"To you, this bouquet of flowers. Her voice was still as silky as silky chocolate, delicate and gentle, melting his heart with every second.

"Why are you here. Shen Lingfeng couldn't believe what he saw in front of him, this woman was the white moonlight he had been haunted by and worried, he was depressed for her, and used wine to kill his sorrows, in those days when people were not like people, ghosts, ghosts, and walking corpses, she had no news, no trace, and now her appearance was like a wet umbrella after a storm, the clouds and fog dissipated, and he could no longer wave a trace of waves in his heart, the heart he had been waiting for her was dead, it was just a scar, a gap, and he didn't want to face it again.

"I miss you, so I came to see you with the flowers you bought for me. He Bijun held the flower and spoke softly, her sexy lips slightly open, like a blooming gorgeous rose.

"Let's go. Shen Lingfeng's face was expressionless.

"Do you still hate me? Don't you even want to say a word to me? But I really miss you, I miss you so much that you thought you were crazy to come here without regard for your pride and face. I thought you'd be willing to see me. He Bijun looked at him in disbelief, and reluctantly squeezed out a sad smile.

Shen Lingfeng tilted his head and sneered, he gasped in grief, stared at her with wide sharp eyes and resentment, "Isn't it too late for you to say these things now." ”

He Bijun lowered his head and put down the flowers, approached Shen Lingfeng, opened his big pretty and smart eyes, and forced himself not to let the tears flow down and looked at Shen Lingfeng: "For more than two years, I have missed you every day." ”

Shen Lingfeng's eyes turned red, and the sharp edge in his eyes turned into two pools of autumn water in an instant, and he asked her in a hoarse voice: " What do you want to do when you come back, why do you suddenly appear to disturb my life since you are gone, do you know how I have lived in the past two years, I am a successful person in the eyes of others during the day, and at night I am a waste that even I hate, when I think of you and my heart bursts loudly, when I think of you being so cruel to me, I am so painful that I get drunk and drunk to death, when you have fun with another man, you have already forgotten me, and I have done everything in order to forget you, so I can only take drugs and commit suicide. ”

He Bijun felt guilty and embarrassed, and tears poured out of his eyes uncontrollably: "I know I'm sorry for you, I don't ask you for forgiveness, I just ask you to give me a chance to make amends, I still love you, I love you the most, it hasn't changed." ”

"Do you think I'll still believe you?What do you want to do?What do you want!" Shen Lingfeng's face flushed, the green tendons on his neck protruded, and he suppressed his emotions and roared.

"I don't want anything. He Bijun walked over and hugged Shen Lingfeng tightly, buried his head in his sturdy and spacious shoulders, and cried, "I just want you to love me." ”

His heart ached suddenly, and with a throbbing, he closed his eyes tightly, forcibly pushed her away and turned away, and she immediately chased after him and hugged his waist tightly, very tightly, and pleaded: "Please, don't be so cruel to me." ”

These words are familiar, once upon a time, Shen Lingfeng also said the same thing, "Have you forgotten, I think when I kept you, you were also so ruthless." After speaking, he let go of He Bijun's hands around his waist, and walked away without looking back, leaving only a stubborn and resolute figure.

She froze, as if she had returned to the past time in the middle of the night, back to the night when she said goodbye to Shen Lingfeng, everything was like yesterday, she was grief-stricken, she remembered how she was pretending to be indifferent and free, talking and laughing freely with one after another The most ruthless words to sting the person she loved the most, it was she who used one sharp knife after another to stab Shen Lingfeng's heart again and again, seeing it dripping blood, but she ignored it and walked away.

Yes, how dare she expect him to forgive her, the person she loves the most hurts him the most, and the culprit is none other than her.

But feelings have never been like sunshine can not be hidden, her love for him has not stopped for a moment, after nine hundred days of tossing and turning and separating the two places of nostalgia torment, an eternal truth made her more aware of the purest desire in her heart, true love will never fade and dissipate with the passage of time, on the contrary, it will make the dream of the person who loves each other upside down, never forget.

She loves Shen Lingfeng more than before. And she came back this time, just to get her own love again, and she didn't hesitate to do anything.

The blooming blue enchantress lay on the ground and let the long night breeze blow, and the petals fluttered towards the sky one by one in the direction of the wind, and then the scattered petals came like a poignant rain of petals, falling in people's hearts, it was so amorous.

Shen Lingfeng drove away silently, driving aimlessly along the way, his heart seemed to have overturned mixed tastes, I don't know what it was like, until he drove the car home, parked it in the garage, and sneaked into the room in the dark alone, turned on the dim desk lamp, leaned on the leather chair, and an inexplicable tiredness suddenly filled his whole body, very tired, and his heart was very heavy.

The moonlight outside the window was like water, silent, a seat of loneliness and loneliness came to his heart, he remembered to call Cheng Siyu, I don't know if she slept, if she was thinking about him, he suddenly wanted to seek a little comfort in Cheng Siyu, a little spiritual comfort.

He dialed Cheng Siyu's phone, and her surprised voice came from there: "Ling Feng, you finally found me." ”

"Fool, what have you been busy with lately?" asked Shen Lingfeng.

"I just came back from Shanghai, and I didn't bother you because I was afraid that you would be busy, so I just chatted with my friends outside, and I was ready to get home," Cheng Siyu said.

"Who are you out with when you come home so late?" he asked, confused.

"Her name is Xia Xiaobing, and she is also my former classmate, and I had some wine with her in the Qing Bar and chatted about some interesting things about school, and I was very happy. Cheng Siyu's voice sounded full of interest, not at all what Shen Lingfeng imagined, she was not sad and sad because she missed him, she was unhappy, nor muttered because she couldn't see him, and she was a little tempered, Cheng Siyu has completely adapted to the way she gets along with him, she is no longer the only one in her life, she can devote her energy and time to other things in the days without him, and do what she wants to do as if nothing happened, with ease, this situation has always been what Shen Lingfeng wanted before, but why when things really became like that, he couldn't be happy, but there was a kind of loneliness。

"Ling Feng, why are you silent? Cheng Siyu asked. So he reacted: "Oh, I'm a little tired." By the way, did you go on a business trip?"

"It's quite smooth, Mr. Zhang also praised my good work ability, although there was a little episode in the middle, I was scolded by Mr. Zhang, and I had a fever in the rain when I was working, but fortunately Yifan took me to the hospital, and I am fine now." Cheng Siyu said with a report tone mixed with a little smugness.

"You have a fever? Why didn't you tell me. Shen Lingfeng asked nervously. "I'm afraid you'll be worried, and I'm afraid I'll disturb your work. And I'm fine now. Cheng Siyu snorted.

"Next time, you are not allowed to do this, you must tell me to know. You're my girlfriend, how can you not tell me when you're sick?" he reproached in a serious tone, but without losing his pampering care.

"I see. Cheng Siyu responded sweetly.

"No wonder I saw that Yifan came to my company yesterday and kept coughing, as if he had a cold, it can't be that you infected it, right?" he said jokingly.

Cheng Siyu's heart tightened, "It may be that I was sent to the hospital that night to get cold, all because of me, I have to thank him another day." ”

"Don't worry, Yifan is a good person, he is just like my brother, he won't blame you, I'll ask him another day and invite him to tea. Shen Lingfeng said, "Have you arrived home?" ”

"I'll get home, I'll call you after I'm done showering and talk to you slowly. "No need, it's not early, you rest early, wait at Huarui Restaurant at seven o'clock tomorrow night, and have dinner together." Shen Lingfeng was not interested in chatting any further.

"Okay, good night. Cheng Siyu agreed with satisfaction.

Hanging up the phone, Shen Lingfeng closed his eyes tiredly, this night, destined to be sleepless, there was always something like cotton tugging at his heart, a rushing rising air pressure gushed out from him, but he was restrained by reason, very aggrieved and uncomfortable. Turn on the CD player in the room, turn the sound to the minimum, and play a CD of Qi Qin, a song "Gap" is beautiful, the voice of the little brother is clean, ethereal, and really comfortable. The lyrics in the song coincide with his heart, like the ferryman of the soul and the redeemer of the soul, soothing the newly healed wounds on his chest and the scars of his feelings sentence by sentence.

At that time, I forgot to say a lot of things, thinking that I could feel it without saying it

The final waiting for a few years, months, and winters is no longer you and me

Now all you can hear is that you and he are dreaming

In the past few years, months, and winters, there have been people around me who have served me

You are the gap in my heart, and she is my outlet

It's her gentleness, it's her promise

So that I can forget that we loved it once in a while

You are the gap in my heart, and she is my outlet

Those who have gone have already left cannot stay

So let's all pursue another pursuit

And He Bijun has always been his gap, and Cheng Siyu is his exit.

When I woke up the next day, it was already two o'clock in the afternoon, unexpectedly late woke up, today my father went out early in the morning to talk about business, and my mother took Sister-in-law Qiong to the Buddhist hall to burn incense and worship God, somehow, Zhao Yuhan began to learn to believe in these superstitious things, hoping that the Buddha could be moved by her sincerity and help him win back her husband's heart. Cheng Siyu had no time to take care of it, and thought that maybe it would be a good thing for her to have a sustenance, so she was cranky at home and bored.

After she got up, she went to the kitchen to take out the lunch and heat it, and after the meal, she inadvertently rummaged into the fever medicine prescribed in the hospital last time in her purse, and suddenly remembered Du Yifan, by the way, should you call him and greet him politely about his physical condition, after all, he may be sick because of himself. That's right, she picked up her mobile phone and dialed Du Yifan's phone, and a tired and heavy voice rang on the other side of the phone, "Hey." ”

"It's me, I'm Siyu. Cheng Siyu said.

Du Yifan felt a little surprised, and knocked on his temples to try to cheer himself up: "It's you, what's wrong?"

She said apologetically, "Listen to Ling Feng, you have a bad cough, is it a cold?"

"Oh, it's not a big deal, just a little bit of wind chill, it's fine after a few days, thank you for your concern. Du Yifan's voice was a little weak, pretending to be relaxed.

"If you don't get better, remember to go to the hospital, don't hold on, it's all because of me. Cheng Siyu whispered, the more he went to the back, the quieter his voice became.

"It's okay, it's just a little cold, no fever, is there anything else wrong with you? Du Yifan said.

"It's okay, you can rest, remember to drink more hot water, and..." Before Cheng Siyu finished speaking, Du Yifan hung up the phone, and the receiver immediately sounded with an indifferent beep.

This Du Yifan really made Cheng Siyu scratch her head, hot and cold, unpredictable, caring for her like a good friend one moment ago, and becoming like a stranger separating her from an invisible wall the next second, making her heart go up and down, hot and cold, feeling very unpleasant. She said to herself, Cheng Siyu, don't think too much, others are gentlemen who are so good to themselves, there is no need to feel guilty or weak, everything is normal, there is no need to think that you owe anything.