Anxiously waiting for work

In 1997, the Three Gorges Dam of the Yangtze River was successfully intercepted, and I successfully graduated from school, obeying my father's orders full of feelings---- returned to my hometown, waiting for the notice to go to work in ZF, but I couldn't wait for any information, and I was very anxious to see that other students went to work smoothly and made money, but I was a poor boy who didn't even dare to participate in the party dinner, and slowly became more and more inferior, and my self-confidence was more and more hit and defeated, and I was slowly annoyed by my father's insistence that I go home to build my hometown, and used a dagger to poke countless holes in the sponge mattress on my bed, pouring out the resentment and remorse in my heart, but there is no place to say, the ideal is very full, but the reality is very fractured!

Thinking about the time so impulsive, so confident to her first love she said to go back to build her hometown, as if my hometown without me can not build; my heart is full of chagrin and regret, the information on the implementation of the work has not been obtained for a long time, and her letter is full of comfort, care and all kinds of hints of words, but also makes my heart turn upside down, more and more intense inferiority complex makes me more and more afraid to reply to her letters, for fear of being ridiculed by her, so slowly I received fewer and fewer letters at home, maybe she on the other end of the letter also seems to be aware of the impossible。

My mother told my anxious and anxious state of mind to my father, who had always exhausted all kinds of public relations methods and methods, and in order to calm my anxious mood and let me go to work as soon as possible, my father accepted the leader's compromise suggestion: before the official establishment was completed, I could only go to the town's cooperative foundation as a contractor to work as a bodyguard and apprentice.

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