I slept late that night, but suddenly I woke up in the middle of the night, only to find that Luo Jin was not there, and he was already sitting on my sofa when and where.

Because I smelled a strong smell of tobacco, I looked up at him and put the cigarette in the ashtray.

I rolled my body inside, leaving a space for him.

He took off his shoes and sat directly on the sofa, his own weight was quite strong, and when he sat here, the whole sofa collapsed in half.

He reached out and put an arm around me, and I looked at him very considerately, and I touched the pulse on my heart.

The dong dong jump carries a very strong kind of vitality.

This feeling made me feel very relieved, and I knew at the beginning of my uneasiness because I thought that he had smoked too much during this time, and that it might be a matter of business that had caused him to be very stressed.

"Why did you smoke this cigarette again? Didn't the doctor say it? Try to eat as little as possible, and limit it to no more than two packs a day. ”

"Maybe we should leave here in three days, the university passport is already arranged, let's go first. ”

Luo Jin was talking about a thing, as if he was talking about a very ordinary thing, as if he was talking about a common thing, I suddenly had a cold war, I didn't expect it to happen so quickly in this world, I muttered to accountability.

"Will we be able to come back in the future? Can we come back in the future, will we definitely settle abroad in the future? Will we not be able to get our passports back?"

"Let's go over for the time being, because the current money has to flow through, otherwise the current situation is likely to be discovered by the real stock market, and we will come back after these processes, which may take 5 years. ”

"But why are you in such a hurry? Isn't it that this process will take at least a month to complete, it's too early now, is something happening?"

"This thing should be the best time node, now the rumors have passed a little, someone is making a scapegoat, we must take advantage of the fact that they have not yet understood the full truth of this matter, we must leave quickly, play a time on the side, tomorrow and the day after tomorrow is an opportunity node, just say that there is just a conference to be held, for us this time is the best time. ”

I didn't say that, I just looked up at the other person, although I thought it was abrupt, I thought it was a little unnatural, but I was still a little scared.

He was looking at me all of a sudden, and I was looking at him, and I suddenly had something I couldn't help but ask.

"Anything else?"

"Your mother is now in the final stages of her life, and she is going to be buried in the future, do you think you need to burn incense for your mother one last time?"

I don't know what to do, because the lights in the room are not on, and the faint gaze on the dark indicator window, sometimes you feel that darkness is really a good thing, and it will hide a lot of emotions that you are not sure about here.

I couldn't help but ask him, I was worried, but I still had to ask.

"Is there probably some very big danger about the mother's affairs there, I think it's a pity, I just go alone, I'm a victim after all, they don't come to me to talk about a lot of problems, I just treat it as if nothing happened. ”

"Now you can't do this yet, you know, if you are a victim now, you will definitely be distinguished, and now we can only try to make arrangements. ”

I looked at him, and I couldn't see what one of his expressions was.

But I can make up my mind based on his tone of voice, with a kind of decision that I don't accept the achievement.

"It's okay, I'll go with you tomorrow, okay?"

"No, you won't go anywhere tomorrow, you still have to deal with the company's affairs, you can only leave after you finish the company's affairs, I'll just go by myself." ”

"No, Ou Ruoxi, you can't go alone, you also know that the third brother has always been insidious and cunning, and he has suffered such a big loss, he won't give up so easily, I feel that he must be fishing for a big fish with a long line during this time, I feel that he must be waiting for you at your mother's hotel, I don't worry, your safety will eventually be accompanied by me." ”

He soothed a child, with a kind of nonchalance.

Say it again.

"It's okay, there's nothing to fear here, I'll take care of these things, I'll just say hello to them at the end. ”

In the darkness my eyes should be as bright and bright as a cat, and I see that its eyes are the same, maybe these are not the eyes of a cat, but with tears in their sockets, my heart is very light and light.

"Luo Jin. ”

Well?

"I know I used to be very willful and distressed, but I'm serious to tell you, I never told you, I really love you, sometimes even I don't understand why you have done so many things that hurt me, but I still can't control my mood. ”

Luo Jin was smiling silently, I docked on his heart, I heard his heartbeat, and he didn't say anything in the end.

Luo Jin gently stroked my hair like this.

I continued.

"I'm thinking, if the company's affairs are really not solved, it is better to let him go to this bankruptcy process, sometimes bankruptcy is also a new beginning, those shares of things, the value of the stocks, if you can't get it back, then forget it, even if the past is an end to the past, I really don't care about these shares, now I just have some regretful regrets, should let others know, in fact, you are not a biological son of my father at all, and I am a real woman of my father, why people always have such a prejudice, my secret does cause a big misunderstanding。 ”

"Don't talk about this kind of thing, talk nonsense. ”

He seemed to be soothing his hand, very tight, hugging me tightly, and I felt a sense of peace and security.

"Don't tell anyone about this kind of thing, and I am my father's real biological son, you are just an adopted woman, all the debts left by my father, and some of the company's former finances are all borne by me, you don't need to worry about these things at all, then these things have passed for so many years, they should have an end, and the stall left by my father, the son should come to me for the debts of his father." ”

Yes, this is our secret, a secret that has never been told to anyone, and everyone thinks that my mother took me and married into their family.

They all thought that I didn't have any consciousness with them to be related by blood, but in fact, this secret was not known to everyone in the end, only my father and mother, me and Luo Jin 4 people knew.

I am my father's real biological daughter.

Luo Jin was just adopted by his father from a very young age, so everyone thought that Luo Jin was a real son.

In fact, this is my father using this way to protect my safety, because this group will eventually have a fatal loophole, so once the group really collapses, there is only one process of production, then in the end someone will bear this responsibility, then the real person responsible is Luo Jin.

Later, it was indeed because of many reasons on the rivers and lakes that those grievances and grievances were all directed at Luo Jin's side.

Who would have thought that there would be such a big scam of a tanuki for a prince.

I cooperated with it in a very gentle state, and I felt that I had exhausted all the power of the wilderness, as if I was completely immersed in it, as if I had found the ups and downs of the years in such a life of years.

It's also so gentle, and this moonlight is so beautiful, pouring directly from this sky.

When he saw it, he finally fell asleep from exhaustion, holding my hand with one hand, and holding me tightly in his arms.

I don't know why, I couldn't sleep, and I suddenly remembered one night many years ago, because of my mother's objections, the two of us decided to leave the house.

I remember when I was about to be sent abroad by my mother, and that night he turned over and the years passed and came to my room, and he watched me silent in the dark.

Alas, it's so uncomfortable.

"Why don't you sleep now? The plane that is going to catch tomorrow is gone, didn't you say that you are going to meet at this airport? You don't sleep in your current mental state, when will you be able to handle it?"

"I can't sleep, I feel that happiness comes too quickly, I think of the moment when I can't leave from this life, I feel that my life has just begun, and finally I have a very big expectation for this happiness now, I can't sleep. ”

He looked at me with a very big smile.

"Yes, if you sit here, then you can't sleep, then I definitely won't be able to sleep, I tell you, then I will not be in a good state of mind tomorrow, how can I change this. ”

When I heard this, my face turned red, I lifted the quilt and covered my head directly, I hid the feeling of shyness in my heart, it was true that I couldn't sleep anymore, and when he came in through the window, my heart was pounding.

It's the things that happened to us all those years ago, and it really felt like a dream, it was the madness of our best youth, that kind of unbridled and passionate pursuit of love.

But today, we have staged another great escape. What was I thinking at that time, it was a very sweet and a feeling of guilt, I really felt beautiful after a lifetime of such a time, and tomorrow we can finally be together forever.

At that time, he was very honest, he didn't leave at all, he sat on the sofa and waited, as if he was worried that my forklift would fly, or that I was really a dream-like existence in his mind.

To be honest, I was also nervous that night, and I was looking forward to the dawn as soon as possible, and I would take the plane to the happiness of my life.

Actually, I was also afraid of the dawn, because once I did, I would be forever gone, loving my father and mother.

But I will always remember that night when we sat alone at that door for the first time, and our eyes were really bloodshot, because we were excitedly looking forward to it, as if we had been to the playground when we were young.

But when the dawn came, he climbed the tree again and smiled at me.

In fact, there are some things that no one knows.

Don't look at Luo Jin as a domineering president type, turning the world around, sometimes his smile is really innocent and simple, silly, and sometimes when he is happy, he seems to have gotten his most precious treasure.

Sometimes I feel as if Luo Jin really lacks nothing, and I even suspect that even if that kind of precious thing is placed in front of him, maybe he may not be able to smile widely.

At that time, I really regretted why I kept such a smile in my memory, I could have taken pictures to commemorate these photos forever.

I even fantasized that if I were a 90-year-old lady one day, would I re-read these precious romantic memories of those years?

At that time, it must have been very stupid, who didn't have a youthful time, who didn't have a boring emotion?

Later, I was still thinking, don't be too anxious about these things, the personnel is coming slowly step by step, the coming day is long, there is still a lot of time between me and him to squander, at that time I will make him laugh, I will take pictures whenever I want.

Later, I didn't expect that I thought that the life was calm and smooth, but I capsized in the gutter.

No, no, it's wrong, it's our giant Titanic that finally hit the iceberg.

We can't face this thing anymore, when fate suddenly strikes head-on, we actually don't know that what awaits us may really not be the kind of thing that will last forever.

I was a little apprehensive in my heart, and I even felt that if I was faced with a situation in life, there might not be too much time and opportunity given to me, and I was given such a space, maybe it was really very little, and I even felt that our space had been compressed for a long time.

Day 2.

He promised that I would accompany me to visit my mother, but because of this stock market witness, there are many reasons for reporters and media, and I am also worried about causing a major exposure and an interview in this world, so the two of us are very careful when we go out, trying to avoid encountering relevant reporters.

Brother Xiaodao didn't follow us, and he tried not to attract people's attention.

Luo Jin wore a black windbreaker today, and then wore a pair of jeans and a pair of sneakers, and he looked very low-key, not like this.

And I also chose a sportswear today, I put all my hair down, brought a peaked cap, and then painted a thick makeup, so that others can't see what I look like now, it looks very hip-hop.

The two of us were dressed completely differently than we normally were.

Luo Jin looked at me, looked up and down, and grinned.

"What's wrong? You really feel different about what you're dressed today, but it feels good, it's completely different from your usual one, and it does feel good. ”

"What do you think is good?"

"Are you trending with this hip-hop genre right now? Like a rapper, if you say you have a dirty braid, it's even more like that."

I was a little annoyed.

"Do you know what Western style is, let me tell you that collecting singers is very popular now, especially the style of tongue-biting singers with black people, do you understand?"

Luo Jin was not particularly angry, but smiled.

"Whether it's black or white, rapper or romance singer, after all, you are Ou Ruoxi, my Ou Ruoxi. ”

We walked outside on this street and it was still very lively, because we were going to hold this auto show, so there were more people today, uh, so a lot of reporters and media attracted to it today.

We didn't drive ourselves, we followed the crowd directly to the subway, this is the best season in the city, vegetables, fruits and flowers are all in order.

I haven't had this relationship with Luo Jin for a long time, usually he is too busy with work, and I am also busy with my studies, plus we have been in a state of confrontation for the past three years, and there are many times when we don't know what to do, so we are also busy.

He ordered me a few cups of milk tea, and we were like young people drinking on the side of the road, holding hands, and talking about some scandalous topics.

I still insist, I remember that the fastest time we used to go was the barbecue restaurant we went to, maybe it didn't open during the day, and maybe it was really a chance at night, and we could taste it before leaving.

The two of us were sitting on the subway, and I was sitting by the window, and he was standing next to me, and sometimes there were always people on the bus, and they were squeezing around like sardines.

He was always covering me, blocking the kind of people who commuted to and from work, and hurried to go.

Sometimes it dawns on me that the two of us do the same innocuous little gestures as some couples usually do.

It's a really good feeling.

Really you will find that this is a feeling that will be pampered, will make you revel in it in the process like this, and will appear in the heart.

Occasionally he would stroke my hair, occasionally I would pinch his neck and other couples, it was no different, and no one else would care.

We changed the subway line a few times, and after taking two buses, we just got to the vicinity there.

Actually, I think I should cry, I should be sad.

He also did his best to buy some offerings and a bouquet of flowers for me.

But I've come to terms with it.