Chapter Eighty-One: A Corner by the Window

Seeing the back of Shen Lingfeng leaving angrily, Cheng Siyu was so anxious that he immediately picked up his mobile phone to dial his number, but he was hung up after a few seconds. This distraught her, looking down at the ground in frustration, constantly rubbing and kicking the ground with the toe of her shoes, and her heart was entangled.

"VENUS, WHAT'S WRONG?" SAID JACK, LOOKING AT CHENG SIYU IN CONFUSION.

"Jack, why did you say those things to Ling Feng?" Cheng Siyu looked at him with some questioning eyes, and said restlessly.

"VENUS, I'M SO SORRY. Which one do you mean?" Jack looked puzzled, the corners of his mouth pursed, and he looked a little cramped.

"Why do you want him to treat me better? You know, this is equivalent to telling him that I once complained to you! How can you make me embarrassed?" Cheng Siyu tried her best to suppress the resentment in her stomach, trying to make herself appear generally peaceful, but the words rushed out of her mouth and the rapid increase of her feelings by the way, she became more and more unable to control her emotions, she believed that she seemed to be a little wrong at this moment, at least it was very different from the normal.

"I didn't expect that, Ve

US, I just hope to give him a little advice from the perspective of a friend, because I don't want to see you sad and sad again, all for the sake of your emotional harmony. You should understand that all this is due to my good intentions, I am very happy that you are willing to come to my restaurant, so I gave you red wine and food, have you seen any other table in the field besides you that has such treatment?" Jack explained with a hint of loss on his face, and guiltily, "I didn't think I would do something bad with good intentions, I apologize to you." ”

Cheng Siyu looked at Jack's sincere blue eyes, but there was a trace of doubt in his heart, sometimes he couldn't guess whether he was really influenced by Western culture and showed frankness that ran counter to the Chinese's feelings, or whether he had a scheming and disguised helplessness. In any case, she understands that Jack has indeed shown her admiration for her, maybe it is really as Shen Lingfeng said, it is because she did not handle it properly, it is reasonable, as a woman with a boyfriend, she should keep a little distance from him. She turned her head to him and smiled politely and said, "Jack, thank you really for your hospitality today, but the matter between me and Ling Feng is a private matter between the two of us, I hope you don't worry about us again in the future." It's not early, I'll go first. ”

"Wait, let me send you. Jack shouted behind his back and fumbled in his trouser pocket for his car keys.

"No need. Cheng Siyu turned his head and said with a sad face: "Don't you still understand? Do you really not understand or fake don't understand? My boyfriend has misunderstood me and you, he is very angry now and even more unwilling to pay attention to me, how can I take your car home? You treat me well and help me find a part-time job, I am very grateful to you, really, but maybe, we should keep a distance." ”

The corners of Jack's mouth barely hooked an arc, and he said with a wry smile, "Okay." ”

The next morning, Shen Lingfeng went back to work as always, obsessed with his work without distractions, until at noon, when a dark shadow blocked his vision, and he realized that He Bijun had unexpectedly walked into his office and stood in front of him. He looked up at her in surprise and said, "Why are you here?" ”

He Bijun smiled charmingly, pressed her hands on the table slightly, leaned forward naturally, and said, "Do you want to have lunch with you and enjoy your face?"

"Bijun, I'm busy with work. Shen Lingfeng obviously didn't have this interest, and still looked directly at the computer, staring intently.

"No matter how busy you are, you should learn to take care of yourself, you are still the same as before, you work hard day and night, I am worried about you. He Bijun looked at him with concern, his words full of worry.

He suddenly stopped his busy hands and looked at her hesitantly, a little hesitant and a little moved.

"Let's have a meal, let's talk for a while and leave, I've been waiting downstairs in your company for a morning, and I'll be very sad if you refuse me." He Bijun said.

"A morning?" Shen Lingfeng's eyes widened for a moment, frowning slightly.

"Yes, I waited downstairs not long after you went to work, I was afraid that you would leave halfway, but I didn't dare to go up and disturb your work, so I kept waiting downstairs. He Bijun brushed a strand of hair behind his ear with his hand, lowered his head and face was clouded, and his eyebrows hung with inadvertent caution.

Seeing the past with all kinds of charms, confident and proud, she was compromised in front of him, cautious and cautious, he did not have the long-expected happiness, nor did he have the imaginary sense of victory, instead of a spontaneous distress, he was stunned, and couldn't help but say: "You are stupid." Then he stood up and said lightly, "Let's go, go to dinner." He Bijun was very happy and smiled a bright red rose. Shen Lingfeng immediately instructed Secretary Li to contact the high-end restaurant he and He Bijun frequented in the past, leaving them a seat by the window, which was the seat He Bijun loved to have dinner with him in the past.

Sitting by the window, He Bijun fixed his eyes on Shen Lingfeng, inadvertently touching her gaze, Shen Lingfeng dodged in embarrassment, he coughed a few times and said, "What's wrong, do I have something on my face?"

She touched the teacup leisurely, thought for a moment and said with a little sadness: "I haven't looked at you so closely as I do now, I want to see you carefully and carefully, so as to alleviate the pain of my longing for many years." ”

Shen Lingfeng looked back at her silently, not knowing what to say, he lowered his head and took a sip of tea without hearing it, as if everything was silent, and silence was better than sound.

In an instant, He Bijun said again: "When I left you in anger at the beginning, I went away to a foreign country with Yihao, and I really felt very relaxed when I first arrived in London, and I felt a kind of relief because I no longer have to fall into the torment of loving you, I don't have to think about how to please your family, I don't have to think about what I should do if you break up with me for the sake of my family, I am too afraid of being hurt, so I selfishly leave early." But the days didn't take long, I was surrounded by endless emptiness and loneliness, every day in the face of drunken gold and opulent luxury life, but there was no trace of satisfaction in my heart, even if Yihao was really good to me, but the person I really loved in my heart was you, several times I wanted to make it clear to him so that I could come back to you quickly, but when I saw him treat me so sincerely, I couldn't say anything to my mouth, until recently I was able to muster up the courage to show him my position, he was very excited and couldn't accept it, but I still insisted on it, because I love you, I can no longer go against my heart。 ”

Shen Lingfeng frowned, his prominent Adam's apple trembled, and he sighed deeply and said, "What's the point of talking about this now?"

"I know it's useless to say it now, but I just want to talk to you about what is in my heart, like an old friend I haven't seen in years, nothing else. He Bijun said calmly, and there was no trace of emotion on his face.

He glanced at her, then turned his head to look out the window at the scenery, his heart was mixed, and a complicated sadness filled his heart with desire to leap out of his throat, he pressed the corners of his twitching mouth and said coldly: "I already have a girlfriend."

As expected, she could have guessed his answer, and she smiled and said, "It's okay, I don't mind being your best and most special friend, I just hope to stay by your side and care for you silently when you need me, I don't want too much." ”

"Do you think we can still be friends?" Shen Lingfeng asked noncommittally with a little evasion in his eyes.

"Why not, don't you dare to be friends with me, or are you afraid that you won't be able to control your feelings when you face me?" her body leaned forward little by little, little by little closer to him, closer to his face, and looked at him a little defiantly.

He was stunned for a moment, pretending to laugh lightly and said, "What don't I dare." ”

"Then please don't push me away anymore, give me the identity of a friend to make up for my mistakes, as long as you need me, I will be there as you go. He Bijun suddenly held his palm, looked at him and said affectionately, half of his eyes were clear lake water, half of them were raging flames, and Shen Lingfeng was not a taste, and his whole body was numb like electricity.

He deliberately kept calm, hesitated in his heart, and said duplicitously: "This is not fair to you, this is not good for you, even I can't deny it, you have long been deeply imprinted in my heart." The voice became quieter and quieter, and it swayed.

"I'm willing, I just want to be your friend, as long as I can look at you from afar, I'm very satisfied, I don't ask for anything in return, I don't mind paying, it's just such a small request, do you have to refuse me ruthlessly, I won't put pressure on you, please don't be so ruthless, okay? Don't be so indifferent to me, please!" she looked at him with wide eyes and pleading, pleading humbly.

He pursed his lips, but his heart melted, gently caressing her delicate face, sighing involuntarily, but full of pampering and attachment, "You are so stupid." ”

In a corner of the window, the two people are looking at each other stupidly, like a couple like glue, and the love and honey are easily filled with eyes, like a warm and elegant scenery by the window, refreshing, but I never expected that there was a person looking at them silently not far from the window, and my heart was broken. Cheng Siyu happened to find Shengfeng Company at noon and wanted to explain it to Shen Lingfeng, but he heard the gossip of his colleagues in the company, and the yin and yang in his words were weird, so he asked Secretary Li, who usually had a few words to chat with.