And what to do with yourself, continue to pretend to be asleep?

Zhuang Ya could only hear her own heartbeat and breathing at this time, very loud, very loud, and a little inner voice.

Zhuang Ya's heart was beating, and the pretender heard a familiar voice and said, "Don't pretend to know that you're awake!"

Yes, that's the voice of the heart that likes people.

He is the beginning of the cold year.

Zhuang Ya didn't know what mood she was feeling, she opened Feng's eyes, and the faces she heard and saw immediately appeared in front of her.

Ying Hanchu joked and pinched his face.

But in this place, looking at the scene of harmony, it becomes not harmonious.

Without waiting for himself to say it, he kissed himself again and said love, because love is like this to himself.

But Zhuang Ya's tears couldn't be stopped.

She cried "How can you do this, ...... me like this?"

She couldn't remember how long she cried and slowly accepted the fact.

The man in front of him was annoyed by crying, he didn't have the patience he had at the beginning, and he was impatient, "That's it, what's the matter, or you sue me and send me up!"

Just like what was written in "Fang Siqi's First Love Paradise".

analyzed Li Guohua's psychology and why Xing* invaded Fang Siqi.

Because he found that the world was really too good, invading *harming* one person, and even the whole world, including herself, felt wrong.

And the cost of making a mistake is low.

There are people who are willing to call the police if something happens, but they have endured a lot of criticism and psychological pressure in their hearts.

And now the law is more perfect, sexual assault * harm * or obscenity * * indecent *, even if it is childhood, still pursue responsibility, until the victim is 18 years old and then pursue the law.

As an aside, I hope Fang Siqi's rape can be less......

Then, Zhuang Ya's mind was very confused at the time, but she still heard Ying Hanchu's ridicule, "What are you crying about, I haven't seen * red, who knows who...... That's it anyway, I'll be in charge!"

Zhuang Ya only knew how to cry at that time, and her brain was very confused, but she forgot what she should say, and tell her parents.

At the same time, it should be explained that if you don't see red, it doesn't mean that you don't give it to you with a perfect body.

But Zhuang Ya's head was stuck at that time, and then she didn't know how to do anything, and this thing that didn't see red left a hidden danger for them to get along in the future......

That time was too painful, Zhuang Ya didn't want to think about anything specifically, it was already like this, she even felt that she was dirty and didn't deserve anyone's love.

Later, Ying Hanchu suddenly didn't care much, and the fat girl incident that was discovered later, Zhuang Ya's heart was completely dead at that time.

then lived in a mess, then fell off the list, then went home, and then divorced one after another.

Her life seems to have not gone well, since she was *violated*.

Everything was overshadowed.

She asked herself, "Do you still want to respond to the cold beginning?"

She knew that she was, even if so many things happened, she still couldn't forget this person, and she liked it even more, Ying Hanchu turned back to the prodigal son, and met her from then on, and became a new person.

Love her well, love her, and make her the happiest woman in the world......

She still looked forward to it, even if so many things happened, she knew a little, understood a little, Ying Hanchu didn't love her so much.

However, especially since he already has his body!

It seems that there is no choice.

It seems that this is the only option.

Zhuang Ya thought a lot, a lot.

That Chu Yang was still scolding, talking about his *cheap*, and Zhuang Ya gradually felt relieved.

She thought that if the marriage went smoothly this time, if she got married like this, Ying Hanchu could only count Feng Secret in her heart, looking at her parents Feng Expectation and remorse, Zhuang Ya felt sorry.

Especially the mother's crying, Zhuang Ya asked herself how she had not been able to repay the family, if her marriage brought a certain amount of income, to the family life, life is comfortable, it is just that.

What is happiness?

And I also want to escape from the family, the atmosphere, and the surrounding environment.

Zhuang Ya nodded and agreed to the blind date, expressing her cooperation, if it is really suitable, she will marry, and obey her parents' arrangement.

But she had one request, and that was that the child had to stay.

There is a lot of controversy in the family about this child.

It was a parent-teacher conference.

A few relatives came, saying that they would not be allowed to stay.

Talking about this and that.

But Zhuang Ya said, "The child is mine, the marriage is mine, I have agreed so much, can't I agree to this?"

Then Zhuang Ya said, "If you don't agree to keep the child, forget it, don't go on a blind date!

They didn't think that they still wanted to keep their children, take others to marry their children, and others would accept them?

It seems hard, it's hard!

Then I educated it again, Zhuang Ya relieved a little, but what he actually said was, "I want to see the family, if I can, the other party is also satisfied with himself, and then I will take out the child, otherwise, forget it, how to deal with it in my stomach, if it messes up, I will die in the net, and I will die in this family!"

Zhuang Ya is not intimidating, but her heart is like ashes, and she has inadvertently become accustomed to the child's fetal movement.

"You can stay, you can stay, if you can't stay, then I'm really sorry, forgive my mother?!" Zhuang Ya thought as she touched her stomach.

She also did it more than once, as if to discuss with the child, and to ask about it.

It's just that the child naturally doesn't have any response, or rather, there is no response he wants, and all he can do is spit bubbles, play with the umbilical cord, arch the *****, and sometimes move his body.

Naturally, she couldn't give her the response she wanted.

But touching and asking, imagining, Zhuang Ya felt that her heart seemed to be a lot more stable, those difficulties, those pains seemed to be accompanied by someone, and it was not so uncomfortable, at least she was no longer living alone.

"I just found out that you are a baby in July, and they all say that the bigger you can't stay, the harder it is to deal with it, but what about you? Do you think so?"

"Actually, my mother doesn't want to leave you at all, I don't want to, it's good to be with you, my mother even thinks, if it's always in the belly, how good, you don't have to grow up like this, your mother will never, and it is impossible to lose you, and you won't lose your mother?

"Well, no matter what they think, keep it for now, and stay for a day! ”

But although she thinks so, Zhuang Ya in that sleepless night, or rather, with a child, how to get up at night, especially in the later stage, it is always easy to sleep well, she overheard, there are relatives to suggest, quietly do the child and other ideas.

Zhuang Ya was shocked, she thought about it a lot, she knew that she had to do something, for herself and her children, to do something.

So I thought about one plan after another.

......

The next day, she said diligently early that she had thought about it, and she wanted to go on a blind date and meet the man.

The parents disagreed, saying that it had not been arranged yet.

Zhuang Ya said, "Then arrange, no matter what, these two days, I will meet, and I will marry if it is suitable." ”

Then Zhuang Ya looked at the family's suspicion of motives and waited, "I think about it, I always want to get married, while I still agree, otherwise I will ...... later"

They also know Zhuang Yafeng's temperament.

Then the relatives who hadn't left agreed happily to help persuade Zhuang Ya's parents, and this time it was done.

And then it was arranged in full swing.

The letter came on the same day, and the next day, I asked Zhuang Ya's parents to send Zhuang Ya to see the parents of that family, as well as the family.

Because the child's Zhuang Ya's parents had already seen it, but Zhuang Ya was just closed and gone.

Then chatted happily with each other, and it was considered that they agreed and reached a unity.

Then Zhuang Ya's parents made Zhuang Ya feel just fat, but she was not pregnant, and she looked pregnant.

But the effect is not strong, after all, the stomach is some, and Zhuang Ya is a little nostalgic.

Then he was wearing loose Feng clothes, anyway, it was a little cold in those two days, and he simply wore a larger coat, which was a little funny.

I don't want Zhuang Ya to go.

But a rare opportunity, and then with clothes, discussed, but the appearance is a little confused.

Because Zhuang Ya was pregnant, she was also a little swollen, and she looked a little fat.

"Just think of him as a fat man, a little fat...... I just don't know which side will accept it?" said a relative.

I don't know what my parents whispered, but they all nodded with satisfaction.

Zhuang Yacai felt that he might be married, and he and his family had quietly said something.

And these Zhuang Ya are unaware, which is particularly terrifying.

It's like walking a single-plank bridge, even the family is not helping, but pushing, as long as you go, as for where to go, look at it specifically, I feel like I'm risking the trouble of drowning, and hidden dangers.

At that time, Crazy Zhuang Ya was too angry and too disappointed that her parents didn't know if she was too angry, but her parents were really like this.

But after procrastinating time, Zhuang Ya still went to the man's house.

But her heart had something else in mind.

That day, we had a light meal together at the so-called Xiao Li's blind date.

Then Zhuang Ya's parents are not good to stay for a long time, although the other party is also polite, but it is not good to stay for a long time, it is not reasonable, and I am afraid that it will be too obvious.

But the parents didn't want to leave, because this time they were not ordinary people, unlike others, they were pregnant, what if something happened.

But a few times they weren't good, and they didn't have a place to stay, after all, it seemed like they were in another room, even if they watched TV, they were a little restrained.

Moreover, I have to let go of everything I want, and I don't want others to see the joke.

Because the custom is not to stay with the parents like this, basically after the meal, the parents leave, let the two children alone, and then pick up the daughter in the afternoon or evening.

Because it's not to get married, just to see, before getting married, you are not allowed to spend the night at the man's house.

It's not that it can't, it's a convention, and they both know it.

I just didn't say it.

Otherwise, if you stay overnight, whether you have the same * room or not, the township and the countryside will define it as the man's person, these things don't make sense, and it's not good for the woman.

If you especially want a good bride price, you should pay more attention to this aspect.

Otherwise, a lot of people get out of control, such as choosing something else, not fancy that one, or being dissatisfied with something halfway, even if they are coming to worship.

It's not good to say, but if you stay overnight, gossip or something, it's indispensable, even if you insist on marrying someone else, there will be some bad drawbacks or influences.

The most important face in the township and outside the countryside is bigger than the sky.

Once a girl's name is not guaranteed, even if she is innocent, it is difficult to tell clearly.

Of course, this is the idea of the township, most of the township, especially the more remote the place, the more they care about this.

Then Zhuang Ya said, "Dad, he wants to take me for a walk!"

"Okay, let's go!" Then the parents looked at each other and said, "It's not too early, there is still something at home, let's go back first, later, pick you up at night!"

Then Xiao Li said, "Xiaozhuang will have dinner here, and my aunt and uncle will pick it up after dinner, so as not to go home, Xiaozhuang is still hungry, so it is not good to come, then we can't take care of it!"

Xiao Li's parents also said that they wanted to go to dinner, so as not to come to the house, but the child still had an empty stomach, and it was spread out to make people laugh, and they also said that their hospitality was not in place, and the etiquette was not in place.

Then they were polite to each other, and the parents left in the car.

This bit of face and table still has to be there, even if there is really no one, reluctant to do so, you have to pretend to be out, and relatives come to help you somewhat.

And this kind of superficial work, that is, even if the parents usually prefer to walk a few miles or not want to take a taxi, but when they get to the in-laws' house, no, they have to install the countertop, leaving a foreshadowing for the later talk about the bride price.

Otherwise, walking over and walking back, it's not a joke matter, and when someone sees that there is no money, then it's like buying and selling, there is a certain degree, and the psychology is the same.

Others will think that your family is poor and worry about the bride price, even if you don't panic and don't care, but these details, as well as the clothes you wear in and out, others will look at them, and the amount of the bride price will be easily restricted and restricted.

You can't see the real in this way.

It's like when you go to someone else's house and look tattered, but you dress decently in and out, and the car is free, just look at it, and make people feel that they don't see their heads at a glance, and there are other valuables or things at home, and they have family background and strength.

On the contrary, they will look down and look at it, knowing that it is not good, so they will not be willing to raise the bride price, so they will often be passive.

Even if this marriage is not negotiated, but in fact these are hidden dangers, those in and out of the township, will remember, this rest assured, after other people's tea and dinner, these are all talking points.

So if you don't pay attention, you can't do it, even if, in some aspects, do it for others to see, and also do it for the in-laws.

Some words are not said, but others will be relieved.

Although Zhuang Ya's parents were worried, they still left, thinking that they were coming, and they also instructed a few words, and they also instructed at home.

Naturally, what is instructed at home is different from what is instructed outside.

Then I was worried and left with some peace of mind, and I was looking forward to it......

......

And here, Zhuang Ya saw that her parents were gone, and she was sure that she would not come back.

Now I took a good look at the place.

And then I thought about something, planned, and planned.

"Where do you want to go?" said Xiao Li with a smile.

Zhuang Yacai was excited, in order to think that his parents could leave, and he didn't stay in the room, he pretended that Xiao Li wanted to take him away.

Naturally, others thought she wanted to go, but she was embarrassed to say it, so when she said this, she naturally asked where she was going, and he took her to see it.

The man thought for a moment and said very seriously......

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