Although my relationship with Ding Zhanbo has been a little delicate recently, he called me at this point, and I may not have any urgent matter. Thinking of this, I reached out and pressed answer.

However, Yu Minghui suddenly reached out and snatched my phone, he did not press and hang up without permission, but let Eason Chan's voice continue to echo.

I got up and wanted to snatch the phone, but Yu Minghui's hand leaned back to dodge, he looked at me, and he said extremely seriously: "Lin Sisi, have you really never loved for a second?"

The ringing of incoming calls stopped abruptly.

And instead of answering him, I said, "Give me my phone back!"

Yu Minghui pinched my mobile phone more steadily, his face showed coldness, and said: "Give you your mobile phone, let you talk to your Ding Zhanbo in front of me and say that you love Qingqing and me?" Lin Sisi, Ding Zhanbo He doesn't love you, if he wants to love you, he would have married you a long time ago, wake up, he doesn't love you, you should wake up from this dream!"

His voice gets louder and louder the further I go, and when I see his excitement, it really makes me feel like a world away, but it's a world of irony.

Okay Yu Minghui, whether Ding Zhanbo loves me or not, it's really none of your business, but you Yu Minghui, do you love me?

You don't love me, you want to marry me, because you think that your thought has destroyed my life, you owe me and bear me, so you want to use your life as a bargaining chip to give me the so-called rain and sunny weather.

But I don't need your salvation, what I need is your sincere love, and if you can't, then I can only ask you to get out of my life neatly.

Because out of sympathy and pity and redemption, this kind of emotion hurts the most.

Too many emotions are trapped in my heart, and sadness is like the rising tide of the sea, and I want to press it hard, but I can't resist the coolness of my heart.

I finally sneered and said, "Yu Minghui, you are not a savior, nor a hero, you don't need to put on a coy posture of Dundun's teachings to me, so I will only think that you are hateful." And I don't know you well enough to sit down and talk about my love life, what you should do now is give me back my phone!"

That's when my phone started screaming again.

I don't know why, my heart sank suddenly, and I almost subconsciously raised my voice and yelled at Yu Minghui: "Give me back my phone!"

Or was it because of my loud voice, Yu Minghui hesitated for a few seconds, but he still handed me the phone.

My hands trembled unconsciously, and I pressed twice to get the phone on.

Ding Zhanbo's voice quickly came over urgently: "Lin Sisi, little gray gray..." ”

It may be that the signal is not good, Ding Zhanbo's words have not been finished, and the phone is suddenly disconnected.

I couldn't stop trembling, and it took a few seconds to completely unlock the phone and call Ding Zhanbo back.

Only then did it sound, Ding Zhanbo picked it up and said, "Lin Sisi, the little gray is sick, Li Jing and I will send him to Nanwan Hospital immediately, you rush over immediately, don't delay for a moment." ”

Ding Zhanbo's voice was more solemn and low and flustered than the last time he informed me, my whole person seemed to be stuck in an ice cellar, and I spoke incoherently at the microphone with no mastery: "Little Gray Gray, don't be afraid, you have to wait for your mother, your mother will arrive soon, your mother will arrive soon, Little Gray Gray you have to wait for your mother, don't be afraid, Little Gray is the bravest, Little Gray is the most powerful, don't be afraid." ”

The phone was hung up.

My tears couldn't stop running, I forgot that I had been fighting with Yu Minghui a second ago, my hand grabbed his arm, and said, "Please, send me to Nanwan Hospital, right away, please." ”

As the car was speeding away, I held my silent phone tightly, and I desperately told myself that no news was the best news at this time, but my tears were uncontrollable and rushed down the embankment, like an endless downpour.

After Yu Minghui desperately avoided pedestrians and ran several red lights, we finally arrived at the hospital.

The familiar smell of disinfectant water kept getting into my nose and irritating my nerves, and when I saw Ding Zhanbo and Li Jing in the waiting area in front of the emergency room, all my self-soothing strength broke in a second, and I collapsed on the ground with my back to the wall, and at this moment, I hated myself.

I hate myself for bringing my little ash into this world, and let this innocent little angel who saves and warms me suffer pain that he should not bear at his age again and again, race against death again and again, and struggle in the boundless ordeal again and again, seemingly never ending, as if there is never hope.

Ding Zhanbo and Li Jing walked over to me, and Li Jing squatted down and reached out to pat me on the head.

I looked up and asked her with tears streaming down my face, "When did little Ash get in?"

Li Jing frowned, she probably couldn't bear to tell me something else to break my remaining sanity, she said, "Two minutes ago. ”

My tears were even more turbulent, and my words were incoherent: "Is he afraid, did he shout to find his mother? Isn't his face ugly and pale? Is he crying? Is Little Gray crying? Li Jing, I came too late, I am an unqualified mother, Li Jing, I am very unqualified, Little Gray must be very afraid, I am not by his side when he needs it most, he must be very afraid, he will blame me, he will blame me, he will blame me, he will blame me, he will really blame me." ”

Or is afraid that no matter what I say, I will fall into a state of unprovoked rampage, Li Jing pursed her lips and stopped answering me.

In the haze of tears, I caught a glimpse of Yu Minghui standing opposite me against the wall, the expression on his face complicated.

My anger rose with a loud voice.

I gritted my teeth and tried my best to stumble to my feet, I desperately shook off the hands of Ding Zhanbo and Li Jing who grabbed my clothes, I staggered to Yu Minghui's face, one hand rose and fell, and slapped Yu Minghui's face hard.

He didn't dodge, he stood there still, he suddenly stretched out his hand, dragged me into his arms and imprisoned me desperately, he said: "Lin Sisi, don't be afraid, everything has me, I have me." It's okay, it's going to be fine. ”

But his overstretched comfort no longer had any soothing effect on my devastated life.

My little gray ash is my life, all my courage and hope.

I thought to myself, if it wasn't for Yu Minghui and him snatching my phone, I would at least be able to come to the hospital before Little Ash was pushed into the emergency treatment!

I struggled desperately like a madman to rush away from his embrace, I was like a hedgehog with red eyes that was enraged, I raised my hand again and slapped it on Yu Minghui's chest, I opened my mouth and cried bitterly and scolded intermittently: "Scum, what are you doing robbing my phone! I asked what you are doing when you snatch my phone! What are you doing snatching my phone!" If I can get Ding Zhanbo's first call, if I can get it, then my little gray gray doesn't have to go into the rescue room so lonely, he will be afraid, he will not see that I will be afraid, he will be very afraid, he is still a child, he will be afraid! Scum, you scumbag! Why do you still appear in my life, why do you still appear! You destroy me once is not enough, is it, you still think that I am not harmed enough, right?"

I thrashed so hard that the gauze wrapped around the hospital trembled and trembled, as if I could shake them off a few more times.

At this moment, Ding Zhanbo came forward to make a gesture to hold me, but I shook him off with a ruthless hand, and I said: "Don't pull me, don't pull me! I want to kill this scumbag, I want to kill this scumbag who ruined all my life, I want to kill him! You don't hold me! You let me kill him, I beg you to let me kill him!"

Yu Minghui grabbed my hand and said, "Lin Sisi, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." ”

I'm sorry.

These two sounds of sorry were amplified in an infinite loop in my mind, it was more like a nuclear bomb that suddenly exploded in my head, dispersing all my remaining sanity, and my hand was raised again, I made a gesture to slap Yu Minghui, but it fell on his shoulder, the moment the bones collided, his brows frowned, and I didn't feel much pain.

I was completely insane.

I slapped him on the shoulder over and over again, my voice was almost hoarse, I glared at him coldly, and squeezed out a few words from between my teeth: "Yu Minghui, do you really think you're sorry for me?"

Yu Minghui put all his eyes on my face, he looked at me with the look of pity that made me look extremely hateful and extremely hateful, and the sentence that came out of his mouth was still the same: "I'm sorry, Lin Sisi." ”

My hand was taken off his shoulder, and I poked at him like crazy, and I yelled at him like a madman: "Yu Minghui, you really feel so sorry for me, then you will die, a scumbag like you should die immediately, if you die, I may forgive you! If you die, I will forgive you for conniving at Xiao Xiaozhi's gang to spoil me, I will forgive you for not loving me but lying to me and saying that you love me, I will forgive you for all the mistakes you have committed to my life, and I will forgive you for all the destruction and destruction of my life." You die, only when you die, can I completely forgive you. But why don't you die, why don't you die! Why don't you die like you, who do a lot of evil! My little gray gray, he is not at fault, he is a good boy, he is innocent, he is not wrong at all, why is God so unfair, why is his eyes so blind! Yu Minghui, if anything happens to my little gray gray, I will not live anymore, I will also pull you to be buried, I will pull you to be buried, I will drag you to hell! Don't you love atonement so much, you should go to hell to atone, you should apologize with death, you should apologize with death, you should die to apologize, you should die, you should die! Why do you still live, what qualifications do you have to live merry and happy..."

I still have a lot to say, but for a while, the world is spinning, my eyes are black, I haven't reacted, my whole body has leaned back, my eardrums keep ringing the sound of Li Jing and Ding Zhanbo calling my name, I want to answer them, but in the end I squint in vain, so that I can't hear anything, can't see, can't speak, can't wake up.

The moment I lost consciousness, time seemed to stand still.