I thought it was Gu Sizhen who was too lazy to ask someone to design it again and didn't think much about it, and then told Wang Ma to take the luggage and everything to the room, I came in a hurry today, and I haven't eaten anything yet, to be honest, I'm still a little hungry.

"Mother Wang hurriedly packed up and prepared dinner, it's already late. ”

I didn't plan to do it anyway, so I sat down directly on the sofa in the living room, and when Wang Ma heard me say this, she shook her hand and said, "Miss, you haven't eaten yet, why didn't you tell me earlier." ”

With that, he threw down what he was holding and hurried to the kitchen to prepare dinner.

"Sir, please clean up these. Before putting down the things, Wang Ma said to Zhou Huaiyan.

Zhou Huaiyan glanced at Wang Ma.

As if she hadn't seen it, Wang Ma went directly to the kitchen.

I watched from the sidelines, and I couldn't help but sigh in my heart, obviously I had already said not to deliberately say this in front of Zhou Huaiyan.

Because Zhou Huaiyan didn't have many things with me, he packed up and cleaned up, in fact, most of my things were mine, and I was not too embarrassed to let him take my clothes, so I walked over to help: "Give it to me." ”

"Sit down," he said, as if he didn't sound very happy, and looked at me again, and said, "Didn't you just have an abortion?"

I don't know if Zhou Huaiyan wanted to see any changes in me at this glance, so as to confirm whether I lied to him.

But I still smiled and said, "It's okay, I'm young, it's just a minor operation, and the doctor also said that you just need to take a break for the first three days." I looked at the suitcase on the side, and the volume was still quite large, so I hurriedly added, "Of course, heavy objects can't be mentioned." ”

Zhou Huaiyan naturally noticed my eyes, sneered lightly, and then walked to the stairs with his suitcase, and turned to look at me: "Which room do you sleep in?"

What does it mean to help me carry my luggage?

I was overjoyed, and hurriedly followed him upstairs.

Upstairs there is a master bedroom, a guest bedroom and a study, I took a look at the room, naturally the master bedroom is the best and the largest, I can only sleep in this room, but Zhou Huaiyan is not necessarily.

I looked at Zhou Huaiyan's dripping face, but I still gave up asking him to sleep in a room with me.

"Right here?" When I arrived at the door, Zhou Huaiyan asked me.

I said "um" and he pushed my suitcase into the room.

"Did the kid really hit?"

And just when I was worried about what to say to Zhou Huaiyan, he suddenly asked me coldly.

Are you still afraid that I won't be able to deceive him?

I said, "Really, the checklist is in my bag downstairs, and if you don't believe me, I can show it to you." ”

Also, this child has been here for a month, and even I am sometimes surprised that I am still pregnant with a small life in my belly, and for Zhou Huaiyan, it is even more like coming and going without a trace, no wonder I suspect its existence.

"Gu Wanqing, what are you thinking?"

When I was excusing Zhou Huaiyan in my heart, I suddenly heard Zhou Huaiyan say with displeasure: "If the child wants to fight, he will beat him, and he won't tell me, in this case, why did you tell me that you were pregnant? Do you think I will accept you because of the child?"

It turns out that Zhou Huaiyan also thinks so, and in this way, I feel even more that my kid is right.

"Yes, you won't accept me because of the child," I said, "and that's fine, and if you're just a man who can easily stumble over a child, I'll be disappointed in you." ”

Maybe it was because I didn't expect me to say this, Zhou Huaiyan's face became ugly, and I didn't want to continue the topic with him, now I wish this child didn't exist, so I said: "Can you come over and help me, Wang Ma's dinner should be ready." ”

Zhou Huaiyan's face was not good, but he still came over to help me stand up from the bed.

Zhou Huaiyan helped me stand up, it was rare for his face to be so close to me, and I suddenly realized that this was probably the first time I had looked at his face so closely, the facial features and skin were impeccable, but the expression on it was not very good-looking.

I sighed in my heart and couldn't help but say, "Don't you always be so upset, can't you smile?"

As soon as I finished saying this, Zhou Huaiyan glanced at me, and his eyes were very clear: Do you think I can laugh?

I was even more disappointed, and as soon as I said this, I noticed that I hadn't seen him smile since I was reunited, and I didn't even know what it was like for him to laugh.

When she got downstairs, Wang Ma had already prepared dinner, and the dinner was not surprisingly eaten in silence.

After eating, Zhou Huaiyan went to rest, and the time was not early, and I didn't continue to pester him, so I asked Wang's mother to help me wash up and go to bed.

And not long after I sat in bed, my mobile phone rang, I picked it up and looked at it, and found that it was Gu Wanxin calling, and she even went to reapply for the number from two years ago.

I hung up directly, and was about to block it, when a message came: I heard that you beat the child?

My hand paused, and Gu Wanxin didn't stop, and the messages were sent one by one:

I'll just say that it's not Brother Huaiyan's child at all, you finally can't help but be afraid that you will beat the child, right?

......

I flipped through my phone and didn't bother to look at it again, but my whole body was still shaking because of the chills.

I just had an abortion not long ago, and the only people who learned the news were Zhou Huaiyan and Shen Changying, Shen Changying naturally had nothing to do with Gu Wanxin, and Gu Wanxin knew so quickly that I had beaten the child, and it was only possible that Zhou Huaiyan told her.

Just now, I didn't expect Zhou Huaiyan to be so anxious, and just had the opportunity to separate from me, so he couldn't wait to tell Gu Wanxin this "good news".

Of course, I knew this news before I went to have an abortion, and if Gu Wanxin knew about it, it would definitely make her happy, and she could say with more confidence that I was not Zhou Huaiyan's child...... But she is really pitiful, thinking about it like this, I also laughed, I didn't hesitate to deceive myself and don't believe that Zhou Huaiyan slept with me, it was really hopeless.

Thinking so, I called back to Gu Wanxin, but Gu Wanxin answered quickly, because she had always held the phone in her hand.

"Gu Wanqing, you are finally willing to answer my call!" As soon as the phone was connected, Gu Wanxin said happily: "You finally beat that wild seed, are you afraid that one day it will be exposed?"

I smiled, ignoring Gu Wanxin's nonsense, and only asked her: "Yes, I beat the child, but how do you know?"

Gu Wanxin was stunned, and then said proudly: "Who can it be, of course it's Brother Huaiyan, you just beat the child and he told me!"

Is it really Zhou Huaiyan, I smiled lightly in my heart, in fact, I was not surprised by her answer, but I really wanted to know, in addition, what else did Zhou Huaiyan say.

"Really," I smiled lightly, "and what did he tell you?"

Gu Wanxin probably didn't expect me to be so calm, so she was stunned for a moment before saying, "Also, what else did you say?" Hmph, why should I tell you what he whispered to me!"

After saying that, I hung up the phone with a "snap", which caught me off guard.

I was still a little disappointed that I couldn't find anything from Gu Wanxin, Zhou Huaiyan has been hiding his true feelings in front of me, but not in front of Gu Wanxin, I actually want to know what his reaction is when he knows that I hit the child.

Of course, it is very likely that he is happy that he is not tied up, and he can fly with Gu Wanxin.

And I can't let him do that.

He's got to be mine, one way or another.

So the next day, I got up as if I didn't know about it, and then asked Wang's mother to wake him up, and after a while, Zhou Huaiyan went downstairs with a sleeping face.

"Come with me to the study after dinner. ”

Before he moved his chopsticks, I said.

"What for. He gave me a cold glance and picked up a soup dumpling.

"It's nothing, just come over here. ”

After breakfast, I went to the study, saying that it was the study, in fact, there were not a few books, Gu Sizhen knew his daughter, and directly made the study into a playroom, and the entertainment facilities that can be found in the room are all available, I have not come to see it before, and I don't know that the preparation is so sufficient, if I had known, I would not have chosen this place to be my refreshment place after the abortion.

However, it is still possible to recuperate, so I directly took out my phone, clicked on the game I had been playing, and started to do tasks.

"Tell me to come over and do something. ”

And Zhou Huaiyan thought that I was looking for something with him, so as soon as he entered the door, he put his hand in his pants pocket, stood in front of my desk, and looked at me condescendingly.

I looked up at him from the screen of my phone, and when I heard his tone, I knew that he had misunderstood something, so I said, "It's okay for me to call you over, and you know, I just finished the abortion and can't run around, so I hope you can stay with me here." ”

"What?"

My purpose is very simple, I just want him to be with me, but it is just such a simple request, and he doesn't want to say yes.

Seeing him frown, I didn't need him to open my mouth to know what he wanted to say, so I preemptively said, "I need to recuperate now, I can't do anything, I just want you to stay in a place where I can see as soon as I look up, isn't that okay?"

Maybe my tone was humble and pitiful enough, which slightly aroused the sympathy in Zhou Huaiyan's heart, he snorted coldly, walked to the sofa not far away and sat down, picked up the book on the cabinet and read it.

I looked at his face, and anyway, I felt satisfied.

But of course, I deliberately locked Zhou Huaiyan with me, and I also had other plans - I didn't want to let Zhou Huaiyan contact Gu Wanxin anymore.

It's just that I'm not as satisfied as I thought, Zhou Huaiyan sat not far from me, just looking at how to satisfy me? Soon I put down my phone, looked at his wordless side face, trying to find something to talk about.

“...... What would you like to eat at noon?" After thinking about it, I only found such a relatively peaceful topic, but fortunately, this also caught Zhou Huaiyan's attention, and he looked up at me from the book.

Being looked at by Zhou Huaiyan with such direct eyes, I still blushed very unhappily, and shifted my gaze before finishing the words I was ready for: "I'll let Wang Ma prepare." ”

"Whatever," to my surprise, Zhou Huaiyan actually answered my question, although it was still very cold, "I don't pick." ”

One sentence ended the topic that I had finally thought of, and I was still a little disappointed, so I tried hard: "I heard that there are many special delicacies on this island, do you want to try them? By the way, have you been here before? Did you have any favorite food at that time?"

When my voice fell, I saw Zhou Huaiyan looking at me with inexplicable eyes, and I was wondering how he could have such eyes, when I heard him ask, "What do you want to ask?"

I was stunned for a moment, and then I thought back to what I had just said in excitement, and then I realized that Zhou Huaiyan had misunderstood me.

He actually thought that I was testing whether he had been here with Gu Wanxin.

I was a little innocent and a little speechless, but at the same time I was a little happy in my heart.

I just said it casually, and Zhou Huaiyan thought of whether I was spying on his and Gu Wanxin's past, does that mean that in Zhou Huaiyan's heart, he has already decided that as long as I ask him something, he must want to know more about him from him?

I couldn't help but smile lightly, I have worked hard for so long, although I have not been able to make Zhou Huaiyan like me, but I have successfully made him remember that I like him.

"Yes," it was rare for him to think so, so I took the opportunity to ask, because I was not uninterested, so I looked at him and said, "You are right, I am just asking you, have you ever been here alone with Gu Wanxin before." ”

I heard that this place was regarded as a resort by Gu Wanxin before, and he had to come here almost every holiday, perhaps a long time ago, this place had become his and Gu Wanxin's "love nest".

"Boring. ”

As for my sincere question, Zhou Huaiyan just snorted coldly, threw away the book and stood up.

"Where are you going?"

As soon as I saw him get up, I hurried.

"What are you doing?" Zhou Huaiyan turned his head to look at me, his eyes were full of cold banter: "Do you still want to lock me up like this?"

I haven't seen Zhou Huaiyan like this for a long time, and I did break out in a cold sweat immediately, because I realized at this time that before it was different, there was only me and him here, I was defenseless, and he was healthy and normal.

I simply sat down in the chair, leaned on the back of the chair and looked at him, and said, "Zhou Huaiyan, don't you think it's an opportunity? It's just me and you here, and Mother Wang has also gone out to buy vegetables, that is to say, if you want to kill me, now is the best opportunity." ”

"What did you say?"

Maybe it was my dangerous speech that surprised Zhou Huaiyan too, he frowned and said, "Gu Wanqing, what are you crazy about?"

"I'm not crazy," yes, why didn't I expect such a situation, from the time I only brought Wang Ma and him over to take care of me, I had already decided to put my life in his hands, but until now Zhou Huaiyan didn't realize that I was a little surprised, and I had to kindly remind him.

I said, "What I said is true, Zhou Huaiyan, if you really hate me so much that you want to kill me, you can do it now, Wang Ma is just a servant, and it is easy to seal her mouth when you get it." ”

Maybe I said it very temptingly, Zhou Huaiyan's face looked like his heart was moved, but in the end, he was pulled back to the edge of legitimacy by the thread of "reason": "...... Sick you. ”

As I spoke, I was about to go to the door, and when I saw him leave, I was even more anxious, and I stood up directly from the chair, and the pain of the moment I stood up made me almost collapse on the spot, but I still gritted my teeth, trotted a few steps to catch up with him, and grabbed his sleeve.

Zhou Huaiyan was grabbed by me so suddenly, he was naturally frightened, and he was about to wave me away, but I grabbed his arm fiercely, and in this way, he was also dragged to the sofa by me with an unstable center of gravity.

"What are you doing!"

Becoming such a posture of him going up and down with me, Zhou Huaiyan's first reaction was naturally annoyed and angry, and then he couldn't wait to leave me immediately.

"Don't go," I grabbed his arm, and even grabbed his arm and put it around my neck, I looked at him and said, "You can do it now, kill me, I'm really uncomfortable......"

Yes, it's uncomfortable, there seem to be very few days when I'm really happy, after my mother passed away, there were only beatings and hunger left in my world, when there was no way to escape, only Zhou Huaiyan was my only comfort, but this comfort was also snatched away by Gu Wanxin later, not only was he no longer mine, but he also became nothing to do with me at all.

That...... In that case, what is the point of living?

"Please......" I couldn't help but burst into tears, looked at Zhou Huaiyan above me, and said, "You kill me......"

Zhou Huaiyan didn't succeed in the end, I felt that he was completely frightened by me, and after he fled in a hurry, I lay on the sofa alone and shed tears, and then I thought about what I looked like just now, and I didn't know how embarrassed and ugly I was in Zhou Huaiyan's sight.

That's it, you still want him to like me?

What does he like about me? Am I mentally unstable like a madman?

I smiled, stood up from the pain beneath me, and stood in the study for a while before I slowly descended the stairs.

Zhou Huaiyan is naturally gone, and Wang's mother has already come back from buying vegetables, and is preparing lunch in the kitchen with great interest.

She is full of looks like she wants to show her talents, so I have to envy her, even a middle-aged woman like her can live a very purposeful and energetic life, but I am lifeless, and I have no hope for tomorrow at all.

And at this moment, the doorbell rang suddenly, and Wang Ma and I were stunned, because she and I both thought that the person who came to knock on the door would not be Zhou Huaiyan, so who was the person who came?

The doorbell rang again, Wang Ma wiped her hands, and went to open the door while responding.

"Hey, Mr. Zheng, why are you here?" Listening to Wang Ma's tone, she was still an acquaintance, and at this time, Wang Ma turned sideways and let me see someone who came - it turned out to be Zheng Yuanqiao.