And the change of all this situation is due to a stranger's words.

When Zhuang Ya didn't pay attention and was still asking others over and over again.

A girl suddenly pulled the corner of Zhuang Ya's clothes and reminded, "Auntie, auntie, bleeding, bleeding?"

Then, before long, the blood stains became more and more abundant.

But she didn't have much physical strength, felt uncomfortable, and sat on the ground.

My stomach hurt too.

And then......

Zhuang Ya doesn't remember, the last time she appeared was in the hospital.

only to learn that passers-by took her to the hospital at the end.

And naturally contacted, the person in Zhuang Ya's mobile phone.

Ying's mother came to pay the medical bills, thank you and others.

At the same time, Zhuang Ya's parents also arrived.

Zhuang Ya couldn't remember what they had done when she was tired and dizzy.

I only remember that it hurts, it hurts, and it didn't take long for Zhuang Ya to hang the bottle, but the uterine contraction was terrible, and the pain became more and more intense, and finally gave birth to a child.

Girl.

I was also admitted to the hospital due to premature birth.

And they were arguing.

What exactly is noisy.

Zhuang Ya doesn't remember much.

The body is very tired.

It seems to be a dispute about medical expenses, and, as for the thing I said before, such as punching in.

I only remember that Zhuang Ya's parents said a lot in the end, which probably meant that Zhuang Ya gave up the child, went home, recuperated her body, and remarried.

Naturally, with children, the problem of feeding, and the reality of the problem of remarriage.

Zhuang Ya didn't listen to anything else, just a little more chilly, although Zhuang's mother was sad, and Zhuang's father was more angry.

However, it still didn't change Zhuang Ya's idea of staying and taking care of the child.

Naturally, I chose Yingjia.

Whether life or death, illness, old age and death do not get along, this is something Zhuang Ya has always remembered.

After that, it was the baby after giving birth, and because of the age, there was no certificate, including, seeing Ying Hanchu's family other than Ying Hanchu's mother.

She seems to have given birth to a child in Leng Buding, and then lived with Ying Hanchu.

Nothing else.

Then I waited for the so-called point child to grow up, and slowly communicated, so that the Ying family accepted and other things.

In the end, there was a series of events, to the birth of the second child, the boy, and the child were taken away by Ying Hanchu, and then found their hometown.

Now I chatted with Xu Yu for a few words, took care of the children and rested, and then she finally washed up briefly, very tired, but the next day, she unexpectedly saw her parents.

Thinking of the old and dead that I said before, I feel quite deep.

(The 23 or so chapters of the fourth volume are the current ending, and then the flashback, which is now the later ending.) Because of the timeline, Zhuang Ya's characters will be written, and then a rough ending will be given, and when the timeline of the matter with Xu Yu is combined, a little detail will be brought after the ending. ）

Seeing Zhuang's father chatting a few words, he came over with Zhuang's mother, mentioned the stone, and recalled the past, (before it was the past inserted here, and the stone Yinghan and other elementary characters were entangled) (see chapter 24 or so for details)

"Can't go back, Mom!" Zhuang Ya hugged her mother, feeling so tired, so tired.

"If, if you don't want children, we can also take a look, then Xiao Li, or something else to accept?

"I don't know, I don't know, but, thinking that he was so young, he took it away in a few months, and I felt uncomfortable, and I couldn't do this without milk!"

"It's March or April, when you're grinding, you can rest and rest, and you want to open up everything!" Zhuang Mu said, letting go of Zhuang Ya to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes.

Then Zhuang Ya also wiped her mother's tears.

Zhuang Ya sighed, still with tears in her eyes, "Mom, don't you want me to have a child?

"You say me, I ......" Zhuang Ya couldn't say any more.

Zhuang's mother also turned her back and wept.

"Child, have you ever thought that I am also a mother's person, would I want to do this, let you give up the child? However, your father asked his friends to know something, of course, these are not the point, the problem is, you are not legally married now, not married, no security!"

"However, I have two children, two, doesn't that tell the story?" Zhuang Ya said eagerly.

"Two or ten are not good! If you don't get a license, there is no legal protection, if you end up making trouble, it is very likely, you will go to jail, and one of them will go to jail, or lose money, if you care, you still want to go to that family in the future, this kind of trouble is not good for you, and no matter whether you win or lose, you are a member of their family, and you have splashed their face, do you think you will be better in the future? That is also splashing your own face!" Zhuang Mu said very cautiously.

Zhuang Ya understood very well and asked, "No matter what, they are so excessive, do I swallow my anger like this?"

"Child, you are wrong, at the beginning, if the child is knocked out, the things that I and the two aunts got (chili powder, etc.), although it is uncomfortable, but (the child) comes down, you can not be dragged down, you are now walking more and more, the more alley you are, what can I say about you? Yourself, think about it, do you still want to be their family! You have to believe a word, she doesn't want to see you now, even if you finally stuff it and stay, do you think you will have good fruit?"

Zhuang's mother sighed and shook her head, "You have to know, if you don't let them get better, you may not be able to get better, your parents are not capable enough, and it is difficult to take care of the children, so you have been taking care of them, the older ones are almost in kindergarten, even if they don't go to kindergarten, they have to go to school and get educated, and the small ones are slowly getting bigger, and the two are slowly becoming more and more naughty, do you think you can handle it?

"I don't understand, I don't understand, why I'm so tired, I can't get any help from him (Ying Hanchu), and I dislike it, he's playing games there, I'm tired from work, and I have to go home to take care of the children, he will only think the children are noisy, and then go to the living room, even, even, even ......" Zhuang Ya couldn't say anymore.

"Or even what...... Alas, it's all your own choice, who is to blame! I persuaded you several times to persuade you to leave, but you just didn't listen," Zhuang's mother sighed.

"No, I thought about leaving, but I was reluctant, I felt that I had nowhere to go, and then, thinking about how much worse I was to be the child's father? I will correct it, I will treat it well, I will treat my children, and I will ......"

Zhuang Ya thought of the hurt given by Ying Hanchu, and sometimes the ambiguity with other women, she found the phone, as well as the message, and the noise, all of which were useless.

The journey has been devastating.

Not only do you have to go to work, but you also have to take care of your children, you have to take care of Ying Hanchu's life, and you even have to watch out for others to snatch him, which is really overcoming obstacles, but he is physically and mentally exhausted, and he is not good at all.

Zhuang Ya suddenly smiled, and said with tears in her eyes, "I thought that I would stay up, boil up, and then hold on, and just stick to it, and when I have money, time, and slowly live a better life, we will live better, I always wait, and I believe that he will grow up, and one day take on some responsibilities at home, take on those things, and then say to me, say something" It's hard work, my wife has worked hard' However, I found that, hum, reality played a big joke on me, not only did I not take care of the children, family, but even, he was also, he was silent, in the dark.

Busy, tired, I don't know how now, why I live like this, I am, I'm just an old aunt, not married, not yet twenty, but always negative energy, every day like a resentful woman, I feel ...... It feels like I'm ......."

Zhuang Ya said, unable to continue.

Zhuang's mother hugged Zhuang Ya, gently supported Zhuang Ya's back, and said, "It's all over, it's over!

Zhuang Ya pushed away Zhuang's mother's hug, and said loudly, "I can't get by, I can't get by, I can't get by, I never understand, why, why, I will end up like this, say good love, say it hurts, how can a person be so ignorant, no conscience, no, although I say that I am tired and tired, not likable, but there is no merit, there is also hard work, how to turn my head, I don't fall into anything, hum, even children sometimes say that dad is good, dad is good, hum, what is he, what is good!"

"When the child is older, he will understand, understand, why care about a child's words, and the child is angry, there is no need!

"But, but, why ......" Zhuang Yaqiang endured the discomfort, looked aside, wiped her tears and said, "Why, I still don't understand, for so many years, my youth has been wasted here, I haven't caught anything, but it's nothing, I've done everything wrong, I've done something wrong!"

Zhuang Ya often looked at the ceiling on the wall, smiling wryly, "Actually, I really, the idea is very simple, that is, the family lives simply, even if you are tired, it doesn't matter, but it's not like it is now...... Lost everything, I was there yesterday, and when I saw my mother, she actually yelled at me, saying that I was dragging her son down, that I was dead and that I was relying on his house, I, I ......"

Zhuang Ya wiped her tears, thinking of those memories, yesterday's things, her expression, the tone of her voice, and those villagers pointing and pointing, she saw and heard, last night, she was very tired, but she didn't sleep well at all, woke up a few times, except for the child's trouble, her heart has been pinching, pinching, and not letting go.

"How do they ...... Why do you say that......" Mother Zhuang stood up and thought about it, "Child, are you sure, do you still want to go there? What is the difference between you and the tiger seeking skin? Even if you get a penny in the end, then you can't be happy, child, also follow the rush, in fact, compared to this really, it's really unnecessary, it's already like this, forget it, don't care, why don't you care?"

"However, I couldn't swallow this breath, and when I thought about it, I was in my heart, and my heart was ...... It's uncomfortable, it's uncomfortable!" Zhuang Ya said and covered her mouth, feeling very depressed.

"Uncomfortable!" Zhuang's mother smiled bitterly, "Whoever is not uncomfortable, I will not be uncomfortable, saying this, before I hurriedly let you go, I will not feel aggrieved, but child, what about being uncomfortable? Besides, I will go back, you say you, let you put it down early, let it go, don't listen, say something ugly, you run back like this, do it again and again!

But child, it's not that simple, I told you, men are just like that, your dad is not, sometimes you don't care about him, he's still energetic, you yourself are in that hot face and stick a fart *stock*, what about him, he will only annoy you, think you have nothing to do, think you have to him, I said, although my mother doesn't have much education, but my sister chopped, I have seen too much, so many years.

Why, why can't you figure it out? Let you straighten your back, ask for the bride price or something, say a few words for the family, for yourself, but you always feel that your parents are in the eyes of money, I really, really, I don't know what to do with you, you, you!"

"Mom, I also know that I was wrong, wrong, I didn't know how at the time, my brain didn't know, I just, I felt that it was cheesy to ask for money, why money, my family was poor, it was not good to do this, I thought ......"

Zhuang Ya didn't finish speaking, Zhuang's mother was a little annoyed and said, "What do you think, parents sit like this, there is always their own reason, besides, no matter what, we have lived for so many years, these customs or something, it is impossible to be useless at all, there are no benefits, since it has been inherited for so many years, there must be a reason." You, you don't listen, you said that you are now, and you insist on going your own way, your body is not good, what do you want to do!"

Zhuang Ya bit her lip, very depressed, but still spit out the words" I know, I know, but now, now I think that I have come to this point, I can't help but let them turn black and white upside down, and talk nonsense with others there, you don't know, Mom, you don't see, they also pointed at my nose and said me, said that I can't do it, I have other ideas, and even, they all said that I beat a few children, maybe, this child is someone else's, you say me, you say this, how can I endure it, how can I endure it, they, if I don't say something, can they talk nonsense, and then talk badly behind their backs!"

"Behind the scenes?!" Zhuang's mother smiled bitterly, "Alas, you are not from there, what's the use of worrying, carrying a stool, and fighting with others for a few days and nights? Then you have to listen to you! Think about it, his parents are all from there, holding a rice bowl, you can say nothing there, nothing to say, but what about you, you also follow the mix, you have to judge it? Child, there are many things in this world, you are not involved, you can understand it for a long time, it is clear, you are not convinced, what can you do if you are angry?

Look at you, so young, less than twenty, how can you live even more chattering with my aunt and aunt next door, what's the use of talking about this, that, trivial, and constantly calculating! Child, there are some things that you can't explain, and you can't say them thoroughly, you can't convince all the people who don't like you that they like you, and you can't convince them that what you say is the truth, what is the truth? Everyone has their own opinion, so what can you say?"

"But, just let them say it, it's all stinking behind their backs! I, but I'm not, that's not the case!" Zhuang Ya still didn't understand.