Chapter 65: Two Crazy Men

A million years later, Researcher Talloran is still trapped in eternal agony, repeating the tragedy of the destruction of the world and the collapse of reality.

- I'm really sorry.

- Let's start over.

- I'm really sorry that I didn't satisfy you.

- Next time, let's meet a little earlier.

The writer is the god of the world, but what is a god?

Did we create the world or did the world create us?

Or maybe we're just the convergence of the multiverse?

Do you think that lonely anti-electron is really lonely?

Maybe it's not the loneliest, you're the loneliest.

SCP-3999 is a pillow.

Death is an angel.

SCP-3999 is the one who forgets the people he loves most.

Death is the police.

SCP-3999 is stupid.

SCP-3999 is self-loathing.

Death is God.

Kill all of us. ”

When Guan Li opened the file of SCP-3999 on his phone and showed it to Ye Lingxing, the person fell into a certain emotion that he couldn't extricate himself from, typing something on his phone.

Guan Li, who was in a state of being ignored, saw that he couldn't get his phone back for a while, so he had to turn his attention around.

This room......

It's too ordinary.

It's so ordinary that there's nothing that can be called personal.

The system was already stunned in the conversation between the two of them, and at this moment, he hurriedly seized the opportunity to poke Guan Li: "Administrator, what you just said...... Isn't that a bit excessive?"

It doesn't see anything wrong with the militant – or, more bluntly, "persecutive" – attitude of Guanli.

The system still hasn't really decided that the administrator is acting wrong.

But if you use such an attitude towards Ye Lingxing, it is very likely that you will get unsatisfactory results.

No one knew whether the soul he had hidden under Ye Lingxing's seemingly normal state of mind was fragile or tenacious.

If this person collapses......

It is Guan Li who suffers the blame.

- Such an administrator-only "selfish" idea is engraved in the deepest part of the system.

"It seems to be a little. Guan Li thought about it and admitted it very simply, "If it is an ordinary depressed patient, it is indeed difficult for the other party's psychological state to withstand such persecution." ”

Psychological problems are never solved by verbal admonition and persecution.

Ordinary people can't understand their pain, can't understand the "hypocritical" thoughts that they have struggled to express, and can't understand their despair and loneliness of closing themselves.

The mockery of others is accompanied by sympathy from above, and the image of life is nothing more than the word "pitiful".

Do you really need to be pitiful?

On a social level, it's very pitiful.

But that wasn't their fault, and it wasn't the result they wanted for themselves.

Who wouldn't want to be able to live in the sun like everyone else?

- I want to integrate into society.

- I want to meet new people.

- I want to be a better person.

However......

"It can't be done. Guan Li's cold gaze fell on Ye Lingxing, who was focused on the mobile phone, and moved away before he even realized it, "Fear, doubt, self-loathing." ”

Hate such an uncontrollable self, and fall towards a deeper abyss.

"The interesting part is here - Ye Lingxing is also disgusted with that kind of self, but at the same time, he also completely accepts himself and accepts the self that does not meet his own requirements. ”

It's like tearing your mind in half, half drowning in a sea of negative emotions and unable to extricate yourself, while the other half calmly examines the collapsed mind, revealing a gaze that is extremely disgusted and forced to accept.

Guan Li commented: "That's why I said he was a terrible person." ”

"Isn't this just fine...... the system couldn't hold back the complaint, "and you still haven't explained why you took the risk to provoke him like that." ”

It seems to be right to use the word fine division to describe it, but it is only defined by the Internet, not the kind of schizophrenia that is really psychological. Guan Li only answered this sentence seriously, and then began to talk nonsense.

"As for why take the risk...... I didn't think about it that much!" he said irresponsibly, "just try to see if you are qualified to do 3999, and after the stimulation, it will pass, and he will not kill himself in front of me." ”

- "After all, even if he collapses because of this, what does it have to do with me?"

It doesn't matter.

This logic simply left the system speechless.

It hesitated for a moment before picking up on the topic: "I thought you were more inclined not to hurt others...... Isn't that how you treat Xia Ningbing?"

"Empathy – empathy, putting yourself in someone else's shoes, trying to understand everyone's thoughts and intentions and help them accomplish them – excessive empathy is one of the after-effects of my past life experiences. ”

"I sometimes do acts of the Virgin that I can't even believe, and that's enough. ”

Guan Li sighed, and his tone recovered slightly from the depression oppressed by memories, "But thanks to you, the same situation seems to have subsided a lot recently. ”

System: "......" So this kind of ruthless and vexatious dark stream painting style is your nature?

Damn!

I don't know how many times, the system began to suspect that it had chosen the wrong administrator.

- This TM is also a fine score!

Co-author Guan Li and Ye Lingxing are both the same type of neurosis, and only one of the three thinking things here is relatively normal......

Forget it, let Guan Li toss Ye Lingxing.

Anyway, as he said, it is impossible for Ye Lingxing to commit suicide in front of him.

Substance Control Ability Ancillary Function: Instant Healing, Learn About.

As long as there is still one breath left, no, as long as there is no brain death, Guan Li can snatch people back from the hands of death.

Ye Lingxing, who didn't realize that he had already walked back and forth in the hands of the god of death, finally remembered that there was an uninvited "guest" at home.

"Can you tell us what you think?" Guan Li asked expectantly when he looked up at him.

"Can I meet the author?"

"I'm sorry, but there's nothing I can do about it. ”

“...... He's dead?"

"Maybe live in another world. "It's not much different from being dead.

Ye Lingxing was silent for a short time, his words were full of sighs, "It's a pity, I still want to get to know you." ”

"It seems that you have a high level of identification with this work. ”

Ye Lingxing nodded and said, "You have watched "Heart Like the Ocean", you should know that I am used to using those unclear images and hallucinatory images to express emotions. ”

To this end, he frantically squeezed the rest of the team at the beginning, and forcibly used the dynamic composition of light points to achieve that dreamlike sense of myth.

And 3999 does it with words alone.

Make people doubt their own thinking, doubt why they are looking at this kind of thing, and wonder if they still have a sense of whether something is wrong.

The unspeakable distortions contained in it are very much in the style of Cthulhu's Loxy terrorism.

If I had to describe it in one sentence, it would be-

This place is indescribable, and this place is quiet and crazy.