Even though my vision was blurry, I could still catch a glimpse of Yu Minghui's name on the screen. %d7%cf%d3%c4%b8%f3

I had been expecting his phone calls countless times, but now it felt like a nightmare.

In a particularly devastating situation, I made a decision in a matter of seconds.

I don't think I can stay here anymore.

I must leave here immediately! I must leave Zhanjiang without hesitation! I must leave this man without hesitation! I must not have the slightest soft-heartedness, like a piece of sand, and run away from afar! I want to go to Shenzhen, I want to find my parents and my sister, I want to be with them, I want to seek their forgiveness, I want to start a different life, I no longer want to stay in Zhanjiang as a victim pitifully, waiting for Yu Minghui's redemption alms!

I thought that Yu Minghui would be home at ten o'clock, and there was not much time left for me, so I struggled to stand up with the last bit of strength, I grabbed the mobile phone and mp3 in my hand, I rushed directly to the second floor and pulled out my suitcase, constantly squeezing my clothes into the suitcase, and hurriedly closing the zipper.

When I staggered downstairs with the suitcase, Ada came up and bit my pants, but I didn't even have the strength to say goodbye to Ada, I pulled my pants out of Ada's mouth very roughly, and just opened the door and walked out.

On the bus, Yu Minghui's phone calls kept coming, and I chose to watch silently, letting the rings come to an abrupt end.

I really had no choice, so I picked up the phone and said to the man: "Yu Minghui, you fucking stop acting, I know everything, I don't need your fake redemption and amends, I just need you to get out of my life like it never happened!"

If I hadn't fallen in love with him, I'd definitely could.

But at this moment, my heart felt as if I had been thrown into a frying pan and tormented, and I couldn't spare the slightest strength to confront him and confront him.

And Yu Minghui, after calling me five times, did not call again.

And I thought that even though it seemed to him that he had started with me in the form of atonement for sins, I had come together with him because of love. Even if he doesn't have love for me, but I do for him, and since this relationship is the beginning of a sincere love for me, then there should be a formal and solemn ending.

But I really didn't have the courage to hear his voice again, and I didn't have the strength to say anything to him again, so after thinking about it, I numbly took my phone and edited a text message and sent it to him.

I said, "Yu Minghui, I have found another way of life. Let's stop calling me again, and don't look for me again. I've never loved you."

At the end of the last sentence, I didn't even want to make a full stop.

As for why I added that last sentence, or if my humble little self-esteem is at work, I don't want the man who played a cruel game against me to think that I love him and can't do without him.

Pretending not to leave in the slightest bit of style, I think this is the only way to preserve the last bit of dignity and a little bottom line.

In the night like water, I held my suitcase between my feet, held my mobile phone in my hand, turned my head to look through the car window to see the hustle and bustle of Zhanjiang and the low buildings everywhere, thinking about my helplessness and despair when I first came to Zhanjiang, thinking about the freshness and joy after I met Yu Minghui, the more shocking this contrast is, the more I feel that life is too cruel, but the sad thing is that I can no longer shed a single tear for this.

I used to think that people with dead hearts would tear their hearts out, but now I find that when their hearts are dead, they will fall into boundless silence, unwilling to denounce, unwilling to confront, just want to stay away from right and wrong and reverse black and white, even if they can't tell how confused the road ahead is, they don't want to wander in the original state of life at this moment.

After the No. 11 bus stopped at Haitian Station, I dragged a big suitcase, ran to the ticket office and bought a ticket for 75 yuan, and then dragged the suitcase back to the waiting room in a daze.

At this point, the station was still full of people, and I looked through the floor-to-ceiling windows, and many people were waving goodbye in the night, and I was alone, as if I was in opposition to the whole world.

Just then, my phone rang again, and an unfamiliar number sent me a text message.

"I received the two wonderful couriers I sent to you, right? Lin Sisi, don't you guess who I am?"

I stared at it for no less than thirty seconds, and finally moved my finger and replied, "Scum." ”

After replying, I deleted the text message, and I looked upset.

Five minutes later, the phone called.

I picked it up.

Sure enough, it was similar to what I guessed in my heart, Cao Jiaying's crisp voice mixed with the sound of a busy horn, she said: "Lin Sisi, how can you scold me for being a scumbag." If I hadn't been so kind, you'd still be kept in the dark, shouldn't you thank me?"

I pinched the microphone and was silent for a while, I didn't have the slightest urge to speak, I answered the phone just to confirm whether my suspicion was right or not, and now it has been confirmed, so I said, "I hung up on nothing else." ”

However, Cao Jiaying bit the end of my words and said: "If you hang up the phone now, and you definitely don't have a chance to know, who secretly took a photo of Yu Minghui in your fish pond, and who helped send a breakup text message to Ding Zhanbo's mobile phone, Lin Sisi, don't you want to know who is the main accomplice in addition to Yu Minghui and Xiao Yan? Oh, by the way, I guess Yu Minghui didn't tell you who instructed Wang Ma Yi to kidnap you." I know the answers, I don't know if my brain is in water or what, I suddenly want to be a kind person, I want to tell you the most comprehensive truth, and you want to hang up the phone right now?"

I know that Cao Jiaying is full of malice towards me, but after she can give me a courier photo and a courier mp3, and then she knows that Ding Zhanbo received a breakup text message, I am very sure that she does know the truth of the whole thing.

Even if I was at this moment, some of the hatred in my heart would burn so hard that I put the microphone closer to my ear and I said, "You say." ”

Cao Jiaying giggled over there for a while, and she said, "Lin Sisi, I occasionally wonder why people like you don't die early." Look at your father's love and mother's love, even your cousin doesn't want to see you. She didn't need to take a penny back then, she could cooperate with Xiao Xiaozhi to steal your mobile phone and send a message to Ding Zhanbo, and she was afraid that the fire behind her would burn her crush, she followed Yu Minghui to secretly take these photos to leave evidence, and she also teamed up with Ding Zhanbo's family to send Ding Zhanbo away overnight, she simply loved it without bounds. After Ding Zhanbo came back, she took the initiative to find me, provided me with information, and said that Wang Ma Yi did not change her lust for you, and asked me if I could arrange it, so that you can relive your old dreams and be refreshed, in short, it will destroy you to death. Lin Sisi, to be honest, I think your cousin is much more interesting than you, and sometimes I am ashamed of her ruthlessness. As for your Minghui, he is so powerful, he naturally knows who instructed Wang Ma Yi to kidnap you, but do you know why he didn't pursue it and didn't make a big fuss? Because in his heart, I, Cao Jiaying, am too important than you, Lin Sisi, a slut, and he would rather hide it from you who is stupid and stupid than hand me over, do you understand your position in his heart?"

After a pause, Cao Jiaying said again: "Oh, by the way, let me tell you something." A few months ago, the night you and Yu Minghui quarreled and ran away from home, do you know why your brother Hui didn't go to you that day? Because he came to me for a drink, he kissed me crazy when he drank too much, saying that the person he liked in his heart was actually me, saying that he was only with you to atone for his sins, saying that every time he wanted you, he needed to hold back his nausea when he thought that you had been played by Xiao Yan's younger brother Xiao Xiaozhi and Xiao Xiaozhi's classmates, and he said that every minute and second with you was very tired and worse than dead. Well, I'll share with you a photo of your family Minghui kissing me in a minute, so stay tuned. ”

Cao Jiaying put the phone away at the other end.

After more than ten seconds, I received an MMS message on my phone.

Yu Minghui in the photo looked directly at the camera, his eyes were drunk, his lips squeezed and stuck to Cao Jiaying's lips, and the background of the photo was the hall of Cao Jiaying's home.

I dragged it down a little numbly, and in the lower right corner of the photo, the bright red font marked the time, and it was indeed the day I braved the rain to carry the box around.

I thought I was going to cry, but I just stared at the phone so indifferently and calmly, until it was completely black, and then I slowly pressed the phone on, clicked the lock button, and deleted the photo that stinged my eyes.

At that moment, the bus station sounded a chime to inform the passengers to get on the bus, I stood up and dragged the box into the gate, found the car and stored the suitcase, and got on the bus slowly.

I don't know if it's such a deserted night, no one wants to flee to Shenzhen in embarrassment like me, or if the other passengers are still calmly saying goodbye to the people who saw them off, in short, after I got on the bus, except for the driver, I didn't see a single passenger.

I was afraid that tears would overflow my eyes when the car was moving, and that I would cry and affect other people, so I sat down in a window seat in the back row of the car.

In the darkness of the night, one of the passengers got into the car, and looked at the tall figure, like a man, wearing a peaked cap and big sunglasses, and walked quickly to the row in front of me and sat down.

Or maybe there was suddenly one more person in the car, and I suddenly ran out of air, and I felt like I couldn't breathe, so I tried my best to open the window next to me.

As the wind continued to pour in through the breach and blow my hair, I reached out to ruffle my loose hair, rubbing my eyes that were already swollen like peaches.

At this moment, I met Yu Minghui's gaze.

He stood outside the car window, his forehead was still densely covered with sweat, he just raised his head and looked at me, his eyes were still a bottomless lake that was easy to indulge in.

He just stared at me motionless, he didn't say a word, and I didn't want to say anything to him first.

We looked at each other silently from a distance of half a meter, as if the whole world was just the two of us.

Just when the car was about to start, Yu Minghui's eyes narrowed slightly, and he said in a calm voice: "Lin Sisi, you get out of the car, we need to have a good chat." ”

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