One night my mind was in turmoil, I did have a lot of things, I didn't have an idea in the answer at all, I could only push and walk with the wind.

When I heard my mother's slippers outside the house, and I looked at the time of the phone, my God, it wasn't even 7:00 at this time, and I thought what else could I do? I didn't want to sleep anymore, so I sighed and just got up.

In fact, I also know that when this kind of thing happens, I am actually very unaccustomed to staying in this house, for this stepfather, I am really not used to how to get along with him, and I am constantly courteous to me, and I am constantly polite to him, so I just hide out and play with my classmates.

I thought that since I would buy some gifts for Luo Jin when I went back, or go to my father's company to have a look, I hadn't seen my father for a long time.

My mother was not at home, and the babysitter had just gotten up, and I went over to see what she was doing, but I heard her whispering inside.

"See if you can handle it?"

Ah Feng was standing in the pool next to him, as if he was constantly checking something, as if he had been holding something in his hand to brush and brush, and his mother happened to be standing next to him, and the two of them stared at the things in the pool together, not noticing that I appeared at the door.

"Don't worry, I went to find these screws specifically, each of these screws is alive, and they are all spitting mud"

"It feels good, my daughter especially likes to eat this kind of fried snails, preferably spicy, and it just so happens that the snails here are not particularly good, so it is not easy to go to the countryside to buy a little. ”

"Okay, I know, anyway, Ou Ruoxi likes to eat, I will brush these things, you don't want to get them anymore, you hurry up and deal with your affairs, just leave these things to me, here it will hinder my work efficiency." ”

I saw my mother affectionately pat Ah Feng on the shoulder.

"Ah Hong, you dare to dislike me now for not handling it well, let me tell you about this snail, my daughter has liked me to eat fried sour and hot snails since she was a child!"

Ah Feng was seriously brushing the snail, and at the same time urged his mother to hurry upstairs: "Hurry up, hurry up and take advantage of this time to make up for a sleep, who told you to go to the farmers' market so early to buy someone else's, but what about the first hawker, hurry up and make up for it." ”

"It's almost 7:00, don't think about going to bed anymore, what is there to sleep in, people will sleep less when they are old, and they will make up for sleep at noon." ”

"Who said you are old, you are not old at all, you are still a good age. Ah Feng said seriously while brushing the snails.

"I'm not old, my daughters are almost 23 years old, I should be about to be a grandmother at this time, but my daughter didn't give me a chance, I just waited and waited, and waited until the daylilies were cold. ”

I saw Ah Gong turn his head and look at his mother very seriously, and his attitude was very sincere, and he smiled directly with that very gentle and loving smile: "The best age is when a flower is born." ”

"I'm bragging again. ”

Mother's smile immediately bloomed, like a rose very relaxed and happy, and the two of them stood by the pool together, washing this snail for me together, their cool fragrance has always made people feel a very good, and the years are quiet and good.

I looked at me a little moved, I fell asleep, I felt such a joy in my mother's old age, and with someone who knew each other well, what could I not be satisfied with?

By the time I came down, I had actually seen a perfect state of Ah Feng and his mother, and I believed that their life should be more natural, calm and sweet than I imagined.

There was also a large sun umbrella in the back garden of our house, and a wooden table was placed next to it, and there were two wooden barrels on the left and right sides of each side, which I think should be when my mother and Ah Cheng used to walk and chat and sit down in the afternoon.

In fact, I imagine that it is really good to have an idyllic life like my mother, and to have such a sincere feeling in my old age.

I couldn't help but suddenly remember, crying, I suddenly felt that this kind of longing is particularly strong, although we have a short style of less than three or four days, but in these three or four days, it seems that it is really not a day as if every other three autumns.

If I could, I really wanted to buy it in the season and rush back immediately with the ticket, maybe this is a very persistent state among women in love.

I actually feel that it's almost time to come back for one night, my appearance may bring happiness to my mother, but I don't want to affect my mother's peace, I know that even if I am not in this city, my mother will be happy under the protection of Ah Feng.

I went to my mother in the evening, and I knew that my mother was very reluctant, and looked at me very anxiously: "Woman, why did you leave so quickly? If you have anything to lack, tell your mother quickly, she can't get it for you now, can you stay for a little longer, it's only been a few days, you see I haven't had a good chat with you." ”

"Mother, don't worry, I'm actually quite good over there, and if I want anything to do, then I'll tell you, I'm afraid you may be a little reluctant to give it to me then." ”

The mother immediately smiled: "All my things now must be given to my daughter, what am I reluctant to do, otherwise you accompany you to the mall, let's go see what new clothes there are, and I'll buy you a few more when the time comes, okay?"

In fact, I know that my mother has always been regarded as a baby for me, but I have actually grown up, and I don't want to affect my mother's future development because of such things, and my mother should have her happiness, so I decided to talk to my mother.

"Mother, I want to ask you something, if you can have a break with your father, this matter can't be solved because of this thing, and now that I have grown up, you can follow you without taking into account my thoughts, just make decisions according to your own life. ”

The mother smiled: "My precious woman, in fact, I don't think there is a big requirement for this matter, and this thing has been going on for so many years, I don't want this kind of thing to change too much, let it be, um." ”

"Then what about Ah Feng, he is also a person, you can't always give the other party such a way to do it, anyway, both of you should have a result, you should give Ah Feng a chance. ”

Because I don't know why, I haven't felt particularly good about Ah Feng since I was a child, I know that Ah Feng is a very important figure involved in the relationship between my father and mother, and I have been very unaccustomed to him since I was a child, so for a topic like Ah Feng, I have always maintained a taboo with my mother.

Now that I'm older, I feel very sad about the childish behavior I used to behave in, because my mother felt embarrassed by such things, so I said it with a smile.

"Mother, I've grown up, I've seen a lot of things very clearly, I used to hate her coming to our house, but I think, since the two of you are happy, I'll be happy when you're happy, it's really not important, I think Ah Feng is pretty good, alone, at least he is really good to you, and you can go to the vegetable market so early in the morning to buy this kind of thing for me, I think there should be an implementation, there is no need to delay it at all." ”

Before I could finish speaking, my mother interrupted me.

"Okay, my precious daughter, I'm glad you really grew up when you said this, and now Ah Feng and I have already passed the age of the young man you met. ”

I hurriedly grabbed the words: "It's not my mother, I didn't mean that, I mean that you just divorce your father, and it's not good to drag it all the time, isn't it good to have a fair marriage, it's fair for Ah Feng"

In fact, I really think that I have never seriously thought about such a thing, I have always been very domineering in the past to refuse his appearance in our family, but now I feel that a father like me is really unreasonable, why should I use such moral kidnapping to bind the happiness of others.

My mother was really tender and very shocked to look at me, and I believe that for myself, he may never have thought that I would say this to him one day.

My mother immediately burst into tears, and I felt something very emotional, and I immediately hugged my mother and said happily.

"Mother, in fact, I already feel that Ah Feng is really good to you, even if I used to hate him and scold him when I was young, but he still never abandons you, I think time has proven these things, I really hope that my mother can also hold a very grand wedding with him, can you let Ah Feng accompany you to the city next time?"

My mother's eyes were full of tears, and I was touched by the tears of happiness that I nodded.

In the afternoon, I bought a high-speed rail car and went directly back to our city, and when I returned, it was close to 8:00, and the lanterns had already appeared.

I saw Luo Jin standing in the turn from a distance, I looked at him, I hurriedly ran over, I really finally felt that when I fell in love with a woman, the so-called feeling of not seeing a word like every other three autumns would be such an obvious and strong feeling.

I used to think it was just a joke, just some sour words of literati and inkmen, but when I actually applied it to me, I realized that the power of this kind of writing actually comes from the most real embodiment of feelings.

And he ran over and hugged me tightly, and held me in my arms, and I felt as if I had finally found a harbor.

When we drove back, we had dinner along the way, and we didn't drive, we just wandered around the neighborhood, walking around everywhere in the neighborhood, we looked at some of the dense scenery in front of us, and we were watching the old Song Luo Jin here and playing the saxophone to me.

It's a very rare feeling that makes me feel that the years are quiet, and I think that many people will be satisfied with this kind of relationship unconsciously, and I guess the same is true.

When we walked on the slope of the stone bridge, we saw a lonely tall tombstone in front of us, which seemed to belong to someone else's house.

I just smiled.

"You know what? Actually, I started reading novels when I was very young, our family has opened a small bookstore, I started reading Qiong Yao's script when I was in the fifth grade, I remember that there was a TV series called Smoke and Rain, well, there is a heroine called Mood, it is said that she is very beautiful, and she was taken by an officer at the time, and she has always been aiming for this, when she knew that the mood was dead, she never married another person, and treated her as if she were one of her own wives. Later, you know? I also yearned for such a romantic kind of love, because I came here to study and then went to look for such a bridge, but unfortunately I couldn't find this tombstone in this place, so I felt a little melancholy. ”

"It seems that you have done such a romantic thing in your head, and it was your father who came here with you at that time?"

"Uh, no, I happened to have some conflicts with the family in a dining room at that time, so Xue Luchuan accompanied me. ”

"This meaning is valid, will even Xue Luchuan believe in this Qiong Yao plot, in the future, the two of you will already be very bloody, looking for this grave in this hillside?"

I shook my head and laughed.

"Your imagination is too rich, how is this possible, but it's just a matter of instructing me to come here to look for it, so what's the matter, there's nothing particularly much, he just thinks that a person looks at how sluggish his IQ is, he is not here to help me, he just wants to see if my IQ balance is enough at this time. ”

"Do you have any clues since then?"

I laughed at myself and sighed: "How can it be so possible without this thing, this novel is just an apocryphal, how can it be true, and Aunt Qiong Yao has never lived here, and it is impossible to understand that the hometown is so fresh, that is, but I feel that I am really single, sometimes I will sink into the past in the unreal, and I can't find a truth in reality, you can forgive me at that time, I was just a little girl at that time." ”

Luo Jin immediately took my hand, hugged me in his arms, and said with a gentle smile.

"Actually, this is not particularly ridiculous, I would rather you always find an emotional sustenance in the illusion of this feeling, so sometimes people, don't be too realistic, and you will find a lot of things in reality that will be very cruel, and things like the clear water and no fish will make you have more expectations, so that you will have a more textured life. ”

I can't understand such a messy fallacy of his, doesn't it mean to be realistic?

He gently nodded my nose and pinned my hair behind my ears: "So, sometimes girls really don't want to be too realistic, so it's a right of you girls to daydream occasionally about a sense of humanity that she lacks." In this way, life will be more layered and colorful. ”

I raised my eyebrows and said, "I don't agree with this point of view, and I think sometimes if you think too much about your fantasies, and sometimes you don't even know whether you are in your dreams and in reality, when you inadvertently come to reality from dreams, you don't have such a quick acceptance in your heart, and the psychological gap will feel very big at that time." ”

Luo Jin turned my body around, we looked at each other in pairs, and took out a hand to come out, inserting the beads of sweat on my head, with a very gentle and delicate movement.

Actually, sometimes I think I'm happy and enjoy the feeling of being spoiled.

Whatever, everything will slowly become a reality soon, all dreams and reality are stupid and unclear, but I think there is nothing to be afraid of with Luo Jin by my side?

The Mid-Autumn Festival is coming.

We're going to take a 7-day vacation, and our colleagues are already talking about how we can make our lives happier during these 7 days, whether it's traveling outside or sleeping at home.

Yang Bingbing proposed that the three of us should go outside for a trip, and it just so happened that Xue Luchuan was also very busy with a matter here, and of course, there may not be such a sufficient time, so we had to continue to have a holiday in this house.

In fact, I also know that this Luo Jin has been busy for a while, and he has been busy bidding on the company's projects, and Luo Jin needs to make the final decision on every little thing, and I also know that he has a big project in his hands, so it just so happens that this time has reached the final time to win the bid.

So I'm more self-conscious, I think this time is an interruption, maybe I'm embarrassed to tell the truth, and I don't plan to travel outside, but I'm planning in my heart, if I can't go outside during this vacation, at least in a suburb of the city, or arrange an activity.

Then as long as I am reunited in pairs sometimes, it may not be in that place.

On the last day of work, everyone's minds were completely on the verge of getting off work, everyone was eager to get off work quickly, and then go straight to vacation, and several colleagues in the company asked to go to Bali to swim, and some even said that they were going to Hawaii to surf, all in all, everyone's discussion was in full swing.

Yang Bingbing is really a very conscientious person, and when he rises in the afternoon, he basically puts everyone in a relaxed state, just waiting for the end of work.

In fact, this Yang Bingbing is also very smart, and at 4:00 in the afternoon, he said that he had something to leave the office, so his colleagues saw that the leaders were gone, and they hurriedly retreated as an excuse.

My heart is actually tickling, too.