Chapter 180: He Didn't Misunderstand Me
Xi Zhan didn't explain to me why Chen Shen was there, he hung his head and kissed the corner of my lips, and then raised his hand to pinch my earlobe, I stared at his face and smiled happily for a while!
I'm thankful he didn't misunderstand me.
I am grateful that he is willing to listen to my explanations.
I'm thankful that he was more willing to trust me!
I thought we could reunite, but I was thinking about the fact that he wanted me to kill the child and Gu Tingchen's threats......
"Second brother, third brother brought me your words. ”
Thunder suddenly rang out in the sky.
"Well, I know. He said.
"You said it was over between us. ”
He said truthfully: "I want you to kill the child." ”
"But this kid is very important to me. ”
After a few bursts of thunder, it poured rain outside the window, and the sky in Tongcheng changed, as if hinting at the ending of me and Xi Zhan.
Xi Zhan suddenly let go of me and looked at me with cold eyes, I suddenly stepped back and sat on the bed and didn't want to discuss this issue anymore, so I changed the subject and asked, "How did you leave Finland?"
"Chen Shen understood that he couldn't detain me for long, and he had already gotten what he wanted, so he took the initiative to let me go. ”
Chen Shen let Xi Zhan leave under the pressure of the Xi family......
I don't think the relationship between the two of them should be that bad!
They're just a commercial competitive!
"Then your power ......"
I wanted to ask how much power he had left, but I couldn't ask that, because I was the one who destroyed his power!
Xi Zhan didn't answer my question, but said indifferently: "Don't worry, it's normal for life to have ups and downs." ”
After a pause, his eyes flashed to my stomach.
"Kill this kid. ”
There was no doubt in his voice.
Seeing him so determined that I was terrified to death, I quickly reached out to grab his sleeve, but he took a step back!
This is the first time Xi Zhan has rejected such an act from me.
In the past, no matter what happened, as long as I reached out and grabbed his sleeve, I could be relied on, and I could get his connivance.
But now he's turned me down.
The corners of my eyes moistened instantly, and I tilted my head slightly to force back those tears, and asked him in fear, "Why do you have to beat him?"
"You know your physical condition. ”
Sure enough, Xi Zhan was worried about my body.
I lowered my eyes and said, "I want to keep him." ”
Whatever he does, I'll keep him!
"Me and him, you can only choose one. ”
Xi Zhan turned to the side and looked out the window at the scenery, where was a magnificent river, and the bank of the river was a bright light!
I knew the man was serious.
He never slaps himself in the face when he speaks.
Whatever he says is what it is!
I sat on the edge of the bed for a long time without speaking, and Xi Zhan also stood by the window and waited patiently for my final answer.
I pursed my lips and remembered what Gu Tingchen said, he imprisoned my parents in his hands, and took such ambiguous photos of me.
Even threatened to destroy my child!
If I continue to stay by Xi Zhan's side, I will face three threats from Gu Tingchen, especially the safety of my parents.
In addition, Xi Zhan made such a tricky choice again.
And I don't have the face to continue to keep Xi Zhan for the time being.
I just did such a cruel thing to him, even if he forgave me and I couldn't forgive myself!
This decision made me very uncomfortable, and I would have kept this child 100% in my heart!
So the answer is obvious.
Even if I leave Xi Zhan, I have to keep the child!
But am I willing to leave him?
I still wonder if Xi Zhan did this on purpose!
He knew that I wanted to have a child but still let me make this choice, and I suddenly reacted that Xi Zhan wanted to leave me!
So he made this choice, which obviously knows the answer!
He's forcing me to leave him, to be this bad guy!
Thinking of this, I asked him desperately, "You want to leave me?"
Hearing this, Xi Zhan was silent, and his eyes seemed to only be bright with the rivers outside the window.
It dawned on me that he had made the decision.
I think he'll leave whatever my choice, and he's just saying goodbye to me today!
I am reminded of the explanations he just said.
In his mind, misunderstanding is not a reason for us to separate.
Indeed, he did not misunderstand me.
But he still wanted to leave me.
Injured male lions need time to lick their wounds.
That's what I think.
That's the only reason I can reassure myself.
I can understand that, after all, I hurt him.
But the sadness in my heart is so clear.
"Xi Zhan, I choose the child. ”
I said these seven words seriously and solemnly.
But this heart is broken.
He turned around and stared at me with his deep eyes as if he had first acquaintance, and finally hummed softly from his nasal voice!
My fingers gripped the sheets tightly and I wanted to say something, but finally said, "Thank you for pampering me." ”
Hearing this, he turned around and left the room indifferently.
Without saying a word, he resolutely left the room.
Xi Zhan is really more ruthless than he imagined!
I reached out and wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, and suddenly I couldn't suppress the sadness in my heart, and I reached out to cover my cheeks and cried!
I don't want to leave him!
But he had thoughts of leaving.
I also had a reason to leave.
The parting between us is a matter of course!
It's just a matter of going with the flow to this time period!
He and I became strangers after all.
Stranger......
No, no, no, I don't want to be strangers to him.
I hurriedly got up and went downstairs to chase him, and I saw Xi Zhan's arrogant back at the gate.
He walked forward with unwavering steps in the pouring rain without the slightest hesitation!
I know it won't be long before he's out of my world!
I stood at the gate and didn't dare to run out in the rain, bravely caught up with him and kept him, I was afraid that I would be sick after the rain!
If this is the case, then this child really can't be saved, I stood at the door and stared at the back all the time, and I was terrified to the extreme!
I wanted to shout at him, but I didn't have the courage!
He's gone, he's gone!
I stared at my back in the night with desperate eyes, and suddenly plucked up my courage and shouted in an open voice: "Xi Zhan!"
The thunder was loud, the rain was rapid, and I didn't know if he heard my call, but he suddenly stopped!
The man's body stiffened slightly, and my fingers tightly grasped my dress to find some support: "Xi Zhan, I am reluctant to leave you! I know it's my fault, it's me who is sorry for you, it's me who made you like this!"
I made him a wounded lion!
I was the one who made him lose everything!
It was I who crushed all the pride of a man!
Xi Zhan didn't turn around, I mustered up the courage to continue: "I am reluctant to leave you, but I have to leave you! Xi Zhan, can you give me eight months?"