(18) A trip to the museum

Ling Feng naturally didn't understand why Su Mu had such a soft spot for museums, but he still respected Su Mu's preference very much, so when Su Mu said that he wanted to wear Hanfu to visit the museum, he didn't say anything that made Su Mu unhappy, which could be regarded as showing his support for Su Mu from another aspect.

Although it is said that they are free to dress, after all, two people are together, and they have to take into account each other's feelings more or less. Although it is not enough to change yourself for the sake of the other person, it is acceptable to make changes once in a while that can make both people happy. After all, when two people are together, they always have to respect each other and tolerate each other, and it is normal to lose some other things while being loved.

Su Mu had always had such an opinion on this kind of thing, so she would sometimes give up some sexier things because of Ling Feng. But if Ling Feng paid attention to other women, she would also take out these clothes that she didn't often wear, and then wear them out in front of Ling Feng.

It is human nature to love beauty, but this kind of love is a kind of appreciation, a kind of praise, Su Mu herself sometimes stares at the beauties passing by, so she can't completely deprive Ling Feng of this nature. However, this kind of appreciation also needs to be guided, and people who "appreciate" with colored glasses are not really appreciative.

Speaking of which, Su Mu has encountered a lot of hooligans since he was a child.

When I was a child, I was molested by my uncle on the bus, and everyone in the bus looked at her, but no one spoke to her as a little girl, and from that time on, Su Mu had an instinctive resistance to sticky liquids, and sometimes the essence and lotion she used made her feel disgusting.

When I was a little older, I met an exhibitionist on the way to school, I was slapped on the butt by someone in the crowd behind me when I went to the mall, I was followed a few times after going to work, I was followed by two trips when I went out to travel on the subway, and I was even nearly thirty years old, and I wore a loose sportswear when I took the bus, and I was made very nasty by a student.

All of Su Mu's personal experiences can prove that in the vast majority of cases, there is no problem with the girls who are hurt, and those people who use the guise of "who let you go home alone so late" and "who let you wear so little" and so on are themselves difficult people to understand, and it is the existence of these people that will fuel the arrogance of the criminals. Even gave these people a chance to escape.

Wrong is wrong, and no matter what it is affected by, it will not change in essence. What makes right and wrong meaningful is morality and humanity.

It's just a pity that not everyone can call it human.

Because of Ling Feng's acquiescence, Su Mu seemed very happy, she happily changed her clothes, and seriously arranged her hard-earned hair in the mirror over and over again, and after confirming that there was no problem a few times, she took Ling Feng's hand, walked out of the hotel, and went straight to the museum.

Ling Feng hadn't seen such a happy Su Mu for a long time, and looking back, she laughed heartily, as if she hadn't seen it once in a few months.

Of course he knew what the reason was, and every time he thought about it, he felt that Su Mu was making a big fuss. But this question can't always be thought about deeply, and if he thinks about it deeply, he is afraid that he will not be able to bear the things in it, and he is afraid that he will overturn his previous conclusions.

But now she still laughs, does it mean that the two of them are actually hopeful? It also means that he is also capable of making her happy?

Thinking of this, Ling Feng was more or less relieved, and even suddenly had an urge to take care of her and love her again.

Because of Su Mu's insistence, and the fact that taking the subway is indeed more convenient and cost-effective than taking a taxi, the two of them went straight to the subway station as soon as they went out, and first applied for two bus cards.

After sitting at the museum station, the two of them bought steamed buns on the side of the road, and just stood on the side of the road and finished breakfast.

Whenever she thought of this, Su Mu would feel a sense of unreality, because she would never do these things before she met Ling Feng. She and her mother had eaten breakfast in the shed of the morning market more times than she could count on one hand, and she had never done such a thing as standing on the side of the road to eat breakfast. But after getting to know Ling Feng, these things that seemed ordinary and ordinary, she had actually experienced them all with Ling Feng, and when she thought about it, she felt a little magical.

So in fact, falling in love with Ling Feng is not without benefits at all, and it is not as vigorous and ups and downs as other sibling loves. The lives of the two of them have always been very ordinary and routine, and even often make Su Mu have an illusion, as if the two of them have become old husbands and wives.

Although they are obviously tired of each other, they have gradually strengthened their determination to break up.

But then again, this bun is really not ordinarily delicious. Su Mu, who could only eat three or four people in this soup dumpling, actually ate a whole, which made Ling Feng feel very surprised, so he seized the opportunity and tried every means to want Su Mu to eat more.

After finishing breakfast, the two of them went straight to the museum. Because Su Mu had an experience and knew that he had to make an appointment in advance, the time for them to queue was much shorter. Su Mu originally didn't like queuing, but because of Ling Feng by her side, her anxiety was obviously much less, and she could barely maintain her mood.

The two of them were fighting, and this time seemed to pass much faster. In a few moments, it was time for the two of them to go inside. As a result, at this time, a grandmother selling flowers appeared in the crowd.

Perhaps such people are not uncommon in the local area, but Su Muke has never met them. When she looked at the bamboo basket that the old grandmother was carrying in the crook of her arm, all of which were made of flowers, her eyes were not only surprised, but also a little distressed. She suddenly remembered that when she was in college, she always saw an old woman selling corn in their school. This kind of snack Su Mu has grown from a snack to a big one, and the one sold by the grandmother is cheap and delicious, so every time she meets it, she has to buy a pack. Occasionally, when she wanted to eat but didn't see her, Su Mu, a person who usually didn't even bother to walk to class, might walk around the school for a whole time, just to find this old woman.

This went on for a long time, until one time I didn't see this grandma for a few days in a row.

At that time, Su Mu was still naïve thinking, maybe it was the grandmother's family who watched her sell these things too hard every day, and wanted to provide for her in old age. But later she learned from others that the grandmother disappeared because her son had robbed her of her savings and even made trouble at school.

When Su Mu heard this, she was extremely shocked, because this was very different from what she had imagined before. She couldn't accept this reality, and prayed that the old woman would come back and continue to sell the corn, but then when she saw the old woman's son push the old woman with a large bag of corn to the ground and snatch the money from her, she had to believe the rumors.

Later, Su Mu never saw this grandmother again in school, and occasionally heard someone talk about her, and they all said that his son owed a lot of money for gambling, and no one knew what the ending of the grandmother was, and Su Mu could no longer let himself think about everything for the better.

Since then, Su Mu has never seen such a person come out to sell things. Although there are also some people who rely on the old and sell the old, Su Mu also has the ability to tell the difference, and knows that she is actually encouraging the unhealthy tendencies of some people, but she will still pay willingly. So she is often said to be badly kind, but she will not explain it to everyone, whenever she sees these people, the shadow of the old grandmother will always appear in front of her eyes.

What's more, the old man in front of her is really about the same age and appearance as the old grandmother in her impression, so when she looked at Su Mu, Su Mu was ready to pay for two to wear.

Ling Feng has always been soft-hearted to outsiders, when he was waiting for Su Mu to eat, he saw a beggar eating leftovers next to him, and he had also bought food for others, so at this time, although he also knew that these things were useless, he agreed with Su Mu's idea very happily, and he took the initiative to spend money to buy two for Su Mu, and put them on for her personally.

Su Mu knew that Ling Feng had always been like this, always gentle and considerate when dealing with others, and never revealed his bad temper and naivety. Therefore, Su Mu sometimes felt that his telling was a very ridiculous thing, because if these things were seen by his friends, they would definitely not believe that this person was Ling Feng they knew.

But this no longer had any effect on Su Mu, because in the days that followed, Su Mu no longer cared what outsiders thought of them, because they were a joke in the eyes of others from the beginning, a very ironic comedy, so what's the point of caring about other opinions? After all, the essence will never change, right?

When the bracelet was worn on his hand, Su Mu couldn't help but want to smell it. Because the aroma of jasmine is too high, and it is very addictive, it makes Su Mu seem to have some kind of illness. Ling Feng couldn't help but want to laugh when he saw her like this on the side, and in order to prevent his image from being damaged, Su Mu always put his hand under Ling Feng's nose and let him feel the fragrance of this flower, by the way, it was really not her problem to prove that he would behave like this.

After a fight, the two of them finally lined up to enter the museum.

The exhibits have changed more or less than the year before, and the activities have also changed several times, and they are not as interesting as when Su Mu first came. But these did not discourage Su Mu's enthusiasm, she would tell Ling Feng some small stories she knew when she happened to see a cultural relic she knew, and she would also drag Ling Feng to rub the explanation of the tour guide with her, anyway, as soon as she entered the museum, even if she didn't say anything, people could see how happy she was.

In fact, Ling Feng was actually not interested in these things, but he didn't know what was going on, and when Su Mu told him about them, he also listened to them with relish. Later, he reacted, in fact, he didn't remember any of the things Su Mu said, what impressed him the most was Su Mu's mood at that time.

He had almost never seen Su Mu like this, because whenever he was in front of him, Su Mu paid attention to his image, and it felt as if she was disguising herself as a person he would like, with a kind of falsehood in the coldness, not real at all, but now this Su Mu, who was almost excited in the museum, was full of satisfaction and pride, although it looked silly, but it made him feel that she was very close to him, as if it was within reach.

Having said that, sometimes Ling Feng would also think about the things between the two of them, especially after losing Su Mu for a period of time, after learning that he had no chance, he would often regret what he had done, and also regret why he proposed to Su Mu to calm down for a while, if he didn't say so, then Su Mu would not choose to leave him after calming down.

But to say that there is no point in being calm, it is not at all, because Ling Feng was in calmness, and accidentally found that maybe the reason for everything was his lack of self-confidence. He didn't believe that Su Mu really loved him, so he had to try his best to test it, and even kept challenging Su Mu's bottom line, in order to prove that he was important in Su Mu's heart, she couldn't do without him, he had the value of existence, as if only in this way could he settle down.

So he ignored Su Mu's feelings, ignored whether it would bring any bad results when he practiced this, he was single-minded, he only wanted to prove that Su Mu loved himself, and even forgot that two people were together as a matter of two people, he doubted Su Mu like this, just as she kept doubting the existence of other women around him, but he never thought about why Su Mu always had this kind of doubt, whether he really did something wrong.

There was no empathy in this world, just like Ling Feng would never know how much harm he had done to Su Mu, even if Su Mu later used up the way he treated her, he would feel sad, but it was impossible for him to be as sad as Su Mu. And Su Mu also didn't know that he hadn't given Ling Feng enough security, but the contradictions in the hearts of the two of them because of this matter were not the same.

So in fact, this kind of thing is very wrong, sometimes you miss it and you may meet it again at the next stop, and sometimes you miss it, and you will never see each other again for the rest of your life.