Chapter Seventy-Seven: One Thought of Heaven and One Thought of Hell
Cheng Siyu suddenly received a phone call from Xia Xiaobing, Xia Xiaobing invited her to her home on the phone, she originally thought about how to politely reject Xia Xiaobing in order to appear generous and decent and not abrupt, out of a slow temperament, she really didn't like to casually go to an unfamiliar person's house for an hour or two to pretend to be a confidant who hated to see each other at first sight, not to mention that for some reason, she always thought that getting too close to Xia Xiaobing was also a betrayal of her good friend Xie Chulei, probably because she never knew in her heart whether Ye Hui and Xia Xiaobing were really as innocent as they said, or it may be because it was hard to believe that Ye Hui in her previous cognition would be sympathetic to an insignificant woman, shushing the cold and asking for warmth, but in the end, she couldn't resist Xia Xiaobing's persistence and enthusiasm, and couldn't bear to refuse after hearing her pitiful repeated requests, so she agreed.
Xia Xiaobing's room is not big, but it is neat, not too luxurious, but it does not lose its mood, the warm light green walls make people feel comfortable, tranquil, and relaxed, Cheng Siyu glanced around, there was an inexplicable relaxation, and inadvertently glimpsed an ivory white relief ceramic photo frame placed on the coffee table next door, the girl in the photo has pure eyebrows and eyes, a small nose, red lips and white teeth, I feel pity, it is undeniable that Xia Xiaobing is indeed the type that most men want to protect, although it is not gorgeous and bright, shocking, but looking forward to it, Lovely and delicate.
"Let's have a cup of tea first. Xia Xiaobing came out of the kitchen and sat on the sofa and handed Cheng Siyu a cup of fragrant black tea.
"Thank you, this tea is so fragrant. Cheng Siyu leaned close to his nose and took a sip of enjoyment, and said appreciatively: "Others say that if you want to see a person's character, it depends on her house decoration and living habits, so I know you a little bit now, you are really a delicate woman, this tea also has decoration design, and it has many styles." ”
"You praise me, I usually buy some fashion magazines when I have nothing to do, read them, learn the knowledge taught in the magazines, and know a little bit about it. Xia Xiaobing pursed her lips and smiled faintly, like a budding tulip.
"By the way, did you come to me today for something?" asked Cheng Siyu.
"It's okay, can't I look for you. Xia Xiaobing lowered her head and asked timidly.
"That's not what I meant. Cheng Siyu was a little short of words, paused and said, "I thought you would ask me out in a restaurant or café, but I didn't expect you to ask me to come home." ”
"I don't like to go out, I like to stay at home, and I feel familiar with the place. Xia Xiaobing said leisurely.
But this is not my home, Cheng Siyu muttered in his heart, feeling puzzled, and asked straight to the point: "Do you want to talk to me about anything?
Unexpectedly, Xia Xiaobing's face changed, and he walked to the living room as if nothing had happened, and changed the topic in a flickering manner: "I heard Ye Hui say that you like to play the piano, which song do you like to listen to?"
"Liszt's dream of love. Cheng Siyu responded casually.
"Then I'll show you this tune, it just so happens to be in the disc I bought. With that, she put the CD on the CD drive, and the living room sounded with the sound of a piano.
Seeing that Xia Xiaobing had no intention of answering, she didn't have the heart to ask again, this was not her business, so why bother, if others don't appreciate it, they will think about you too much.
At this moment when it seemed so leisurely, the phone rang, breaking the peace at the moment, Xia Xiaobing immediately answered the phone and walked to the side in a panic, as if he was carefully hiding something to prevent Cheng Siyu from finding out.
After a while, Xia Xiaobing returned to the dining table, drank tea casually, and tried to continue chatting with Cheng Siyu.
But this time she couldn't hold back her doubts, she guessed that the person on the phone must be the married man who was in trouble, a kind of hatred from the perspective of a bystander and a woman, so she blurted out her words: "Who was on the phone just now, you won't catch up with that man again." ”
"No, you're thinking too much!" Xia Xiaobing immediately denied it and did not want to continue the topic.
"If I thought too much, why did you just walk away and listen to the phone, and your face completely betrayed you at the time. Cheng Siyu is categorical and a little aggressive, which has always been her shortcoming, but she can't get rid of her bad habit of finding the root cause.
"Why do you want to make it difficult for you? Do you make you happy by spying on other people's privacy and sprinkling salt on other people's wounds?" Xia Xiaobing raised his head, his eyes choked with tears, as if he was begging for mercy with his eyes.
"That's not what I meant, why do you think that. Cheng Siyu was a little at a loss, and felt inexplicable.
"Whoever I'm with is my freedom, who I'm going to break up with and who I'm going to get back together, it's also my freedom. You don't need to know, and I'm not obligated to confess to you, so why are you looking at me with such astonishment and reproach?" Cheng Siyu didn't expect that Xia Xiaobing's pale and weak, even seemingly fragile face would be filled with a kind of lonely stubbornness, hiding a kind of cold arrogance that rejects people thousands of miles away, and the tears that were about to drip from her eyes seemed to be accusing herself of inappropriate behavior because of her recklessness, indeed, she smiled, laughed at herself for being bored, who is she, what qualifications do she have to be warm-hearted, her innate self-esteem made her instantly silent and silent.
After about a quarter of an hour, Cheng Siyu suddenly stood up: "I'll go first." ”
"Are you leaving?" Xia Xiaobing looked a little dazed and lost, "Don't you want to stay for a while?"
"No, I don't have that much free time. Cheng Siyu replied resolutely.
Xia Xiaobing grabbed her elbow and pleaded: "If you leave, there will be no one to accompany me, I have no friends." ”
Somehow, Xia Xiaobing's dazed tone at this moment detonated a sullen breath in Cheng Siyu's heart, and she turned to look at Xia Xiaobing angrily and said: " Miss Xia, we are just ordinary classmates, students who studied together in the same school and the same classroom a few years ago, if you just want to find an idler to face you face to face and pass the time, I think you have found the wrong person, I don't have so much free time to be your psychological counselor, look at your face and guess your thoughts, I am not interested in your affairs at all, whether you have broken ties with the man who betrayed his wife, and the resurgence has nothing to do with me. ”
"Siyu, don't be angry, I know what I said hurt you, I'm too messy, really, I don't have any friends around me, no one can listen to me, only you and Ye Huiken help me and care about me, please don't be angry with me. Xia Xiaobing's eyes were red and she explained in a panic.
"You're serious, we're classmates, and it's right to help each other. Perhaps realizing that his tone was too much, Cheng Siyu softened his tone.
"You are my good friend, I treat you as if you were my good friend, I know, you are a good person. Xia Xiaobing looked at Cheng Siyu, she was obviously stunned, a little surprised, unexpected, and a little flattered, and when she came to her senses, she was a little moved, she asked cautiously: "In this case, can you tell me what happened to you recently, is there something on your mind." After speaking, she pulled Xia Xiaobing back to sit on the table.
"I got back together with him. Xia Xiaobing concisely expressed the key points of the matter.
"Didn't you figure it out, he is obviously an irresponsible man, why do you want to put your life on such an unreliable person, will he get divorced? Will he marry you?" Cheng Siyu was unexpectedly excited, and even she didn't understand how she could be so angry and so sad.
"Have you ever loved someone?" Xia Xiaobing asked.
She was speechless, and replied weakly: "Loved." ”
"Can you always be sensible for him, even if you know that he may hurt you, know that he will bring you sweetness and bring you disaster, make you happy and make you sorrowful, make you ecstatic and put you in misery at any time, bring you a heaven and push you to hell at the same time. ”
Cheng Siyu was silent, yes, what qualifications does she have to teach others, hasn't she always been crazy about chasing love, hasn't she always clung to a glimmer of hope in that loneliness, who can do it like the big truth in her mouth, it's just a fool's dream. It is ridiculous that the teacher is persuaded by the teachable, just as the theorist has painstakingly mastered a theory that is easily overturned by the students, and falls into never-ending despair.
"Yes, I don't have the confidence to say the word reason, love and reason are indeed difficult to coexist. Since it is your decision, I believe that you have the reason to choose and the courage to bear the consequences, and I hope you will not regret your choice. Cheng Siyu said.
Xia Xiaobing held her hand with both hands and said forgivingly: "He told me that he would divorce, he said that he and his wife have no relationship anymore, they have no common language at all, and they only barely continue to maintain a superficial relationship because of responsibility and public opinion, I want to believe him for the last time, I want to bet once." ”
"But he treated you like this before, do you think he can be trusted?" Cheng Siyu declined to comment.
"I just want to bet one last time, he has already admitted his mistake to me and he said he will not make the same mistake again. Will you support me? Can you support me? You are my best friend and I need your support very much. Xia Xiaobing's eyes looked at her firmly, eager for her approval.
Cheng Siyu hesitated for a few seconds, looked at the pair of eyes blinded by love in front of him, and replied: "Yes." In fact, she wanted to deny it, she really wanted to show that she hated the position of a third party who ruined other people's happiness, but she couldn't say it, she couldn't escape Xia Xiaobing's hot and sincere gaze, those five words best friend touched her heart, she has always been a soft-hearted person.
Xia Xiaobing hugged her excitedly.
On the other side, Shen Lingfeng had just finished the work at hand and leaned lazily on the office chair, the hardships and struggles of this time could finally come to an end, and at the same time, the results and benefits he obtained also made him satisfied. He looked at the intoxicating night outside the window, the bright moonlight, and suddenly remembered that he hadn't made a phone call to Cheng Siyu for several days, I don't know if that stupid girl will be sulking and anxious in a hurry, she has always been stupid and has a richer imagination than ordinary people, and when he thinks of these, there is a kind of guilt and distress that fills his heart, so he picked up his mobile phone and prepared to dial Cheng Siyu's phone, when Secretary Xu knocked on the door and walked into the office and told him that the security guard downstairs notified a girl standing at the door waiting for him and asked people to help pass the word.
Shen Lingfeng put on a dress and hurriedly went downstairs, sure enough, when she missed someone, she would appear in front of him as scheduled, Cheng Siyu loved him, she always couldn't control her thoughts and sorrows to come to him, just to see him, all her careful thoughts looked like he would have in his eyes. His steps were short, his breath was rushing, and he missed him too, especially when he had cleared his mind after he had finished his work, and he began to realize that he hadn't seen her face, her delicate face, for a long time.
When he finally walked to the first floor, he saw a back figure holding a bouquet of flowers standing at the door of the door, the familiar back, with a sense of déjà vu, that bright blue enchantress, a beautiful blue enchantress, evoked his long memories, recalled the days when he was on the verge of love and pain, the long wavy curly hair hung behind the upright shoulders, the water snake-like waist and tight buttocks showed the whole body graceful and graceful, and the pair of silver stiletto heels standing on the ground were enchanting, delicate and luxurious, and his intuition told him that this familiar back in front of him should never be Cheng Siyu, who would it beThere is also a familiar feeling, holding the blue enchantress of the old days, exuding a desirable taste, could it be... No, he didn't believe it, he got closer and closer, but he felt more and more scared and nervous, and when the back in front of him suddenly turned around, a bright blue enchantress blocked all his vision, and the familiar smell filled his nose, he couldn't wait to push away the blue enchantress, and the face in front of him made him feel mixed feelings, shocked and speechless.