Chapter 21: Gu Tingchen's regret

I froze and asked, "Do you know what you're talking about?"

"I know, I just regret it!"

I sneered and asked, "What's the matter?"

Gu Tingchen breathed a sigh of relief, "Who do you think of me?"

I sneered and asked, "Then who did you think of me from beginning to end?"

If you want it, you want it, if you don't want it, kick it away?!

Am I so cheap?

I left school quickly, and then hid in Shi's house for several days.

Until Ji Nuan dragged the prison guards to find me.

When I saw her, I saw that her face was pale, but her eyes were unusually calm.

I sat across from her and tiredly asked, "How are you doing?"

Ji Nuan shook her head and said softly, "I want to meet you." ”

Ji Nuan has been in prison for more than a month, and my remaining days are getting fewer and fewer, I sighed and said, "Don't worry, you will be able to leave here in a few days, and you will spend the New Year with Chen Chusheng this year." ”

Chu Xing promised me that he would be released from prison before the New Year.

She shook her head, and suddenly said inexplicably: "Somehow, I miss you very much recently, and I feel faintly uneasy in my heart, I always feel that you will leave me, like Chen Chusheng and leave me quietly." ”

I was stunned and laughed and said, "Fool, I've been here all along." ”

"Sheng'er, I always feel that you have something to hide from me. ”

......

After leaving the prison, I hesitated for a while and went to town, where my grandmother pushed him out for a walk, and I followed them from a distance and did not disturb him until his grandmother left.

I know, he's not stupid, he's waiting for me to pass at the moment.

Before I could get closer, I heard him ask, "How is she?"

I asked in a low voice, "Who?"

He replied: "Ji Nuan." ”

"You know her?"

"I'm not stupid, I naturally remember. ”

I asked, "Why did you keep pretending to be stupid until then?"

After a pause, I smiled and said, "Is it because of low self-esteem?

Chen Chusheng was silent for a moment and said, "I'm not worthy of her." ”

Although the man in front of him has disabled legs, his eyes are clear, if he has not been in a car accident, if he is sound, even if he is a gangster, he can break out of his own world.

It's a pity that fate makes people.

It's a pity that we all met a woman named Wen Ruyan.

"Chen Chusheng, all she wants is you. ”

"I'm a wreck. ”

The scenery of the town is always charming, and I looked at the cold river in front of me and said sadly, "At least you're still there." Chen Chusheng, you still have the ability to love people, and I ...... The cancer is terminal, and the remaining time is only a week or two, maybe tomorrow is uncertain, and I have no future. ”

Chen Chusheng was shocked, and I smiled and said, "Give yourself a chance to be happy." ”

"You ......"

"Do it yourself, don't live up to Ji Nuan. ”

With that, I turned and left, and there was so much to say that I didn't need to say much.

It was already night when I returned to Wucheng, I came home tired and lay in bed, my stomach hurt badly in the middle of the night, I had to get up and take a lot of painkillers, and finally vomited on the ground.

I was lying on the ground and wanted to call my doctor, but I knew my health best, and I would not have lived to be twenty-three years old in my current situation.

I closed my eyes, I couldn't tell what it was like, I didn't even have the slightest fear, as if waiting for death to happen was a natural thing, but suddenly I missed the past.

The more I get to this situation, the more I miss the person I once was.

If I could do it all over again, I would like to follow him slowly.

Day after day, month after month.

I just hope that I won't meet again in the future.

So that he can live forever in my heart.

It doesn't give me hope, it doesn't make me sad.

While suffering from the pain to the extreme, I received a call from a person.

His gentle voice called out to me, "Shi Sheng." ”

"Gu Tingchen, is there something wrong with you?"

"Will you forgive me?"

When I was born and died, I thought about everything.

I laughed and said, "Yes, I forgive you." ”

"Shi Sheng, what's wrong with you?"

I frowned and asked, "Huh?"

"I feel something is wrong with you. ”

I said softly, "I'm fine." ”

"Are you home? I'm downstairs at your house. ”

Me: "......"