I can get pampered and stable from Xi Zhan, but I can't feel the thing called love, and it wasn't until then that I realized that I used to be particularly forbearant in terms of feelings began to become urgent, and I was eager to respond to the man I loved in my heart.

I can no longer be as willing to follow as I once was, but this hasn't changed anything, what is the difference between Xi Zhan who I follow now and Gu Tingchen that I followed at the beginning?!

I once married Gu Tingchen, but I didn't have that love when I got him.

Now I have Xi Zhan, and he is cold to me.

At this moment, Xi Zhan's dark eyes looked at me coldly, and I suddenly began to be timid in my heart, in fact, I was wrong from the beginning, I shouldn't stubbornly beg Xi Zhan to be with me, I should wait until I am happy with him......

I opened my mouth, after all, I didn't want to take all my self-esteem to ask him about my heart, and my heart was suddenly very calm, there was no joy, no grievance, only self-inflicted.

I smiled hypocritically and changed the subject to him, "You're not at work today?"

Seeing that I asked him calmly, Xi Zhan's eyes flashed and said, "I'll go back to Xi's house later." ”

The Xi family in his mouth should refer to the big mansion between the two cities of Wutong.

I sighed softly, and Xi Zhan ordered, "Yun'er comes with me." ”

I didn't know how to get along with him now, and I desperately wanted to get out of this suffocating space, so I shook my head and refused, "I've got something to do with the company later." ”

Xi Zhan was silent and left the room for a while.

I got up and stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, and saw Assistant Yin waiting downstairs, and after a while, Xi Zhan, dressed in a suit and leather shoes, appeared downstairs, he walked to Assistant Yin with long legs and broad legs, and before getting into the car, he slightly deviated his eyes, and looked at my location indifferently.

I hooked my lips, with a bit of self-deprecation.

He withdrew his gaze, got into the car, and left the complex.

When his car vanished, I fell to the ground as if deflated, and I suddenly realized that I had enclosed myself again, and was sinking into it again and again as I had been three years before.

I stretched out my hand to cover my face and cried bitterly, I regretted it so much, if I could choose again, I would never provoke Xi Zhan, let alone take the initiative to say that I liked him!

The sadness in my heart was too deep, and I sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling window with my legs crossed for a long time, until the assistant called me, "Mr. Shi, I found the housekeeper back then." ”

"Where is he?" I asked.

"Mr. Shi, he is waiting for you at the entrance of the city. ”

It had been raining heavily in Tongcheng, so I hesitated for a moment and got up and drove to Chengkou with my car keys.

In the distance, I saw an old man standing at the intersection with a dark umbrella, and when I stopped the car, a truck drove in the distance and knocked him into the sky.

My face turned pale for a moment, and I quickly got out of the car and ran to him, his face was full of wrinkles, it was a familiar face from my youth, and Xiao Wu and I used to surround him in those years.

The old butler was dying, he reached out and held my palm tightly, and said intermittently: "Miss, I haven't seen you for many years... I have a... The secret has always wanted to be told to you. ”

I clenched his palm and soothed, "You hold on, it'll be fine!"

The enthusiastic people who passed by around helped call 120, and the old housekeeper said with blood on his face: "Miss, in fact, the master and the wife... No... In fact, Miss, you have never been from the Shi family, and your birth is far greater than your current ... Miss, listen to me, you go find ......"

I've never been from the Shi family, what do you mean by that?!.

The butler's words made me stunned, I grabbed his palm tightly and asked him who he was looking for, he said a few words without saying a word, and finally fainted in my arms.

An ambulance arrived shortly after, and I drove with me to the hospital.

The housekeeper has been rescuing, and after a while, the assistant and the housekeeper's hometown came, and the assistant saw that I was soaked and quickly put on a coat for me, I trembled and grabbed the assistant's arm and asked, "What happened to the driver who drove the truck?"

"Just questioned by the police, the driver was driving under the influence of alcohol and is currently in custody. ”

I asked him, "Jiang Chen, do you believe it's a coincidence?"

The assistant asked suspiciously, "What does Mr. Shi mean?"

"It won't be such a coincidence. I said.

There are not so many coincidences in this world.

Everything is within the conspiracy.

Two hours later, the housekeeper was pushed out of the operating room, although he was saved but remained in a coma, and the doctor told the family to be mentally prepared, saying that the probability of becoming a vegetative person was very high.

I felt like I was breathless on a towering mountain, and I followed my assistant away, and saw a luxury car parked next to my car at the entrance of the hospital.

I know the car, and even say it's unusually familiar.

In my three-year marriage to Gu Tingchen, he often drove this Mayba He, and I have always remembered the license plate number.

I closed my eyes and said to my assistant, "You can go back first." ”

The assistant nodded and handed me the umbrella in his hand, and after he left, I walked with difficulty towards the Mayba He, and on the way I walked, the window slowly rolled down, revealing the handsome face of the man, and I stood there sharply, not wanting to take a step closer.

Gu Tingchen tilted his head slightly and asked me indifferently, "Do you miss me?"

I held an umbrella and looked at him through the rainstorm without saying a word.

He smiled sarcastically and asked, "Sheng'er, are you happy with Xi Zhan?"

I shook my head and said frankly, "Not happy." ”

He raised an eyebrow and asked, "Oh?"

"I'm sad because he doesn't love me. ”

Gu Tingchen asked clearly, "Who do you think he will love?"

Yes, Xi Zhan doesn't love anyone in his heart.

Gu Tingchen in front of him should be a normal personality.

Looking at his familiar face, I remembered the three years we had, and I was the first to be relieved in our love, and it was I who chose Xi Zhan and gave up on him.

But what can I do?!

When I chose Xi Zhan, I didn't know that he was still alive, so I let go of my guard and started a new life.

Even if I still love Gu Tingchen now, that kind of love is remembrance, the past, and has nothing to do with current love.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Gu Tingchen's slightly gentle voice came through the rainstorm: "I have done so many wrong things in the past that make you feel painful, so I forgive you once, I promise you to be with Xi Zhan, I also wish you happiness, I hope you remember to come back to me when you can't hold on, I am willing to accept you unconditionally." ”

He was willing to accept me unconditionally, but I couldn't and didn't want to go back to him.

I said calmly with red eyes: "Gu Tingchen, this path is my own choice, whether I hold on or not, I will never have anything to do with you again." ”

By saying this, I am dispelling his hopes.

He is alive now, and I want him to be happy.

"Sheng'er, how can I hurt you if I find a cold and cruel man?"