(19) Those truths that cannot be seen

Although Ling Feng still wanted to accompany Su Mu here for a while longer, for him, this place was still very attractive at first, but after walking around for a long time, it felt like shopping, tired and boring. He really wanted to find a place to sit and rest for a while, but seeing that Su Mu was so interested, he was really embarrassed to tell her to hurry up and try to finish this place as soon as possible.

Fortunately, Su Mu was not such an unreasonable person, she knew from the beginning that Ling Feng's physical strength would definitely not last long, but she really wanted to walk around here for a while, so as soon as she found a place where she could sit, she would let Ling Feng sit there and wait for her.

It took more than an hour for the two of them to barely finish most of the walk, and there was also an exhibition hall that Su Mu also wanted to go, but she looked at Ling Feng as if she couldn't walk, so she had to silently dispel the idea of continuing to shop, and took the initiative to propose the idea of leaving here with Ling Feng.

When Ling Feng heard Su Mu say this, he could simply say that he had been pardoned. But he also knew that there was still a place to go, so he didn't show any excitement, but asked Su Mu specifically:

"Don't you want to see the rest of the place?"

"No, I've been here before anyway, I know what the exhibition is, I don't have to go anymore, and I'm a little hungry, let's go to the cultural and creative store and eat." ”

Su Mu said that he was a little hungry, and Ling Feng could still believe it, but the previous sentence she said, Ling Feng didn't believe half a word. If she really had this thought, she wouldn't have spent all her time here, and she would have finished reading it a long time ago.

So this was obviously an excuse made up to cater to him, but this excuse sounded like it made Ling Feng feel very happy. However, he didn't want Su Mu to leave any regrets this time, so he confirmed with Su Mu again:

"It really doesn't matter, if you want to go, we can go a little longer, and it won't take much time. ”

Before Ling Feng could finish speaking, Su Mu had already dragged him towards the exit. Ling Feng was also embarrassed to resist, so he could only follow her wishes and follow her to the cultural and creative store.

Su Mu has always been particularly interested in these, and when she entered the cultural and creative store, she seemed to be alive again, looking at the place, and the things related to pen and paper, she couldn't wait to move them all to her home. Fortunately, this time there was Ling Feng watching from the side, which saved her from buying indiscriminately.

However, Ling Feng did not completely deprive Su Mu of the right to buy things, looking at Su Mu, he felt that she really liked it, and Ling Feng did not stop it. It's just that Su Mu took a fancy to a watch, which was co-branded with the British Museum, and he wanted to buy it and give it to Su Mu, but Su Mu said that he didn't want anything.

The problem is, of course, the price, this Su Mu likes it, but the price of hundreds is really a little unaffordable for her now. After all, she already has two watches, and they are all of the same type, so it is better to spend so much money on it to buy another type. Besides, even if Ling Feng said that he wanted to give her, with his character, he would definitely be reluctant to accept such a gift from others, and when the time comes, he will buy a gift of the same price and return it, so it is better to refuse directly.

Who made her not have so much spare money.

It is because of this economic situation that many times, Su Mu's family and friends persuade her to make money honestly. Su Mu also knows that money actually plays a great role in life, and also understands the meaning of the phrase "money is not everything, but no money is everything", but she still thinks that it is good to have enough money to spend, and there is no need to abandon so many likes and ideals in order to make money.

Most people think that Su Mu has such an idea, entirely because her parents have jobs, pensions after retirement, and a house at home, which makes her have a lot less worries. Su Mu did not deny this, but what she wanted to say was that as a human being, she should have relied on these innate advantages to start her life.

Of course, this kind of "innate advantage" is not a reason to sit on the throne, in fact, Su Mu has always felt that the family environment is the most important place to cultivate a person's thoughts, character and hobbies. People with superior family backgrounds do have more choices than others, but if some people don't realize this, then what kind of family background is wasted. There is no way for people to choose by themselves, but everything the day after tomorrow, the right to choose should be in their own hands, but it is a pity that some parents do not understand these truths, and some children are not correctly guided.

In real life, Su Mu has actually seen a lot of examples, so she is very glad that although her parents were rarely able to participate in her life when she was young, but under the influence of her grandfather, she has really lived the life she wants to live for so many years. Although she has low self-esteem in some aspects, she has a very strong self-confidence in her familiar environment, and she also maintains a high degree of enthusiasm and persistence in all things she is interested in, and in her opinion, the life she is living now has nothing to do with whether she has money or not.

Of course, some people will say that when Su Mu can't eat, he won't have such thoughts. Every time Su Mu heard this kind of thing, he felt like laughing. She has never only expressed her own views on her own life, never emphasized that she wants others to be like her, and even she will not give any advice to others casually, and most importantly, she will not go to the road of not being able to eat at all, so why can't she live like this?

Others don't want to listen to her, so why should these people ask Su Mu to live according to their ideas? What's more, it's the freedom of speech they say, so Su Mu doesn't have a bad grasp of this freedom, right? At least she didn't break the law, so why can't those people say it, but Su Mu can't say it?

Isn't that fair?

Although Su Mu and Ling Feng had said many times not to buy it, in the end, Ling Feng still bought it. It's just that despite this, Su Mu still didn't want it, so in desperation, Ling Feng thought about it again and again, and then said to Su Mu:

"Okay, I'll wear it first, and when I go to Japan, I'll give you this watch, and I'll treat it as if I'm still with you, how about it?"

When Ling Feng said this, Su Mu's heart was moved for a moment, but it was almost that moment that reason calmed her down.

Who knows how long the two of them can hold on, if this trend continues, the relationship between the two of them will soon reach a critical point, right? Even Su Mu himself felt that he couldn't hold on, how could Ling Feng's persistence be so meaningful? What's more, who knows what Ling Feng really thought, did he really want to be with her?

Su Mu had forgotten when she had stopped believing in Ling Feng, speaking of which, since when she had started to see Ling Feng do anything that was not pleasing to the eye, and she didn't know when it started, sometimes she even began to understand Ling Feng's mood when she saw her and was looking for something to quarrel with, because now she was the same as Ling Feng at the beginning, she couldn't control her temper at all, she didn't feel right when she saw Ling Feng do anything, and she didn't want to get along with him at all.

It is precisely because of this that Su Mu often thinks about why the two of them are together, and why he didn't propose to break up.

Was it really because she was reluctant, or was she just not wanting to say that she was the one who broke up?

No one knew the answer, including Su Mu himself.

Although Su Mu had such thoughts, in the end, she still accepted it, and there was no abnormal performance in the process, so normal that even she felt a little uncomfortable.

After paying the money, the two of them came out of the museum and went directly to the hotel that had already been determined to go to.

Although I wanted to eat some local snacks first, after Su Mucha arrived at the Finnish House, he especially wanted to visit it. Ling Feng didn't raise any objections, anyway, he had always listened to Su Mu in terms of eating, so the two of them went straight there.

Although the place is actually quite easy to find, but led by Su Mu, a road idiot, the two of them still walked for a long time, and Su Mu wanted to stop and take pictures along the way, but she felt that if she took pictures, it would definitely be a waste of time, and it would not be good to be hungry Ling Feng at that time, so she resisted the urge to take pictures, and even met a Hanfu shop on the road, she didn't say that she had to go in and have a look.

Of course, it may be said that Ling Feng will not let her in.

Sometimes Su Mu felt that Ling Feng was very strange, because his attitude towards the same thing was always different. For example, in the case of Hanfu, every time Su Mu said that he wanted to buy a new Hanfu, he would oppose it, saying that he would not buy Su Mu at all, but sometimes, he would agree that Su Mu would go out in Hanfu, even if it was very inconvenient.

This one thing alone made Su Mu's head bigger, not to mention that there were many other similar things, so Su Mu always felt that she couldn't figure out Ling Feng's character, as if she would never know what Ling Feng was thinking.

It was precisely because of this that at the beginning, Su Mu would try hard to get to Ling Feng's heart, trying every means to know what he was doing and what he had experienced, desperately trying to get close to Ling Feng's life, but it turned out to be self-defeating.

After finally finding the store, Su Mu looked outside, thinking that it was not open, so she carefully pushed the door in, and found that there were actually people in the store, so she was relieved and boldly found a place to sit down.

Maybe because he had just arrived at the meal, there were not many people in the store, and Su Mu was wearing Hanfu, so he received a lot of attention, but what made Su Mu feel very happy was that there was not the slightest dislike or weirdness in these eyes, they were all very friendly appreciation.

Ling Feng had told Su Mu earlier that one of the reasons why he didn't want Su Mu to wear Hanfu was that he would definitely be noticed by many people. He didn't like that so many people were looking at Su Mu, which would make him feel awkward. At that time, Su Mu didn't ask him if he cared if others would cast strange glances at him because she was wearing these. Even now, she hadn't asked Ling Feng this question.

There is really no need not to say it, the environment she is in is much more inclusive, no one will have any opinion of her just because she wears these clothes, and there is no question of what else they will think of Ling Feng.

Thinking about it this way, in fact, the current real life is much stronger than the Internet to a certain extent, at least some words, some people will not be embarrassed to say to her face, she can't hear or see, naturally she won't be upset, and she won't be angry. But on the Internet, there are really all kinds of attitudes, as if those who have ideas and opinions in their hearts have poured all their thoughts into this virtual world. Sometimes Su Mu looks at the comments of netizens, and she may be half angry, which really makes her can't help but think, what if there is someone she knows behind this ID?

That's embarrassing.

But speaking of which, in fact, it is really difficult to be your true self in today's society. Because there is always a law of survival in this society, which will restrict the existence of some kind of freedom, but this is by no means a malignant existence, on the contrary, it is this kind of constraint that makes many things develop for the better.

It's just that this development always requires a process and takes time.

When eating, Ling Feng was very intimate to cut the steak piece by piece, and when Su Mu was eating pasta, he would feed Su Mu meat little by little. If someone sees them at this time, they will definitely feel that the two of them are very affectionate. But in fact, Su Mu hadn't felt this way for a long time.

At the beginning, when Ling Feng did this kind of thing, Su Mu would feel very surprised, and even a feeling of flattery, she also relied on these details to determine that Ling Feng liked herself, so she put her mind at ease and wanted to give him everything she had. But after experiencing these things later, Su Mu found that even if Ling Feng was good to her, he would not delay him from being good to others, so those means that could move the little girl had no effect in Su Mu's place. Even if Ling Feng really wanted to reconcile later, and the things he did were close to pleasing him, Su Mu's heart never wavered.

Of course, she knew that everyone had the possibility of changing, maybe Ling Feng was really getting better little by little, but she also knew that even if the broken things were glued, they would definitely leave traces, and these traces would definitely affect the relationship between the two people.