felt for a while, and then Xu Yu wrote "Love" in QQ Talk:

………… Emotion............

A ray of sunlight penetrates the window, bringing a sense of pleasure, although the light occupies the sky, how can my love silk go.

A ray of moonlight penetrates through the window, bringing a trace of sadness, letting the white clouds swallow the night, how can my heart be transparent.

If it weren't for the day, I wouldn't have understood the little anticipation in my heart.

If there is no light attack of love, I will not understand the deep love thread, a little haggard.

How to protect this landscape, how to stop reminiscing about the past.

The mind is difficult, the heart knot is difficult to solve, and the love is difficult to cut.

Change yourself, but you can't change the lonely wandering night.

The traction is broken, but the impulse is not broken and tossed outside the door.

……………………

In a blink of an eye, there were tears in the corners of my eyes for some reason.

A lot of things are so tiring.

But there is no one to rely on......

What is true and false, I can't judge anymore......

Tired......

Before I knew it, I fell asleep again......

And the next day, when the alarm clock rang, I realized that I had transferred to store A.

Then I remembered, how to get to store A, and how far is A from here!?

Finally, I called the landline of the new store, asked, and then asked for the phone number of the store in place A, and then started, and asked for directions.

Or my colleague on the landline of the new store, tell me some directions, ask for directions, go, ask......

No one knows the troubles of this road......

At that moment, I finally felt abandoned by the world.

By the time the twists and turns came, it was already more than an hour late, alas......

In fact, I was already thinking about going to a new place, and the alarm clock was set more than an hour ago, and in the end I was still facing the matter of being late.

Even the leaders didn't see it.

Finally, it's about working together.

That kind of exclusivity, obviously, said Junti, didn't let Xu Yu stand guard, just helped or something, but obviously the performance that day still didn't seem to be himself.

There was no definite judgment, Xu Yu did not speak.

Go back, it's another toss, for people who are road idiots.

It's not clear whether this simple taxi is on the other side or here, but I am on the morning shift, but I am almost seven o'clock when I go home, because I got off work at about three o'clock, but I finally went home not only late, but still fell into the soup chicken.

Just like when I went to the clothing store before, I went to work for three days, and I accidentally injured my hand on the machine four times.

At that time, Xu Tianming said, "Come back, don't lose your life!"

Because Xu Yu, who went home that day, worked the night shift, went home staggeringly, and happened to meet Xu Tianming, who was worried about why he hadn't come back, he met him halfway, and saw that he was almost hit by a car.

At that time, the horn of the car, Xu Yu seemed to be two beats slower before reacting.

But after that, there is naturally self-blame.

Today, Xu Tianming is still saying, "What a name, what a name!"

After knowing that Xu Yu was transferring the store, Xu Tianming's words were obviously dissatisfied, "I know that it must be abolished, no one can do anything, others have been doing it for more than ten years, you are good, the east family has changed to the west family, there is no one who is right, it is always this and that, what kind of name is it this time?"

After that, of course, there were various sayings.

"I've played again, I've played, I've played, just that red dress, I can't talk about it, I didn't do it for two days, I came back again, and the clothes are gone!" Zhao Xiaohui regretted not being at the beginning.

It seems that her memory is always in the previous overalls, the cheongsam clothes, she also helped embroider a few stitches, and naturally washed.

In fact, in addition to not wanting to go and leaving her clothes, she also didn't want to wash them, and felt that they always had to be wasted, that is, they still had to go home, so why bother to wash them for others......

In the end, he said, complaining, Xu Yu thought of it, what if he counted his personal leave or something in the middle of the month, what should he do if he deducted his salary for the remaining ten or so days, and what should he do if he didn't count full attendance?

How do you finish this month......

So I started to communicate with the fat boss on the phone, to see if I could not go to store A, or other places closer, if I continued to work yesterday, it would naturally be better, because it was closer.

But the other party obviously said that there was nothing to be done.

Xu Yu knew that it was actually intentional.

But what can I do if I am a soldier in the hands of others?

I remembered that what the distant employees who transferred their own stores said before was actually to deliberately resign the employees, so as not to pay the social security compensation and the casual pay they had to bear, which is the kind of severance pay.

Because if the employee has no major mistakes, the social security and national regulations cannot easily dismiss the employee, which naturally has a protective effect on the rights and interests of the employee.

Therefore, if the employee resigns, it is not the company's statement, and it can also be relieved of some trouble.

Xu Yu thought about it and said, "Then I'll resign, right?"

The other party said that he would consider it!

But obviously hearing his resignation, with a happy voice, Xu Yu still felt *red* sarcasm.

Maybe you're a failure!

I asked about my salary because I didn't mean it, and I hope that even if I can't agree, I hope that if I don't deduct my salary, I will count myself as a full-time attendance.

The other party only said that it was not clear, and then soon the two sides hung up the phone.

Xu Yu felt a little inexplicably lost, as well as frustration, and felt that he didn't have the same powerlessness as he had the road ahead.

No, Xu Tianming, who heard the general situation, said: "Hmph, it's good now, it's better to eat at home and wait for death!"

Zhao Xiaohui said there, "What should I do, what should I do? No, I'll go see a new place tomorrow?"

Zhao Xiaohui is worried about finding a new job.

Xu Tianming snorted coldly, "Still looking for, what are you looking for?" Others will think, why is it always like this (applying), definitely no, no, don't, don't!"

Xu Tianming sneered and imitated the mouth of someone else's speech, a complete blow, and sarcasm.

"The whole street is familiar, where to go, where to go, it's really Fei Xi, what's the difference with that Fei Xi (Xinrong), three days of fishing and two days of drying nets! Really, just stay at home and wait for death!" Xu Tianming was still saying this and that.

Xu Yu didn't say anything.

It's just that he was annoyed in the end, and Xu Yu was lucky enough to deal with it and said, "It's not completely wasted yet, why are you talking about this, maybe I will change the ground to work?"

Saying that, Xu Yu expressed irritability, turned on the TV and prepared to watch TV.

I haven't watched it for two minutes.

Zhao Xiaohui muttered, "What else to see? You are really a person with no heart and skull! You are all burning your eyebrows, you can't call others, do a good job, don't quit, what kind of job do you change!

Xu Yu was speechless and didn't want to speak.

Let Zhao Xiaohui get out of the way, don't block the TV.

As a result, she simply turned off the TV and said, "What to watch, it's just that the rent was called a few days ago......"

Before he finished speaking, Xu Yu continued, "Pay back the water bill, gas, rice oil" and then whitened Zhao Xiaohui's eyes, "Always say this, is it interesting? Is it interesting? Don't say anything else, I didn't give the family money, didn't give it? Pay this and that, I don't believe it, it's not much, it's not that I don't go to work, even if this job is wasted, I can still look at other jobs, and I'm not happy to do it, what to do, I'm ......"

Xu Yu wanted to express a feeling of helplessness.

Xu Tianming said, "Hmph, happy, which one is happy, everything is up to your own temperament, how can you do it! You paid this rent for a month, don't you eat or drink? Everything is from us, you don't feel it!"

Xu Yu was also angry, and stood up suddenly, "I'll sleep on this little ground, if I can't rent a house outside, it won't cost much, and I will buy vegetables for my family!"

Then Xu Yu paused, and suddenly thought about it, "Yes, now I don't give you money every month, and now you have no money, watch me work (I guess there is no play)...... That's what I said, I didn't give you money for a long time, don't talk to me, I ate a few meals at home, I worked in the hotel before, I didn't eat at home, I still give money every month, if you don't always play cards, I won't give it all now, save it?"

I don't know how, maybe the word "save" in the back, Xu Yu later thought back to the day and realized that Xu Yu was just surprised at that time, and suddenly Xu Tianming changed his voice.

"Don't always say that I play cards, I played a few times" Xu Tianming stopped Zhao Xiaohui's words and continued, "What are you saving, there are many liars out there now, give it to me, keep it, and give you a dowry in the future!"

"Dowry?By the way, what about the money I gave before, show me Hazi, what did you say you saved?" Xu Yu stretched out his hand and asked.

"Since you have it, how can it be in your hand in a blink of an eye! Anyway, you can rest assured, you will get married in the future! You won't let others underestimate you, when the time comes, this and that will be there, rest assured, rest assured, talk counts!"

Xu Tianming and Xu Yu were chattering there. It gradually died down.

It's just that Xu Yu suddenly chatted and thought about it, what about my TV!

Now Xu Tianming said, "Don't pay attention to her, what are you doing?"

Zhao Xiaohui muttered timidly and didn't speak again.

Watching TV and taking over Xu Tianming's remote control, Xu Yu couldn't say what he felt.

In fact, Xu Yu understands many things, but he is unwilling to believe some facts in his heart, maybe family affection is just a tool to make money in the eyes of some parents.

Some facts, just facts, don't change anything over time.

If you want to say that the real change is probably becoming more and more realistic and ruthless......

But there may have been such people at that time, but they didn't believe it, and they knew that they had to believe it.

(a,)

However, Xu Yu, who went to work the next day, was presented in the calendar on August 20, 2008, after tearing it off overnight yesterday.

Xu Yu will still have to face it in the end.

……

When Xu Yu walked on the road, he looked at the sun in the sky helplessly, his hands blocked, a little hot, and *dazzling*.

Xu Yu wasn't ready to go home and explain.

She seemed to see her past self, walking on a road similar to going home, determined to walk, or quit, she seemed to overlap with her past self.

It's just that I am even more confused today.

She doesn't know where the road leads?

Is it underfoot?

Despite his best efforts, he still ended up doing so.

It's as if abandoned and forgotten by the world.

Looking at the people coming and going, she stopped and walked without direction, and sat on the ground on a fence road in the neighborhood on the side of the crossroads next to the street.

Looking at the side, there was a sound between them, but Xu Yu felt strange and familiar.

The taste of life, the taste of family......

Xu Yu knew that once he lost his job, it would be another storm.

She wanted to break free, but the feeling of powerlessness engulfed her, and she let her thoughts surge and she was overwhelmed.

I don't know how long, Xu Yu Mo Ran remembered Han Ziyan.

After asking a few words, Han Ziyan was free and convenient, so she went to her house.

She habitually went and lay down on the big *bed*.

It seems that this is another place where she can put her body and mind in addition to the occasional warmth of home.

chatted about encounters, and friendship with Han Ziyan.

"Think about it, after I work, even if I have been a colleague for a few years, I don't think much of contacting me, and even" Xu Yu thought of Lin Qiushui, adding, "I only want to make some benefits!"

"That dish soap, that rag!" Xu Yu didn't speak, she thought of Na Lin Qiushui when she was leaving, and said high-sounding, afraid of the waste of these things, Xu Yu also felt even more chilled at this moment, but inexplicably thought of the passing year.

Xu Yu didn't know where he got the courage, when Han Ziyan adjusted the digital TV station, Xu Yu sent a message, which was something that he had hesitated for a long time before and couldn't speak.

"You, what's going on?"

Xu Yu actually wanted to ask Ha Liunian, but he had no choice but to blacklist his phone number before, and he couldn't find it, and QQ, Xu Yu hadn't added Liunian yet.

What else was she going to ask, before she saw it, Lin Qiushui's tsundere, her boyfriend, and the previous question about the situation of the passing year, as well as the phone call, Lin Qiushui said that she didn't know.

(In the first volume of the book around chapter 34, there is a description of the past)

Since she was no longer in the store at that time, she deleted all contacts.

Really deleted?

Is it necessary?

Xu Yu still didn't ask, and he still didn't ask when he thought about it.

Some blamed themselves for why they deleted it, those management, and the people who needed to add it to the accidental work of "Food" Moment" before, or were asked to add it, but Xu Yu deleted it unintentionally, and even deleted the last two after leaving the store.

I used to think that I couldn't use the contacts, but at that time, it seemed that the sorted friends in the space were all occupying seats, so I wanted to delete them, but in the end, they were empty, and there were few people, and my heart was inexplicably empty.

Xu Yu thought of it again, and the landline phone number and contact number of the hotel in Nihui City, Jiangxi City, Qiandu Engine called it, and naturally the phone number of the manager quickly knew.

Or call the branch here......

But Xu Yu also inexplicably stopped his pace.

After chatting with Han Ziyan for a few words, she also said that if you want to know, just ask!

"In case, in case someone else has already got married, or doesn't remember me, or someone else...... What does he think of me?" Xu Yu always wandered around these mysteries.

No, Xu Yu said again, "He doesn't seem to like me much, let him be...... Don't say it, don't say it!"

"Don't regret it!" Han Ziyan spread her hands and said, indicating that she was helpless.

Xu Yu affirmed, this similar affirmation, and the words came to an abrupt end, Xu Yu seemed to have closed the door of his heart again at that moment, and he didn't even want to ask and understand.

She is afraid that it may be difficult for everyone to have the courage to chat after the relationship is not resolved.