Chapter Twenty-Nine: Huabai Paradise
When she got home from work, Cheng Siyu remembered the bouquet of yellow roses she received that day, a small card without a signature, and after thinking about it, she was struggling with whether to go to the appointment and meet the mysterious person who sent flowers for a while, but after thinking for a while, maybe it was a prank, maybe there was no such person at all, maybe even if there were, it was a stranger who was not worth knowing, so after thinking about it, she still decided to ignore it.
It's just that when she is eating, when she is washing dishes, when she is watching TV, or even when she is ready to go to bed after taking a shower, the little card of invitation comes to mind, and her curiosity is at work, and she really wants to meet this stranger, this stranger who expresses her love for her and gives her yellow roses.
So she immediately got up and changed her clothes, put on a small yellow floral blouse, a white silk skirt, took a small white bag, lightly applied powder, applied a light earth-colored eyeshadow, and applied coral-colored lipstick, mascara made her eyelashes appear more curled, at this time her eyes were like ripe black grapes soaked in clear water, clear and spiritual, she quickly came out of the house, and rushed to the direction of Huabai Square.
At this time, it was half past nine in the evening when she walked to Huabai Paradise, she suddenly was a little puzzled, it stands to reason that the amusement park should be ready to close at this time, why the anonymous person on the card is about to be at nine o'clock in the evening, she slowly walked in from the door, and found that the entire Huabai Paradise was very quiet, except for the security guard at the door, who felt that there was no one in the park, which seemed to be the same as the atmosphere of being chartered by the actor in the TV series.
She gradually walked forward, and saw the shiny merry-go-round in front of her, the shiny merry-go-round, the merry-go-round full of fairy tale fun, she looked at the dreamlike merry-go-round in front of her, and smiled happily and brightly.
"You're hereβ" A familiar voice came from not far away.
"It's you..." Cheng Siyu turned his head to look in the direction of the voice and saw that familiar face, Shen Lingfeng.
"You know what, you were half an hour late, I waited for you for half an hour, I didn't think about it, I would continue to wait for you. Shen Lingfeng lowered his head and said in a heavy voice.
As soon as Cheng Siyu saw that it was Shen Lingfeng, she immediately felt aggrieved and angry, she said angrily: "If I had known that the anonymous card man was you, I would definitely not have come, do you think there is anything great about you waiting for me for half an hour, do you think the time I waited for you that day is less than this half hour?" she said and turned around and prepared to leave.
Shen Lingfeng walked quickly behind Cheng Siyu and grabbed her hand with his hand, "Since you have arrived, can't you stay here for a while, I will wrap up the entire Huabai Square tonight for you, you know?"
"Mr. Shen, you have money, in order to win any woman or girl, you use your money to make a little trick, it is estimated that many people will give you a hug, you charter an amusement park for me, it doesn't necessarily mean that you care about me, I want sincerity, not MONEY." After speaking, Cheng Siyu was ready to turn around and leave again.
"Don't go, okay?" Shen Lingfeng hugged Cheng Siyu tightly behind her and didn't let go, her hands wrapped around Cheng Siyu's waist, she felt his slightly trembling hands, she slowly turned her head, looking at Shen Lingfeng's serious and melancholy face, she moved her heart of compassion and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong with you?"
"I miss you so much, Siyu, really. Shen Lingfeng buried his head in Cheng Siyu's shoulders and hugged her tighter: "I originally thought I wouldn't care, I originally thought it wouldn't be a big deal if I broke up with you, but I missed you and couldn't help but want to come to you." β
Cheng Siyu pushed Shen Lingfeng away slightly, and said lightly, "You are often cloudy and occasionally cloudy, you will really make me very uncomfortable like this, today is good, tomorrow is fine, but the day after tomorrow you may be to me... I'm just an ordinary person, I want stable happiness, I don't want that kind of exciting and warm but ethereal and fast fading love, my heart will not be able to echo, it will be difficult for me to let go of you in the past two days, I will not be as broken as before, I will be worried, I will break up if you want to break up, I will get back together if I am in a good mood, you are too selfish, you have not thought about my feelings. β
"I know, it's me who is not good," Shen Lingfeng walked up to Cheng Siyu again and clenched her hands, "Give me another chance, I will try my best to change, you are patient with me and tolerant, okay, I know that I am more machismo, I am domineering, I have a bad temper, I want to die to save face, I am selfish, I don't know how to conceive for you, but I will try my best to change, you don't leave me, you are my woman, you are mine." β
Cheng Siyu looked at Shen Lingfeng's sincere and warm eyes, looking at his sworn appearance, she hesitated, her heart moved, but she was hesitating, she was afraid that she would fall deeper and deeper, she was afraid that she would fall into pain again, her eyes flashed hesitation, doubt, she spit out a few words: "You let me think about it again, okay?"
"Yes, you should think about it, I'll give you a minute to think about it. Saying that, Shen Lingfeng held Cheng Siyu's face with his hand, he kissed her, his lips were domineering and warmly attached to Cheng Siyu's soft lips, his tongue strongly asked Cheng Siyu, Cheng Siyu felt that he couldn't breathe at that moment, couldn't think, only felt that the sky was spinning, the sky was falling apart, she thought, she was going to sink again, she liked him very much, she liked him very much.
Suddenly, a feeling of needing to wake up knocked her away, she was afraid that she would fall into the whirlpool of thoughts, her reason tried hard to pull herself out of the whirlpool, she opened her eyes, pushed Shen Lingfeng away slightly, she said quietly: "You let me think about it again, my mind is a little confused now, and I am afraid that I will make incorrect decisions again." β
"No, Siyu. Shen Lingfeng hugged Cheng Siyu from behind again, her arms holding her strongly, breathing heavily in her ears. I saw that the dark and bottomless night sky suddenly presented a colorful flash, in the form of scattered fireworks, "pop", the gorgeous fireworks are like a dazzling little chrysanthemum, in a thousand postures, straight into the night sky, around the stars.
"It's so beautiful!" Cheng Siyu looked at the fireworks in the sky in surprise, the continuous fireworks scattered around the night sky, from a small spark point, and expanded outward into a big spark, like a dream, people are fascinated to watch, "The beautiful stars seem to symbolize eternity, if it can not disappear in the galaxy, how good it would be!" Siyu looked at the night sky stupidly, looked at the fireworks, and said in admiration.
"It won't change, as long as you like it, I can always set off fireworks here for you to see, it symbolizes my love for you, as long as you don't leave me for a day, as long as you like it, I can give you all the beautiful fireworks, even all the beautiful things, if you want the moon or stars in the sky, I will pick it for you immediately, as long as you stay with me, you will always belong to me, as long as you will give me a chance." Shen Lingfeng gently grabbed Cheng Siyu's shoulders with his hands, and gently turned Cheng Siyu, who was originally facing away from him, he stared at her and said affectionately.
Cheng Siyu looked at Shen Lingfeng's unruly face faintly, looking at his serious expression, her eyes were filled with tears, and she felt a powerful burst of hot tears pouring into her sockets from her heart to her throat, and a stream of hot tears could no longer uncontrollably gush out of her tender eyes, crawling down on both sides of her cheeks, and then falling and falling to the ground.
Her psychological defense line was broken through again at that moment, she hugged Shen Lingfeng excitedly and vigorously and sobbed, cried, and even cried out loud, she muttered to herself with tears: "It's all your fault, why do you always make me so miserable, make me so sad, I hate you, but I hate myself, I hate that I can't get rid of you!"
"From now on I will try to do my best, and I will treat you well. He grabbed Cheng Siyu's hands, lowered his head, his lips stayed on the back of her hand, kissed her hands deeply, and gradually raised his head and kissed her forehead, he gently wiped away the two lines of tears on her face with his hand, sighed lightly, and took Cheng Siyu into his arms domineeringly, at that moment, Cheng Siyu found that long-lost sense of security, protection, and happiness in him for the first time.
Cheng Siyu looked at the merry-go-round in front of her, childhood memories emerged, she missed that innocent and carefree time, her mother at that time was not as bitter and mean as she is now, and her stepfather at that time was also very concerned about herself, and the long-lost happiness suddenly seemed to have all returned at this moment, and that little sense of satisfaction and happiness made her have a delusion that she had won the whole world.
She jumped into the spinning and bright merry-go-round, sat on the wooden horse excitedly, swept the hair on both shoulders freely, she smiled comfortably, laughed so happily, the moment of rotation, it seemed that everything was spinning, the sky was spinning, she looked at the Trojan horse next to her that was mechanically moving up and down, and looked at Shen Lingfeng below, he was looking at himself with a doting smile, she couldn't help shouting: "Come up, Lingfeng, I feel that all the troubles and pressures are going to disappear, I am very happy at the moment!"
Shen Lingfeng shook his head, how could he be a big man playing with these things of children and girls, originally he was not a childlike boy, he came to the playground completely to keep Cheng Siyu and make Cheng Siyu happy, as for getting on the merry-go-round and laughing and chatting with Cheng Siyu, he really couldn't do it.
He just looked at Cheng Siyu below, and waved to Cheng Siyu who was sitting on the merry-go-round, Siyu looked at him happily, and at the same time, at the moment when the wooden horse turned, her face couldn't help but show a look of disappointment and loneliness. Seeing this, Shen Lingfeng suddenly remembered something, and he waved his hands: "Siyu, you sit there and wait for me, I'll go to the car and get something and come back!"