Zhuang Ya said, "I don't know, but do I think about it?" Like the person who loves or doesn't love, that sentence, the person I love doesn't love me, the person who loves me doesn't love, it has become a reality, and I understand the meaning of the lyrics!"

Xu Yu didn't know how to reply when he looked at it, he looked at it blankly, thinking.

Thinking about it, Xu Yu teasingly replied to the QQ message: "Why are you so sad, and it's the same as being amorous, it's not like the person I knew before... ”

Yes, Zhuang Ya, who I knew before, is still 14 years old, she is relatively simple, and she doesn't seem to see so much emotion, but now it seems to be changing more and more, and it hasn't been a long time, about a year!

Zhuang Ya: "I'm not the same person I used to be a long time ago, too many things have happened, too much!"

Xu Yu thought about it, at that time, she was still working and studying, and she hadn't fallen off the list later, so she happened to know Zhuang Ya at work and knew a little better.

Xu Yu may be ignorant of feelings, and there is also the containment of his family, so he is curious!

Xu Yu is more interested in this aspect, a bit like being optimistic about the experience of his predecessors, and then giving himself the effect of walking in the future, some of the effects of seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages, and also the psychological effect of being enthusiastic about wanting to help.

Xu Yu: "Then if you don't want to get married, just say it, besides, you are also very young, is it okay to enter the family so early?" I heard my family gossip before, I got married when I was fourteen or fifteen years old, but I always felt so far away!"

At that time, the family didn't talk about marriage later, but when they talked about sharing housework, they chatted about it, probably meaning, everyone else is so big to bear the family marriage and children, Xu Yu subsidizes the family's words is a normal thing, not to mention that at that time, Xu Yu worked and studied part-time, and it was difficult to protect himself, and he didn't give the family any money.

"Hehe, in my place, it's more common, we should be poorer than the hometown you said before!" Zhuang Ya looked around, the dirt house, the simple environment, and the general thinking about this family situation.

The prevalence of farming, farming, and raising poultry, and of course there are other phenomena related to poverty, and the prevalence of marriages in which good bumps and bumps do not leave.

There are also incidents of hiding and waiting to give birth to a male baby.

Naturally, there is the story behind this simple countryside!

And Zhuang Ya herself may also start to copy the life model, as well as family reasons, whether she has multiple tragedies, what her fate is Zhuang Ya doesn't know, just thinking, can't help the family, at least in this way, the family will be happy!

A few small talks about poor things.

Then Xu Yu said, "If you don't want to (knot), you can also say your own thoughts, at least fight for yourself, don't ask to express it, how can you know the result!"

Zhuang Ya thought for a moment, "But...... Alas, it's not that simple, let them be!"

After a few more small talks.

Zhuang Ya and Xu Yu were busy with their own work.

It's just that Zhuang Ya silently looked at the QQ information and those words, and she was also a little thoughtful, thinking about another possibility.

That's the beginning of the cold.

Her mind was thinking, if it was to marry him, if it was him, if everything was ......

She remembered the sweet words he had said, and the warm words, and the "I love you, I love you to do this to you!"

Those words of love still make her blush and her heart beat right now.

She didn't fantasize about anything.

"Maybe, maybe, it's not like there's nothing else......"

"It's just that he didn't say anything else, and the fat girl he saw didn't explain, or even didn't want to explain, and the look in his eyes was ......"

"I don't love myself so much, how can I ......"

Zhuang Ya was also wondering if she was going to send a message or call to say something!

But I don't know when I started, I took the initiative to do something, and I didn't like it when I talked about it with my face.

Because she doesn't know what's going on, it's like a lover who was okay yesterday, and she hates it in a blink of an eye.

She and Ying Hanchu are, I don't know why, they have become disgusted with themselves for a long time, and they don't love so much, and they don't look for themselves much!

Zhuang Ya still remembers the scene she saw at that time.

I remember my shrewd behavior even more.

But in the end, there was no explanation, and even Zhuang Ya went to find him!

It was like she was obsessed that day.

(One, that day, reminiscence:)

She didn't realize that day in front of her eyes again:

When she found Ying Hanchu and the fat woman, her brain buzzed as if it was stuck.

She stopped thinking and froze.

In the last second, she asked a few words from those people according to the video she saw, and then quickly found a place according to the geographical location in the video, after all, the school is so big, there is a garden in the background, and it is that place from that angle.

That is, the flower bed next to the middle school.

It's a beautiful place with good architecture.

She and Ying Hanchu sometimes made an appointment to meet at that place.

I thought that Ying Hanchu had come to say it, but I didn't think that at another step in the flower bed, a satirical picture was being staged.

Really, just so close, she herself spared a big, big circle, and searched, but finally saw a few people watching the video next to the school gate, and then knew the situation.

She even wondered if it was when he didn't meet her one day, and the space, except for the time when he was in class, if he was with the woman in front of him.

No one felt the irony in that.

The person he is looking for is in love with another person in another direction.

Because of the other people watching the play around, no one paid attention to the distance, and they could see that there was such a woman in this corner who was angry, crying, remorseful, etc., with complex emotions inside.

She even wondered if she was not considerate and gentle enough, or if she was not good enough, why did she, the man who said he loved her, fall in love with another person in the blink of an eye.

Behind the complex emotions, she suddenly thought of something, this familiar scene.

The fat woman in front of her was snuggled in the man's arms, and the man's eyes were not looking at the woman, sometimes looking at his friends, and the angle was obviously snickering.

No one knew that the fat woman was still immersed in it, rubbed with oil, and even sweet and embarrassed.

She was half-pushing, half-pushing, and half-that's it, while his friend not far away was adjusting the angle and shooting a video there, snickering.

Did you ever be photographed like this, and then inadvertently ridiculed by some people, talking about your figure, waves, etc.

She remembered the way the people had looked at the video a few minutes ago, and it was obviously not the first time it had been filmed for people to make fun of.

Even more terrifying ...... come to mind Will there be such eyes watching and commenting behind your back when you are intimate with others?

It's a scary feeling, and the horror is that what you think of as sweet words, and intimacy, is just a fish "hooked" or a successful strategy to discuss in the eyes of others.

Of course, Zhuang Ya just felt disgusted at the time, and was a little inexplicably worried about whether she was also filmed like this.

Zhuang Ya clenched her fists, strode forward, and waved her fist to give the fat woman a blow.

Coherent.

Coherent, decisive, without the slightest drag.

It's just that she didn't have time to ask anything, and then Ying Hanchu immediately pushed her out.

The people present didn't know what was going on, "*bad*, who is this woman!"

"What the hell!"

"Who's this!"

"Looks like that, Zhuang ...... Ya, to Zhuang Ya!"

"What are you doing here?"

"Smash the field!"

"If you don't come soon, you won't come late!"

......

The scene was too chaotic at that time, and I remember that the fat woman asked Zhuang Ya, "What are you doing?"

"What are you doing, rob my man!" Zhuang Ya replied fiercely, and then pulled the fat woman with her hand, and Ying Hanchu pulled and persuaded her.

"Who, is there any mistake in your man, you have made the wrong person, have you been sick!" The fat woman was not gentle at all at the moment, the tenderness just now was like water, and the intimacy of what words she said changed her attitude in a blink of an eye.

"Hmph, you pretend, keep pretending!" Zhuang Ya said, "It's not very good, go on, go on, what did you just do!"

And then, maybe the scene was out of control, the distant friend immediately came over, stuffed the video in his pocket, and came to ask about the situation.

"Who are you?" the fat woman asked in confusion at the group that had suddenly arrived.

"Hmph, look at how cheap you are, did you say that you haven't seen a man, where is your hand!" Zhuang Ya said.

Immediately, the fat woman thought that the group of people were Zhuang Ya's group and came to look for trouble.

After a pause, she was a little cowardly, "It's not much, fair competition, what are you doing!" and then the fat woman continued, "It's useless to have a lot of people in a relationship, it depends on your ability!

Saying that the fat woman shook her turbulent xiong, Zhuang Ya became angry, "What are you, you will do this three * indiscriminate efforts, and give your face shameless, I will fulfill you!"

Saying that, Zhuang Ya immediately went to pull the fat woman's flesh, and grabbed it, and naturally pulled a red* mark.

"You move and take a look!" the fat woman shrugged Zhuang Ya.

Zhuang Ya was thinner, and almost stumbled when she retreated, and one or two of the group stroked her son.

Zhuang Ya continued to stand up and pull the fat woman, "Look what else you have to seduc!"

"You can't control the man coming over to take care of me!" The fat woman rolled up her sleeves, and the two of them fought, not looking at the situation next to her or what the group of people said.

They didn't care about persuasion, they fought on their own, pulling their hair, beating their arms, twisting their thighs, grabbing and getting that.

The group of people who were stunned were yelled at by Ying Hanchu, "What are you looking at? help!"

But I don't know how to help over there, a few people pulled this side and that side at once, but fortunately, I pulled them away after a few pulls.

But Zhuang Ya didn't stop twice, and ran over to hit the fat woman again, after all, she was too angry in her heart, because she didn't expect it, she didn't block it this time, Zhuang Ya got her hand and hit the fat woman's head twice on the ground next to her, and then she bled a little, and then *fought* to fight together.

That group of people immediately came and pulled again.

Ying Han was on fire at the beginning, "You can't stop it, what are you doing here, it's not a shame!"

While speaking, Ying Hanchu slapped Zhuang Ya.

"You hit me!" The woman took the opportunity to hit Zhuang Ya, and then the person who persuaded her held her hands and feet, and pulled away from the retreat meeting, which was considered a temporary solution to the situation.

But Zhuang Ya was stunned, "You beat me, how can you beat me, she is a fox!"

"Who are you shouting, you, keep your mouth clean!" The fat woman still tried to kick Zhuang Ya with her hands and feet, and her hanging feet made a few kicking movements.

"What about you, before you finished speaking, you took a seat, and you also know that you are a fox...... Raccoon dog...... Essence...... Zhuang Ya exaggerated, pausing on the word "fox spirit", the word by word *insult* insult, proper.

"Enough is enough!", Ying Hanchu shouted, "You can't stop!"

"Who is she who doesn't stop, who is she? You haven't said yet! Also, why are you beating me, I'm teaching ...... lesson."

Zhuang Ya covered her face and didn't finish speaking, looking at the clamor of the fat woman in the distance from time to time, as well as swear words.

The fat woman was pulled away by the group, afraid that she wouldn't pay attention to the fight together.

"You go back, I'll settle the rest!" Ying Hanchu said, and then waved his hand to let Zhuang Ya leave.

"Solution?" Zhuang Ya looked at the fat woman, "How to solve it?" Also, how are you with him, and ......"

"Go back, go back...... Didn't you say that you were the most sensible and obedient?" Ying Hanchu pushed Zhuang Ya away.

"No, I ......" Zhuang Ya broke free of Ying Hanchu's hand *pushed* her body.

"Alas, believe me, you go, you go, go!" Ying Hanchu immediately yelled at Zhuang Ya, "Go, don't you understand?"

Zhuang Ya's tears flowed from Barcelona

"Hmph......," she cried, and ran.

No one knew that she was going back to the dormitory that day, but looking at the people around her, the eyes of a few people, and then wandering outside, I don't know how she spent that night tiredly, walking, and thinking.

How did you get through the rest of the day?

She asked herself over and over again:

"Who is she? Who is she? Why are you touching her? Why? Didn't you say that it was enough to have me, was it enough?"

"Why do you want to do this to me, I have thought of all the possibilities, all of them, but I have forgotten only one possibility, that is, how can you suddenly not love me, not love me?"

"What the hell did I do wrong, what's wrong with us, how good were we before?"

"How long has she been with you, do you have anything else to do with her, do you have that (what) her?"

She ...... What's so good, why, why did you choose her, stay with her, is it me and her, will you choose her? Is it that I'm not that big, or what? How can I not compare to her?"

"Do you love her? What about me? Where do I put in your heart?"

"What the hell is wrong, where, why are we like this, didn't you say that you will love me, love me forever? Is it so short forever? Is it always like this? Where are you talking about forever? Where is it? Is there anyone to tell me, and no one?"

"I really love you so much, why is it like this, why, why?"

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