Chapter Eighty-Five: Nightmare

The woman's laughter, along with Lu Yan's appearance, kept playing tricks in her mind. Even, that night, Xu Jiannan and Lu Yan's heart-to-heart feelings in this house were clearly remembered.

Xu Jiannan held her head in pain, she finally understood that doctors can't heal themselves, and she finally understood how those patients who are crazy and even suicidal feel like they. When the whole world is left with nothing left, what is left of life?

At this moment, Xu Jiannan collapsed. She screamed and cried. She only knew what it was like to be lonely to the extreme, as a group living animal. She lost her job, her dreams, her lover, and all her hopes and dependence. She was so helpless, miserable, and sad, but there was no one around her.

She misses Chen Fei, she misses her family, and she even misses the patients who have shown her kindness and gratitude...... She wished that someone could be there for her now, and tell her that everything was a dream, a nightmare. Just wake up and everything will be fine. Tomorrow's sun will still be warm, work will be busy as usual, and the man she loves deeply is still what he used to be......

Xu Jiannan once thought that Lu Yan was so different, he was so indifferent and disdainful of those women who pursued him, he said that he would not give his feelings easily, and he had no time to play emotional games...... He even said a day ago that he was going to marry her!!...... Is it all fake? A voice in my heart said: I don't believe it!

Xu Jianan knew that she was trapped in the first stage of grief and couldn't get out, no matter how rational she was, her brain was denying that she had nothing in the day, and she had endured all the malicious facts in this world.

She wanted to call back the phone again to confirm, and she also wanted to give Lu Yan one last bit of trust. Lie to himself that he might have been socializing just now......

However, the too sober reason told Xu Jiannan that it was completely unnecessary to do this, and he could only make his situation even more unbearable. Because whether it was a misunderstanding just now, if Lu Yan had the heart to explain, then he should have called back a long time ago...... But in fact, it didn't.

Lu Yan is not a person who casually hands over his belongings to others, even if Xu Jiannan thinks of thousands of possibilities, he can't find a reason and explanation for him.

Tired......

It's so tiring......

Xu Jiannan didn't even have the strength to be angry, only crying silently. The rolling teardrops slipped into the long hair on the sideburns, remembering that Lu Yan had stroked the hair in her ears that day, and said dotingly: "I am willing to love you until your temples are gray and accompany you to old age." ”

Hehe......

Xu Jiannan pulled the corners of his mouth weakly and laughed.

In the darkest moments of her life, when she suffered all the injustices, false accusations, doubts and malice, this man who had said that he loved her until he was old was by the side of another woman......

Xu Jiannan felt that her heart was numb, if she had sleeping pills around her now, she would definitely eat them desperately. Let yourself fall asleep as soon as possible, and when you fall asleep, you will be better. Even if she wakes up with nightmares, at least give her a moment to breathe and think about what she should do next.

Go...... In a year's time, she will start thinking about this again. Only this time, she lost more, more.

The night is as thick as it can never be dispelled. Xu Jiannan closed his eyes, and once wished that he would fall asleep like this and never wake up again. People may have times when they are in pain and want to avoid reality, even if she is a psychiatrist. Yes, she's just a psychiatrist. is not a god or a Buddha, he can't jump out of seven emotions and six desires, and he can't escape love, hatred, and hatred. No amount of psychological knowledge can save her at this moment.

And at this time, did Lu Yan really forget about Xu Jiannan in the warm fragrant nephrite?

In the night, there was indeed a woman standing opposite Lu Yan, but Lu Yan's angry and cold expression did not look like she was addicted to gentleness. On the contrary, between his sharp eyebrows, the condensed coldness seemed to be able to form frost.

The woman opposite smiled stupidly, walked in front of Lu Yan with a bewitching figure, did not dare to exceed the rules, but stretched out a finger full of provocation, poked the mobile phone in Lu Yan's hand that was almost crushed by him, and said: "Mr. Lu, if you are willing to smile at me, the conversation between us should be more pleasant." ”

"Without further ado, I have already done your request, and I must fully receive all the real cases of Wu Yong before noon tomorrow. Otherwise. Lu Yan's voice was cold, his eyes were grim, he looked directly into the woman's eyes and said word by word: "Otherwise, if I can let you stand in front of me like this, I can make you completely disappear from my eyes." From now on, there will be no place for you in this city, in your industry. ”

The woman took two steps back unhappily, widened the distance within the range of politeness, and said in a sour tone: "Mr. Lu, I really don't understand, why are you still so stubborn after I have been digging out my heart and lungs with you for so long? What is that woman so good? Is it worth you to do it for her? Do you know that your unauthorized investigation of this matter will implicate many people, even if you win the lawsuit, or even if you settle it, that woman may be fine, but your reputation will inevitably plummet." At that time, do you think she will still love you? will she know how much you have paid for her? money, status, reputation, and even ...... You did not hesitate to agree to my conditions, so that she misunderstood you. In the future, she will only remember that when she needed you the most, not only were you not there, but she was also having fun with other women. ”

Lu Yan looked down at his phone and replied lightly: "I haven't done anything to be sorry for my lover, I have a clear conscience." As for what I paid for, it didn't matter at all, the important thing was that she was okay. I did all the conditions you offered, and I will never see her until the matter is over, so you'd better keep your word, otherwise don't blame me for being polite. ”

Lu Yan's voice was so cold that people could clearly hear his loss and lowness, the woman covered her mouth and smiled: "Of course I know that your Lu Yan's ability can bring the case back to life, and you can also turn your hands into clouds and hands into rain, I have never doubted your threat." But...... Don't you really think about reworking our relationship? There's no way she's going to come back to you, and I don't need to say, you should know her fierce personality if you've been together for so long, right? The woman said seductively, trying to change Lu Yan's mind and shake his will.

But Lu Yan glanced at the woman with disgust and disgust, and said unceremoniously: "The way you look really makes me feel disgusting." She didn't know anything, I think it was the other way around now

Better. As for forgiveness or not, that's not something you have to worry about. I only promised not to see her and not contact her until her affairs were completely settled. But after that, I'll be sure to explain it to her. And I also believe that how I say to trust her, how she will trust me. After speaking, Lu Yan turned around coldly and got into the car, and threw the last sentence at the woman who didn't bother to look at it again: "Remember, I'm not a patient person." Tomorrow before noon, if I can't see the case I want and all the information I have at that time, then I will make you lose everything. As soon as the words fell, the car flew away like an arrow from the string. Only in the night, in order to seduce Lu Yan's scantily clad woman, Yu Xiaoxiao looked at the long-disappeared taillights with resentment in the cold wind.

Life is full of disasters, but this disaster does not belong to Xu Jiannan alone. An entangled entanglement, some ridiculous attachment and jealousy, and a part of the ugly human nature happened to come together, so this accident happened.

Xu Jiannan didn't know what was going on, and when Lu Yan was speeding on the road, he didn't dare to imagine what happened in a day for a moment.

The hand holding the steering wheel tightened again and again, and he hoped to rush to Xu Jianan's side immediately, accompany her, hug her, and tell her not to be afraid no matter what happens, the sky will fall, and Lu Yan will also stand up for her. But...... He couldn't.

Someone with a heart is secretly doing trouble, if you really need to go to court, then Lu Yan is definitely the lawyer who is most beneficial to Xu Jianan. He can no longer give people with intentions a chance to frame and make trouble in the dark. Everything is obviously a trap, and Lu Yan blames himself for not having enough precautions against those villains, so that he didn't protect Xu Jianan. But something has happened, and the best way to protect Xu Jiannan now is to stay away from her and finish this matter as soon as possible. Once the investigators or the person behind the trouble knows that there is any connection between them, then all the evidence presented by Lu Yan will be questioned. In order for Xu Jiannan to get out of this incident as soon as possible, Lu Yan had to restrain his urge to go to her side.

Don't think about it, don't dare to think about it, Lu Yan can already clearly know in his mind how sad Xu Jiannan is now. He didn't know what to do, so he had to secretly send a message to Cheng Tao, suggesting that he should come back as soon as possible. Perhaps, only Chen Fei can accompany Xu Jiannan to carry it over at this time.

"Jia Nan, bear with me, I will help you deal with everything as soon as possible. At that time, I will go and explain everything to you and propose to you. Lu Yan said to himself, his voice hoarse.

To be precise, when Xu Jiannan first entered the office, Lu Yan had already received a message asking him to check the email message as soon as he returned to the company.

Lu Yan knew that this person was the one who sent an email to him to reveal Xu Jianan's past. Afraid that something would hurt Xu Jianan, Lu Yan immediately rushed to the company to look at his email. Inside, are all the "details" of Wu Yong's case. The content of the case that looks like a dark warehouse, the inexplicable disappearance of the surveillance recording, and the indisputable framing and framing all collided with Lu Yan's brain and nerves. He knew that this person was deliberately doing these things, not only against Xu Jianan, but also at him. Otherwise, there is no need to "disclose" the matter to him in such a way in the first place.

Lu Yan kept all the records, and then replied with a straightforward message: What purpose, say it directly.