Zhao Xiaoning coughed lightly and cleared her throat a few times, and she lowered her voice and said, "Today, I went to eat barbecue with those colleagues of Coconut Wind, and suddenly heard some gossip about you. ”

It's a person, you have to know that you are being discussed by others in private, and you are more or less uncomfortable in your heart. What's more, I'm worried that the gossip of my old colleagues is not groundless.

I couldn't help but clench my fists, my forehead was dripping with fine sweat from nervousness, and I lowered my voice and asked, "What did you say about me?"

Zhao Xiaoning stumbled over there for a while, and she said cautiously: "Those colleagues, saying that you just graduated from high school and lost your body, that you went to the hospital to have a fetus by yourself at a young age, and that you are still getting involved with your high school boyfriend, in short, it is all nonsense and slander." Lin Sisi, I definitely don't believe these things, I think you have offended someone, do you want to let your brother Hui go to help investigate, or let him warn those eight women?"

Following Zhao Xiaoning's words, my whole body froze there, the sweat on my forehead became more and more, and I pinched my mobile phone, and I was speechless all of a sudden.

Although these gossips are not the whole truth, even if they are true and false, they make me smell that someone is deliberately spreading these news in secret.

Thinking about the courier I received today, my heart was like a big stone pressing down, and I was so uncomfortable that I panicked.

I really don't know how to share my feelings with Zhao Xiaoning at the moment, it may be human nature, even if Zhao Xiaoning is indeed my friend, but I am still afraid that she will know my unbearable past.

I pursed my lips and was silent for a while, and finally I had to pretend to be relaxed as if nothing happened: "Hehe, I thought it was a big deal." Nowadays, some people just like to talk nonsense and just ignore it. Xiao Ning, I'm a little busy, I'll talk to you later!"

After hanging up the phone, I was afraid that Xiao Yan would see something from my face, so I tried to adjust my state, and then slowly went downstairs.

Xiao Yan had finished washing the dishes, he was like an uncle, he opened a big figure of eight to occupy the entire big sofa, after he saw me, he took the remote control and pointed to the coffee table casually and said, "Lin Sisi, there was your express just now, I signed it for you." ”

Following Xiao Yan's pointing, as soon as I looked over, I saw the packaging box of SF Express.

Intuitively, I felt that this courier was just as malicious as the one I received at the company in the afternoon.

I stood where I was, and suddenly I didn't have the courage to take the courier all of a sudden, and took it upstairs to take it apart to see what was inside.

Xiao Yan saw that I was there silently, he changed the channel according to the remote control, he raised his wrist and looked at his watch, he continued slowly: "There are still twenty minutes to nine o'clock, it seems that I have to go." ”

After speaking, he got up a little and pushed the packaging box on the coffee table, Xiao Yan repeated again, "Your express." ”

I came back to my senses and hurriedly leaned down to grab the box and hold it in my arms.

Xiao Yan stood up completely, he shrugged his shoulders indifferently, and said to Ada who was squatting lazily on the side, "Ada, I'm leaving." ”

The moment the elevator door closed, I was so soft that I finally closed the door.

With my back against the door, I carefully studied the courier slip on the box in my hand.

The sender's column is still blank and there is no trace at all.

I took a deep breath, trembled my fingers, and opened the box with my fingernails.

It seems that the person who couriers this thing is afraid that this thing will be crushed during transportation, so he wrapped many layers of white pearl cotton and pasted it very tightly with sealing tape.

I tried to pull it with my hands a few times, but I couldn't pull it open, so I had to go to the kitchen and find a small knife, pick the tape on it, and take out the contents.

It's a brand new big red mp3, and it looks like it's a high-end product.

I looked at the mp3 with some blankness, and then went to look through the box to see if there was anything else, but found nothing.

So, I took the mp3, found its power button, and turned it on.

I don't know what kind of mentality I have, but anyway, I clicked on the album first.

However, I only glanced at it, and the blood in my whole body kept rising like a flame that was difficult to suppress, and my whole body shivered as if I had been slammed into the ice cellar.

In this album, there is not only the photo I saw at Cao Jiaying's house last time, but also a group photo of Yu Minghui, Xiao Yan, and a red-haired boy! It seems that they are very familiar with each other, I saw Yu Minghui and Xiao Yan standing on both sides, and the red-haired one stood in the middle, and they hooked their shoulders with each other, so intimate!

And this red-haired scumbag is none other than Xiao Xiaozhi, the main culprit involved in the gang rape of me that year!

I still remember how arrogant his attitude was back then!

What I remember most is that during the confrontation at the police station, he was cynical and careless, he still spit bubble gum in his mouth, he first gave us the middle finger, and then playfully made a neck-cutting gesture towards us!

Memories are like a tide, surging in, getting more and more intense, I trembled even more, and the mp3 in my hand was also missed by me and fell on the dining table.

Even if no one told me in person, all my unbearable past was related to Yu Minghui. Even so, I have to think at this moment, two years ago, Yu Minghui once played a particularly bad role in my life.

It was as if someone had punctured my tear ducts, and my tears blurred my eyes in an instant.

In the blur of vision, I reached for the mp3 like crazy, and I kept flipping through the keys with my hands as if I was completely crazy, and I finally pulled out an audio file.

I didn't have much strength left, and it was as if I had put all my strength into my fingers before I pressed the play button.

Mixed with some noise from the machine, I heard Yu Minghui say: "I don't care what method you use, you have to prevent Xiao Xiaozhi from returning to China and prevent him from appearing in front of Lin Sisi before I and Lin Sisi testify, before we move out of Zhanjiang." ”

Immediately afterwards, it was Xiao Yan's voice, he said: "Paper can't hold the fire, Lin Sisi is not so stupid, she sometimes doesn't say or ask, but because that stupid girl has a heart for you, she will be cautious in her words and deeds." In my opinion, you should tell her the truth and let her choose. It's not that you have to be enemies of everyone, you have to marry her, you have to promise her a future. It's not good for you or for her. ”

What followed was a two-minute silence.

In the dead silence, I clenched my fists, my nails almost digging into the flesh of my palms, but I didn't feel any pain, but desperately held my breath and waited for the next step.

After another burst of rustling noise, Yu Minghui's voice was full of remorse, and the more he went to the back, the more uncontrollable excitement and incoherence he became: "Xiao Yan, it was I who indirectly ruined Lin Sisi, I was carried away by hatred at the time, it was because I hated Ding Zhanbo's parents, I was angry with the Ding family boy, and I wanted to give some color to the Ding family boy, it was I who acquiesced to your brother Xiaozhi and his classmates to find Ding Zhanbo and Lin Sisi's stubble." If, that night, I had even moved a trace of compassion for the strange Lin Sisi, even if I had moved a trace of compassion and called a halt, then she would not have to bear such a cruel and inhumane destruction in her life at all! And after she paid the price, what did we do! In order to protect Xiaozhi, we instructed people to poison people, and we also used our connections to deal with Lin Sisi's family, who were in a vulnerable situation! Xiao Yan, it was I who ruined Lin Sisi! I ruined her life and ruined her family. She is now an outsider and can only wander outside her family, she has a home and cannot go back! I owe her! She confessed to me that night, and after I knew that she was the girl I had hurt, I knew that my creditor had come. I owe a debt, and I have to pay it back to her. She was not good at English when she was studying, I had to let her pick up these things, she was indeed very knowledgeable and talented in English, she was getting more and more comfortable in learning, her mood was getting better and better, but the more she was like this, the more guilty I felt. I have no other way, I can't find a better way to atone for my sins than to spend my life to make amends, to make up for it with marriage, to give her a new home..."

The recording came to an abrupt end.

The MP3 that I once held in my hand fell down at a very fast speed, hitting the cold marble floor with a dull sound.

These sounds were not enough to pull me back from my lost soul, and my waist was pressed against the corner of the dining table to barely stand firmly.

My mind kept recalling over and over again, thinking of the first time I met Yu Minghui, thinking of him as a knight to help me block the bite of the gold and silver snake, thinking that he wanted to listen to me sing "The Moon Represents My Heart" in the coconut wind charter, thinking that he sent me flowers to confess to me, thinking that he had accompanied me when I lost a loved one, thinking that he helped me get back the ring that my grandmother gave me, thinking about my wholehearted delivery in contact again and again, I thought I had met a good fate, but it turned out to be a bad fate.

I also think of me crying and revealing my past to him, thinking of him not disgusting me and holding my hand eagerly, thinking of our first skin-to-skin kiss, the night when the stars shone brightly. Thinking about how many times he was so eager to marry me, how gentle and considerate he was to me, how affectionate he was to me, all his kindness to me seemed to be still in front of me, the love words he had spoken to me were still in my ears, and he showed me a dream about love that could not be more beautiful, and at this moment I realized that all this was just a cruel game of redemption and redemption.

It turned out that the person who gave me a nightmare two years ago and ruined me and ruined my family's stability and tranquility was Yu Minghui!

It is Yu Minghui who has helped me countless times, Yu Minghui who seems to have a chivalrous demeanor, Yu Minghui who accompanied me home and promised to take good care of me when my grandmother was dying, Yu Minghui who promised to my mother to treat me well, Yu Minghui who gave me countless warmth, who seemed to love me to the bone and was deeply in love with me!

I also used to think about my mother's words, my mother said that he was rich and good-looking, and it was very simple to find any kind of girl, he knew that I was still willing to be with me in that past, what did he want from me. I was blindly optimistic at the time, I felt that love came for no reason and could not be controlled by too many rules and regulations, let alone think about whether to match or not, I really thought at that time, Yu Minghui was deeply in love with me, so he would not mind my past at all, put me on the tip of his heart and hold love, I thought he was because he loved me! I thought he loved me Lin Sisi, the unlucky bastard! I thought he was in love with me without distraction!

And in his Yu Minghui's view, he is indebted, atoned for, and repaid!

I think I'm so fucking miserable!

After talking to Ding Zhanbo, after discovering that my tragedy was not an accident but man-made, I wanted to know the truth countless times, but at this moment, when the truth was spread out in front of my eyes, my majestic and magnificent tears were not shed for this cruel truth, I found out that the man I loved deeply may not love me, he just owes me to make up for me.

I realized that the cruelest thing for me was not because Yu Minghui had destroyed me, but because he might not love me.

With no more strength to stand up, I sat down with my back against the horns of the table, and I turned around to hug the table and wept.

I sat down so fast that the phone I had put in my pocket fell out and stuck to the mp3, and the two cold electronics just looked at me indifferently with tears streaming down my face.

At that moment, my phone suddenly screamed sharply.