Luo Jin snorted, "It's nothing, just now Xue Feifei just stopped by to see the situation, there is no problem, come over to ask for a glass of water to drink, and I have been thinking about the chocolate in my refrigerator." ”

"Great, this is really, I haven't been found out like this, I've passed, fortunately I didn't bring some valuable hand-washed personal products when I came, otherwise I would have been torn by Ou Ruoxi soon, and that feeling was actually very embarrassing. ”

Luo Jin took my hand directly, I leaned on his head, I felt a kind of lightness, a kind of very naturalness, I hope that my performance is successful, I hope they see a confusion in China, and they do not see a sadness in life.

Our company is actually a foreign-funded enterprise in the company, so we may ask for more details in the human resources department, then we will be very good for the human selection part, we also have to participate in the company's annual meeting, and the manager in charge of these departments will generally attend, so I also have such a right to participate, just this one is a press conference, which happens to be held in our hometown.

The reason why I haven't been home for a long time is probably because I haven't felt such a feeling, because my father and mother are very embarrassed at this time, and they are also embarrassed for years, and I think they should have been spending time for me a little earlier.

I called me directly to tell you first, in fact, I have come back now, and then I took a taxi directly to a villa in the suburbs, this set is a birthday gift given to me by my mother when I was 22 years old, saying that this is my last place to settle down in the future, if I am tired one day, I can rest at home, because this name is written on the property is all mine.

During this time, the relationship between the father and the mother was not very good, but the two often quarreled over some things.

Mother really started from scratch, starting from a stall, and working hard to get to today, in order to get to today's entrepreneurial era, and to gather the first pot of gold in life.

But no matter what, my father and mother doted on me, I was really touched, and not only that, all the properties in the family have been transferred to my name, including some facades, and some jewelry have been given to me through the transfer of ownership.

In fact, to put it bluntly, if I don't go to this class, and I don't like to go to this class, I can quit my job, in fact, the wealth in my hand is already enough for me to eat for a lifetime.

But my mother treated me as a baby at all, and I always loved me in my own way, and if I didn't do well enough, I didn't follow it, and I always felt that I was embarrassed by my parents in this regard, and it was a very unfilial and sorry behavior.

And I've only been to this family once, so I also know that my mother has a boyfriend in this family, that is, my stepfather.

To be honest, I was embarrassed, and I felt that the combination of this strange relationship in this place made me feel like I didn't know what to say, and all in all, it only made our embarrassment even worse.

Well, the mother in the family has come to our house, Ah Feng, who is also a middle-aged man, between 50~60 years old, it is said that he grew up with his mother and grandmother, and he is a classmate from elementary school to junior high school, and even a classmate at the same table.

At that time, who knew that this situation would cause a divorce between my father and mother, and I thought that the sky was going to fall, but then I thought about it first, everyone should have their own happiness, everyone has their own life, and we should give more respect and trust.

Or similar to this Ah Feng, maybe he also attaches too much importance to his mother's wealth, maybe it is really for his mother's wallet to get better, so I didn't expect that many times, you can immediately see whether you love or not, and several rich people think that this Ah Feng is a family person, and there is no need to look at it with a wealth of eyes.

Later, Ah Feng and his mother stayed together intermittently, close to 10 years.

That's who I rarely come here, or I always feel deep down that it's not very good, and it doesn't need to be very intense.

Of course, my mother made my favorite meal for me, and not only that, but she also made me a lot of interesting pastries.

Of course, my mother would cook me a lot of delicious meals, which I liked, and I made them at a big table, and the three of us sat on the table, and drank some wine, and the two of us could talk to each other, and my mother looked at me like a treasure.

Of course, I don't have any desires, my mother mentioned the most in my conversation about how to get married, when I married Xue Luchuan, obviously I have always regarded this matter as a very important matter, I simply can't resist.

Ah Gong didn't say anything next to him, just just a few words just occasionally, but he didn't say much meaning, and many important things didn't seem to interfere with my conversation with my mother at all.

Think about it.

In such an embarrassing environment, how could I finish eating that thing happily, I am not a heartless person, I tried to avoid my mother's arrangements for my wedding with Xue Luchuan, so I tried to eat a few bites as quickly as possible, and then excused myself that the company still had some meetings, I had to hurry up and rest for a while, otherwise I would not have the energy to hold a company meeting after a while.

I lay on this sofa, I couldn't sleep at all at this time, because I was a little crazy, some didn't know what kind of mind, anyway, it was difficult to fall asleep, we should reflect for a while, there was no feeling of sleep.

I just felt that I had done it, so I started to use my mobile phone to swipe Douyin, so that I could pass the time, I turned up the temperature a little bit, and prepared to write something more directly in my notebook.

When it was close to 12:00 this night, my social media was basically empty, and I didn't expect my former college classmates to be still there.

Oh, I sent it wrong, a smile and an association, and the other party quickly replied directly: "Wow, beauty, you haven't slept so late?"

"I didn't sleep, didn't you sleep either? ”

"I know why you can't sleep, because you must be talking about Xue Luchuan's life at this time anyway, how can you have time to chat with me here now, how about it?"

I'm really speechless about this question, it seems that everyone's feelings for me and Xue Luchuan are very obvious to all, and they think that we are really a natural pair.

I quickly typed a few more words: "Alas, nostalgic for the old college days, you are all okay now, do you always think of me?"

"If I had to choose a topic, I would probably choose a rich Sichuan-style spicy hot pot. ”

threw a few bloody knives at him and knocked them over, "It's so unconscionable, I lived under the same roof with you back then, we are bunk beds, you actually said such ugly words, it's really my heart that breaks again."

My classmate sent me a picture of a piece of and typed this text for me.

"I want to tell you something. ”

"I found out last night, and now at midnight I'm your best listener, and you can say whatever you have to say. ”

"It's really like this, I don't think I'm fighting with my lover anymore, I think we're real, there's no way to divorce at all, and our side is getting bigger and bigger, there's no way to blend together, and I'm even very sad about this relationship. ”

I hurriedly threw a few roses to him: "Don't, don't be so nervous, this is just a halfway thing, you can't be gentle at every turn, the teacher is like you every time, every time you send someone a blade, then others must still be a little scared." ”

The classmate was simply indignant when he threw a few bloody knives and gritted his teeth.

"Ou Ruoxi, let me tell you, really, there are really times in this world where you don't believe in anything at all, love at first sight and no belief in any affection, those who are white-headed overnight are all fake, and when you are in love, you can say anything, and you can't say anything when you are in love. me off, I maxed out his credit card!"

"My God, who dares to provoke you, you are the bravest female man in our town, who dares to show off in front of you, whether you want to live or not, it seems that there is no reason to want to live at all. ”

"I really didn't say I'm particularly sorry.,My perception is that I know a face of him more clearly.,I really found that these people now.,You can't have a head.,It's really caught by the door that kind of IQ is also insufficient.,You should completely charge your IQ.,It's completely 0 to do things and be a person!"

I really laughed out loud at this question, this is really worthy of the best female man we used to be, even when we are in love!

"You are the most powerful of us here, you specifically said this, can't you just take it back with the demon mirror? If you dare to move in any way, just chop him with a blade. ”

The classmate seemed to be in tears, as if he was writing at a very low ebb: "Let me tell you, in fact, I really envy you, do you know? You had such a good relationship with him Xue Luchuan when you were in college, and although the two testimonies came together, he was a very good man, and he was very serious This person who is so hard working now is completely difficult to find, it's like this dinosaur is about to really go extinct!"

I was looking at him, in fact, I was still a little funny in my heart, but we just listened to my fingers for a while, in fact, I don't know whether to say it or not, I can understand what you mean, I want to say something to others, I just typed a few words.

"Niu Niu, do you know? It seems that I suddenly found that I am in some wrong state, as if I really like another person, what should I do? Will I be struck by thunder from the sky?"

At this time, my screen was all flipping, and I used the blade, and the thunder, and all kinds of things, and they all crackled and flew over.

Oh hey, I really think this content is for me, I can't help crying and laughing, but I have some teeth.

"I'm really not joking with you, you help me come up with ideas, what the hell should I do?"

I didn't have time to wait for his return, he immediately called me directly.

"Ou Ruoxi, let me tell you, you don't have such a long-term choice, if you dare to receive something again, dare to take this thing as a time, I tell you that our friends for many years don't have to do it!"

I didn't expect my computer to be blown up by him, and he directly threatened with such a hoarse voice.

I really couldn't cry or laugh: "Okay, okay, you really don't need to be so excited, okay? But what should we have said in college? Most of the world is a piece of grass, why should it fall on a tree, roll red dust, and even give yourself to captivity without even reading the safflower grass, right?"

"Ou Ruoxi, let me tell you, you tell me if what you said just now is true, this really can't be joked at will, if you really do this, then what should you do? You can't discard this, this matter is big!"

"It's not like that. ”

"Then Ou Ruoxi, tell me what the hell is going on, have you considered really liking someone else, so how to deal with Xue Luchuan? Hmm? You will break that heart very much, you are talking about this kind of thing now, of course, I can't persuade this person, but think about it, if you really do that, you will be very sad, I really regret this relationship with you, I have always thought that you are the most lively and representative pair in our school, everyone is very envious of you, take you as an example. ”

When I hear this, I actually sigh a lot, which means that if I really like you, then this thing really can't get too many blessings, but I can't help but say not to insist, because I can't say the reason.

But I still insisted: "Really, what I said is never false, I really fall in love with someone else." ”

My classmate didn't say a word on the phone, probably still analyzing one of the contents of my sentence, and felt that my sentence might have caused him some confusion.

"Ou Ruoxi, do you really know what you said this? I feel what I hope for and what I expect, the love I believe in is completely convenient, and I no longer believe in these loves, you make me feel so sad, you are originally one of my pursuits, you can tell me now that you have another person, so how can we be sad. ”

I couldn't laugh or cry, "I said this classmate, what do you have to be sad about, doesn't this thing have anything to do with you? You are not the person concerned, how do you know if I am happy or not, why do you need to be so hypocritical?"

The classmates also let out a long sigh on the other end of the other side, because we also know a lot of things from each other, some things can't be insisted on, everyone is an adult, and naturally there is a way for adults to deal with it.

"You know what? I sometimes feel that I envy you very much, Ou Ruoxi, and I see this stupid man next to me, and I feel that when I am about to collapse, when I am about to kick her to the Pacific Ocean, sometimes I am calm, it is completely because I see these feelings between you and Xue Luchuan, and I feel that some love things are really common, but I think that there may be a chance between us to be better for each other, maybe there should not be a despair so quickly in life. ”

"Really, don't look at all my glamour like this, it's really not as beautiful as you imagined, maybe even more depressed than you imagined. ”

The classmate smiled lightly: "Ou Ruoxi, I can only tell you, I think you should think about it carefully, how your relationship should go on, and don't feel that it doesn't matter if you hurt everyone because of this thing, sometimes once the feelings are hurt, it is difficult to make up for it." And Xue Luchuan is really a very good person, and he is the kind of man who is at home, and he has a successful career, where can I find this kind of person?"

After I hung up the phone with my classmates, I really felt that I didn't know what to say about this thing, and I thought to my classmates how strong and solid this relationship was, only the three of us knew that this kind of relationship was impossible, and the glamorous appearances they thought were actually false, all bubbles.

I was lying on this sofa, I couldn't sleep like this, I looked out the window and I could see a blank space, I may have completely taken into account the relationship between Xue Luchuan and Yang Bing and myself, I never thought that I would like someone one day in the future.

I'm just thinking that if Xue Luchuan and my relationship with Yang Bingbing are revealed, then a plane between the two families will be very big, and I don't want any tragedy to happen to them.

So from the other side, it may have been proved that some things are true and perfect, imperfect, but in fact, there is no need to deliberately cater to them.

But what kind of process should be between me and Luo Jin, because there is still a wall between us that cannot be crossed, um.

Ding Rose should straddle us, and I always feel that it is rare for me to replace, that is, I always feel like a substitute, appearing in Luo Jin's life.

I heard this very clearly that day, and it would have been impossible if I didn't care at all.

I can only show my generosity, show my open-mindedness, show my indifference, in fact, it's hard for me not to care, so I feel very uncomfortable.

Sleepless nights.

When it was dawn, I slept for a while.