Sometimes I stand in the garden, I look at the white clouds in the sky, I look at the birds in the sky, chirping, as if I were sitting in the flowers until I was old.

Sometimes I feel that life is just a white horse passing by, in a hurry.

The morning sun rises in a hurry, and suddenly sets again.

The traces of time are like this, like a flash in a hurry.

Although I was suffering from an injury, I didn't have much to do, I should take a leave of absence, and I was just facing this summer vacation at school, and there wasn't much to do.

I was so bored at home that I suddenly remembered that I wanted to show off my cooking.

I said to the two of them.

"It seems that you are really blessed, my specialty will make a grand debut for you today, and I will design today's lunch, what kind of taste do you want to eat? ”

I'm just bragging, and of course Luo Jin is just smiling at me for such bragging.

Brother Xiaodao and several other colleagues looked at each other, but for them to adapt to one of my whimsical ideas, they agreed.

I made a menu and asked them to go to the supermarket to shop, and the things were basically washed and organized.

In fact, to put it bluntly, these words are the legendary still dishes and side dishes.

But even these things are also giving us an effect.

This thing really made me serious in this kitchen for a night, and with the addition of a noon hour, I think this is the most serious and awesome thing I have ever done, of course I have never done it.

I noticed that Brother Knife kept probing in the doorway, and I guess he really thought I might have burned this kitchen with a fire.

In fact, even if I didn't cook a meal seriously, I remember my mother taught me a few hands, who would be able to make five dishes and one soup with such a feeling.

Of course, the taste is not particularly delicious, in fact, I touched my nose, I watched everyone eat, silent and a little reluctant, of course I know, because I asked this answer and it was about to come out.

But all the people still gave me some face, and they ate the most after eating these things, leaving a table of dishes.

Luo Jin also did as usual, his appetite was not very good, and after a few bites of rice, he put it down and planted his eyebrows, he didn't care about my face, and directly pointed out an answer.

"Are you sure you're cooking these meals? Why do I feel so bad eating these meals, you didn't put in your oil and salt, right?"

It's rare that I don't want to have a sharp confrontation with him, and if it falls in normal times, I will definitely not hesitate to play my incorruptible tongue.

But at this moment of crisis, I don't want to affect each other's emotions because of these things, and then we look at him happily and laugh.

Well, I'm going to clean up the things on this desktop, and then go to the kitchen so little knife brother finally came in to help at this time, maybe he really can't get used to my hairy appearance, maybe he may be more worried that I accidentally crackled all the dishes and chopsticks in the house.

Help me tidy up the kitchen, but not sincerely.

"In fact, these dishes tonight are very good, the food is full of fragrance, if you can add a little more oil, put more salt, it may be better, others may be really cooked, the effect may be good, if the potatoes and vegetables are not fried together, there may be more of the same effect." ”

"I'll tell you what, my mother has already said that if a girl can't cook and can't go to heaven, it's still a little imperfect, because she likes to cook these meals, so the words will convey a kind of truth in the process of this food. ”

I said these things with a faint expression, which I regret slightly.

"Actually, it's really a pity, you know? My mother is really a master of cooking, very good at making those Sichuan dishes, especially boiled fish, mapo tofu, these are very delicious, I always wanted to follow my mother to learn, but unfortunately I always delayed, until then there was no chance. ”

My mother is indeed an excellent woman, but the years have passed, and there is no way to go back to the past.

Brother Xiaodao didn't say a word, silently lowered his head and scrubbed the cupboard.

"Miss, in fact, you also know about this matter of my wife, a lot of coincidences can't be completely blamed for the young master, if you want to blame, you can only blame the back then, grandpa may sometimes be unsure of many things. ”

"He is my father, sometimes a person always has no way to choose his birth, this is a fateful thing, but in this fate, there is a blood relationship, which is passed down from generation to generation. ”

My heart reveals a kind of weakness, a kind of helplessness, and a kind of no regrets.

Yes, one is my father, the other is my adoptive father, on the two of the same emotions, I don't care that I lived with my father in the end, for a short time, but I keep his blood.

"But do you know, Miss, a person can always choose how he should take this path, and such a path must be his own responsibility after all, don't you know after all these years, don't you understand why Mrs. Zhu finally chose this path?"

Brother Xiaodao raised his eyes and looked at it with a deep meaning.

I looked at him in a daze for a while, and I finally felt a kind of speechlessness, and finally lowered my head.

"But I'm always afraid, I always feel that I'm really not good enough for Luo Jin, and you're always afraid that I might bully him, why don't you think, I may be afraid of losing in the process, I have nothing, my only relatives now are only them, and I can only repay him if he is good to me in my world, I really don't have anyone else. ”

"Brother Xiaodao, do you know? My father likes my mother like that, but at the last critical moment, in order to get my mother, the last one is reassured, so that my mother has no way to leave, and finally I put some sleeping pills into my mother's meal, she is really good to my mother like that, do you know? This is a kind of preparation, this is a kind of imprisonment, this is a kind of constraint. ”

"In the end, after my mother knew about this, she couldn't bear it anymore, and she couldn't bear the result, and my mother was also forced to a dead end, and then I knew that my mother didn't say it after knowing about it, and she was silent, but I knew that my mother had been suppressing one of her emotions. ”

"One day a few years later, I found out that there was a problem with one of my mother's states, because my father's love was too bigoted, and my comrade-in-arms was too strongly controlled, don't you know? ”

"So I'm always worried that I'll walk into such a position as my mother, I'm even worried about whether I'll fall into such a situation like my mother, I even wonder if Luo Jin will arrange someone to monitor my every move, listen to some of my phone calls, I even wonder if I have sleeping pills in the milk and water in the meal when I eat at home, so that I can never leave him, this is a threat to love. ”

I said these words in despair, which I had controlled in my heart for a long time, and I always wanted to say them, but no one said them.

In fact, I finally realized that my social circle is actually very narrow, and although I am in college, I can really make very few new friends.

Of course, this is partly due to my personality, and the most important thing is that I seem to feel that I have stepped into my mother's position step by step, so I have always been a kind of favor for Luo Jin, and have always maintained a certain distance and an instinctive refusal.

Brother Xiaodao looked at me and said with certainty.

"Actually, I can tell you that the old master and the young master are completely different from each other, and the young master will never do such a thing to the old man, I will promise you with my life!"

I smiled faintly desolately.

I looked out the window at the setting sunset, which was like a sign of life, and I felt that the sunset was infinitely better, but it was just near dusk, and sometimes I finally realized that kind of regret.

"Brother Xiaodao, maybe you made such an oath now, maybe not now, but in the future, who has something that will predict the future, maybe Luo Jin will really marry me to others without hesitation one day, and may not hesitate to hurt others again, because his stomach was not like this when his father was not like this, if it wasn't like this, how could my father have had that car accident?"

Brother Xiaodao looked at me very seriously, put down the rag in his hand, and looked straight with a very firm look.

"So Miss, if one day you really want to get married, then you can marry me, if he really wants to hurt me because of jealousy, there must be a lot of things to scruple about, I don't think he can do anything about our feelings. ”

I was stunned for a moment, I really didn't expect him to say such a thing, but it was a long time.

The smile had gradually fallen on my feet, and the corners of my mouth were slightly teasing.

"That's right, you are now our personal bodyguard, you have studied martial arts since you were a child, you have learned sanda, sanda king champion, and you used to be a special soldier, I think Luo Jin may be inferior to you in terms of skills. ”

"This can't be like this, we used to go to each other often, but I was the other party, in the early years, he was not one of my opponents, but now I haven't played in the past few years, I can't be sure, it is said that he is also practicing with a personal trainer every day. It's hard to say if you can beat me now. ”

When Brother Xiaodao said this, his expression was silent for a moment, as if he had seriously thought about this problem.

"Then it's not simple, if you want to know who has more powerful martial arts, then let's have a Huashan sword debate, and you can immediately divide a winner in the afternoon competition. ”

It's finally someone at the door.

Someone with a cup of coffee in their hand, as if they were just passing by by by chance, not particularly coming to listen.

Brother Xiaodao glanced at Luo Jin seriously, with a bright smile on his face.

"Okay, I haven't been to learn for a long time, but I can also practice my skills and compare Huashan with a sword. ”

"That's good, if you come to Huashan tonight to discuss the sword, whoever gets a powerful number one in the world can be exempted from tonight, if the practice becomes two with misfortune, then he will pay for it tonight." ”

I smiled brightly and went to make a judge for them.

Luo Jin asked me with his head sideways.

"If it's unfortunate that the two of us are quite neat and we have a tie, how can we determine this situation?"

Brother Xiaodao's expression was still very serious, "It's not simple, if it's usual, it must be the judges who came to cook a rich dinner for us, but I thought about it for a while, it's better not to tie, because today's lunch meal is enough." ”

Luo Jin frowned.

"No, the judges' food we ate today is almost unbearable, if there are judges to cook dinner tonight, then we can't sleep this night, if it's a tie, let's just go out for a meal, and this judge will do the east." ”

I frowned, shook my temper without hesitation, and said angrily.

"It's impossible, if you tie, I can't make you Dong, because there is no money in the purse!"

Luo Jin walked out of the room directly, threw it on the coffee table, and gave me a card to put the blue card in my hand and then opened it from the backpack, which was full of bundles of cash.

I was dumbfounded and saw that this backpack was very large, such a confidence bundled there, it was completely a large cube, if I guessed correctly, a little calculation, at least more than 10 million.

I never thought that there would be so much cash in this coffee table, which used to be filled with miscellaneous items, and few people opened it, but I didn't expect that there would be so much in such an inconspicuous place.

I didn't know where to start, and after a moment I was still holding my breath.

"I don't have ownership. ”

"But from today onwards, all these things are your applications, and there are still a few places in our house, one person can use these things as you want, you can use them however you want, even if you use them to light a fire to play, laughing is also a right of yours. ”

I laughed, because for me, in the past two years, I have been trying to earn this money for the sake of my mother's illness, but I didn't expect that such a thing that I once had in my heart is here, and it can be obtained in an instant.

"But I don't really need it now. ”

"These are what you should have, you also know that you are a member of the family, your mother invested in shares, a share of the company has a place for you, you also have a place on the board of directors, that is, the dividends for so many years have been placed under your accounts, and have not been given to you, so since this time we may have really encountered a lot of trouble, and the company is also in such a state, I think it is still the most important thing now, and it is safe to settle down." ”

Luo Jin still said this casually, as if he was also using a deep language, and my heart was pounding when I heard it.

"It doesn't matter to me anymore anyway. ”

I put the dishwashing cloth on the table and wanted to leave.

And Brother Xiaodao continued to take over my unfinished business, and continued to insert these plates, Luo Jin sat next to him, put a glass of wine, lit a cigarette and asked.

"It's really down, and you're going to marry Ou Ruoxi in the future?"

Brother Xiaodao didn't say a word, still silent.

Sometimes there is a silence that represents an affirmation, and I stand quietly next to the kitchen door.

Luo Jin said specifically.

"What do you say about Ou Ruoxi that is good, her temper is very stinky, she doesn't have the kind of virtuous gentleness of a girl at all, and that temper is completely a savage girlfriend, and her personality is also weird and weird, stubborn, she doesn't take into account other people's thoughts at all, if she doesn't say the right thing, she wants to fight, and she really doesn't have a good mood all day long, of course, there are still advantages, that is, her appearance is relatively high. ”

Brother Xiaodao slammed the rag directly on the table at once, and said to Luo Jin with a cold face.

"I knew that you really wanted to compare with me, doesn't it seem that your fist and foot kung fu is not powerful?

"Great, actually, I'm just waiting for you to say this, haven't you hidden this sentence in your heart for a long, long time, and you're finally going to say it?"

Luo Jin pressed the cigarette butt on the ashtray fiercely, stood up, and looked at Brother Xiaodao with a kind of gaze.

I was standing outside the doorway, I was in a dilemma, I shouldn't have known that I should go in and dissuade me, and this fight that was about to break out was still standing outside the doorway, watching.

At this time, I heard Brother Xiaodao hum, took the rag on the table again, and continued to scrub the oil table.

A look of impatience.

"As for me, I'm going to fight with you, then please, until you recover from your injury, I will definitely not fight with a person who is still wearing a gauze, this time I have drummed up my reputation in the rivers and lakes, and if it spreads, I think my knife brother bullied others. ”

"Ouch, hey!"

After I heard these words, I often breathed a sigh of relief, because sometimes that kind of friendship lasts forever, and sometimes that kind of brotherhood cannot be explained in a sentence or two.

I am even very glad that on the bumpy road of Luo Jin's life, he has a loyal brother who has always stood by his side and firmly defended all his interests.

I smiled faintly, then turned and left, going back to my room.