Xu Jiannan let Fan Dong be immersed in grief, and after a while, she deliberately pretended to inadvertently touch a pen on the table, and the one rolled straight to the front of Fan Dong's wheelchair. Xu Jiannan said politely: "Mr. Fan, can you please help me pick up the pen?"

Fan Dong hadn't completely come out of his memories yet, and when he heard Xu Jianan's words, he wiped his eyes, adjusted his breathing, and then bent down to pick up the pen.

When he picked up the pen and wanted to hand it to Xu Jianan, he saw a relieved smile on Xu Jianan's face. At the same time, he himself was completely stunned. He looked at the pen in his hand in disbelief, then looked down at his body, and finally muttered, "I...... Can I bend over? I picked things up!" Fan Dong's expression was shocked, as if he couldn't believe it was real.

Xu Jianan smiled and explained: "Although your situation is special, and the source of trauma is also a big injury, it also has an advantage, that is, not everyone can have such an experience, it is not a trivial thing in life, its power is magnificent enough in the spiritual world to destroy you, but at the same time, this power can also break your attachment knot." You don't dare to recall the past, you don't dare to remember what happened that time, the pain of powerlessness is already very uncomfortable, but there is no way to make up for this regret. So, the moment your leg is broken, you choose to replace yourself with the deceased. In the past few years, you have put your body into the appearance of that child. Perhaps, the days and nights of frightening and torment also make you a little unbearable, so the consciousness instinctively turns on the protection of the blur, making you confused and forgetful. Forgetting is one of the most important characteristics of ecstasy. Including your paralysis, it comes from forgetting. The sentient part, forgetting that it is sentient, becomes numb. The body that can move, forgetting that it can move freely, is paralyzed. That last rescue failed, and forgetting it, the pain and guilt were gone. Forgetting is the division of consciousness. Some of the experiences remain in the conscious environment, while others go to the subconscious. But now, you've remembered it all, and the power of consciousness is like a reaction force, so your body can move, and your forgetfulness is gone. ”

Fan Dong listened carefully to Xu Jianan's explanation, lowered his head thoughtfully, and said: "Some things, when they happen, they happen, and when they don't exist, it's useless." Does the psychological trauma you talk about follow people throughout their lives?"

This question made Xu Jiannan hesitate. Because according to common sense, a huge traumatic blow, even if it does not torment a person's life, will follow a person's life. As long as it is not completely amnesia, it is difficult for people to forget the blow and shock that brought them a strong shock. So...... The answer should have been yes.

But Xu Jiannan was unwilling to make Fan Dong negative with such an answer when he had just recovered. So, Xu Jiannan pondered and said: "In this life, all our experiences will follow us for a lifetime." Whether those experiences were good, bad, proud, or unbearable. We must have enough strength from the bottom of our hearts to accept our own experiences, so that we will not waste ourselves who have experienced those hardships. Painful experiences follow you like a shadow. You can think of it as your nightmare, and then cowardly hide in your subconscious and refuse to come out. However, you can also choose to make it a key piece in your life. The choice is up to you. Of course, from the perspective of medical technology, you can also completely erase that experience through hypnosis. ”

After hearing this, Fan Dong's eyes lit up, but then he slowly shook his head and said, "Thank you, Doctor Xu." Thank you for explaining it to me so clearly, but...... I choose to refuse to forget. I want to remember those experiences, as horrible as they were...... But as you said, it's likewise my experience. And...... After a natural disaster, life continues as usual, and it won't be long before those who die are forgotten. I want to remember that place, remember that kid. ”

Xu Jiannan agreed, and said very supportively: "Just like your ability to act, because you remember, you exist." There are about three deaths in this life, the first time is the moment when the breathing and heartbeat stop, the body is scrapped, and the body dies physically. The second time is the moment of burial, no matter how the burial method is, it is the last evidence that a person has ever existed in this world. And the third time, when no one in this world can remember you, your name, your experience, your life, will be as if it never existed. At that time, this person was completely dead. You must know that there are countless people in this world who have already experienced the last death, and that child, although not saved by you, exists because of you, because you do not want to forget him. ”

After saying this, Fan Dong was full of emotion, he couldn't stop nodding, and finally said to Xu Jiannan gratefully: "Doctor Xu, thank you, thank you Lawyer Lu." ”

Xu Jiannan shook his head: "It's okay, thank you for heroes like you, who make the world warmer with many disasters." Do you still feel like you've forgotten?"

Fan Dong thought for a moment and said, "There shouldn't be." ”

"That'...... Do you want to stand up and try it?" asked Xu Jiannan tentatively.

But Fan Dong shook his head and said, "Not now...... I've fallen in front of others countless times, and this time I wanted to get up on my own. ”

"Good. If you still need to talk about anything, you can always come to me. Xu Jiannan is not reluctant.

After thanking Xu Jiannan again, Fan Dong turned his wheelchair and left the office. That back is much more powerful than when it came.

As for the effectiveness of the treatment, Xu Jiannan has no way to see it immediately. Because Fan Dong doesn't want to return to normal now, even if he is already normal. Probably, he needed a way to say goodbye alone. The "broken walls" that have pressed on him for three years, paralyzed him and unable to move, will also disappear completely as he says goodbye to the past.

Xu Jiannan stood up and poured himself a glass of water, raised his head and drank it all. In fact, she herself has some feelings, the human psyche seems to be able to have unlimited potential and be extremely powerful, but it seems to be fragile and fragile. But in the final analysis, the blow is external, and it is the self that strikes itself.

After dealing with Fan Dong's case, Xu Jiannan continued to devote herself to her work and life day after day. Life is unremarkable, and only when she is working, she will devote herself to that bizarre spiritual world.

One afternoon three days later, Xu Jiannan completed all his work and consultation arrangements early, and called Chen Fei, wanting to have dinner with her in the evening. After all, since she and Cheng Tao left last time, they haven't seen each other for several days. I don't know what happened to her, did she have any development with that Cheng Tao? The uncontrollable concern made Xu Jiannan a little worried.

Fortunately, Chen Fei sounded that everything was fine, and as soon as he heard that they would eat together in the evening, he excitedly immediately proposed a few restaurants. Xu Jiannan was also accustomed to the character of his best friend, and told her with a smile that he would get off work early, so that she wouldn't be too greedy and see her at night.

Just as Xu Jianan was counting down to get off work, the door of the office suddenly opened. glanced up, it turned out to be Lu Yan?

"You...... Why are you here?" In fact, what Xu Jianan wanted to ask in his heart was, "Don't you know how to knock on the door?" But somehow, he didn't say it.

Lu Yan seemed to go back to his office naturally, and replied as a matter of course: "I'm here, of course, to find you." ”

"What, what's wrong?" After the initial surprise, Xu Jiannan recovered his appearance without a good face.

Lu Yan didn't answer in a hurry, but stood by the window for a while, and then turned his back to Xu Jianan, and said to himself: "I heard that Fan Dong stood up." ”

Xu Jiannan suddenly refreshed herself, this news is of course good news for her. There is nothing more gratifying and proud of the recovery of one's own patients.

"Let's have dinner together in the evening, and tell me about him by the way. When Lu Yan said this, it didn't look like an invitation at all, but more like a notice.

Xu Jiannan also politely refused: "I have an appointment tonight, I don't have time." Moreover, you and Fan Dong are not close friends, and I cannot disclose his privacy during the treatment. I don't understand, why did you introduce him to me?"

Lu Yan turned around casually, and said in a rare tone without edge: "His condition is very special, and after many expert consultations, he has not been cured." Once you succeed, it means that your popularity in this circle will increase. Even if you fail, you have nothing to lose, just proof that you are nothing special. ”

Although Xu Jiannan didn't understand why Lu Yan wanted to help her, these words always made the word "thank you" choke in her throat and she couldn't say it.

"You...... Have you seen him?" I originally wanted to thank you, but in the end I changed the subject.

Lu Yan didn't seem to care, he replied simply: "No." It was learned through others. ”

Looking at Lu Yan's seemingly casual expression, Xu Jiannan actually understood that he just didn't want to be thanked. After Fan Dong recovered, he naturally wanted to thank the people who helped him. And Xu Jianan, he has thanked him several times. Only Lu Yan probably didn't give him a chance to thank him. But because of this, I learned that he has gradually recovered.