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So the contradiction was resolved, and everything seemed to return to its previous state.
After that, in order to prevent Su Mu from getting angry about this incident again, Ling Feng dissolved his intimate relationship with the girl in front of Su Mu, changed the couple name used by the two people to play the game, and deleted all the contact information of the girl.
Su Mu didn't make any comments on this, and when Ling Feng did this, she even looked at him quietly from the sidelines, not even saying a word. She acted very calmly, as if nothing had happened before, and as if Ling Feng had not done these things because of her.
Ling Feng didn't know why Su Mu wasn't happy about what he had done, but he felt that if he didn't do these things, then Su Mu would definitely be unhappy. And recently, he found that his ability to make Su Mu angry seems to be getting better and better, if this momentum continues, then Su Mu may really be angry and leave him and run away, then wouldn't he have made such a big effort to kidnap Su Mu in vain.
And the most important thing is that it is actually a difficult thing to make Su Mu happy. First of all, at Su Mu's age, if she gives gifts, she will definitely not like those perfunctory things for little girls, although he can afford the perfume, lipstick, pen, ink, paper, inkstone and the like she likes, but she doesn't like him to spend money on her, if she buys these as reparations, it is easy to be educated by her, even if she is happy, maybe she will give him the money, or buy him other things, which will be counted as a return gift.
In the past, when he was with other girls, those girls had never felt as sorry for his money as Su Mu, no matter how expensive the gifts they bought, in exchange for a few days of their intimacy, or a few more days of care, and he didn't know how much they cared about him at other times. But in the days with Su Mu, she could try her best to meet him with what he wanted, and even sometimes he felt that his requirements were too much, and Su Mu didn't say anything. And speaking of the gifts Su Mu received, except for the ones she made herself, they were all what he wanted, and Su Mu also left movie tickets for all the movies that the two of them had seen, and made movie notes, saying that they wanted to keep them as a souvenir.
For Pisces, who yearns for romantic love, these things that Su Mu did for Ling Feng in the details really hit Ling Feng's heart. And Su Mu himself is also a person who pays attention to a sense of ritual, so although the two of them have many disagreements in the three views, but in this regard, the two complement each other. So much so that in the days that follow, when there is an anniversary or a festival suitable for couples to spend together, the two of them have a lot of brains to prepare gifts. But when you receive a gift, that kind of joy and happiness is not something that a simple red envelope transfer can bring.
But the two of them also have a lot of troubles in this regard, for example, Su Mu often feels that she is old, and she can't recall or imagine the romance of the little girl now. She was often worried that she was acting too direct, which would make Ling Feng feel stressed, and she really wanted to give Ling Feng something that a girl of his age could give him, so that he wouldn't feel any regrets about finding a girlfriend of such an age. Although she also knew that Ling Feng preferred mature girls and didn't have too many thoughts about younger ones, she always felt that even if this was the case, he shouldn't be missing.
Compared to what Su Mu considered, Ling Feng thought more practically. He often felt annoyed because Su Mu didn't let him pay the bill when the two of them went out to play together, as long as he went out with girls, he would settle the bill, he was not used to always letting girls spend money, especially letting his girlfriend spend money, and he was even more unaccustomed to Su Mu always treating him as a child, feeling that many things were not something he should bear at his age.
Although it is true that he can't afford some responsibilities now, but he will always become a person who has the ability to take care of her in the future, he will have to support her in the future, her shopping cart, her gift list are all he has to empty up, he can't just because he is young, he has to be raised by her now. In this way, no matter what the two of them become in the future, in retrospect, he will feel that he was very useless during this time.
In fact, before meeting Su Mu, Ling Feng was not the kind of person who was particularly willing to plan for the future, or liked to fantasize about the future, but after being with Su Mu, he would always think uncontrollably about what he and Su Mu would develop into in the future. He will think about what kind of work the two of them will live in in that city in the future, what kind of work they will do, what their family will be like, and even what kind of life they will have after they get married. Sometimes he thinks about it happily, and he also wants to discuss it with Su Mu. But every time he tried to say this to Su Mu, what he got in exchange was not the answer he wanted.
Su Mu never seemed to have thought about the future life of the two of them, because her answer, in addition to "I didn't think about it so much, it's good to live now", that is, "Why do you think so much, maybe you can live it in the future", every time Ling Feng would dispel all of Ling Feng's enthusiasm. The two had also quarreled over these things, and Su Mu's explanation for this was that she simply didn't like planning for the future and had been living in the present, which had nothing to do with whether she loved Ling Feng or not. Ling Feng felt very concerned at first, but then he slowly discovered that what Su Mu said was indeed the truth, she was not only unwilling to make plans for the next twenty or thirty years, even if she had to get up early to catch the train the next day, she would not pack her things the night before, and she had to wait until it was almost too late before she hurriedly made preparations.
After learning this, although Ling Feng still had some mustard in his heart, he finally no longer doubted whether Su Mu was really with him, and he was also a lot more relieved, so he began to worry about Su Mu's other things.
For example, when will she stop being late, for example, when will she stop being lost, for example, when will she be able to pay more attention to her own things...... Anyway, he was more worried about the things he felt could be related to his IQ.
Su Mu really felt at the beginning that the two of them were so different that they would break up one day, so it was better to live one day at a time, so as to ensure that he was a little happier. But after those things happened, she found that she didn't want to have any expectations for the future anymore, and it could even be said that she no longer had any expectations for Ling Feng, and she even felt that breaking up earlier was a relief for her.