Xi Zhan is smart and perceptive, when I asked this question, his eyes sank for a moment, and he asked me in a low voice, "Did someone just tell you something?"

I shook my head and denied, "I just wanted to ask you." ”

After speaking, Xi Zhan said firmly: "Every time you lie, you shake your head, and you don't dare to look at me directly." Yun'er, no matter what gossip you hear, as long as you firmly believe in it, I will not leave you for any reason, nor will I let go of your palms because of any difficulties. ”

Why did he talk about this all of a sudden......

I stubbornly asked, "And when did you first meet me?"

If I heard what Xi Zhan's mother said, I would hide it in my heart and torture myself, thinking crankily all day long, but when I met Xi Zhan, I wanted to ask everything clearly.

Xi Zhan knew that I wanted an answer, he thought for a while and replied seriously: "I heard your name before, but I didn't pay much attention to it, and I didn't know what you looked like, the first time I officially put you in my eyes was when you first met me, and I really knew that you were the president of the Shi family and Gu Tingchen's ex-wife Later, although I could know your identity earlier, but I have no interest in investigating you, you said you are Shi Yun, I believe you are Shi Yun, as for the truth I didn't care much at the time." ”

He said we met for the first time at the B&B, and I believe it.

If he says so, I will believe it.

And Xi Zhan's behavior was normal during that time, he thought that I was short of money and asked me if I needed money, if he knew my identity at that time, he would never ask me such an idiotic question.

So there is nothing wrong with our acquaintance or any other factors.

Xi Zhan asked me to approach him just because I was Shi Yun.

It's not because of the kidney that everyone misunderstood......

I asked in a low voice, "Then why did you want me to approach you at that time?"

Why did he suddenly announce that he would be my second brother and guard me for the rest of my life?

Why are so many women in the world choosing me?

Xi Zhan replied indifferently: "You kissed me." ”

I asked, "Huh?"

"You can't control your breath after falling into the river, as I get close to you...... That time you took the initiative to kiss me, Yun'er, I have always acted alone all my life, but I am a stubborn person in my bones, in the words of Yuan You, it is conservative and old-fashioned! You kissed me that day, it was my first kiss, the situation at that time was caught off guard, I didn't have time to stop you, things have happened, I naturally can't do anything about you, maybe you left a mark in my heart at that time, so that ......"

Xi Zhan suddenly looked at me with partial eyes, and said in a calm voice: "So that no matter what mistakes you make or what you do in the future, I can indulge you, when you are a child, you need to grow up slowly." ”

I looked at the resolute man in front of me with a slight startle, remembering that he was indeed very indulgent to me during that time, and no matter what happened, he never punished me from the perspective of a bystander.

And whenever I have something, he is always the first to show up and guard my side!

He is like an adult and steady adult, guarding me as a child in obscurity.

Xi Zhanna, he really spoiled me as a child.

So the sentence in Xi Zhan's mother's mouth, even if he wants to kill me, even if it's true?

Even if I die at his hands one day in the future, I will be willing.

"Xi Zhan, thank you. ”

Thank you for showing up in my life at the right time.

......

That night I was on a wake-up with Xi Zhan, and then I couldn't stand it and was forced to go back to the room, after returning to the room, I felt a faint smell of rust in my throat, but I didn't care much, but my whole body was weak, and I fell asleep after lying on the bed for a while, and it didn't take long for someone to keep shouting my name in my ear.

I reluctantly opened my eyes and saw Xi Zhan.

He sensed that I was not in good spirits and asked gently, "Are you still sleepy?"

I got up and lay in his arms and asked, "Are you going to go to the funeral?"

"Well, get up and change your clothes. ”

I got up and changed my clothes with extreme reluctance, and supported my tired body to follow Xi Zhan out to see his mother off for the last time, and when I closed the coffin, I saw that Xi Zhan's eyes were bloodshot all the time.

The funeral ended at nine o'clock in the morning, we did not go back to the Xi family's old house but took the car back to Tongcheng, on the way back my lower abdomen has been hurting, and the smell of rust in my throat is getting stronger and stronger.

We didn't get back to the apartment until about one or two o'clock in the afternoon, Xi Zhan drank a glass of milk and took a shower before going to the bedroom to catch up on sleep, while I drove to the hospital to check my body while he was asleep.

I went to Xijia Hospital, the director got the news and quickly came to take me in to check my body, the results on the CT were not very satisfactory, and the doctor said that my cancer had the potential to recur.

I was stunned and asked, "Isn't it cured? How can it relapse?"

"Head of the family, I just looked through your previous medical records, and your uterine cancer was advanced before, and the word advanced ...... It is not easy to be cured, and no one in the medical profession today can guarantee that there is no chance of recurrence, plus you had a difficult birth four months ago... Although the treatment is timely, after all, the body has been damaged, and now the body has begun to show signs of recurrence, I recommend that you continue to take anti-cancer drugs. ”

Is the precursor to a recurrence that I could leave this world at any time?

I've escaped death again and again, will there be a chance this time?

Am I lucky enough for death to favor me again and again?

I reached out and covered my reddened eye sockets and asked, "How effective are anti-cancer drugs?"

"The head of the family, the anti-cancer medicine you took before is the Xi family, its efficacy is ahead of the world, it can stabilize your condition, as long as you continue to take medicine, there should be no major problem, but I dare not guarantee it 100%. ”

My heart was heavy, and I exhaled deeply and said, "Prescribe medicine for me first." ”

The doctor also prescribed painkillers and poured me a glass of water, and after I took a few pills, the pain in my lower abdomen gradually disappeared, and he also told me to do less intercourse and try to maintain it about twice a month.

Naturally, there should be no too drastic behavior.

Xi Zhan is a man with strong blood, how can he be gentle?

Unless I deliberately remind him, but if I remind him, his vigilance will find problems.

I didn't want him to know about my physical condition and worry about me.

Forget it, let's figure it out when it's over.

I drove back to the apartment with the medicine, sitting in the living room, I tore off the labels on a few medicine bottles and put them in my satchel, Xi Zhan never rummaged through my things, the most dangerous place is the safest.

I've been sitting in the living room in a daze, not quite sure why my love is so bumpy, and it has never been smooth, especially now when I meet Xi Zhan's mother and my physical condition......

Now he and I avoid talking about marriage.

Because the engagement has cost him a mother.

If we get married......

Ganshuang is right, she lives with me with guilt all her life.

This is the Xi Zhan I don't want to see the most.

I closed my eyes, and the heaviness in my heart was so clear.

The pain in my heart is also so obvious.

When I opened my eyes again, I met a pair of deep eyes.

The owner of the eyes asked me, "Why are you crying?"