But I'm not good at all.

I sat on the small bench precariously, my voice trembled unconsciously, I brought the microphone to my mouth, I wanted to say a lot, but it was like a fish in my throat, and finally I could only pretend to be calm and ask: "Yu Minghui, the Mr. Yu who helped my family pay off the debt, is it you?"

Yu Minghui was silent over there for nearly a minute, and he said a little cautiously: "Lin Sisi, I don't mean anything else, I just want to do something for you." It may be that my approach is not correct, but I really don't mean to disrespect you. ”

If I had strong enough self-esteem, I might have been able to accept his great kindness for the time being, and I might have been able to generously say a sincere but unnutritious thank you, and then I would have said how to repay him.

It's a pity that my heart is broken like catkins, my soul is broken, and such a broken body and spirit can only give birth to a humble and fragile self-esteem.

I used almost all my strength to squeeze the phone, and after half a ring, I asked, "Where are you?" I can't get that much money on hand right now, so I'll go and reconcile with you, and I'll pay you back slowly." ”

Even if there is no face-to-face, I can feel awkward and embarrassed, constantly diffusing and scattering between us, and Yu Minghui's tone is not calm enough.

He said in a bit of a panic: "Lin Sisi, I'm sorry..." ”

It was the first time I had interrupted him.

With unquestionable determination, I stubbornly said: "Where are you, I'll go to you, and we'll settle this account clearly." ”

Yu Minghui was silent for a while, and he said, "I'm at home." ”

With extremely complicated feelings, I knocked on Yu Minghui's door.

I don't know what kind of mood Yu Minghui was in, anyway, he didn't make much eye contact with me when he opened the door, Ada was obviously very obedient and obedient, and he had to reprimand Ada more.

In this delicate atmosphere, I sat down on the sofa according to Yu Minghui's instructions, and I spread out my small notebook with the details of debt repayment on the coffee table, and used the ballpoint pen I brought to write and scratch.

When I was settling accounts, Yu Minghui stood there staring at me, and when I looked up casually, I could always see his expression of wanting to say something.

When I put all the data together, I wrote a note and handed it over, and I said, "Look at it, this is not much different from your money." ”

Yu Minghui took the note and pinched it in his hand, this man who usually pretends to be cold and cold, his cautious energy at this moment looks like a primary school student who has not done his homework well for fear of being reprimanded.

His tone was so cautious, as if he could put himself in a dilemma by saying the wrong word, and he said slowly: "Lin Sisi, I really, I just don't want you to be so tired anymore." I know I don't have much of a position to do these things right now, but I can't help it. I was impulsive. ”

The more cautious he was, the more I couldn't open my mouth to reproach him, and I shouldn't have taken it upon myself to spy on and interfere with my life.

Finally frightened of the silent stalemate, I smiled a little self-deprecatingly: "You're right, I don't know what to do." Actually, I should have said thank you first. After all, you can quietly smash out 240,000 for a woman like me who doesn't know what to do. And a woman like me, who doesn't know what to do, doesn't know how to give you face at all, so I will kill you directly and give you embarrassment and embarrassment. ”

I should have laughed, but I don't know why, my eyes turned red for a moment.

I was afraid of being seen, so I wanted to bury my head in it.

But at this moment, Yu Minghui rushed over suddenly, his hand circled my whole body, he encircled my whole person into his arms, his voice carried my elusive emotions, very low and very low, he said: "Lin Sisi, give me a chance to be good to you, let me have the qualifications to be good to you, okay." ”