The fear in my heart became deeper and deeper, and the doctor reassured me for a while not to get excited, and then examined my body!

In the end, he concluded: "You have a small amount of bleeding caused by your poor physical condition, and there may be a threatened miscarriage, but the situation is not particularly crisis. ”

The phenomenon of threatened miscarriage?!

I couldn't accept this result, so I quickly asked the doctor to find a way for me, and he saw that I was so excited and hurriedly reassured: "The child has no problem for the time being, but you have to cooperate with the hospital's treatment to go to the hospital regularly for examination, take fetal protection injections and take tocolytic drugs, and the most important thing is to keep a happy mood, because too much nervousness or joy and sorrow will make the fetus's condition unstable, and many pregnant ladies are miscarriages caused by emotional instability during pregnancy!"

After a pause, the doctor asked, "Do you have a problem with your back?"

I was surprised and asked, "What?"

"Your case shows that you have had a serious injury and that your central nervous system is still recovering, which could lead to ...... if you are pregnant now You should be clear about the situation, the time you are pregnant with this child is not very suitable, I personally recommend that you beat it, if the body recovers smoothly and the cultivation ...... in the future"

The doctor paused violently as he rolled my case's hand, "Have you ever had uterine cancer?"

I nodded and said with difficulty, "Yes." ”

"Your uterus has not been removed, but your body is a loss, and your back is ...... You're in really bad shape, not fit to get pregnant!If you have to insist it will threaten your life, I really recommend you ......."

I interrupted the doctor and said firmly, "You know my condition, I have a lot of miscellaneous diseases, and I have had a kidney transplant...... My pregnancy is my only chance, and I don't think I will be qualified to be a mother in the future, so I decided to risk my life to give birth to this child, and you can give me a treatment plan, no matter how much it costs, I am willing to give me the best medicine!"

The doctor frowned and asked me, "Does your family know?"

"Well, he knows. ”

"Does he know your physical condition?"

When the doctor asked me this question, I realized that the reason why Xi Zhan asked me to kill the child may be because I know my physical condition!

Maybe Xi Zhan doesn't want me to take the risk?!

Now I only have this reason to comfort myself!

I nodded and said, "He knows." ”

Seeing my resolute attitude, the doctor sighed and said, "I will try my best to help you, but you must keep a good mood and avoid sexual intercourse." ”

I nodded, and the doctor also told me about the dangers of continuing to get pregnant, "This matter is your own choice, not to mention whether the child can be saved, even if you give birth in the future, you may not be sure ......"

He stopped talking, and I knew what he meant.

I took the tocolytic pill and left the hospital, and when I returned to the apartment, I lay down to raise the baby, and I inevitably felt lonely at night.

In fact, how can I not know what the doctor said?

I'm also afraid, I'm afraid that my life is in danger.

I'm afraid that I will leave Xi Zhan.

But I'm even more afraid of this child's departure.

Gu Tingchen once beat my child and made me get uterine cancer, I always thought that if that child was kept, then I wouldn't have to get sick, and naturally I wouldn't experience those painful things in the future!

So this child has become my obsession!

I want children!

I want to fight against fate once!

I want to be a mother even more!

I reached out and wiped the moisture from the corners of my eyes, closed my eyes and slept, waking up once in the middle of the night, but when I saw the tall figure standing by the window, I was shocked, and I murmured to my second brother.

The back of my back was unusually lonely, and when he heard me shouting that he didn't move, I called out to my second brother again with a sour heart.

He turned around and looked at me with a desolate gaze.

I quickly apologized, "I'm sorry. ”

He hummed lightly and asked, "Is the child still there?"

The first thing he saw me was to ask about the child!

It dawned on me that he was here to kill tonight!

It's here to kill this little thing in my stomach!

I replied, "When did you come back?"

"Just arrived. He replied.

His voice was low and indifferent, I stared at him with some fear but also stared at him with some longing, I got out of bed and stood in front of him with trepidation, and said cautiously aggrieved: "I know that I am a murderer and ruined your career in the first half of my life! I feel very sad in my heart, I feel sorry for my second brother, I have failed your good! I didn't want to do this, but I was ......"

Xi Zhan hummed lightly, he lowered his eyes and looked at me, his deep eyes were alienated, which made my heart very uncomfortable!

"Do you remember what I said?"

I was stunned by Xi Zhan's sudden question, and I reached out and carefully grabbed his sleeve.

Seeing this, Xi Zhan's eyes looked at my small movements.

He suddenly asked lightly: "Are you afraid that I will leave?"

I hummed softly, Xi Zhan suddenly reached out and hugged me in his arms, and I could clearly feel the man's beating heart.

I was shocked and asked, "Second brother doesn't blame me?"

I haven't hugged Xi Zhan for a long time, and I haven't felt the crisp breath on his body for a long time.

I put my hands around his waist tightly, and I heard his voice whisper in a low voice, "Baby, why did you forget what I said to you?"

He is even willing to call me baby!!

I suddenly asked aggrievedly, "What words?"

"Our life is too short, and this life with you is even shorter, at least you have not been there in the first thirty years of my life, and the negative emotions of misunderstanding, pain, concealment, etc., will only lead to the two of us drifting apart. No matter whether my emotions are good or sad, I will not push you away from my side, and I hope you will remember these words for the rest of your life. ”

He had said these words to me before, and when Xi Zhan said these words again, my heart suddenly brightened!

The repression of this time suddenly dissipated.

He rubbed my head and said tolerantly: "You are the child of the Xi family, it is right that the Xi family wants you to recognize your ancestors and return to your ancestors, and it is not wrong that the Xi family wants to suppress me, all this is just a cause and effect." ”

"But the third brother said that your career was completely defeated. ”

I said with guilt: "I pushed you into that situation, whether I have a heart or not, I am the murderer after all! Second brother, I'm sorry, I blame me for being too naïve!"

It's all because I'm too easy to trust others!

I put my arm around his waist and told him everything that had happened during that time.

Xi Zhan suddenly lowered his head and kissed the corner of my eye, a cool feeling slid across his skin, and I heard his faint voice say: "Xi Wei is a member of the Xi family, and I am the head of the Xi family, it is normal for you to trust him." ”

From beginning to end, Xi Zhan didn't blame me.

But he didn't see me that day in Finland.

As soon as I thought of this, my heart was very blocked, I opened my mouth to ask him, and he paused and explained: "Chen Shen is inside." ”

Chen Shen was in prison at the time?!

"Why is he there?"