At this time, Ou Ruoxi felt that there was a feeling of turmoil in her heart, and she didn't care what kind of feeling it was.

But she couldn't understand more in words, letting her know that she couldn't face this kind of thing at all, or that she couldn't do it at all.

When she faced this inner world frankly, she sometimes felt that this thing might give herself a chance no matter what, and it might be a way to let herself go.

Of course, you can't dwell on it or say more hesitation, more speculation in the process, what's the point?

If that's the case, it's better to try it in front of friends and get to know each other, so why not treat it as a former classmate, so Ou Ruoxi felt that it didn't matter when she thought about it.

It's not so calculating, it's not so stingy to refuse and fear these things, sometimes the more you refuse, the more scared you are.

It seems that I really can't face this thing.

Staying and holding Ou Ruoxi's hand, they went to the riverside to take a walk, and there were really not many people in this riverside in the future, and this time was at the beginning of the lanterns, because there were too many people to know the two of them.

The two of them stood in this sparsely populated place, as if they were a pair of very simple and ordinary things, and they didn't feel particularly apprehensive about the couple's flowers.

I don't know if this feeling is really wrong, or what kind of situation there is, the two of them really don't care.

They just feel as if in the process of precipitation of this feeling, maybe they understand and trust each other, and the other party may be a good thing, no matter what kind of result he will have tomorrow.

Whatever he does, no matter what is the most important thing today, isn't it the most important thing to cherish the present?

The wind and waves on the riverside are very calm, and it seems that the wind is very gentle, and it can only feel very warm, and a few seagulls fly over the river from time to time to cause layer by layer of waves, which is really beautiful.

And like that feeling of quiet years, this feeling seems to return to the simple state of mind when they walked here leisurely many years ago, without too much complication.

There really is no one without too many filters, and it is completely restored to the original life itself.

Ou Ruoxi looked at the river in a daze, he was a little confused, he didn't know that he made this action today.

Whether he is right or wrong, he does not know the so-called attachments that he has insisted on for a long time.

In the end, there is no problem, and whether the things that I once insisted on will be wrong or right.

I really don't know, and after so many years, I have never seriously explored or examined an emotional world in my heart.

And when these things came suddenly, some of them made him miss a few hands, so he was a little confused, he didn't know what this thing meant?

Is it that there has been no progress in their own development for so many years, is it that all the persistence over the years is actually in the wind, looking at the moon in the fog, but this is just a so-called dream, when these things are penetrated by all reality, you will find your own behavior, so how naïve it seems, and pity all this thing seems not worth mentioning at all, is it really a mistake to insist on yourself for many years?

Knowing that he shouldn't have left school at all 8 years ago, he shouldn't have gone into the entertainment industry at all, and he shouldn't have done Fang to do this at all, is this really wrong?

Maybe it's wrong, maybe not, isn't it the kind of thing that I have been working hard for the past 8 years, if I hadn't supported the family and my mother.

How could it be possible to maintain a stable physiological state for so many years, if it wasn't for the wind and rain himself.

This kind of thing has collapsed a long time ago, and who's to say it's wrong?

It can't be wrong, these things are just a twist and turn covering the whole fate, and you can only blame this thing for choosing itself by fate.

I was carrying everything here needlessly, so Ou Ruoxi was firm, although there might be some deviations in my choice at the beginning?

But if it were to be done today, I would still make this decision without regrets.

Ou Ruoxi is deeply confused again, should he quit the entertainment industry, maybe he can find a simpler 9-to-5 thing, maybe do a simple clerical job.

Maybe be a very simple teacher, maybe you can also convince yourself, and you also have such an ability to do, whether you should continue to realize your dreams.

And I really don't know if I can really support myself, I don't know, I really don't know, but I really like acting, and I seem to really like to interpret a kind of joy, anger and sorrow in different lives in this way.

Interpreting this different scene of life, he was deeply intoxicated by it, and he experienced a kind of joy, anger and sorrow of the hostess in the story in the process, and completely benefited from him and enriched his life.

Let his world be expanded even more, he likes the feeling of feeling and likes to deduce, so can he still hold on to this kind of thing?

Can you still support it? Maybe if you hold on a little longer, the time is when you can't hold on, maybe you should have left the entertainment industry a long time ago.

Just when Ou Ruoxi was immersed in her own world, suddenly Fei Yan looked at her in a very gentle language next to him.

"Ou Ruoxi, what are you thinking?"

Ou Ruoxi only reacted at this time, maybe just because he had been to these places he had been to just now, he would remember all kinds of past events.

"What?"

"Some things may really be in the past, maybe the past really can't affect a future that once was, so always remember that moment of good times, some things really don't have to blame yourself too much, and don't have too much doubt about the future, maybe the future is the most important, the past has become the past, life is like a one-way line, there is no return, cherishing the present is the most important!"

Fei Yan used a very gentle tone to guide him, and he stood behind Ou Ruoxi.

Fei Yan followed Ou Ruoxi's gaze and looked at the riverside in the distance, they seemed to have reached a tacit understanding in their hearts at this moment, maybe this feeling was really good, as if they had returned to the good times they had in the past. Eight years ago, they were all in this riverside together, memorizing words together, discussing together, a plan for tomorrow's university, doing a lot together, and remembering a more dream.

Fei Yan had an impulse at this time, he gently held one, two, three in his arms, and he seemed to have returned to the feeling of the old days that were once good.

Of course, Ou Ruoxi felt the strength of this shoulder, and he didn't seem to plan to do too much growth, what was the point of these growths, without 11 he felt so steady.

Such a warmth, this feeling seems to have existed 8 years ago, and it still exists.

There is no strange feeling at all, and I completely let myself be deeply immersed in it, and I can't stop it.

The two of them hugged each other tightly, and they didn't say a word, maybe a lot of things don't need to be said at this time, maybe they feel each other's heartbeat, this is the most important thing, maybe some old times are nothing more than this even if they come.

A long time has passed.

Ou Ruoxi turned his head to look at Fei Yan, he didn't know why, he felt that there was still a trace of trepidation in his heart, or a little uncertainty, they were very intimate in their actions just now, but it was just because they missed what happened at that time, and it may not really have the most important impact on the current emotion.

Ou Ruoxi smiled faintly.

"Some things in the past really let it pass, I think some things really don't mention again, after all, we are all adults, don't always hold on to the past, and there are some things you think can go back to the past? No, after all, we people are never able to recall, in the memory of the past life, don't people have to look forward, step by step to move forward, some things really become the past, and can not become an important measure of the present, right? ”

Ou Ruoxi continued.

"Even if the old times of the past are beautiful, no matter how sweet the past is, it is just the past, this is just like the ancients said, set up a tent in the heart, there is no banquet in the world, and now we are living in the present, facing more unknown things in the future, so we do not make any judgment or make any sure of the future of a speculation, you say that who will make more of the future, must know the answer to the future, no one knows......"

"So everything is casual, everything is casual, everything is subject to you, we are not reluctant, but these things I want you to know, whether in the past, now and in the future, I will always be to you, no matter what this sentence said 8 years ago, I still say it now, the post-80s generation will still say this about me Fei Yan, and I will take this sentence as the standard in this life......"

I said firmly, and looked at Master Ou Ruoxi with burning eyes to give him a definite promise, even if the sea is dry and rotten, even if the sea is difficult to water.

It will always be his clouds that will never drift, always shelter him from the wind and rain, and always under his clear sky.

Fei Yan is really like Ou Ruoxi's insistent backing, no matter when he is behind the scenes, he will always silently support him, encourage him, protect him, and will not let him be hurt in any situation.

He won't be allowed to cry any time, if he cries, he will cry, if he laughs, he will think about all the joy and sorrow here!

Ou Ruoxi felt Fei Yan's affection, felt his unswerving to death, felt the burning of his emotion, she didn't know why, she was very moved, it was hard not to be moved, can you not be moved?

If you think about a man who has followed him for 8 years, and still treats himself in this way, how can he not be moved, he will definitely be moved, and he will not be moved!

Ou Ruoxi lowered his head and looked at Fei Yan, he used a language that he didn't know what kind of way to explain the excitement in his heart.

"Maybe I'm not as good as you imagined, maybe I may be just the kind of white moonlight you had 8 years ago in your mind, maybe when you see me half a year later, maybe it's not the person you imagined, I've changed, I've memorized a lot, maybe sometimes you want to get something, the more you want to get, you don't cherish it, if you get it, you think I'm not the woman you imagined, what kind of concept do you think?"

Fei Yan hugged Ou Ruoxi tightly, and he was firm with a very firm gaze.

"I don't care about anything, I just know that a lot of things I do follow my feelings, my feelings for you half a year ago were so hot, 8 years later it is still even hotter, can't these 8 years prove anything? No, you are not my white moonlight, you are my eternal white moonlight, no matter what kind of person you will become in the future, even if you are old and old, even if you are different from now, I still insist, I know that in this matter, I don't know what kind of way to use what kind of emotion or what language to explain to you this kind of world in my heart, but I believe that these 8 years are enough to prove my commitment to this feeling, a dedication to this relationship and a warm ...... to this feeling"

Ou Ruoxi's face really turned red, he didn't expect the man in front of him to say this sentence so sonorously and powerfully, and he said it so affectionately and panicked, he really felt a little powerless.

At this moment, Ou Ruoxi knew that he was crying, his tears were the most satisfying, and he didn't know why he felt super happy and happy with all the tears.

Sometimes he really wants to talk about this matter and explain all his happiness, all his unhappiness, all his everything.

"Fei Yan, you know what? Some things are obviously very good, but when I look back, I find that what I am pursuing is really not worth the original ordinary, maybe the real oil, salt, sauce and vinegar is the most real life, the so-called stage of playing in high places, in fact, it is just looking at a glamorous appearance, but suddenly looking back, I found that I was really still walking in the same place, really nothing but drunken gold fans, I now finally understand Ruan Minglu back then, why he hated all the people who spread rumors about him, why he made such a decisive decision at that time, I finally understand his thoughts now......”

Ou Ruoxi finally told Fei Yan what he said about his inner world, and he said it so directly, as if he really wanted to find someone to explain the unrest that people have encountered in their inner world for so many years.

Maybe these things have really been experienced for many years for him, and he doesn't know why he just told Fei Yan that he didn't tell Jiang Jingcheng that he didn't tell Du Lala.

I just told Fei Yan, I don't know why he is willing to talk to him, maybe this is the tacit understanding that can't be achieved in the depths of his heart.

Fei Yan hugged him tightly, knowing and understanding his feelings, and this woman was finally willing to say what was in her heart, her inner world was really happy and refreshing.

I feel as if this thing really makes me feel, as if things really have a little room for maneuver, maybe there are more opportunities between them.

Maybe there is more of a possibility between them, Fei Yan is really in the inner world at this time, and he is completely shouting happily......

Ou Ruoxi seemed to be more and more immersed in his own world at this time, he wanted to say more to Fei Yan7, sometimes it seemed like he was talking to himself, and sometimes it seemed like asking himself what he wanted and what he was pursuing.

Could it be that after so many years of perseverance and so many years of dedication, is it really a piece of nothing?

No matter materially or spiritually, there is no possibility, is it true that all your persistence is really a number?

A decision made by me back then directly led to a earth-shaking change in my life, if I could compromise a little in the process?

Or can't you hold on a little longer, or can you do something to make yourself a happier result?

Ou Ruoxi was even more and more confused, he was more and more overwhelmed, and he became more and more unaware of whether his previous decision was correct.

Fei Yan hugged him tightly and told him in a very gentle tone.

"Ou Ruoxi, you listen to me tell you, no matter what you do, as long as you put your heart into it, don't forget your original intention, this is the most important thing, do anything, as long as you are against yourself, against your own conscience, against your own principles, other things are other people's business, I will never care, I will not go, because other people's ideas will be affected by other people's opinions and their own judgment, some things you simply can't take care of too many things, this world is very big, if you want to take care of everything, any consideration, you will feel that you will be very tired in the processWhy not make yourself happy?"

When he was destined to say and play with this sentence, he gently stroked Ou Ruoxi's hair, pinned his hair in the root of his ear and looked at him gently, looking at him with a very kind of dedication to his own work.

He hoped that this woman would be happy in the process, and even be happy.

But the mood of the woman he saw now did not seem to be very happy, and her heart involuntarily tugged.

"That's right, Ou Ruoxi, since you have made a decision, you should stick to it, this is what you like, this is your dream, no matter what will happen in the future, we really don't know, we can't speculate about this kind of thing, but I know that if we have the original intention of maintaining this, we will stick to it step by step, we will definitely see this all the way in the process, the scenery along the way is so beautiful, don't you say? ”

Ou Ruoxi finally had a feeling of sudden realization, yes, the feeling of seeing the scenery along the way is really good.

If you really see a lot of these scenery in this way, have you already experienced the process of flowers and birds......

The most important thing is not to forget the original intention and stick to yourself.