Am I crying?

I reached out and wiped the corners of my eyes and saw that they were wet.

I smiled stupidly and said, "I don't know why I'm crying, maybe it's because too many depressing things have happened recently." ”

Xi Zhan could easily tell if I was lying, I hid the panic in my heart and sighed: "I just want a love, but this road is too tortuous, even your mother ......"

Xi Zhan was wearing a thin white sweater on his upper body, the hair on his forehead was slightly messy, and his dark eyes were exquisite.

He was silent for a long time when he heard what I said, and said: "She adopted me as a baby and gave me a chance to live, so I respect her, but the premise is that she respects me, I have given her a chance, if she still insists on going her own way, I will not stop her more." ”

I asked him, "Are you willing to let her kill herself?"

Xi Zhan: "......"

"She is your mother, and she is going to threaten you with death, your heart...... Xi Zhan, in fact, you are very sad in your heart. ”

The loss of a mother was already painful for him.

If he loses another one, then he ......

Love is indeed extremely important in a person's life.

But in addition to love and family affection, and marriage has always been a matter of two families, once one party blocks it, how can we, as juniors, resist the stubborn thoughts of our elders?

Especially Xi Zhan's mother hated me so much.

Perhaps because my words pierced his heart, he said in a cold voice: "Don't think about it, I'll deal with this matter." ”

I said in a soft tone: "Xi Zhan, in fact, the current state is quite good, I am not in a hurry to get married, wait for your mother...... Maybe after many years, she will let go of her hatred for my mother, and maybe she will accept me and stop persecuting you......"

I wasn't necessarily alive then.

He asked with cold eyes, "Are you cowardly in your heart?"

I denied, "I just wanted to think more about you." ”

I ...... to Xi Zhan's mother I don't care about her, so it doesn't matter to me whether she is dead or alive, I'm purely worried about Xi Zhan.

I don't want him to be sad.

"In that case, I'll take care of the matter. ”

His voice was firm and unmistakable.

I didn't ask him what to do, he saw that I was silent and turned back to the bedroom, and I sensed that he was angry with me in the back of his heart.

Did I annoy him with those words just now?

But I didn't say anything excessive.

Did he think I was starting to back off?

I'm kind of holding back.

Because my physical condition is a burden.

What the hell should I do?

Why is it so difficult to have a healthy body?

I closed my eyes and lay on the sofa, not long after Xi Zhan came out of the bedroom to my side, I opened my eyes and saw him squatting beside me, I took the initiative to ask him, "Are you hungry?"

He shook his head and said, "I'll leave Tongcheng later." ”

I forced a smile and asked him, "Where are you going?"

"I said I was going back to Finland. ”

He used the word again for Finland.

At the heart of his heart, Finland is his home.

"Oh. ”

My breath was weak, Xi Zhan's fingers gently stroked my cheek, and asked with concern, "Are you feeling unwell?"

I raised my hand and clasped his palm against my cheek, and said softly, "Maybe I haven't had enough rest lately." ”

The doctor said that my condition had a precursor but it did not recur, so I don't want to worry about it now.

"Good, I'll go back to Tongcheng early, if you're bored here, you can come to Finland to find me, and I'll let Yuan You send you." ”

"Well, how long are you going to be in Finland?"

"A month or two, I can't say for sure. He said.

"Then I'll come back to you after my gloomy wedding. ”

He said gently, "Well, let's sleep for a while." ”

I half-got up and kissed him on the cheek, and he happily hooked his lips and hugged me in his arms, and said in a low voice: "I love you, Shi Sheng." ”

He called my name and said he loved me.

Xi Zhan has never been so sincere.

Maybe he was afraid that I would be worried about his mother.

I responded to him, "Xi Zhan, metoo." ”

Xi Zhan loves me, not just wanting to be a family as Ganshuang said, the man in front of me treats me like a treasure in his life.

I believe in Him, and He believes in me.

No one in this life can separate us.

Even Xi Zhan's mother can't!

......

After Xi Zhan left, I slept on the sofa, and after waking up, my mental state recovered a lot, and there was no abnormality in my body.

I made myself a meal happily, and after eating, I went to Xi's house to deal with affairs, and it was already late when I got home.

When I finished my shower, my mom called me.

She asked me when I was going to get married.

I joked at her, "Just got engaged." ”

"Mom just asked casually. ”

"Don't worry, I'll be on the agenda. ”

Hearing this, my mother was relieved: "Well, I'm relieved to see you like this, Shi Cheng's side...... Why didn't you tell the girl's family history?"

Listening to what my mother meant, they should have seen Song Yiran, and I asked her with concern, "What is her attitude over there?"

"Your father went to S City to see her during the day, a very beautiful girl, but she was reluctant to reconcile when she mentioned it. ”

I asked, "What do you mean by not being reluctant?"

She said that she would think about the child, but she had a knot in her heart, and she said that she would give her a year or two to think about it. ”

I agreed: "It's good, Shi Cheng needs time to break through, it's just the child's side...... Jiu'er won't be too close to him. ”

The one-and-a-half-year-old Jiu'er is very unfamiliar with the word father.

"I'll talk to Shi Cheng when I have time. ”

"Well, I'm going to rest first. I said.

My mom advised, "Remember to have dinner." ”

"Well, I won't treat myself badly. ”

After hanging up, I finished my medicine and went to sleep.

For the next half a month, I took care of my body, and the rest of the time I was in Xi's house to deal with business, and occasionally went to the hospital to check my body, and the doctor said that my body was not too problematic.

Just because there is no big problem doesn't mean there are no hidden dangers, it's just that my broken body must not be tossed anymore.

Yu Luoluo, the twentieth day after Xi Zhan left, called me, and she asked me with a smile, "When will Sister Shi Sheng arrive in Nanjing?"

I reacted and asked her, "What day is the wedding?"

"The day after tomorrow, will you come over tomorrow?" she asked.

"What about Ji Nuan and Tan Yang?"

Yu Luoluo said: "They will go to Nanjing tomorrow." ”

"Well, then I'll go to Nanjing tomorrow afternoon. ”

"Then I'll wait for you in Nanjing. ”

I smiled and said, "I wish you a happy newlywed, Luoluo." ”

"Thank you, Sister Shi Sheng. ”

I plan to fly to Finland to find Xi Zhan after attending Yu Luoluo's wedding, and we have been separated for 20 days!

During these twenty days, Xi Zhan rarely contacted me, and I was afraid of disturbing him, because there was a time difference between us.

And he's always been busy at work.

I thought about it and flipped to Xi Zhan's WeChat and sent a message: "Tomorrow I will go to Nanjing to attend Luoluo's wedding, and I will stay there for about two days, and then I will take a helicopter directly to Espoo to find you." ”

Soon he replied to me, "Hmm. ”

Now Finland should be one o'clock in the morning.

I sent a rose and asked, "Haven't slept yet?"

"Wait until you say goodnight to me. ”

Me: "......"

I do send him goodnight every night.

But every night he didn't get back to me.

I didn't expect him to ......

Are men so sassy?

I sent him an exclamation look, "You wait for my good night every night, do you think you miss me very much during this time?"

Xi Zhan: "......"

I asked, "Don't you want me?"

"Don't make a fuss. ”

Xi Zhan also posted a helpless emoji, this is the first time he has released a love package to me, which makes me really surprised in my heart.

I didn't give up: "You just miss me." ”

He didn't answer and asked, "Baby, do you miss me?"