Goodbye

Two years after coming to Kunshan, I found a big-eyed beauty who looked like Zhao Wei in Kunshan according to her appearance standards, and my little friend Ding Jianhua and Jintan's best brother Wang Jianyong came to attend my wedding and gave birth to a son in December of the same year.

In 2003, the eleventh long holiday, the little "Ding Mao" in Changzhou also found a lifelong partner to get married, because the son is still young and inconvenient to travel around the week, I took the train directly to the Changzhou Wedding Hotel to drink the noon wedding wine; on the train I was still thinking, she and the little "Ding Mao" are classmates, I don't know if she will come to his wedding, I don't know if I will meet her.

During the banquet, I sat at a table with other children of Ding Mao, basically all of them were classmates of primary and junior high schools, and they were all familiar with each other, and the adjacent table was a table of Ding Mao's female classmates in the Changzhou Normal Class, many people could still recognize the me back then, and waved at me, I bowed slightly and smiled and sat down, behind the seat was a big pillar. After three rounds of drinking, I felt that the female classmates of the "Ding Cat" had greeted me, I should not be polite and graceful, so I picked up the red wine glass and walked over to toast and say hello, and just wanted to return to the seat after the toast, the three of them were more naughty female classmates and made fun of me again, "Oh, your little sister is there!".

Following the direction they pointed, it turned out that she was sitting at the table with me on her back, no wonder she didn't seem to see her all the time, she was dressed very fashionably and avant-garde, and that dress didn't look cheap, it can be said that it was a very amazing feeling, even more than the limelight of the bride that day. She also looked up and saw me toasting at this table, I walked towards her table with the rest of the red wine in the glass, it turned out that she was sitting with her best friend Pan Yonghua, yes, it was the Pan Yonghua who worked extremely hard to match us back then. Seeing me coming, her face flushed with the strength of wine, I really wanted to ask her why she didn't come out of the classroom to say hello to me?

"yes, yes, I haven't seen you in years!", and her iconic dimples hung out of her face.

"Save your mobile phone number for me, and you can have dinner when you go to Kunshan in the future!", Pan Yonghua, who was sitting next to me, eagerly asked me for my mobile phone number.

"Are you going to rush back to Kunshan in the afternoon?" she asked with concern.

"Yes, the child is still young, and she may not be able to take care of it alone. ”

I drank all the words that were suppressed in my stomach with the half glass of red wine and gave Xiao Pan his mobile phone

After the number, I said hello to everyone at the table: "Please use it slowly!"

Her figure disappeared again behind the pillar, until the end of the banquet, the bride and groom had already begun to send off the guests at the door, seeing that the time was not early, I also got up and prepared to rush home, and when I walked to the door, I found that she and the bride were chatting hotly, I walked over to the bride and groom again to bless and prepare to leave. She dressed up fashionably and said to the bride on the side, we are also leaving, let's talk next time.

When I stepped on the train to Kunshan again, my mood was much calmer and more relaxed, I rushed to Kunshan's home eagerly, there were not many people on the train, it was empty, I sat alone in the card seat of a whole green car, but my heart was down-to-earth. I didn't save their mobile phone numbers, I think it's all gone, I shouldn't bother other people's lives anymore, and besides, there is a beautiful and virtuous wife standing on the windowsill holding her son and waiting for me to come home.

The train started slowly, and after a while, there was a short message on the phone, I opened it and saw that it was sent from an unfamiliar mobile phone number, "Really back to Kunshan? Can we be lovers?!", I replied to the text message without thinking, "I'm sorry! Who are you? How much is a lover TMD? I can't afford to play, SORRY!"

The sun shone on my face through the window of the train, and I looked ahead with determination...... If you don't give up, I will live and die!