"You can do whatever you want?!" Xu Yu said.

Slowly, my colleague said slowly:

"Actually...... If I were to be the leader, I would also be willing, how good is this, someone is so * hard * to work, but also save that much trouble, and it is difficult to do it often, and even failed to pass the probation period, now the money is less, but also responsible, I say to the leader, or others find that they can save the establishment (number of employees) in this way, so how good is it, how powerful?"

Then Xu Yu looked at the colleague and leaned over lightly, "In exchange for me, I am also willing, very, willing!"

The heavy word "very" made Xu Yu suddenly feel like waking up from a dream, did he think that the love was actually really taking advantage of the trend, and he was even more obedient?

Xu Yu was at a loss and speechless!

At that moment, she suddenly felt that many things might really just be her own self-righteousness.

Again, she asked herself, really, he had really liked herself, sincerely, and not with some other *miscellaneous* qualities!

(1. Memories)

(Xu Yu and Liunian's past memories, etc., are mentioned in chapter 41 or so of the second volume)

Xu Yu remembered that race, the distance between her and him.

and the casual words of the teacher who made up the makeup, which seemed to praise the passing years, but did he also know the truth.

Yes, I don't remember the original sentence, probably how many people like him, his wrists are so high, so many people are paid and fascinated by it......

People are like that, sometimes the words of bystanders, and casual words.

It all made Xu Yu hesitate for a long, long time.

Just like the "in a meeting" that always replies to messages, Xu Yu can't feel the kind of feeling.

remembered the information that Xu Yu received after that, that is, after resigning for the second time.

She knew it was him, it was him.

However, the "Ni Huishi" of the transfer shop is also the place where Lin Qiushui transferred it together.

Xu Yu wanted to do something, but once again thought of Lin Qiushui's tsundere, his boyfriend, and what kind of burn sutures.

Xu Yu couldn't help but press *pressed* into his heart again and impulsively.

The point is that perhaps the words "Welcome to this Ni * Hui * City to play" in the passing year, Xu Yu also thought about it more than once, guessed, and read those words repeatedly, as if he wanted to see something and didn't want to see it.

She didn't want to let herself fall again, so easily.

Whether it's polite and wants to go there, or sincere, or casual.

But I've deleted his contact information, and I'm thinking about putting it down.

It seems that every time, no matter how determined it is, it will still be easily remembered and made impeccable by extravagant expectations.

But in the end, the text message was not replied, and there was no reply, as if he had given him a lot of words, there were troubles about work after that, and the status quo at that time, it was a hotel after that, because of being a supervisor, the position of the manager was just around the corner.

The former manager was pregnant and had already named himself to take over, but too much pressure, Xu Yu finally ran away, his family was on a blind date, and there were all kinds of words, Xu Yu was very uncomfortable.

At that time, Xu Yu gave Liu Nian a lot of words, and at that time, he sent mobile phone text messages, and sent several messages, each of which was full, but there was still no reply.

The two sentences at the end of "If you want to get married, I'd rather be you, if you are also willing, these two call me to comfort me a few words, let me know your thoughts and hearts"

After sending it, I waited for a few times, and it was a phone call, but it was several times, and after a few years, Xu Yu felt that he was so humble......

There was also one of the messages in the back that asked him what he was sure of what he thought, but he didn't reply, and then Xu Yu said forget it, and finally sent a message, and then blacklisted.

After that, I was not happy to work here selling clothes, this "Yi Shangni" did not have his own happiness, but it had nothing to do with him, he was going to resign or not, and he didn't feel out.

But you can only face it yourself!

(2. Reality:)

Xu Yu retracted his memory and said: "Maybe, maybe, no, I feel that I am still quite ......."

Xu Yu couldn't finish it, her words seemed to stutter and quibble, she finally had to admit that she wanted to cover up......

In fact, Xu Yu had such doubts in his heart for a long time.

Otherwise, I don't think we will be in the current situation......

He was, would have been good, good, good......

Maybe there is no such thing anymore, there is no such thing as that......

The sudden laughter pulled Xu Yu back, in reality:

"You think too much, excellent employees who don't want it, and they still work hard and hard, think about it" The colleague raised his eyes and said:

"He also has to take the test, if his subordinates are all scum, I'm afraid he won't be able to sit in a stable position, this, that is good, he also (face) has light......"

(3. Memories)

Xu Yu didn't finish listening to his colleague's words, and his ears were what happened to his wrist from the makeup teacher Zeng.

It was Yi'er Zeng, a hotel colleague before, and he also confessed to her, expressing that he should like another sales manager in the new year!

That is, the sales supervisor who climbed all the way after Xu Yu left the store, and the position of the manager soon.

The nature of the position is similar.

Oh, yes.

If a man is like this, is it necessary for him to really like it?

Isn't it a bit slippery*?

At that time, because the hotel was approaching the Chinese New Year, around October, many people had to resign, and even some left again.

Resignation is a person who leaves his post without waiting for the approval date and does not want a salary.

Xu Yu knew that there were reasons for the game that lasted for several months, and there were also reasons for wanting to go home for the New Year, etc., maybe the reason for jumping the post, and the personnel were very turbulent.

At that time, Yi'er, including Xu Yu, also said that they were going to leave and submitted a letter of resignation.

Na Yi'er said that in order to keep her, she cried and shed a few tears.

And then chic, his own hesitation, and pity that he did not love him.

Although Xu Yu didn't think it was very true at that time, she knew the gossip about Yi'er, as well as her increasingly erect belly, drowsiness, etc......

Well, Xu Yu has to admit that she once suspected that the baby in her belly was a passing year......

The emotional error may be like this, because the ambiguity of the failure to correct the identity is unpredictable, and many realistic remarks also hit each other, setting off a big storm in the heart, but on the surface they have learned to be calm and extraordinary......

Xu Yu can't ask, he can't ask, and he doesn't want to make his position clear, what is that sentence: Is he really like this? He really likes you? Or is it just to keep one more employee!

What I want to ask is that after the girl left, the child in the womb became a mystery?

Whether it is a passing year, Xu Yu has no way of knowing......

In such self-affirmation and self-doubt, feelings lose more and more trust and sincerity.

In the end, I also learned to disguise myself, so as not to let people see anything, in order not to be the one who was abandoned in the rumors, and to abandon him and spare others......

Could it be that *becoming* is the "gou introduction technique" in Lin Qiushui's mouth?

Lin Qiushui once wanted to talk like this, asking himself how to make others swoon, in fact, for some privileges.

I work overtime for everything, but I can let it go, I lose my temper, the minister still tolerates it, and of course, the job of the quality inspector I get with my hard work may be some kind of "upper * position" in the eyes of some people......

Xu Yu didn't know whether to be happy or sarcastic, her working life, and the leaders before the passing years, had nothing to say.

Whether Xu Yu is willing or not, there are still some waves coming, whether she wants to or not.

That's why Lin Qiushui has that sentence, "This one is gone, that one is here, you are really amazing, ha, quietly, how did you get it, how did you get it?"

This kind of words, just like the words I once sent to another leader, I don't want to let the crown of the gou lead be put on for myself.

If it's true love, then let time tell.

And these words became the *provocation* of public opinion at that time.

Colleagues will suddenly say, "If it's true love, then let time verify", deliberately pretending to be a word, boasting on the surface that this is well written and getting a bit, but in fact, who or who is secretly poking and what do you think?

People may be like this, sometimes seemingly lucky is also associated with misfortune.

The so-called "blessings and misfortunes depend on each other", and blessings and misfortunes depend on them.

People are just like what some books say, because they will go all out for the first time at the beginning, but if they are injured, they will be too cautious next time and dare not enter the next relationship......

In the same way, Xu Yu seems to be always loving and not loving in her heart.

So when you rest, you will have words to ridicule and who to live with.

The history is similar, and similar words, but no one really believes that he has never held hands with anyone, let alone picked up anything or anything, and he didn't even have a date

In this way, the two of them seemed to feel a little bit, and they were knocked down by various words and rumors, and they were more introspective in words and deeds.

And love or whatever, it seems so fragile and powerless, even if one of them wants to verify, and courage can never really match.

It's either that you're suspicious, or that the other person wants to back off.

It always seems that it is difficult to have the courage to synchronize, even if it is synchronized, it will not last long, and soon they will retract into their hearts, close the door of love, and they will not be able to knock on it.

Ask: "Do we have a future?"

Answer: "No!"

Ask, "Maybe there's love?"

Answer: "Estimated...... It's not much, it's not pure!"

……

With such self-questions and answers, love is becoming more and more uncertain, and more thinking and retreating.

Doubting the so-called "evidence" of love, affirming the "clues" of possible love.

Just like Xu Yu once thought about Yi'er, and recalled Yi'er's stomach, as well as the words, and asked himself, "Who would be like that, deliberately confessing without confession, just for the sake of Kuang himself?"

Is it necessary?

It doesn't seem like there's any need to lie to yourself like this, right......

So, then......

Conclusion:

It's true, right......

That is, he cried for her, and shed tears in order to leave her.

That love for himself is nothing matter, even if the words and confessions after the year, what is in the bottom of his heart, Xu Yu has seen it, and his heart is moved, but he quickly smiled and said to himself:

Maybe for the sake of *superior*, such words are *rotten*!

Such words felt that Xu Yu was against his will and had a purpose at that time.

After that, I feel that I will even think about a little sincerity, and even the sincerity of doubt will decrease more and more, until in the end, there is none, and even after a certain year, I will wonder if there will actually be just a group of people who are sent to whom, choose the latter to send it!

However, mobile phones at that time didn't seem to have this *function*......

Even if not, what about manual......

(4. Reality)

The colleague patted herself, and Xu Yu looked at her calmly.

She continued, "What do you think, you have to think about it yourself anyway!"

Xu Yu also knew that her persuasion was to submit her resignation in time to save herself from being at the mercy of others!

But what she didn't know was that since she entered the mausoleum, many things were up to her, and she didn't want to be a deserter again.

The important thing is what kind of turmoil the family will have if you resign again.

Xu Meng's affairs have been full of ups and downs, and now they are even more nervous.

Xu Yu was inexplicably afraid that Xu Meng would become another Luo Xuan.

She didn't see Luo Xuan, but she had also heard Xu Tianming talk about this, as well as the running to help the case, so she naturally saw Luo Xuan.

There is no such thing as a private thing in this place.

The big things in the bay quickly spread like the Internet.

But Xu Yu also knows that although he resigns, he will muddy the waters and set off storms

。

But to resign?

When it's up to you.

Just like Han Ziyan's, maybe it's not suitable for us to stay there and torture ourselves selling clothes.

It's not a person with a lot of crooked hearts, who engage in those who shoot openly and secretly......

But it doesn't fit, so what?

It's not just that I'm struggling to live in a position I don't like, and I'm punching in one ......

"If you don't like anything, why can't you do it......

A lot of words came to mind in Xu Yu's ears.

Xu Yu suddenly felt and realized that every time he resigned or resigned, there were storms in his family, and nightmares would begin......

Sometimes Xu Yu doesn't think about what he is to the family......

No answer......

Xu Yu, who got off work, went home in a daze.

Xu Yu couldn't sleep that night and opened QQ.

It's not mainly Xu Meng, sometimes scared, because Xu Yu is a little immune......

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……

Hmph, it's not like I haven't seen it......

It's better to take it away, but it's not that easy to go......

What is Xu Yu thinking about......

People who will wander in that world themselves, no, it's a bit exaggerated, it's just that there are things that have been seen and unseen, and they can't tell anyone anything......

Because those who do not believe are superstitious, but those who have seen it think it is true......

It's just that Xu Yu saw and talked more later, maybe it was because of Xu Yu's weak body, or some magnetic field reasons......

This will be written at a later stage......

Xu Yu shook his head, what is it, he was just a little scared, and he felt that it was okay.

suddenly remembered Bai's matter, and Xu Yu also remembered the passing years.

Looking at the space of his QQ, the words and comments he once posted, as if shaking hands with his past self again, what is he saying, what is he judging in his heart......