In the evening, Shen Lingfeng received a message from Cheng Siyu. The two were silent in the car, and the air pressure was a little low.

"If you have something to say, say it. Shen Lingfeng said succinctly.

She held her breath and muttered quietly, "You really misunderstood me and Jack, we're just friends." ”

"Then you're quite righteous, and you really care about your friends. Shen Lingfeng spoke in a weird tone, which was quite ironic.

This reaction made Cheng Siyu really angry, she felt that she had a clear conscience, and her relationship with Jack was innocent, and she was even more displeased when she remembered the scene by the window at noon, and she theorized with more confidence: "Jack is more enthusiastic, and he doesn't know much about the human feelings in Chinese social relations, and he said a few polite words to you, and you squeezed me so unrelentingly, I explained to you that I really have nothing with him, and you still don't give me a good look, so what about you?"

"What do you mean?" Shen Lingfeng asked with a sneer,

"Where have you been all day!" Cheng Siyu couldn't stop asking, and his voice gradually came up.

"Of course I'm at work. Shen Lingfeng grinned at the corner of his mouth and said confidently.

"Is it just work?" she asked again.

"What do you want to say, just say no?" Shen Lingfeng exhaled helplessly, picked up a lighter and lit a cigarette, and looked at her irritably with white mist in his mouth.

"Where have you been at noon?" Cheng Siyu lowered his voice, so low that he could only hear the breathing of both sides.

Shen Lingfeng frowned, and said in surprise, "You are following me?", his tone was obviously mixed with dissatisfaction.

"Do I need to follow you? If you don't want me to know, don't do it openly. She retorted coldly.

"What did I do? Did I do something shady?" Shen Lingfeng stared at her with wide eyes and asked rhetorically, his words seemed very impulsive.

Cheng Siyu was silent, Shen Lingfeng looked at the sadness and seeping paleness that gradually permeated her expression, Yu Xin was a little unbearable, and softened his tone weakly, and teased in a half-angry and half-joking tone: "It must be the people in the office who are making irresponsible remarks, you see that I have to find them out when I go back, let them taste the fried squid with green peppers." ”

"It's not about anyone else, it's your problem. Cheng Siyu still questioned him with cold eyes.

"What the hell are you trying to say?" he looked away from her gaze and stared blankly at the gray in front of the window, and the sky suddenly began to rain.

"She's so good-looking. Cheng Siyu struggled to spit out these four words, and felt inexplicably inferior.

"I don't know what you're talking about. Shen Lingfeng probably guessed what was going on, and he was still dying.

"Don't pretend anymore, okay, I saw it all. She was dissatisfied with his evasion again and again, and once again made things clear, ambiguous communication methods have always been the trick she hates the most, but it is a trick that Shen Lingfeng has played perfectly, but this kind of vague psychological tactics also needs the cooperation of interested opponents, and no matter how experienced a woman is in battle, she will definitely break the success of a woman who seeks the bottom of the matter.

In desperation, he had to explain to her as usual, "I just had a meal with her, that's all." ”

"If it's just eating and chatting, is it necessary to hold other people's faces in the palm of your hand?" Cheng Siyu retorted to him in disbelief.

Shen Lingfeng was instantly dumbfounded, realizing that he could not escape the blame, he felt a little annoyed and angry, and said angrily: "You doubt me, what else do I have to say." ”

"I'm waiting for you to explain. Her tone began to become subdued and sharp.

"I don't want to explain it to you. Shen Lingfeng replied. The rain became heavier and heavier, but the air seemed to freeze, making people suffocate in the claustrophobic workshop.

She looked at Shen Lingfeng without blinking, and the deep light cast by the two shiny grapes made him dare not look directly, cramped and uneasy, "Can you not stare at me." ”

She felt that her heart was raining, but the raindrops were dripping from her eyes like a bead curtain, she withdrew her eyes, and said weakly and deliberately at a distance: "You can't give me a sense of security at all, it's because I think too much of myself." ”

"You're here again, don't be cranky. Shen Lingfeng didn't know what to say, except for this pale and weak sentence.

"You still love her, others say that the ex is a shadow that can't be erased, as soon as she comes back, I know it's over, it's not you, it's me. Cheng Siyu looked out the window at the torrential rain that was falling unexpectedly, and muttered to himself in amazement.

"I love you, I don't love her!" Shen Lingfeng roared angrily, as if he was hiding something eager to try with a heavy voice, afraid that something that had been sealed in the bottom of his heart suddenly jumped out and startled himself, he closed the car door hard, and suddenly stood under the wind and rain, letting the wind blow wantonly, wandering around as if no one was around, looking a little angry, but not embarrassed.

Cheng Siyu rolled down the window and shouted hard outward: "What are you doing, it's raining outside, get in the car quickly." ”

Shen Lingfeng listened to the rain on the ground and the sky, as if he had to be in a heavy rain to extinguish the fire in his heart, at this time Cheng Siyu got out of the car with an umbrella, and hurriedly walked to Shen Lingfeng and covered him with an umbrella, "If you have anything to say, let's get in the car, don't get sick with a cold." ”

He looked at her expressionlessly, then turned back and said, "Since you don't believe me, ignore me." ”

"The two of us sit and make it clear, I don't believe you, I just want to listen to your serious explanation, the most important thing for two people to be together is to communicate with each other and respect each other, isn't it?

As soon as he heard the two words of explanation, he was even more upset, he threw off Cheng Siyu's umbrella and shouted loudly: "Why should I explain!"

She was stunned and stunned without saying a word.

"I hate your unrelenting! Ask yourself, how many times have you tied me up and asked me to explain to me during the time you have been with me, what are you doing with me so distrustfully, am I a lie detector to satisfy your perverted censorship fetish? I thought that you could change your peace for a while, but I didn't expect you to become more and more annoying!" Shen Lingfeng seemed to suddenly burst out of his pent-up dissatisfaction, and the more he spoke, the more excited he became, and the louder he spoke.

After listening to his complaints, Cheng Siyu was full of grievances, she really couldn't understand, it was obviously his problem, why was he more excited and angry than her, it was he who was entangled with his ex just now, "Do you think I really like to mess around and ask for hardship, I also want to trust you, and I don't want to quarrel, but I can't do it, it's because your performance makes me have no way to calm down, if you have no problem with her, why lie and lie to me, why can't you confess, why can't you make it clear?"

"It's because I don't want to be here with you like I am now. Shen Lingfeng said irritably.

"That's all because of your evasive attitude. I saw you touching her face, looking at her eyes so gentle and reluctant, like a different person, no edges and no thorns, that is the side I have never seen you. Cheng Siyu said loudly, and strings of raindrops hung down her bangs.

"I've said it all, I love you. Shen Lingfeng was powerless to refute, and even more insincere.

Cheng Siyu lowered his head, was silent for a moment, and said tentatively: "You said you love me, then you... Will you ever see that woman again?"

This time it was Shen Lingfeng's turn to be silent, he didn't know how to respond, because even he couldn't figure out what his thoughts were.

At this moment, the two of them were silent, stalemate, and stalemate in this eager heavy rain.

After a while, Cheng Siyu seemed to understand something instantly, she even felt a little humble and disheartened, she said lightly: "Get in the car and go, I'm tired." ”

For half an hour, the two did not say a word in the car, not even making eye contact. Shen Lingfeng felt very irritable, he was simply irritable, now he would rather Cheng Siyu could open his mouth to scold him, and even scolding him is better than being cold, he knows her too well, as long as he is willing to take care of him, that is, he can still coax, if he doesn't say a word and has no expression, most of them will be disappointed. In fact, so far, he feels that he still likes Cheng Siyu, after all, she is really different from the girls he has known, she can't be said to be the most beautiful and glamorous, but she is really rare and beautiful, Chu Chu is moving, that kind of beauty is indescribable, that is the kind of innocence that seeps out in that bloodless pale and extremely weak, and it is poignant. Although this innocence has made him feel bored and dull many times, the most important thing is that her pure heart for him has given him a haven-like warmth and infinite care, in this materialistic and prosperous world, sincerity is already a very luxurious thing, and he has long been disgusted with those who only want to please him for money, including women. Whenever I see her smile like a spring breeze in the afternoon, there seems to be a relaxing lilac smell all around. As soon as he thought of this, he felt that he couldn't stand her, after all, he did hide from her to see Bijun, and more than once, he wanted to apologize to her, but when the words came to his mouth, he couldn't get out of his throat.

The rain gradually became smaller, and then turned into a cloudy drizzle, just like Cheng Siyu's mood, bitter, astringent, and painful.

The car stopped at the door of Cheng Siyu's house, and she said lightly: "I've arrived." Hurry up and go home and change your clothes. ”

Shen Lingfeng remained silent.

"I'm leaving. Just as she was about to open the car door, Shen Lingfeng held down the doorknob.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have hidden from you to meet Bijun, but I really just had a normal conversation with her. Shen Lingfeng explained.

Cheng Siyu looked at him a little surprised, but obviously lost a little anger, his tone softened, and asked tentatively: "Then can you stop seeing her?"

Shen Lingfeng was silent again, he was silent, he was silent again.

Her face instantly lost blood, she understood, didn't say a word, opened the car door and left, she walked in a hurry, and didn't even leave him with a lingering back.

Shen Lingfeng didn't continue to explain, nor did he chase after him, even if he felt confused when he saw Cheng Siyu leave disappointed, because even he didn't know how to explain it, and even he couldn't guarantee that he would not see He Bijun again, even if he could control himself not to go to her, but he couldn't guarantee that he could refuse not to see her, not to mention, he couldn't even guarantee whether he could control himself to go to He Bijun.