When I was born and died, I thought about everything.

I laughed and said, "Yes, I forgive you." ”

"Shi Sheng, what's wrong with you?"

I frowned and asked, "Huh?"

"I feel something is wrong with you. ”

I said softly, "I'm fine." ”

"Are you home? I'm downstairs at your house. ”

Me: "......"

I quickly hung up the phone and got up to hide the painkillers scattered all over the room, changed into a refreshing dress, and took the time to put on a delicate makeup, during which Gu Tingchen called me and I didn't answer, I knew that this couldn't stop him, because he knew the password to my house not long ago.

1227, December 27.

That's what I told him the day I fell in love with him.

He frowned at the time and asked, "Why is this password?"

I said perfunctorily, "Take whatever you want." ”

When I was still putting on makeup, there was a knock on the bedroom door, I put down the lipstick in my hand and opened the door for him, Gu Tingchen seemed to be different from before, and he had a white shirt on his body.

I wondered, "Why are you wearing so thin?"

Hearing this, Gu Tingchen smiled: "Worried about me?"

I glanced at him, but he suddenly hugged me into his arms, his lips rubbed my cheeks thinly, and he lingered: "I have been thinking about who I love all this time......"

I asked softly, "Have you figured it out?"

"Well, I'm in love with the woman I hated before. ”

As he was dying, he told me that he loved me.

I felt inexplicably aggrieved in my heart.

There is no joy, only grievances.

I asked faintly, "Really?"

may see that my expression is calm, Gu Tingchen's face changed, he hugged me tightly in his arms as if to confirm my existence and feel my temperature, and now my mind is empty because of the pain in my stomach, and he doesn't seem to be able to hear what he says, and it took a long time to react to what he said.

"Shi Sheng, will you give me a chance?"

I muttered, "What chance?"

"Be my Mrs. Gu, let's remarry. ”

I was confused, "Huh?"

He repeated firmly: "Be my Mrs. Gu, let's remarry." ”

"But why do you think I'm willing?"

A kiss landed on my eyes, and he said softly: "Give me a chance to pursue you again, don't worry, I will take care of Wen Ruyan's affairs, and ...... Me and she were clean all the time. ”

Very clean...... Didn't they go to bed?

But what does it have to do with me?

I closed my eyes and said, "I'm going to sleep." ”

Gu Tingchen froze, and after a long time, he still let go of me.

The door was shut, and I was completely slumped on the floor.

With cold sweat all over my body, I quickly went to the bathroom to take a bath, and found that there was blood underneath, and the bathtub was quickly dyed red, and I didn't know how to fall asleep in the back, and when I woke up the next day, the water in the bathtub was cold and biting, and I got up from the bathtub weakly, and I was particularly tired and lay on the bed to sleep.

I may really be running out of time.

It's so little that you can even notice it.

I lay in bed for a few days, I didn't have the energy to cook, so I drank milk and ate bread to maintain my current life, and Chu Xing had to call me every day to confirm my existence.

After about a week, Gu Tingchen came to me again.

He stood at the door of his bedroom and told me, "It's all taken care of." ”

I didn't open the door, so naturally I couldn't see the anticipation on his face.

Still smiling, I asked, "And then?"

"Shi Sheng, stay with me again. ”

I opened my mouth to say no to him, when he suddenly answered a phone call and left.

I got up weakly and stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, and saw Gu Tingchen wearing a camel-colored coat, with his back to me, so upright, just like many years ago.

He drove away in a hurry.

I closed my eyes, turned around and went back to the bed, and Chu Xing, who had just sat on the bed, called me.

He asked me with concern, "How are you doing?"

"It's good, it's just that I miss my previous life a little bit, and I wander in my mind over and over again, Brother Chu Xing, there is something I didn't say except Ji Nuan, do you want to hear my story?"

Chu Xing said gently: "Well, as long as you are willing to tell me." ”

"I knew Gu Tingchen when I was fourteen years old, and the first song I heard him play was the street where the wind lived, and it was the last song my mother played to me before she died, and he entered my heart so simply, so that now, even if so many unpleasant things happened during the period, I feel that it doesn't matter. ”

"Sheng'er, what do you want to tell me?"

"Brother Chu Xing, don't go against the Gu family for me. ”

Chu Xing paused, and said compassionately for a long time: "Well, I understand your mind." ”

My mind...... Love that man as always.

"Thank you, Brother Chu Xing. ”

"Sheng'er, it's the New Year in a few days. ”

I begged, "Brother Chu Xing, don't come to Wucheng." ”

I don't want to, not at all want him to face my death.

"Sheng'er ......"

After hanging up Chu Xing's phone, I sat cross-legged on the bed and waited for a certain moment to come.

Maybe it's now, maybe it's tomorrow, or maybe it's the day after tomorrow.

I know that my time limit is just two days.

On the third day, I received a call from Gu Tingchen, who apologized: "I'm sorry. ”

"It's okay, you can live with her. ”

Gu Tingchen left in a hurry three days ago because Wen Ruyan committed suicide.

This is not a secret, you can know it by looking at the entertainment headlines.

Wen Ruyan, she probably wanted to use this to coerce Gu Tingchen to stay by her side.

Either way, it doesn't matter.

"Sheng'er, I'm sorry. ”

Sheng'er ......

Gu Tingchen called me Sheng'er for the first time.

"It's okay, she loves you very much, I wish you a happy wedding. ”

Gu Tingchen was silent, but he didn't hang up the phone, I put it on the bed and looked out the window, there were many plane trees planted in the huge villa, and it seemed that it was snowing in Wucheng again.

Tomorrow is Chinese New Year's Eve, and tomorrow is my twenty-third birthday.

Gu Tingchen's wedding is also three days away.

After Gu Tingchen hung up the phone, I took off my clothes and changed into a plain white dress in the wardrobe, as well as a plain white hairpin, which was the clothes I wore when Gu Tingchen called me a little girl for the first time.

I changed into a white sheet, lying quietly on the bed looking out the window, the snow was long, the cold wind was cold, as if I remembered something, I subconsciously raised my hand and touched my cheek.

Plain white face, without any makeup.

I smiled and slowly closed my eyes, as if I heard someone calling me little girl.

He smiled warmly and said, "Little girl, why do you keep following me?"

"Because...... I like you. ”