063 This is really deadly
My whole body trembled, trying desperately to break free, but I was still firmly confined and unable to move.
Yu Minghui's hands were entwined like vines, and he continued: "Lin Sisi, you are not the first girl I fall in love, but you are the first person who makes me willing to abandon my little arrogance three or four times, and I don't care about stalking you and annoying you, I just want to be closer to you." ”
I opened my mouth and wanted him Yu Minghui to let go of me first, but he said again: "Lin Sisi, if I don't do well in the future, don't treat you well enough, and make you dissatisfied, you dump me again." I will never say a word of verbose at that time, and I will set you free. ”
I'm just dominated by my pathetic little self-esteem and come to him to settle accounts, and now I'm imprisoned in his arms, I'm still very useless, I really wish I could be white at this moment.
Or this is the first time that I dare to reveal a corner of my heart to him so little.
Without struggling too much, in this ambiguous and close posture, I lowered my voice and asked, "Yu Minghui, what do you like about me?"
As if he was afraid of making me feel painful, Yu Minghui loosened his arm around me slightly, his chin rested on my shoulder, and he almost whispered to me: "I just can't figure out what I like about you, this is really fatal." ”
These simple, but sounding sweet words that seem to be very sincere, will quickly penetrate my chest, and set off stormy waves in my little heart, these waves that have not been calm for a long time are constantly surging, almost drowning all my sanity, it almost makes me say very impulsively: "Yu Minghui, even if I know very well why I like you so much, I think this liking is terrible." ”
However, I don't know whether to be sad or happy, but the cruelty of life has taught me one thing over the years, and that is that people can't get too carried away.
The unbearable past engraved in my bones, seared into the embarrassing past of my whole life, when it was buried, it was like a time bomb, and when it exploded, it brought wolf smoke everywhere.
And why am I so ridiculous, I want to be sure at this moment whether Yu Minghui has some clues.
I had such a ridiculous idea that if he didn't know, then I would agree to fall in love with him, after all, no one can get married if they can't fall in love.
I'm going to be willful once, bury the unbearable self that is difficult to be accepted by a man, talk to him about a love that will break up, and give myself a chance to hug him and kiss him, like in the scene of countless dreams in the middle of the night in these days.
Even if these dreams are short-lived, even if these dreams will wake up, even if they are the warmth that I can't always have, I still want to be willful once, and die of addiction.
Clenched my fists slightly, I thought about words in my mind for a while, and then I asked very suspiciously: "Yu Minghui, why do you think my family owes so much money to others?"
There was almost no pause, and Yu Minghui quickly responded: "Lin Sisi, I did this very inappropriately. But I really don't want you to be chased by those people for money anymore. How old are you, your life has just begun, and I don't want you to live that kind of life that makes me uncomfortable in my heart. ”
If I were to rate him for this answer, I would give him a full score for these love words, but unfortunately this is not the answer I wanted.
It was so scheming that I was about to be struck by lightning, and I continued without giving up: "Yu Minghui, you helped me repay my debts so simply, haven't you ever thought about how my family owes so much money?"
His voice lowered again, and Yu Minghui said, "I don't know." I just need to know how to help you solve the problem. As for your affairs, those ins and outs, if you are willing to say it, I am willing to listen, if you are not willing to say, I will not ask about it. ”
Holding back the awkward relief in my heart, I almost wanted to say, then Yu Minghui, let's be together.
However, Yu Minghui's other words ruthlessly dragged me back, who wanted to break the cauldron and be selfish and willful for once.