138 I don't like some irrelevant men touching me, please forgive me
I watched this scene almost finished, and I added a big close-up to end it perfectly, so I suppressed my tears and lowered my voice, and made a gesture to pull my injured hand back, pretending to be tired and said: "Mr. Yu, forget it, Mr. Zhao didn't mean it, I see that the wound is not big, my skin is rough and rough is not in the way, I'll go home and get some disinfectant to treat it, you still take Mr. Zhao to the hospital to have a look." β
I say this because I know Yu Minghui, even if he doesn't love me, but he knows the priorities, he will definitely not bear me to go home with such a bleeding hole to deal with it by himself, he will definitely insist on taking me to the hospital, after all, he thinks that a knife wound requires a tetanus shot.
Even if I don't want to have more contact with Yu Minghui, even if I don't want Yu Minghui's sympathetic care, she Zhao Xiaoning thought, she Zhao Xiaoning is rare, didn't she keep saying that I came to rob her, since she always reminded me to rob her, then I naturally want to rob it in front of her, what she wants, I will grab it, even if I grab it, it is not rare to throw it to feed the dog, it is better than leaving it to her Zhao Xiaoning!
Isn't she Zhao Xiaoning black and insidious? In terms of black and insidious, I'm not bad!
But I don't blame this black-bellied and sinister self at all, after all, the sluts are kicking their noses in the face, I don't need to get used to it!
And just as I expected, Yu Minghui's brows furrowed even tighter, he desperately pressed my wound, he stared at me, and almost unquestionably said, "No, I'm going to the hospital." β
After speaking, Yu Minghui didn't even look at Zhao Xiaoning, he held down my arm while pulling me forcefully and took me back to his office on the 32nd floor.
His brows were deeply furrowed, and he said, "Lin Sisi, you hold down the wound first, I'll go find some gauze Yunnan Baiyao, stop the bleeding for you first, and then go to the hospital." β
Even if Zhao Xiaoning is no longer at this scene, and I don't need to act anymore, but I have to occupy Yu Minghui's time tonight, so that he can't spare time to pay attention to the slut downstairs who has three wrong views, so I said in an unprecedented soft voice: "Thank you, Mr. Yu." β
Probably because my tone was not as hard and cold as usual, Yu Minghui was slightly stunned, he quickly returned to normal, and turned out Yunnan Baiyao and gauze from the medicine box, he naturally squatted in front of me, before he sprinkled Yunnan Baiyao on my wound, he said: "Why do you still not know how to take care of yourself, why are you still so easy to hurt here and there." β
His words seemed to be said casually, but with an ambiguous meaning, he dragged me back to the winter of that year, I was pushed and dragged by Ding Zhanbo and injured my knee, he saw my wound, he blamed me for not knowing how to take care of myself, blamed me for being easy to get hurt, he said that he couldn't really rest assured if he was far away from me, he said he wanted to take a rope to tie me, he said I don't know how to take care of myself and it's okay, anyway, I will have him in the future, he said so many seemingly sincere words to me, but why, why, in a blink of an eye, I found out the fact that he doesn't love meγ
The memories made me uncomfortable, and I suddenly hated his gentleness at this moment, I withdrew my hand and regained my indifference, I said: "Mr. Yu, I can take care of the wound myself." But you're going to take me to get a tetanus shot later, because I'm at work. β
But Yu Minghui was stubborn, he wrapped my arms around his thighs and said, "Don't move!"
His voice is not too high, but there is an undoubted inspiring deterrent power in it, but unfortunately I am no longer a 21-year-old little girl who has not seen a big scene, I slowed down my speech, polite but alienated and indifferent, and said: "Mr. Yu, I said that I came by myself, men and women do not kiss, I don't like some irrelevant men to touch me, please forgive me." β
Yu Minghui's hand pressing my arm stiffened for more than ten seconds, he didn't make a sound, slowly let go of my hand, but still carefully sprinkled Yunnan Baiyao on my wound, and after stopping the bleeding, he wrapped the gauze three or two times.
After doing all this, he seemed to distance ourselves consciously or unconsciously, saying, "Go, go to the hospital." β
When I came out of the hospital, it was almost ten o'clock.
Unlike last night's drizzling bad weather, this day's night sky in Shenzhen, for the first time, I could see some lonely stars, I still yearn for and covet beautiful things, so I took a second look.
After reading it, I stood two meters away from Yu Minghui, and I said politely: "Thank you Mr. Yu for bringing me to the hospital for injections." I'll go back first. β
I was about to leave, Yu Minghui suddenly stepped forward, he grabbed my wrist, his voice was extremely tired, he said, "Lin Sisi, I want to have a good chat with you." β
I tried my best to shake off his hand, trying to shake it off, but he was firmly imprisoned, and he stared at me with stubbornness: "I really have something to tell you." It won't take up a lot of your time, I just need some answers. β
After saying that, he quickly opened the car door and stuffed me in and closed the door, and quickly went around and got into the cab, Yu Minghui quickly started the car, he ran all the way, and soon after, drove the car to the lonely East Lake Mountain Road.
He rolled down the window and turned on the dim headlights, he pursed his lips and was silent for nearly five minutes before he slowly spoke: "Lin Sisi, I want to ask, in the past few years, have you occasionally regretted leaving me?"
I feel like I've done a lot of things in my life that I regret.
For example, I regret that I thought I loved Ding Zhanbo when I was young and frivolous, I regret that I went to the suburbs with him in the middle of the night to set off fireworks, I regret that I indirectly ruined the peaceful life of all my family members because of my temporary greed and early love, I regret that I met Yu Minghui, I regret that I fell in love with him incorrigibly, I regret that I would beg for a life in a nightclub in Dongguan, and I regret that I met him again. Look at it, there are so many things I regret that I can't count, but the only thing I don't regret is that I left him so resolutely and neatly that year.
This allows me to pick up half of my dignity and live a new world of my own, even if I almost paid the price of my life for such a new world, I still feel that such a life is worth it, not that I am ignorant but undignified to live by his side, blinded by the so-called beautiful love, and enjoy the gentle trap he built for me with cruel redemption.
And now, seeing how calm, rational and calm I am, I know that I can't go back to that seemingly mutual disclosure day with this man, and we are not suitable to talk about the old days in the heart, so I simply said concisely and indifferently, "Never." β
With my words, Yu Minghui's eyebrows were completely twisted together, his hands didn't know why, and suddenly they were twisted together, and he said, "Okay, the second question." Little Gray Gray, whose child is it? My personal judgment is that Little Gray Gray is not Ding Zhanbo's, otherwise it would be impossible for you not to get married. β
The corners of my mouth hooked up a casual smile: "It doesn't matter who it is, it's not yours anyway." β
Suddenly, Yu Minghui's pupils dilated, he stared at my face, and his voice suddenly raised eight degrees: "It's not mine, why do you name him Xiao Gray Gray, why do you want to give your child a name that I misunderstand!" Lin Sisi, why do you want to give your child a name that makes me think about it!"
I thought that he had asked tonight anyway, so I might as well just let him die of this heart, and don't nail my eyes to the little gray gray in the future, and instead run to snatch the child from me.
So I made a loud noise and said, "Wrong, Mr. Yu." My child's scientific name is Lynn, and as for why I gave him the nickname Little Gray, it was entirely because he used to make his nose gray when he was a child, and I picked it up casually. It has nothing to do with you at all, you don't play with your body associations at every turn. Although I have lived a confused life, I can still tell that the child is not yours, and it is not yours. Don't think too highly of your weight in my Lin Sisi life, you are not that important to me. If all your unconventional actions during this period of time are to brush up on your presence, then Yu Minghui, I hope you stop here. Otherwise, I will really consider Chen Daowei's suggestion and sue you in court for sexual harassment. β
After a pause, I changed my words: "And Yu Minghui, I call you Mr. Yu, and I also hope that you will abide by what your boss should abide by, stop wantonly interfering and spying on my private life, and give me the most basic respect." If Mr. Yu really thinks of the old relationship we used to have together, then I hope that whether it is the matter of me being drugged last night, or the matter of Mr. Zhao asking me for fault tonight, Qun Cheng and Mr. Yu can give me a satisfactory and fair answer. That's all for me, open door, I have to go back. β
I said so much, I thought Yu Minghui would understand, he would just open the door and tell me to get out of the car, and run away in all kinds of cool ways by himself, but he didn't.
He pursed his lips and stared at me, different from those silent stares before, this time, his eyes were full of powerful and aggressive burning, as if he was about to force me into a corner, like he was about to suffocate me, the corners of his mouth twitched slowly, he slowly bit every word hard, and asked, "Lin Sisi, have you ever loved me?"
What if I have loved, what if I have not loved? The so-called love story between me and him without a happy ending is just an ominous break in my life, since these things have disappeared like a cloud of smoke in the past, scattered and difficult to repair, and can only become those colds and flu that occasionally make my eyes red and sour and there are few traces of colds and flu, then why should I give an answer from my heart when he stubbornly pursues an answer that is simply insignificant to worthless?
So, I smiled brightly, but my tone was full of cold cruel indifference: "Not for a second, I'm really sorry." β
As if to accompany me, as soon as my words fell, my mobile phone screamed sharply, and in this silent night, Eason Chan's fresh and elegant song "Bitter Melon" also seemed particularly abrupt, I hurriedly flipped out my phone and glanced at it.
On the caller ID, Ding Zhanbo's name is displayed.