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Ling Feng didn't know that he would actually cause Su Mu to think of these things, but when he heard Su Mu's voice, his attitude did soften all of a sudden.

If it weren't for the fact that he couldn't go back to school in other places, he would have been eager to go directly to the store as a free laborer, and he wouldn't let Su Mu suffer at all. But distressed is distressed, he always has to make Su Mu realize that there is something wrong with the two of them, so he still pretends to be very angry and asks Su Mudao:

"Why don't you ignore me all day?"

"I'm really busy, there's nothing to talk about today, I want to sleep. ”

"I know you're busy, it's not like you're busy 24 hours a day, right? Even if you get up in the morning and tell me what your arrangements are for today, you may not have time to pay attention to me, and I can rest assured. If you don't say a word, you disappear and disappear for a whole day, so can I not think nonsense?"

With anger and grievance, Ling Feng reduced the words he had prepared to these and said them to Su Mu in one go. In fact, he had more and more harsh things to say, but when the words came to his lips, he was reluctant to say them. Compared with his own grievances, he was more worried about Su Mu's body, which was already thin enough, and it looked like it could be blown down by a gust of wind, what if she was tired from this intensity of work.

But it's not time to say these things now, it's all awkward to this point, if he doesn't fight for some benefits for himself, won't it be in vain.

It's a big deal to make up for her more in the future.

Thinking of this, Ling Feng's mind had already begun to think of what gift to prepare for Su Mu. And Su Mu on the other side of the phone, after listening to Ling Feng's words, his tears were completely uncontrollable, and he cried silently.

Once upon a time, she cried to others like this. She tried her best to get that person's heart, but the result she got could only make her wash her face with tears every night, and keep encouraging herself with tears, as long as she used her sincerity, she would definitely be able to exchange her sincerity. However, in the end, she still lost completely, not only did she not get her sincerity, but also caused herself to be scarred, which she still can't forget.

She thought that if someone could say such things to her in the future, she would definitely give him a chance to try to love him. Because she felt that it must be too much love to beg for such a simple thing, if she could become the most important existence of a person, she was willing to try to love that person once.

But she never got it.

She has met many people who say they love her, but most of them are hypocritical, and no one really cares about her feelings. She was tired of chasing and tried enough, but just when she wanted to give up, she got what she wanted so unexpectedly.

But does she dare to ask for it?

Why do you have to give her hope and disappoint her at the same time? Do you really want to take the risk and try it? But if you lose...

Is there still room for her to lose?

Ling Feng thought about it for a long time, and finally decided to buy Su Mu her favorite lipstick, after all, Su Mu had been talking many times in the circle of friends and had no time to buy lipstick, so there would definitely be nothing wrong with buying this. And when he made this decision, he realized that Su Mu on that side hadn't spoken for a long time, and he thought that there was a problem with the network again, so he kept holding the phone to change positions, and kept "feeding" and "feeding". After not getting a response from Su Mu for a long time, he thought that maybe Su Mu was too tired to fall asleep, so he took the phone to his ear and put on the loudest sound, trying to listen to her breathing. What he didn't expect was that there was not only the sound of breathing, but also the sound of sobbing.

Su Mu cried.

When Ling Feng came to this conclusion, the whole person became at a loss. He didn't know what Su Mu was crying about, but what he knew was that when he heard Su Mu's crying, he obviously felt that his heart was tugging and it hurt a lot. He took the phone and wanted to ask her what was wrong, what had happened, and he wanted to tell her that she had him by her side no matter what, but although these words were in his head, he couldn't say half a word.

He didn't dare to speak.

In the past, when he comforted others, no matter how painful the other party cried, he could be amused by him in the end, but now he didn't know how he had to open his mouth to comfort Su Mu well.

She was so special, and none of the people he knew could compare to her. Perhaps she herself did not know that there was a fatal attraction in her, capable of fascinating everyone who approached her. He himself was immersed in her gentle but distant smile, like a moth to a fire, trying to close the distance between the two people.

But he knew her, understood her habits, and kept trying to make him understand that he needed more patience and time to get close to her. It was not easy to get to this point, and he was afraid that if he opened his mouth now and said something wrong, he would lose all his achievements and lose the little dependence and trust she had built up for him.

He didn't want to lose her more than he wanted to get her. If she never crossed the ravine of age, he would rather take a step back and stay by her side as a friend.

Although he has always pursued the principle of "if you like it, you must get it", but in her, she is the principle.

Thinking of this, he had a flash of inspiration, put the phone back to his ear, and pretended to say to Su Mu mockingly:

"Do you know what I'm thinking right now?

Su Mu on the other end of the phone had also cried enough at this time, and when he heard that Ling Feng was still talking, he was not too embarrassed to explain what had just happened, so he pretended that nothing had happened, and simply responded with a "I don't know".

Ling Feng originally wanted to use lipstick to divert Su Mu's attention, after all, this was something she had been wanting recently, and it should be effective for her, but he didn't expect that he would get such a response, which meant that Su Mu's mood should have stabilized at this moment. So he immediately changed his mind, with an almost coquettish tone, and seemed to let go and said to Su Mu desperately:

"I'm actually very busy every day, in addition to studying, I'm thinking about what to make you my girlfriend, and I feel like I don't have enough time every day. ”

After saying this, Ling Feng clearly felt that the heart in his chest began to beat violently, and he kept taking deep breaths while repeatedly telling himself what to do if Su Mu refused, and what to do if Su Mu got angry, almost fully prepared. But the reality was that Su Mu gave him an answer that he didn't expect.

"Really? Then you can try to think about something else now. ”