuang Ya hesitated.

"Mom always says to be reserved, * reserved, there is nothing in the first place, I don't contact him first, wait for him to come over, why take the initiative to contact him, contact him first?

"Yes, it doesn't make sense, it doesn't make sense, you need to take a lot of trouble to explain, and then call, just now he hung up the phone first, he didn't come to explain, and apologize for his attitude, why did he bow down first!"

"Zhuang Ya, what's it!" the classmate next to him stabbed *poked* his elbow and reminded himself, "What do you think?"

"yes, hurry, all waiting!"

"If we don't fight, we will fight!"

"Grind * grind * rub * rub, I don't know what to do!"

......

Zhuang Ya stood next to the phone under the urging, but hesitated when her hand touched the phone, let go of her hand, and left.

Leave under their taunts and suspicions.

"What, don't call, what's in line?"

"My brain is broken. ”

"Alas, forget it, I don't know what *stabbed* I've been stimulated lately, it's weird!"

"How strange, how strange!"

"Once I heard that her own food plate was taken away, and she was still poking her chopsticks there, and it took a while to find out!"

"It's true!"

"Yes, I've seen it all!"

"It's weird, anyway, there are a lot of things, what to brush your teeth, drink the water to brush your teeth, halfway through the bath, and suddenly run away, what are you doing is either crying or talking to yourself......"

......

The discussion was endless, and Zhuang Ya left as if she hadn't heard it, thinking about her own business.

It's been the usual routine these days.

It's just that Ying Hanchu didn't look for her, and she didn't look for Ying Hanchu, as if they were holding their breath from each other, betting that whoever spoke first would admit defeat.

It's just that Zhuang Ya endured it, but looked forward to being contacted.

But Ying Hanchu seems to have a new goal, rumors continue, or others deliberately say things like that against her, she doesn't know, but her ears are always angry to know, and she is afraid of knowing the entanglement.

Zhuang Ya counted the superposition of the cold war that had been going on for several days.

But Zhuang's mother always called, and Zhuang's mother was worried.

That time I was in a hurry, and I liked that others hung up the phone.

Zhuang's mother hates and worries, and she doesn't know what's going on?

One day, Zhuang's mother called again.

The classmate who relayed it said, "Your mother asked me to tell you, if you don't answer the phone again, I'll come over in the next few days to see what you're doing, ......?"

Before she finished speaking, Zhuang Ya came over, because she knew that if she did that, everything would be even more out of control.

And there are many rumors and words, and Zhuang's mother estimates that it is more difficult to accept her own words.

And then the situation may be more passive.

Her happiness, she must be in her own hands.

So Zhuang Ya said very clearly, "Wait a minute, I'm coming!"

Then when he took the phone, the classmate patted the phone that hadn't hung up yet, and whispered in Zhuang Ya's ear, "You, say it well, after all, it's your mother's!"

Naturally, there are people who support themselves, as well as sympathy, or fight for themselves, and the classmates are not all those who only slander *foul* behind their backs!

"Well, I know, thank you!" Zhuang Ya nodded.

Taking the phone from her classmate's hand, Zhuang Ya adjusted her mood, put the microphone in her ear and said, "What's the matter?

"You, what's there!"

"I ...... Study, I'm going to graduate!" Zhuang Ya said lightly, her words did not fluctuate, and she was so depressed recently that she was even a little used to this tone.

It's quiet, no one is looking, and no one is looking?

Sometimes I don't know what it's for, is it interesting?

It is rare to answer the phone, and Zhuang's mother also seems quieter, probably afraid that Zhuang Ya will hang up the phone again, or not answer.

"You...... What happened last time, it made me and your dad worried, I wanted to come and see you, and I was afraid that you would think too much, you...... You, nothing, right?"

"Fortunately, what can there be, and you can't die!" Zhuang Ya said with a little gray color.

Perhaps for them, such a sudden coldness is like a carefully cared for flower, suddenly regardless of life and death, with the feeling of self-destruction.

Zhuang Ya was a little heartbroken.

It's like the kind that feels like they're going to fall out of love, and suddenly they love or not, and the person they are in love knows best.

And because it was the clearest, the sudden cooling down, she couldn't accept it, she didn't know what was going on, and suddenly it was like this!

The relationship with each other is so cold, so cold that it seems like they are going to freeze themselves at any time.

If you prepare, you often don't know how to speak, Wu'er doesn't have a chance to say, and the meeting is the smell of gunpowder.

She was still thinking, always thinking, what the hell, what the hell is going on?

Is it still there, or is it no longer loved?

She didn't know either.

I don't know what Zhuang's mother said, she doesn't feel that she is distracted again, thinking about Ying Hanchu's words a few days ago, and that kind of heartbroken self, how can she say that if you don't love, you won't love.

Thinking about it, suddenly, I started crying.

Suddenly, I realized that I was here and answered the phone, "Oh! I'll hang up after that!?"

In fact, I didn't say a word in my heart, and I don't know what Zhuang's mother said?

"What's wrong with you? I didn't speak for a long time, and suddenly I just said this, how did you ......?"

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